don't act like its a bad thing to fall in love with me

don't act like its a bad thing to fall in love with me by ssaarah

 

 

I spotted Travis as soon as I'd walked up to the elevator. God he even looked good after a 6 hour flight. Impossible. He grinned at me, a real true Travis smile that made a woman walking past him do a double take. I didn't blame her. He set his phone in his pocket and set down his luggage just before I crashed into him, wrapping my arms around his neck as I kissed him hard.

"Hey." he said softly against my mouth, snaking his strong arms around my waist and pulling me closer. It seemed like it had been years since I had left after his birthday instead of just a few weeks.

"I missed you." I whispered honestly. Travis nuzzled my neck, holding himself there for a moment before speaking.

"I'm here."

"I see that." I smirked.

"I missed you too." he admitted, surprising and pleasing me at the same time. "Let's get home." he added as he reached for his luggage again. I nodded towards my Beetle in the short term parking.

"Where do you want me to take you Mr Cole?"

"Is it safe to get on that thing?" he asked in a teasing tone as we walked.

"If you want to walk..."

"I'll take the risk." he said and spanked me gently. It took him all of 5 minutes before grabbing my ass. I shook my head. Men.

"How was three weeks of celebacy?" I questioned, turning towards him with a grin.

"How was yours?" I shrugged

"Not great, but I'm guessing it's been a while since you've done that." He smirked.

"You'd guess right." I laughed and pulled onto the highway. "Your place or mine?"

"Who cares?" His low tone sent a thrill through me and I bit down on my lip.

"We'll go to yours so you can unpack." I decided, resting back in my chair and bringing up a topic I wasn't looking forward to. "I have to have dinner with my family tonight..." I trailed off, he visibly tensed even from my peripheral vision I could see it.

"Oh?" he turned.

"So I can't spend the night. I have 3 hours only." Travis tensed further and I was confused. He didn't want to go with me did he? That would be a disaster of epic proportions.

"You couldn't have had dinner with them in the last 3 weeks?" he said under his breath.

"I did that too, but it's Colbie's birthday so..."

"Oh. Well tell her happy birthday." he grabbed my hand.

"I'd invite you, but I don't want to." I said without even thinking at all which made Travis start laughing out loud.

"Always honest. It's okay Lil, I don't want to go either."

"Good then we're on the same page. Maybe you could go home for dinner too. You know if you can still move after I'm done with you."

"Yeah sure." I resisted the urge to stare at him as I kept my eyes on the road.

"Don't underrate me Trav." I said in a teasing voice.

"I never do, but I know how you are in bed." he answered as we turned into his neighborhood, pulling into his driveway a moment later.

"So what are you going to do tonight?" I asked as I waited for him to grab his luggage and slip his keys out of the pocket of his jeans.

"Why are you asking?" I thought about it. I guess it didn't really matter what he did tonight, I'd be out partying if he wanted to also I couldn't exactly be upset. Nor would I be.

"I'm curious?" I admitted finally.

"I don't know, I'll probably sleep then go out." he answered, a casual shrug. A big part of me wondered just what "go out" meant. I knew that wasn't fair too.

"Alone?" I asked eventually. Travis dropped his luggage next to the door and then took off his jacket, shaking his head.

"With Jax, like usual. Enough of you two becoming bff." he answered with a smirk.

"I think he likes me better now." I winked at him and Travis smirked.

"I can't compete." he tugged me closer and I laughed.

"I'm just kidding." I kissed him swiftly and tried to pull back but he held me tighter.

"I wasn't." He lowered his head down to kiss me harder, sliding his tongue into my mouth and pressing his hand into my lower back to keep my body hard against his.

"Travis...." I moaned into his mouth, my body aching to just jump him and take what was finally mine which I felt that he wanted too.

"You're so damn sweet...." He growled and bit down on my neck until I cried out. "I have to take a shower." I whimpered and pulled back.

"Tease." he laughed and pulled me closer.

"You need to take a shower too." I bit down on my lip and ran my hands up his chest.

"I took one this morning." Travis rose a brow.

"I think you still need one." I pressed against him, reaching up to slowly unbutton his shirt and press my lips against the skin I uncovered.

"I'd have to get dirty first......"

"I wonder how we'd do that....." he was turning me in his arms and pressing his front against my back, reaching for the hem of my dress and pulling it over my head.

"Oh I have so many ideas....." I trailed off, leaning my head back against his chest. He wrapped his arms around me and we stayed like that for a few moments. I would have given anything to know what he was thinking at that moment.

"What are you thinking?" He asked making me laugh out loud.

"I was just wondering that about you."

"I was thinking it's a shame you're still wearing so many clothes." I could hear the smirk in his voice and I laughed as I turned in his arms. God I loved him so much my heart ached when I looked into his eyes.

"Should I be naked all the time instead?" He shook his head as I slowly pushed his shirt down his shoulders and exposed the complete male perfection underneath.

"No." I slowly moved my hands down his stomach, my body aching in anticipation. I wanted him. Badly. I had never been a prude, and had a pretty healthy sexual appetite since I lost my virginity but with Travis? I felt addicted, needy and desperate for him always. And it had been way too long.

"Why not?" I asked in a breathy voice,

"Because undressing you is half of the fun." he answered as he picked me up and walked me upstairs. I wrapped my arms around his neck tightly,

"Undressing me or destroying my lingerie?" I asked back as we walked into his bedroom.

"I don't know what you're talking about." he answered, faking an innocent face as he set me back on my own feet before he got rid of his jeans and boxers. Damn he was so big.....

"Lies." I whispered as I stared obviously at his erection. He took a step back to open the top drawer of his dresser where a handful of my panties were settled next to his boxers and socks.

"I don't lie." I covered my mouth as I laughed before looking back up at him.

"I can't believe it. I thought you were joking when you said you kept my panties."

"I wasn't. I like my collection, but I think I need to add a piece." he grinned at me, walking behind me and reaching for the sides of my panties to push them down my legs before tossing them into the dresser. I laughed before he started kissing my neck, unhooking my bra and then peeling it off my body.

"Shower. Now." he muttered against my ear, wrapping his arms around my waist as hr pushed me towards the bathroom.

"Can we take a bath instead?" I asked softly, feeling so safe and comfy as I leaned against his back while we walked.

"Anything you want." he agreed, moving away to start the water. "We have some time to kill now. Sit." he added quietly, pointing at the edge of the bathtub. I did it immediately, letting my legs open slightly and watching his eyes shoot between them and flash with lust. "It's good to be home with you." he admitted in a low voice, getting down on his knees and setting his hands on my thighs as he tilted my head down to kiss me. I kissed him back, enjoying the clean male scent and taste of him as his lips moved against mine.

"It is." I agreed, though part of me tensed at his words. It sounded scary for some reason I couldn't quite put my finger on. "But mostly because you're naked." I added, grinning up at him as he laughed.

"You're too cute Lil." He lifted me up like it was nothing, getting into the tub with me in front of him, a perfect fit against his hard muscled body.

"I know. How do you even handle it?" I smirked as I looked up at him and watched as he shook his head.

"And people say I'm the cocky one." I laughed at his words and leaned back against his stomac as his hands played with my hair. It was more intimate than I felt I'd ever been with a man in my life. Maybe that was what was scaring me. It was nice....but I felt so vulnerable....so open.

"I have my moments." I admitted.

"What did you do while I was gone?" he asked softly, kissing the top of my head as he ran his hands down my arms.

"Ran out the batteries in my vibrator." I smirked up at him and he laughed lightly, shaking his head.

"Not what I meant.....but you'll have to tell me more about that later. In detal." I nodded, feeling myself blush lightly for no reason at all.

"Deal." I winked. "I had my magazine interview, and that went really well, except the photographer was kind of a perv." I winced, remembering the skimpy outfits he'd had planned for me.

"Really?" Travis rose a brow.

"Yes." I sighed. "But the writer was nice, she'd actually bought one of my paintings before. Remember the show I had in San Fransisco, the one with the nude painting of me, and the hands that you saw the sketch for?" Travis nodded slowly.

"I remember."

"She bought one of those." I grinned. "She was sweet, we ended up having lunch a few times this week."

"Did my eleven make a new friend?" Travis teased me and I laughed.

"Well I have to do something when my time isn't being stolen from me by you and your over-active sex drive."

"MY over active sex drive?" He asked, emphasizing the first word and I blushed, knowing I was probably worse. But who could blame me? Travis Cole was like viagra for women.

"Tell me about the deal in New York and what you'll do here now." I looked up at him. "I mean if you want to." I added, never wanting to be the girlfriend who forced him to tell her things. I wanted Travis to want to be with me, to talk to me. If he didn't then we didn't really have any business together.

"It went well..." he started but I cut him off quickly.

"You're so good with words."

"Can I talk?" he asked sarcastically and I nodded, pretending to lock my lips and throw away the key. He grinned and ran his hands down my arms slowly. "I got the promotion. It's been a long stressful month but it was worth it...now I can finally have the last word and boss people around." I laughed at that one,

"That's perfect for you, isn't it?"

"Yes." he paused to tilt his head down and nibble at my ear, "It's a lot of work too. I'm now part of the sales finance team, I'm the youngest senior analyst and they expect a lot from me."

"You're loving all the responsibility and the challenge..." I said slowly, trying to talk even though he was seriously distracting me.

"My eleven is starting to know me so well." he grinned down at her, wrapping both our arms around my waist as he held me closer. I stared in front of him wondering if that was true. Did i really know him so well? Did he know me so well? We were dating now....kind of....ugh sometimes thinking too much about us gave me a headache. "Whatever you're thinking about, just stop Lil." Travis whispered softly against my ear.

"I'm not thinking about anything."

"No lies either." he added and bent his knees a little, lifting my legs too in the process as he ran his hands down my stomach.

"But-" I cut myself off when his fingers brushed feather soft against my pussy slowly and let out a breath. "Oh Trav..." He nuzzled against my neck softly.

"Let me take care of you." he asked against my skin, the words sounding heavy but wonderful. I nodded, letting my head rest against his chest.

"Lil." he reached for my thighs to spread my legs further. "Tell me what you want." I finally relaxed against his body and licked my lips.

"Touch me again." I whipsered softly. Travis pressed a kiss againt my neck and moved his hands to my knees.

"Here?" I could hear the smirk in his voice and I knew his smartas.s reply was to get me to be more specific.

"No....inside of me." I choked out, my pussy pulsing, aching for his touch.

"Oh...you should have told me." he moved his hand slowly up my thigh before his index finger pressed a slow circle around my clit.

"Yes....just there..." I nodded over and over and he groaned as I bucked my hips up into him.

"What else." his low voice rumbled against me and I tried to slow my breathing.

"My breast....tease my nipple...don't be gentle." I arched my back as his free hand slid slowly up my stomach to cup my breast in his hand, they felt so full and sensitive, this slow teasing was making me so turned on I could barely think straight.

"Like this?" he rolled my nipple between his fingers, pulling and pinching with expert pressure.

"Oh yes....oh yes yes yes yes yes....." i felt like a broken record but oh my god, I had goosebumps all over me I was so ready for him.

"Don't stop."

"I feel like I'm in control." I teased him, surprised I could even think of anything witty to say when he was keeping me right on the brink of an orgasm, right at that moment where I was so close to falling over, everything felt tight and so fuc.king unbelievable.

"You have control because I've given it to you. It won't last long so take advantage." He replied, in a wicked, dangerous voice that almost pushed me over the edge itsself.

"Fu.ck me...." the words came out like an order, but it was more of a plead, I needed him to fill me, to take me higher than anyone else ever had.

"No. I want you so ready, so primed for me that you cu.m over and over while I'm deep inside of you and you're not there yet. Let me take care of you Lil....relax."

"Do whatever you want to me....anything....you can have anything...." I was whimpering, my body a needy mess as he teased my pus.sy and my brea.sts one at a time.

"Anything, uh?" he groaned against my ear, as I clenched my hands on the edge of the tub, my body aching, demanding release. Oh god he felt so good....

"Anything, please Trav." I begged, my voice at this point beyond needy.

"You know what I want the most." Travis growled in a deep tone as his fingers slid down and softly touched the ouside of my ass. The jolt of arousal I felt from the touch was shocking and intense. I wanted it. I wanted everything.

"I'm yours. Do what you want to me. Take me." I breathed out and this time my words were actualy dripping from frustration as I tilted my head to make eye contact. He pressed his lips gently against mine before speaking against him.

"I can't right now, you're too tense and I'd hurt you." he explained, making me whimper as he suddenly pushed two fingers inside of me fast and hard. "You're so fucking tight."

"I know you won't hurt me, I trust you..." I trailed off and moved my hips, trying to get more, "This is not enough Trav. I want all of you, all your huge dick buried inside of me until there's not even an inch left." I said these things all the time around him. I became so lust consumed I wanted every dirty sinful thing he could give me and I wanted it more than ever right now.

"Christ Lila." he roared. "If you keep talking like that I'm seriously going to fuck your sweet ass" that jolt of arousal shot through me at his dirty words and at the same time headded another finger inside of me, stretching me and making me scream out as his free hand pinched my nipple, hard.

"Do it." I choked out, my hips pushing into his hands and my body pressed against his back. Travis cursed under his breath and stopped teasing my nip to move a hand down so he was pumping his fingers inside of me and rubbing my clit with his other hand. I came. Hard. So hard I thought I might pass out from the sheer pleasure off it. I could hear myself screaming but I felt like I was underwater my body was spasming against his until I found myself in a state of complete relaxation, waves of my orgasm still washing over me again and again.

"How did you do that?!" I breathed as I slumped against him.

"Do you have any idea how sexy you are when you cum like that?" He growled, his fingers still squeezing every last second of pleasure from my body.

"I feel like I've died." I admitted giving myself over to him, not just with my words anymore, but my whole body. I had nothing left to hold back, no walls.

"You don't want more?"

"No I need more. But you do it because I can't move." I hadn't meant it to be funny but it was kind of and I smirked as Travis chuckled.

"I told you to let me take care of you." He whispered softly, pressing kisses against my neck.

"Take care of both of us." I breathed out, gasping a little when I felt his finger press against the one place he'd never been.

"The water is getting cold, we'll have to get out before you start to prune..." he was making sense in my head but my body was focused on his hands, teasing me, testing me.

"Oh my god Travis...." I moaned, my body getting ready for him all over again, desperate for more, for another earth shattering orgasm that only he knew how to give me.

"Fu.ck......fu.ck Lila." he was muttering under his breath and I pushed forward against his hands.

"Take me to bed." I whispered, gasping more as I pressed my hips forward against his hand.

"It's too far." he groaned, sounding just as frustrated as I was if that was even possible. Instead he turned me in his arms grabbing my legs so I was straddling his hard body. Ugh he was so fucking hot. I wanted to ride him until I passed out.

"Can you do this?" he asked, making me mad because fuck yes I could do this. I needed it!!!

"Yes." I whispered, trying to find my voice as I ground into him. "I want you." Travis groaned and and spread my legs far, so far my muscles ached but I didn't care.

"All of me." he ordered, guiding inside of me before holding tight onto my waist as I took him in. Yes.....yes this is what I needed....so good. "You're so fucking tight. It kills me everytime." I tossed my head back as he filled me, gasping when he thrusted hard to give me the one last inch of him. He was deep and I was stretched full accomadating him.

"Travis." I choked on my name, my hands clutching at his shoulders for balance. He gave me a moment to adjust to him but I just wanted more, harder. I needed it. Needed his broken control to be let loose on my body.

"Stay still." he ordered and I nodded, waiting, impatiently while he cupped my ass, lifting me up and then sliding hard and long and deep back into me, again and again and again. It was so good, mindblowingly good. There weren't even words and yet I still wanted more. "You're a dream Lil." he growled and I took more, god I wanted him inside of me always, wanted to be constantly fucked senseless and I didn't care how that made me sound.

"So good.....so fu.cking good." I moaned, loving the feeling of him stretching me to my limits.

"Yes." he growled as he moved faster and I felt myself slowly breaking apart.

"Fuck me harder....be selfish i want it Trav....I'm so close....." Travis caught my eyes and I saw such intense lust and power it was almost overwhelming.

"Lila..."

"Please....please." Travis growled and then he was surging into me, hard and deep, his hands digging hard into my hips as he moaned with intense male satisfaction.

"Feel me." He growled, his eyes holding on to mine. I nodded.

"I always feel you Travis." I whispered before losing it as he forced every inch of his length deep into me, sending me spirling off, not caring who heard me or where I was. I could barely hear Travis' loud groan as I felt him twitch and finish hard inside of me, his hands reaching up to knead my breasts roughly, rocketing my orgasm that much more.

"Goddamn it Lila." he groaned as I collapsed and he cradled me in his arms.

"It's never been like it is with you.....it's too good...." I breathed out slowly. Every time he touched me it was like a fuc.king miracle.

"I know." he held me close to him, his hand wrapping around my body, still inside me. I was so close to him in that moment I thought that nothing could ever go wrong ever again. I didn't care about anything. Just the way this perfect moment felt.

"I love you Travis." I whispered, nuzzling into him and knowing it was quite possible I'd never hear it back....but I didn't care. He needed to know. He needed to know how much I felt for him. I loved him too much to ever not tell him. Damn it he was making me into a crazy girl.

"I'm lucky." he said eventually, his voice low and a smile curving his lips when I pulled my head back to look at him. It wasn't the words I dreamed about, but it was almost as good. Second best. He no longer looked like he was scared of my feelings. He looked like he cherished them. And I couldn't ask for much more than that. I shivered and he grinned, pulling out of me slowly before stepping out of the tub and setting me on my feet. I ached, but I missed him inside of me too. He wrapped a towel around my body and took special care to dry me off. Getting on his knees to run the towel up and down my legs as I looked down at him.

"I like when you take care of me like this." I admitted in a small voice. He looked up at me before standing on his feet again and wrapping a towel around his hips.

"It's part of my job." he winked dropping his hand on the small of my back and leading me back to his bedroom.

"I thought that bossying people around was part of your job." I said as I wrinkled my nose and chuckled.

"That too." he grinned at me, discarding his towel and giving me a killer view as he changed into a pair of sweats. "What are you doing later tonight?"

"I told you, I have Colbie's birthday."

"You can come back here after that."

"Um. Okay." I smirked as I pulled my hair up into a damp mess at the top of my head.

"What?" I shrugged.

"It'll be late...and I'll be drunk." I admitted, biting down on my lip. Travis' face morphed into a wicked grin.

"I thought you were just going to your mom's place." I nodded.

"We have the family party first, then those of us young enough to handle it are going out." I winked at him, teasing him again for bein so much older than I was even though Colbie was even older still.

"So I'll have a drunk Lila on my hands? I think I can handle it." he grinned and scopped me into his arms, pulling me close.

"You smell good." He chuckled and the vibrations from his laugh went through me.

"We smell the same." He replied, nodding towards the bathroom.

"So I must smell good too." I grinned up at him and he nodded before turning me around so his stomach was pressed up against my back and I could see our reflection in the mirror on his closet door. I looked tiny next to him. But we also looked good together. We looked happy. I hoped it would last for a long time at least.

"Will you go dancing?" he whispered, trailing soft kisses against my neck. I nodded, distracted by the way his lips felt on my heated skin.

"Yeah."

"Will you remember who you belong to when men ask you to dance?" I felt a shiver go through me at his possesive words.

"I'll still be sore from you Travis....." I replied shakily. "How could I forget?"

"Good girl." he grinned against my neck before spanking me.

"I won't be good tonight when I'll come back here." I replied, getting hard up again even though I'd just cum more than once. Travis grinned before reaching for his cigarettes, setting one between his lips and walking out on the balcony.  

"I can't wait." he said and lit it, as I walked towards him. "Put some clothes on, I don't want everyone to see my girl naked." he added in a groan.

"So possessive." I commented in a chuckle, slipping into a tee shirt from his dresser. "I need to tell you one thing first." 

"Tell me." he said quietly, lifting his free hand to run his hand across my cheek.

"When I'm hangover, I'm awful." I breathed out seriously and Travis laughed, loud. "I'm serious! I'm whiny, I don't want to do anything, I just want to stay in bed, eat junk food and watch tv."

"I got it, you act like a baby...what's the difference between that and any other day?" he was teasing me and I reached out to hit his stupid perfect chest but he caught my hand, putting out his cigarette before pulling me into him and making me melt. Cheater.
"I'll take care of you, just like I always do."