9.30.2014

hope if everybody runs, you choose to stay

hope if everybody runs, you choose to stay




Aria walked up behind me and wrapped her arms around my body before kissing my cheek, my eyes narrowed on his dad as I tried to understand what game he was playing if any. "I love you," She whispered in my ear, an almost sickeningly sweet tone. My gaze didn't shift and her own eyes started narrowing, but on me instead. "Seb," He said loud enough for me not to miss.
I broke out of my daze and looked at her, an innocent expression on my face, "What did you say?"
She sighed but smiled at me. So far, she had nothing to complain about, the day was going pretty good and that was all because of my family, but in particular to the women of my family. The backyard was hardly recognizable and there was enough food for a small town. I couldn't complain either, Aria's family had taken a quick liking to the mine too. "What's on your mind baby?" She asked, like she did a lot lately and I knew what that was about. I was constantly nervous about my future, I went from avoiding the subject completely to get annoyed to the point I didn't even want to talk. Ar had nothing to do with that, because she was my only certainty in my life at the moment, but my mood influenced our relationship too no matter how much I tried to ignore it. I felt lost, but I didn't want to admit it.

God only knows where love vacations.

God only knows where love vacations.




I walked up behind Seb and wrapped my arms around his body before kissing his cheek, his eyes narrowed on something and when I followed them I wanted to groan because he was looking straight at my father. "I love you," I whispered in his ear, an almost sickeningly sweet tone. His gaze didn't shift and my own eyes started narrowing, but on my husband instead. "Seb," I said loud enough for him not to miss.
He broke out of his daze and looked at me, an innocent expression on his handsome face, "What did you say?"

9.29.2014

the only way you can know, you gave it all you had


I stomped on the umpteenth cigarette I had smoked during the last hour as I sat on the steps of Lila's house. God only knew where I had found the patience to wait for her or how many times I had tried to call her but I hadn't had any luck and enough was enough. Just when I stood up, ready to walk back home, she appeared, smiling and looking gorgeous as always in a short dress. "Where the f.uck were you?" I asked, annoyed that I hadn't been able to reach my girlfriend.
Her smile faded as she blinked at me, "What are you doing here?" She asked back instead, sounding genuinely surprised.
"I've been waiting for you for one hour because you know, I wanted to see my girlfriend who I haven't seen in a week. But not only she wasn't home like she had told me to be, her god damn phone was off or I don't know." I answered back, my words coming out in a tone that was harsher than I wanted it to be and that was probably because I was more mad than I thought.
She looked taken aback by my attitude and stared at me with her big eyes. "You didn't tell me you'd come over-"
"Where were you?" I asked again and cut her off, taking a step towards her.

something in the way you move makes me feel like i can't live without you

something in the way you move makes me feel like i can't live without you

something in the way you move makes me feel like i can't live without you by ssaarah

I walked back to my house, I had gone to the gym and then to a movie with Jax on his day off and was in a relatively good mood when I saw Travis standing outside my house. Now I was in an even better mood. I smiled but he turned towards me with a pissed off expression.
"Where the fuck were you?" he asked. Okay not a good mood. I felt my smile fade as I looked back at him. 

9.26.2014

we might as well be lovers on the sun

we might as well be lovers on the sun

My mom laughed at Nolan's joke and my dad's mouth even quirked up into a smile, he was still trying not to like Nolan but I could see that he was slowly giving up. Even a stubborn man like my father was falling for Nolan's charme and I couldn't blame him, my fake fiancè had a way with words that was impressive. I on the other hand? I felt uncomfortable after hearing the word 'clitoris' coming out of my moms mouth and like I wanted to leave hours ago. "Alright," Nolan slid the Cards of Humanity deck over to me and wrapped his arm around my waist. "Your turn."
I faked a yawn and stretched, "I think we're done for the night."
My mom pouted, a little more than buzzed from the few glasses of wine she'd consumed, "But I'm doing so good! I'm winning."
"It's Sunday and I have to work tomorrow," I replied, standing up and grabbing his hand. "A really early start."

Gave you a minute when you needed an hour.

Gave you a minute when you needed an hour.


Eva's mom laughed at my joke and her dad's mouth even quirked up into a smile, that stubborn man still trying to pretend he disliked me when I could tell he was slowly starting to fall for my charm. Eva on the other hand? She looked uncomfortable after hearing the word 'clitoris' coming out of her moms mouth and like she wanted to leave hours ago. "Alright," I slid the Cards of Humanity deck over to her and wrapped my arm around her waist. "Your turn."

She faked a yawn and stretched, "I think we're done for the night."

Her mom pouted, a little more than buzzed from the few glasses of wine she'd consumed, "But I'm doing so good! I'm winning."

9.16.2014

where you are i am

I wiped my forehead as I looked at the progress I had made on my wall. It looked good, but I felt like something was missing . Which was when I heard the door. What the? I walked to it and opened it to find Travis smiling as he looked at me with a pizza box in his hands.

i could sing about how love is a losing battle

i could sing about how love is a losing battle

i could sing about how love is a losing battle by ssaarah 

Dominic stopped in front of my apartment and grinned a sweet smile that showed off the dimples in his cheeks. He was adorable and totally hot. Not really my type but gorgeous nonetheless.

I go crazy 'cause here isn't where I wanna be. And satisfaction feels like a distant memory.

I go crazy 'cause here isn't where I wanna be. And satisfaction feels like a distant memory.



I walked into my flat and dropped the keys on the table by the door, fumbling for the light switch while wondering why I drank so much. I felt sick, like my hangover was coming on strong and I felt alone, almost regretting not bringing the blonde who had been trying all night back home with me. She looked too much like Chloe though. No, that wasn't right. The hair color was right, but everything beyond that? She paled in comparison. Locking the door behind me, I wandered over to the couch and peeled my shirt off before flopping down on it, reaching for the controlled and turning the TV on. Nothing interesting, but too much on my mind anyways. Slipping my phone out of my pocket, I pulled up the text Chloe had sent days ago that I never replied to. I stared at the phone, contemplating calling her before these random words nearly wrote themselves: "I have an up and coming designer interested in you for a campaign. Interested?" 

is this the real life? is this just fantasy?

is this the real life? is this just fantasy?

 
I took the last drag of my cigarette before stomping on it, my eyes staring at the house in front of me. Lila's new house. It had taken me less than 3 minutes to walk here from my own house and it was...weird. I was forcing myself not to worry about it and I was waiting instead, to see how things would go from now. Taking a deep breath I took the three steps separating me from the door and knocked on it, smirking when a very surprised Lila opened. She wasn't expecting me, since it was Sunday night and I usually spent it at my parents, she was wearing a pair of shorts that made her legs look never ending and one of the t-shirts that she had stolen me, it being knotted just under her breasts and exposing her flat stomach. Her body was as flawless as always, but it was her face and the stains of paint on her cheek and forehead that turned my smirk into a smile. She was beautiful and, if it made any sense, looked really her. My guess was that she was painting. "Did you order pizza?" I asked, glancing at the carton box in my hand.

9.09.2014

as long as you're mine we can stand the test of time

as long as you're mine we can stand the test of time

as long as you're mine we can stand the test of time by ssaarah


I lifted a brow as my girlfriend blocked my view of the game and then walked over to straddle my lap.
"I was watching the game," I smirked. But any man who wanted to watch sports over Jac? Was a moron.

Memories, without fortune or fame.

Memories, without fortune or fame.



I blocked Dean's view of the TV, grabbing the remote from the arm of the couch and turning it off before straddling his lap. "I was watching the game," He said but a grin was still playing on his lips.
"You're watching me now," I replied, tilting my head down to capture my lips with his, moaning against his mouth when he dropped his hands to cup my ass.
Pulling his head back, he looked at me with an amused expression on his handsome face, "How do you plan on entertaining me?"

9.07.2014

Now I ain't sayin' she a gold digger, but she ain't messin' with no broke...

Now I ain't sayin' she a gold digger, but she ain't messin' with no broke...

Now I ain't sayin' she a gold digger, but she ain't messin' with no broke... by nadiaa featuring plastic glasses

I heard noise coming from the kitchen and I knew I wasn’t going to be able to get back to sleep. I stood up and headed towards the source of the noise, rubbing the sleep from my eyes, “What’s going on in here?” I asked, my voice still scratchy from sleep. Olivia was in the kitchen, in just a t-shirt and a pair of panties on. She was trying to tease me… “Is something burning?” I asked her.
“No.” She said flatly, turning the pancake on the stove, “Just one, but the others are perfect.” She said, pointing to a play of freshly made pancakes that actually looked appetizing. Since when was she a hotter, younger Betty Crocker?

Can't go home alone again, need someone to numb the pain.

Can't go home alone again, need someone to numb the pain.



I glanced over my shoulder as I heard footsteps, grinning at Dominic while he rubbed the sleep from his eyes. "What's going on in here?" He asked, his voice still a little scratchy and his outfit just a pair of boxers. I hadn't done the whole roommate thing in a while and while this wasn't going to be permanent by any means? I didn't mind the view and I could tell that the feeling was mutual by the way he asked the question to my lace clad ass since I didn't have much more than shirt and a pair of panties on. "Is something burning?"
"No," I said flatly before turning back to the pancake on the stove which was in fact burning. "Just one, but the others are perfect," I pointed to the plate of pancakes; chocolate chip pancakes, butterscotch pancakes, and blueberry pancakes too. I didn't cook many things well, but you could never go wrong with pancakes. 
I heard him get plates from the cupboard and when I turned the stove off to put the last pancake on a plate, he was seated at the counter, already taking a bite. Grabbing the plate, I chose one of each flavor and stood across from him in silence as we ate. "So what do you do during the day?" He asked and I looked up at him as I swallowed. An entire week had already passed and he hadn't asked me that once. We barely spoke since he worked so much and when we did speak? It was more dirty talk than anything. He was a tease. 
"Go through your stuff," I shrugged my shoulders and grinned at him, "You know, the usual."

He grinned back, knowing that I was joking, "Find anything good?"

"Whips, chains, assless chaps... Basically all of the ingredients to a good night," I winked. 
 
He laughed, “So you’re into that?” 

I shrugged, “I’m into anything that gives me a mind-blowing orgasm.” 

He eyed me as I took a bite of my pancake, “If you want I can give you a good orgasm.” 

I bit my lip, having heard that line for a full week now. The only orgasms I'd had recently were from my vibrator. “I’m already wet…” 

He laughed, “Let’s go to my room then.” 

“Is that how you get girls to go to your bedroom with you? Or do you have moves?” I laughed, good looking guys had it so easy. They didn't even need to try.

“You want to know?” He grinned and I nodded, taking another bite of my pancake. “Okay, well women love compliments, if you hadn’t notice and it’s not like I choose to sleep with ivy league graduates. It’s easy to be honest and when I get them back here, they usually just fall in love with the place and take off their clothes.”

“They love the place, so they get naked?” I raised an eyebrow.

He shook his head, “The place is just the cherry on top. The whole package is what gets them in bed. You’d have to experience a date with me to know what I’m talking about.”

I set my fork down, “Then show me.” I licked my lips, “Show me a date and I’ll tell you if it really works… then you can fuck me and prove to me how good you are.”

Dom smirked, “You just want a second round with your first.”

“Tell me you haven’t been staring at my tits or my ass anytime I’m near," I smirked back at him.

He shrugged, “That’s because they’re usually out and available for me to stare at. A man doesn’t just look away from cleavage.”

She let out a chuckle, “There have been more than just looks, it’s been stares.”

“Fine. I like staring at your tits, because all I’m imagining is you riding me and them bouncing around.”

I felt my eyes widen and my panties get a little wetter, leaning against the counter as I kept my eyes on his, "What happened to you being the one in control?" 

"Your hands would be tied while you're riding me," He said back and I let out another soft laugh.

"Where would your hands be instead?"

He slipped out of his chair and walked around the counter to where I was standing, setting his hands on my hips and guiding my backside against his hard body. Hard all over. "They'd start out on your hips..." He said after pulling my hair over to one side, breathing against my neck. 

"Then?" I pressed my ass hard against his dick, remembering how big he'd been when we were still kids. He felt bigger now, probably thicker. 

Groaning, he didn't pull back from me. Instead his hand slid down to rub my clit through my panties. "Have you ever used a clit stimulator?"

I bit down on my lip to keep from moaning, trying to keep control over my body. "Yes," I said in almost a whisper.

"Clamps?"

I tilted my head to smirk at him, almost taken back by how close our lips were, "Only on my nipples."

“A clit clamp will make you come over and over again.” He pinched my clit, a slight gasp escaped my lips, “You’re sensitive, huh?”

I nodded as my grip on the counter tightened, “Really sensitive.”

He groaned and I felt a shiver run through me, my body on the edge of trembling. “We could skip the date and I could just fuck you right here…” He trailed off.

I brushed my ass up against his hard dick, “I’m a lady Dom,” I looked at him with a smirk, “You should wine and dine me before I let you tie me.”

“You’re not a lady.” He smirked then kissed my bare shoulder, “What about spanking?”

“Are you into that too?” I sighed out.

He nodded as he pushed down my panties to expose my ass, “I can just imagine it turning pink under my hand.” He grabbed my ass before pulling his hand back to spank me quickly, making me gasp out once more. “Like that," He whispered in my ear.

“Mmm.” I breathed out, “Do it again.” 

He smacked my ass once more and I yelped just like before, “I think you’ll like my paddle."

Dear god. 

"I think I'll let you do whatever you want to me..." I trailed off, closing my eyes as my head fell back against his shoulder. 

"Don't say that unless you mean it," He groaned again and moved his hand back to my clit, using his thumb to play with it. 

I took a deep breath and tried not to say something desperate, wanting to keep my cool but I was falling apart. "What do you want to do to me?" I asked out of curiosity, opening my eyes to find his on me. A smirk spread across my lips, my lips parting as a moan escaped them when two of his fingers dipped inside of my pussy. 

"What don't I want to do to you?" He asked with a smug grin on his face, pulling his fingers out to pinch my clit again. 

I groaned, my pussy already aching for more. "You're such a tease," I said, using the same words he'd been using on me for days now. 

He shook his head, "You're going to be begging me before I fuck you."

"I don't beg," I said seriously, wanting to give in and push my own fingers inside of me just to ease the pain. 

He laughed, “You’ll be begging not even halfway through… I just want to tie you up, tease you to my liking and then maybe, just maybe, I’ll give you the good fuck you want.” He nipped at my ear, “Brown eyes, you won’t cum until I say you can.” He played with the entrance to my pussy, knowing how bad I was aching. 

“I want it all Dom…” I breathed out. “Tie me up, spank me, make me cry out. I want it.”

He smirked, his ego inflating as he slipped his fingers inside of me, pumping them slowly in and out as his other hand went under my shirt to pinch my nipple, “Like this?”

“Mhmm.” I nodded my head quickly and he grinned, stopping his fingers as I cried out, “Dom!”

“I told you; you can cum when I say you can.” He nibbled on my shoulder, “I want something else from you now…” 

“Yes?” I asked curiously, pretty sure I'd do whatever he asked at this point.

He pushed my panties to the floor and pulled the shirt off my body, leaving me standing there completely naked and him completely hard. He turned me around and set me on the counter, his eyes taking me in. “Show me how you like to be touched, Olivia," He told me with a fire in his eyes. 

I smirked instantly, loving the way he couldn't stop staring at my body. I felt like a goddess, still aching for his touch but knowing that mine would have to suffice for now. "But you were off to such a good start..." I trailed off and dropped my eyes down his body to find his dick straining in his boxer briefs. I had to resist the urge to moan at the sight, cupping my breasts instead and squeezing them in my hands. 

He set his hands on the counter, resting flat besides each of my legs as if trying to resist the urge to touch me. Self control was so overrated. "Make yourself cum," He said in a low voice, the kind of voice that could make me cum on the spot. I pinched my nipple with one hand, moaning as my back arched and my other hand made a direct line to my pussy. I was soaking wet, bypassing my clit to push two fingers deep inside of me. "You're wet."

A gasp escaped me as I hit my spot and felt my pussy clench tightly around my fingers. "So wet..." I trailed off, tugging on my already hard nipple and making it even harder. "Take your boxers off."

"You're not the one in charge right now," He grinned back and leaned on closer to me.

I pulled my fingers out and rubbed my clit fiercely, my whole body shaking. I set my wet fingers in my mouth and moaned as I sucked my sweetness off of them, tangling my free hand in Dom's hair and lowering my head to kiss him, using just enough tongue that he could taste me too. "How do I taste?" I asked, pulling back and smirking at him. 

He licked his lips, “Sweet. Keep going.”

I smirked and slipped my fingers in my pussy once more, slowly pumping my fingers in and out, letting out little moans as I did.

“Christ," He said under his breath as my entire body flushed pink, but he kept staring at my fingers inside of me. 

I slowly moved my hips to grind against my fingers. “You like this, don’t you?” I breathed out, biting my lip.

He nodded as he looked up to me, “Yes. I’m taking notes…”

“Always so serious…” I trailed off as the other hand went down to rub my clit. “Your mouth could be right here Dom.”

He smirked, “Lets not rush it…”

I grinned as my fingers started to pump in and out more quickly and my breath became staggered, “I’m so close Dom.”

He grabbed my hand, slowing it down, “Don’t rush it.”

“I’m ready to cum though…” I said in a whisper, “Let me cum Dominic.”

"You can cum, but you better say my name as you do.”

My eyes darkened as my fingers quickened the pace and my body shivered, only seconds away from coming. My chest started heaving when I reached the brink, “Dominic…” His name fell from my lips over and over until I moaned out loudly, ending my orgasm with his name on my lips, “Dominic!” I said loudly as my whole body went flush, my fingers still inside as I recovered.

He pulled my hand out and slipped my fingers into his mouth, sucking my nectar clean from my fingers, “Soon enough I’ll taste it right from the source."

"Now..." I trailed off and tangled both hands in his hair, guiding his head towards my pussy. 

His hands slid to my thighs and he pushed them further apart, keeping his eyes locked on mine as he pressed kisses against my inner thigh. I parted my lips to speak, a moan leaving me instead as he bit down on my tender skin. "Don't rush me," He grinned and kissed the spot he'd just bit, a mark already forming on my pale skin. 

"More," I arched my back and cupped my breasts again, kneading them in my hands.

His tongue ran flat up to my pussy and he hesitated for a moment, my breathing hitched while I waited. "Fuck," He groaned and pulled back, reaching for a cellphone on the counter and answering the call. I hadn't even noticed it vibrating, too lost in the way he looked between my legs. 

I narrowed my eyes on him and he set his fingers on his temples, talking about some merger deal or something. "Can't this wait?" I whispered and ran my foot up his leg, along the length of his dick.

He shot me a look and moved his body, resting his ass against the counter while I slid off of it and got on my knees in front of him. "No, I'm not on my way yet," He said in a normal tone, keeping his eyes on me while I straightened my posture and let my fingertips sink into the sides of his boxers. "With traffic? Give or take a half an hour."

I pulled them down and bit my lip at the view, his penis was fucking huge. My pussy was aching all over and if I came just from looking at him? I wouldn't be surprised. Keeping my eyes on his, I ran my tongue flat from the base to the tip, my mouth practically watering for him.

"Maybe an hour," He told whoever was on the phone, trying to act unaffected. I could see it in his eyes though; how bad he wanted to take control and fuck my mouth. He closed his eyes and let out a sigh, "No, stall him for an hour."

"Look at me," I whispered and pushed my breasts together and guided his dick between them, moving them up and down to jack him off.  

He swallowed as he looked down at me, my best come hither look on my face. "Just tell him I’m at the gym and I’ll be there as soon as I can," He said to the person on the phone and hung up before they could protest. 

I batted my lashes at him, "You've gotten bigger..."

He smirked as he grabbed my head and pushed his dick into my mouth, "You still think you can take all of me?” My lips curved into a smile as I nodded as I teased the tip of his d.ck with my tongue. He cleared his throat as he leaned back against the counter while I sucked skillfully on his dick. “Much better than I originally thought.”

I grinned, pulling away with a pop, “Never doubt my skills when it comes dick.” I winked, wanting to get back to devouring him.

He grabbed my head and inched his dick farther into my mouth and I moaned, the vibrations affecting him. “Fuck," He gritted out and I just grinned back up at him, raking my teeth gently across his shaft. Without even saying a word, I gave him a naughty look and as if reading my mind he started thrusting into my mouth, making me moan even more. I never took my eyes off of him, even when I reached a hand between my legs and started rubbing my clit, moaning even louder. He grabbed my head, fucking my mouth faster before pulling himself out for me to take a breath.

“Are you going to cum in my mouth? Or are you trying to control that too?” I smirked at him.

“Don’t worry, there will be time for that," He smirked down at me just as his phone started to ring once more. “Fuck!” He exclaimed annoyed before answering the phone, “Yes?” 

I continued to tease his dick, rubbing and licking all with a grin on my face.

Dom groaned, “I’ll be there in 20.” He hung up and looked down at me while his words registered in my head.

"Well, I'm going to go take a shower while you deal with your blueballs and get dressed for work," I smirked, setting both hands on my knees and pushing myself back up onto my feet.

Before I could step away, he grasped my stomach and pulled my back against him. A sigh escaped me while his dick settled against my ass, my body not immune to his touch and craving more. I remained motionless against him and let him press his lips against my neck. "I don't have enough time to do what I want to do to you right now," He practically growled and I could fully understand why no one ever said no to him. 

"And what's that?" I tilted my head in his direction so our eyes were on eachothers, my eyebrow lifting at the pure lust his expression gave.

A smirk played on his lips and I had a feeling that my own expression was giving me away, "You're wasting my time right now. I only have 19 minutes before I have to be in my office."
"Eighteen," I shook my head and smirked back. 

"It only takes fifteen to get to work."

"Are you planning on leaving this building naked?" I retorted, not sure how to handle myself in this situation since I was usually the one in charge. I'd been with powerful men before, most of them liked being dominated. Dom was clearly different.

He laughed and pulled away from me to fix his boxers, walking past me to head towards his room. "You're going to be naked when I get home," He said before disappearing in his room.

I rolled my eyes at what an ass he could be, picking my clothes up from off the ground, still horny while the rest of me was still processing what the hell had just happened. "Yes master," I joked back, loud enough for him to hear. "I'll have dinner waiting on the dining room table too."