7.30.2014

loveland

loveland

loveland by sassy

I carried Sienna upstairs to put her down in bed, a grin widening my lips when she muttered something under her breath as she adjusted her head on the pillow but, thank god, she didn't woke up. I love my little monkey just like I loved all my perfect daughters, but sometimes I loved them more when they were sleeping.
I walked back downstairs and out of the hourse, heading toward the car where Ryan was holding Sara in her arms, her being the one that never wanted to sleep. "Aren't you tired baby?" She asked her, closing the car door behind her.
"Exhausted," I said back and Ry jumped, my arms wrapping around her just in case she might lose hold of the baby. "Sorry," I added in a soft voice and she let me take Sara from our arms. She was definitely the sassiest of the twins, maybe even Sienna too. The girls were all so different, it was easy to tell already, even though the twins were only 2.
"No sleep," She added with a pout, her eyes taking in her surroundings. We'd been coming to the Hamptons house every summer, whenever we had a three day weekend, any reason we could find to get away from the busy city. "Play instead," She smiled again and Ry grinned at her.

The grass is greener, greener on my side.

The grass is greener, greener on my side.



I unbuckled Sara from her car seat, keeping a smile on my face despite how tired I was and how she kept yanking on my hair. The other two girls were already asleep, Jo carrying Sienna upstairs to put her down in bed. "Mama," She said loudly, a huge triumphant grin on her face since I could swear she knew how much I melted every time she said it, mama was her first word after all.
"Aren't you tired baby?" I asked her, closing the car door behind me.

7.28.2014

Cause you're all I need.

Cause you're all I need.



"I was afraid you'd go away," Noah broke me out of my daze, smirked as he offered me his hand.

I grabbed it and jumped down the stool, letting out a sigh, "I was tempted to since it took you forever."

He looked down at me as we walked across the empty club then finally out of it. It felt like I had been waiting for him for hours, but it was my choice to wait and I couldn't really complain. "What happened then? Did you decide I couldn't come back home alone?" He smirked as he locked the last door too, his hand slipping the keys into the pocket of his jeans.

we can make this leap, through the curtains of the waterfall.

we can make this leap, through the curtains of the waterfall.

we can make this leap, through the curtains of the waterfall. by sassy


I closed the door of my office behind me and walked down the stairs as I headed to the bar of my own club. It had been a short day and a long night, but despite being tired I had nothing to complain about. As soon as I walked into the large room I noticed Kori, sitting on a stool and waiting for me. She was gorgeous beyond words. "I was afraid you'd go away." I smirked at her as I offered her my hand.
She grabbed it and jumped down the stool, letting out a sigh, "I was tempted to since it took you forever."

7.25.2014

im gonna keep on hoping that you like my smile

I knocked on the door for the last time, figuring Travis had passed out with Jax last night and forgot about me completely. Until he opened the door.
"Oh you're alive. I was starting to worry." Lila I smirked though I didn't think it was funny. He groaned and turned around, running his hands through his hair.
"Christ Lila it's so early."


for you I open my eyes to the beauty I see

for you I open my eyes to the beauty I see

I felt as if someone was hitting my head with a hammer. Once, twice, one million f.ucking times. I hated nightmares and still I couldn't wake up, as I tried to ignore the pounding in my head. A moment later I heard the ring of my phone so close and so real...ugh it was real. And there it went my sleep. I didn't bother to open my eyes as I reached for it before tossing it away, probably breaking it too but finally silencing it. Thank god. A second later there were knocks on my door and I realized that I had never dreamt of those. Cursing under my breath I woke up regretfully, ready to shout to whoever had interrupted my sleep. Now that the team was on summer break I could finally enjoy my favorite kind of hobby, which was sleeping through the whole day.
"Oh you're alive. I was starting to worry." Lila said with a smirk on her lips as soon as I opened the door.

7.23.2014

Don't fu.ck with my love.

Don't fu.ck with my love.

Don't fu.ck with my love. by nadiaa featuring blue wall art
Sassy, if you read this, pardon the bad Italian… It’s google’s fault :p

"Voglio la tua testa fra le gambe…” Carina cooed as she gave me a sultry look as her hand rubbed my d.ick through my jeans.
I smirked, “Dopo che si succhiano il cazzo.” 
She nodded, batting her lashes, but before she bent her head down I heard a voice, “I’m pretty sure that were not allowed to have guests.” And then Carina was rushing off me with red cheeks. F.uck
"Chi è lei?!” She exclaimed before looking at the girl in front of me. I noticed that it was one of the new ‘sisters’ we had gotten recently. I couldn’t remember her name… Olivia, I think.
“What do you want?” I asked her before turning my head back to Carina, "Lei è la nuova aggiunta - mia ‘sorella.’"

Being a mistress on the side, it might not appeal to fools like you.

Being a mistress on the side, it might not appeal to fools like you.



[flashback]
 
I tiptoed past the toys on the floor, stepping on a Barbie and having to bite down on my tongue to keep from crying out. I kicked it aside, all the way under Francesca's bed so she would be mourning over the loss of her precious toy tomorrow. Unlike me, most of the kids in the foster home had once come from an actual home, an actual family. I came from nowhere. Okay, technically I came from Liverpool where my biological parents had decided to put me up for adoption, an explanation I'd never get from them since I had no desire to even spare my birth certificate a glance. Going in and out of foster homes my entire life, I finally gave up hope when I turned ten. I was 15 now and too bitter to love. For god only knows why, I had ended up in Italy. Hardly anyone spoke English, but I felt like that was by choice, like an actual excuse to not have to speak to me. Compared to them, I was trash with a bad accent.

7.18.2014

we've got a lot to learn, no i won't give up

we've got a lot to learn, no i won't give up

we've got a lot to learn, no i won't give up by ssaarah

"So we're meeting with Amelia's agent?" I asked, annoyed that mine had dragged me off to some office building to have a meeting about my relationship with Amelia. Or my lack of one.
"They'll both be there." I blinked and stepped hard on the breaks. "What the fuck Gav!"
"Amelia's going to BE there?!"

All of these stars will guide us home.

All of these stars will guide us home.

All of these stars will guide us home. by nadiaa featuring michael kors purses

“Why do we even have to do this Sam?” I asked my agent as she drove us to her office.
“Because I am up to my a.ss in calls, questions and annoying messages. You and Gavin royally f.ucked up.”
I rolled my eyes, “Yeah, I’m sorry my personal life f.ucked up your work.”
“Do you want me to quit?” She glared at me.
I sighed, “No.”

7.17.2014

take my hand and my heart and soul, I will only have these eyes for you

take my hand and my heart and soul, I will only have these eyes for you

I played with my phone mindlessly as I stared out the window of Mason's car, getting anxious as seconds passed. I hated waiting, but I had no choice and I knew I couldn't even call Mason to tell him to hurry since he probably had a good reason to be late. He was working after all. I spotted him coming out of his office building, the view making me jump on my seat for how excited I was to see him. Our relationship wasn't a conventional one, there were weeks when we spent every night together and others when we didn't see each other at all. It was frustrating sometimes, but I tried to live it as good as possible, enjoying what I got instead of focusing on what I didn't. Plus, he was letting me drive his car and it had to mean something. "Yum." I grinned at him as he got into the car, my eyes taking him in. He looked so handsome in his work clothes, almost as good as he looked naked. Almost.

In a town of ones and zeros, you are one magnetic hero.

In a town of ones and zeros, you are one magnetic hero.


"Yum," Scar grinned at me as I climbed into the car, her eyes taking me in. 

I flashed her a smirk, amused by the way she was eye fucking me, "Hungry?" 

"Very," She bit down on her lip, trying to hide the smirk that was growing wider and wider as she kept staring at me. Her eyes lingered on my mouth and a second later she was leaning into me and kissing me hard on the lips.

I set my hand on her thigh, my fingers closing around it and making me wish that we were anywhere but in the parking lot of my work. Not that that would really stop me, but still. "Hi gorgeous," I muttered against her soft lips after breaking the kiss.

"Hi handsome," She replied and blushed as she pulled back, looking sexy as hell but a little adorable too. 

7.15.2014

i'm proud to say, i got you

i'm proud to say, i got you

i'm proud to say, i got you by ssaarah

*Flashback*
"Did you know you can't drink in America until you're 21?" I asked Ben as I downed my third shot.
"How did you ever survive it?" He smirked rolling his eyes. I winced as I thought of my time in New York and pushed it out of my mind with another shot.
"I know right? 3 more!!"
"You're unstoppable." Ben shook his head as he sipped his beer and Cami pouted at both of us.

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flashback;
"Did you know you can't drink in America until you're 21?" Chloe asked me as she downed her third shot.
"How did you ever survive it?" I smirked rolling my eyes.
She downed another. "I know right? 3 more!!"
"You're unstoppable." I shook my head as I sipped my beer and Cami pouted at both of us.
"This is so unfair." My baby looked at our drinks and Chlo reached over and wrapped her arms around our best friend who was pregnant but not at all showing yet.
"You can't drink anyways cutie bear you're 17."
Cami rolled her eyes. "You got me a fake ID 3 years ago Chloe."
"And now I don't even need mine! Wooo! Happy birthday to me!"
"I give her 2 more drinks before she starts dancing on tables." I teased.
"I could start now." She grinned at me as I winked at the bartender. Oh boy.

7.13.2014

now I'll be bold as well as strong, and use my head alongside my heart


now I'll be bold as well as strong, and use my head alongside my heart


My dad shot me a flat look as we walked down the street, shaking his head. "What?" I asked, knowing he was thinking about something.
"I still can't understand why you like tennis so much." He pointed out, "Isn't it a little boring? What about football instead?"
"What about thank you Ben for taking me to the game and spending a little fortune for the tickets?" I asked back, forcing myself to grin even if it was hard. I was going through a lot, most of it being really good but the rest being really bad. The original plan was to go to Rolan Garros with Tristan and I had refused not to go at all, so I had taken my father instead since we hadn't spent much time together lately.
He laughed, flashing me his one million teeth smile, "You know I appreciated it anyway."
"I do." I smirked at him as we headed to the place where we often had lunch together, "How are you doing dad? It's been a while from the last time I saw you alone." I added, genuinely interested.
"I'll tell you if you tell me." My dad said, smirking at me.

But in the end I hope you only turn out better than me

But in the end I hope you only turn out better than me

But in the end I hope you only turn out better than me by ssaarah


"What?" Ben asked as I shot him a look while we walked down the street. 
"I still can't understand why you like tennis so much." I pointed out, "Isn't it a little boring? What about football instead?"
"What about thank you Ben for taking me to the game and spending a little fortune for the tickets?" he snapped back, more annoyed than sarcastic like he usually was. I hoped we could get to the botoom of it today. I laughed and shot my son a smile.
"You know I appreciated it anyway."

7.09.2014

I want money and all your power, all your glory.

I want money and all your power, all your glory.


name: Olivia Lawson
birthday: August 24
place of birth: Liverpool, England
place of residence: Never stays in one place too long
schooling: California State University, Long Beach
occupation: Currently in between jobs
personality: sarcastic, independent, smart but doesn't apply herself
• Was put up for adoption at birth; ended up in foster care for most of her life 
• Former nanny for Mayor Harrison, hated kids anyways
• Currently the talk of town after her affair with the mayor was made public
• Kind of a loose cannon and would prefer the single life over a monogamous relationship any day
 

Life is awesome, I confess. What I do, I do best.

Life is awesome, I confess. What I do, I do best.

Life is awesome, I confess. What I do, I do best. by nadiaa featuring Aesop beauty products

Character Bio: 
Name: Dominic Reid
Birthday: October 20
Place of birth: Florence, Italy
Place of residence: San Francisco, CA
Schooling: Harvard
Occupation: Owner of the fortune 500 company - Reid Enterprises
Personality: slick, confident, hardworking and manipulative
Bio: On the outside, Dominic looks like he lives a charmed life, but looks can be deceiving… Born to a business magnate and former Italian model he had a good life, until his mother passed away from cancer when he was 5 and after that his life was never the same. His father couldn't live without his mother and drank until he could forget her… and eventually Dominic. Eventually, CPS got involved and took him away and was put into the foster system. The foster system was cruel to him and was moved from home to home, never finding somewhere to actually call home. He grew up determined to make himself worth more and decided to reclaim his father’s business and bring it back to it’s former glory. Although, he’s no successful in business, it doesn’t mean his mental state is any better than when he was a foster child; He has deep dark secrets and problems that he refuses to acknowledge. The only reason he made it through his teen years was because of an older widow that fostered him when he was 17. She was his solace and protector and saw him for what he was really worth. He pretty much owes all of her success to her.

7.08.2014

my heart's an open wound that only you'd replace

my heart's an open wound that only you'd replace

my heart's an open wound that only you'd replace by sassy


I kept my face straight in front of the cameras flashing in front of me and Aria, under our feet the red carpet and behind us a giant poster of my last movie, which maybe could really be the last one considering how bad it had turned out. In my opinion of course, which was the only one that mattered to me.
"Seb." Aria's voice broke into my hate induced daze and when I turned my head in her direction I saw her smile. She was gorgeous, even more gorgeous than usual if possible, and I guessed it was because since we got married she had that glowing smile on her face always. My personal life was going great, beyond expectations, but it was true what they said, you couldn't get a perfect life so now I had a perfect wife and a very not perfect movie coming out. "You're going to look extremely p.issed off in the pictures and they'll think it's my fault." She said softly, trying to make the moment lighter, something I genuinely appreciated.
I felt my left hand roll into a fist as it rested into the pocket of my pants, the thought alone of ending up in magazines making me want to groan. Instead I forced the smallest smile, all I could do, "I don't care about what they think."

You were my hometown when my heart was filled with loneliness.

You were my hometown when my heart was filled with loneliness.



I glanced sideways at Seb who kept his face straight in front of the cameras flashing in front of us, under our feet the red carpet and behind us a giant poster of his last movie. He wasn't too happy with the outcome and voiced his opinion about it every day. I was supportive still, and even a little thankful that he wasn't leaving his thoughts to himself. "Seb," My voice broke into his thoughts and when he turned his head in my direction I smiled. "You're going to look extremely pissed off in the pictures and they'll think it's my fault," I said softly, trying to make the moment lighter. 

He forced the smallest smile, all he could apparently do, "I don't care about what they think."

7.04.2014

we see eye to eye, heart to heart.

we see eye to eye, heart to heart.

I closed the door of Cami's apartment behind me, watching Gabe disappear at the speed of sound. "Mamaaan!" He screamed as he ran, making me sigh for how loud he could be sometimes when he was too excited. You could think a whole day out playing would exhaust him, instead no, he was still full of energy.
Following him towards his room, I smiled when I saw him wrapping his arms tight around Cami who was sitting on the floor surrounded by boxes. I had moved into her loft the weekend before and it was crazy how much there still was to do, it was even crazier that Gabe had more things than I did. "Hi Gabey." She hugged him back and gave him a kiss on the cheek as she smiled, "How was your day at the camp?"
"I won the first place! He said proudly, showing the medal he had pinned on his t-shirt, "I swam faster than anyone."

I guess that no one ever really made me feel that much higher.

I guess that no one ever really made me feel that much higher.



"Mamaaan!" Gabe's voice echoed through the apartment, his footsteps pounding on the floor as he raced his way to find me. You could think a whole day out playing would exhaust him, instead no, he was still full of energy. Always full of energy. 

I grinned as when he found me, wrapping his arms tight around me when Ben appeared in the doorway, smiling at the two of us. I was still surrounded by boxes. Ben had moved into my loft the weekend before and it was crazy how much there still was to do, it was even crazier that Gabe had more things than he did. "Hi Gabey," I hugged him back and gave him a kiss on the cheek as I smiled, "How was your day at the camp?"