You were my hometown when my heart was filled with loneliness.

I glanced sideways at Seb who kept his face straight in front of the cameras flashing in front of us, under our feet the red carpet and behind us a giant poster of his last movie. He wasn't too happy with the outcome and voiced his opinion about it every day. I was supportive still, and even a little thankful that he wasn't leaving his thoughts to himself. "Seb," My voice broke into his thoughts and when he turned his head in my direction I smiled. "You're going to look extremely pissed off in the pictures and they'll think it's my fault," I said softly, trying to make the moment lighter. 

He forced the smallest smile, all he could apparently do, "I don't care about what they think."

I let out a sigh, though my face didn't change at all. I was an actress after all. "But I think you're amazing and that must count for something. Plus if you keep having this attitude you'll end up with a stomachache and I have other plans for us tonight," I said while I kept the eye contact before breaking it and looking in front of me again.

"We can still skip this whole thing," He breathed out as I watched a reporter from E! approaching us and I resisted the urge to look at Seb who surely looked pissed off still. He was known for his glares, but we had just gotten married and while our personal life was damn near perfect, could you blame me for wanting him to look even a little happy? 

"And miss out on everyone praising my talented husband? Never," I said quietly, making sure that only he would hear my words. Or one word specifically. I still wasn't sure what Seb wanted to do, whether he wanted to hide our marriage from the world or just not give a fuck if anyone found out. We both had our rings, mine I could make up some story about it being a simple accessory, but his? His wedding band was much more obvious. 

He let out a sigh and I watched as Ryan Seacrest's eyes locked on us, almost as if he were narrowing on his prey which in a sense would be pretty accurate. I'd spoken to him a dozen times and he liked me well enough, we'd even had drinks together once... but Seb hated the media and anyone related to it. I on the other hand, knew that being in good with them would only help my career. "Right," He said back and I linked my hand through his arm since he was hiding his hands in his pockets. "Last chance. Do you want to leave?"

I turned my body into his and waited until he was looking at me, "I'm proud of you. Whether people love or hate your movie, you did the best you could and turned an awful book into a watchable movie. You are amazing and I couldn't be anymore proud of you."

"Thanks babe and I know that you mean it, but I wanted it to be more than just watchable," He said back, always searching for the perfection that didn't exist. It was really so damn frustrating sometimes. 

My eyes narrowed on him just so slightly, the look on my face now serious. "Enough Seb. Stop it," I said and he looked surprised, almost shocked. But I had to bet that he was amused too. 

He finally broke into a smirk, slipping his hand out of his pocket and reaching for my own to give it a squeeze while the other kept staying dead in his pocket. "I'll stop if you're going to deal with that shark of Ryan Seacrest," He said, now in full negotiation mode.

My smirk mirrored his as I shook my head, "You can't leave me do all the work. That's not how interviews go. You can't just stay quiet."

"Watch me," He whispered into my ear while he kept his eyes on the man who was walking straight in our direction with that smirk on his face that made me wants to wipe it right off. 

"It's your movie! He's more interested in you than me," I said back in a hushed whisper, wondering what on earth I could possibly talk to the host about that would interest him. 

"Aria Gates, you look gorgeous as ever," He reached us finally, smiling even wider when he leaned closer to kiss my cheek. "And Sebastian Pitt, the man of the hour," He tried shaking Seb's other hand which was apparently glued to his pocket. I tried not to narrow my eyes on Seb, instead letting go of the hand I was holding so he could use that one to give a friendly shake instead. "We're only half an hour away from seeing what just might be the movie of the year... Did it meet your expectations?"

"Seb took an unreadable book and made it into an amazing movie," I spoke up since my husbands lips seemed glued shut, much like his hand hidden away in his pocket. "The chemistry between Ian and Emilia alone is going to cause the next baby boom. Expect a lot of Spring babies next year."

Ryan laughed and leaned closer to us as if we were sharing a secret, "Off the record, I've heard that things have gotten very serious between the two of you. Should we expect wedding bells soon or maybe even a spring baby of your own?"

I laughed and slipped my hand back into Seb's, "Nothing is ever off the record and you know it. But I will leave you with this, we're both married to our careers and traveling, so if you're expecting a baby? Don't hold your breath."

Ryan laughed with me, his eyes landing on my hand before looking back into my eyes, "Maybe an engagement would be easier for you, considered how busy you are." 

"We handle being busy just fine," Seb finally spoke with a monotone voice and a straight face, not being as nice as I was being, but he was still polite enough.

He lit up, as if he saw the fact alone that Seb was speaking a win for him. No way. My Seb would sass the hell out of Ryan and he'd never know what hit him. "Now that this movie is done, what will you do? What will you be your next project?" He asked with his stupid fake smile on his face.

"I'll talk about that when the time is right, now I'd rather focus on how the public will like this movie," He answered diplomatically, lying because even if the whole world loved it? He'd still hate it and mourn over it until his next project.

"Did you get to see some sneak peak of this coming movie?" He went on with the questions, giving his attention back to me since Seb's answers clearly did nothing for him. "What should we expect, something inspired to real life or it's all fiction?"

I laughed, knowing that he was fishing for details on our sex life. Seb was such a private person, but the way he handled himself in public? All quiet and mysterious? Everyone had to know that we were having rough and kinky sex. "Well it is based on a book," I replied, giving Ryan nothing. 

"You two are giving me nothing here!" He joked with a huge grin. "Nothing juicy that you want to share?"

"Sorry to disappoint, but it looks like it'll be a slow news day for you," I faked a pout and shrugged my shoulders. 

"It's never a disappointment talking to my favorite it couple," He pressed another kiss against my cheek and clamped a hand on Seb's shoulder, leaving after the camera cut to a commercial break. And just like that he was gone. 

"You handled that well," Seb replied, watching Ryan's back as it got smaller and smaller, eventually completely out of our sight. 

"As much as you think he's an awful manager? My dad trailed me well," I grinned up at my husband, "Wait. He's your dad now too."

He looked down at me, giving me a blank stare even if I knew where his thoughts really were when it came to my father. "Ar," He said flaty, not needing to add another word.

"What, it's true!" I retorted, hating that the two of them couldn't get along. Having Seb hate literally everyone in my life? It wasn't easy. 

He broke eye contact and held my hand tighter instead, leading the away from the public spot as we headed inside the theater. "I have one father only and he's enough thank you," He muttered under his breath, making me think of how we'd go visit his family in just a few days and sooner or later I'd have to tell my family too.

"He's your in law now," I pointed out and when he glanced at me, I scrunched up my nose.

"I'm sure he'll be thrilled to know," He retorted, sarcasm now in his tone since my dad was very vocal on his opinion about Seb.

 

I sighed and averted my eyes to scan the crowd, "He wasn't bad when we had dinner at his house." And that much was true. Sure they would never be besties, but they didn't argue for once and that had to count for something.

"Are we still talking about your father?" He replied and my head tilted up to look at Seb, a silly strangled expression on his handsome face.

"Fine I'll stop, but we're going to need to visit him again soon..." I trailed off, biting my tongue.

"We'll revisit this conversation after the premiere," He negotiated.

I grinned, "You mean after you've had a few drinks?"

A smirk appeared on his lips and he looked relaxed for about five seconds, "Exactly. Do you want champagne?"

"Yes please," I smiled and watched him as he let go of his hold on me then weaved through the crowd to get beverages from the bar. When he returned, there were two drinks in his hand and his looked a lot harder than white wine. "Scotch?"

"Yes," He said simply and took a long slow sip, making it obvious that he'd need another drink after his next sip. "Too much ice," He added with a groan.

I eyed a cocktail waitress passing us and grabbed a cocktail off her tray, handing it to him just as he finished with the glass in his hand. Now I wasn't trying to get him drunk, but maybe to loosen up a little. The movie wasn't going to be that bad, he was worrying over nothing. "How about after the premiere, we reenact the hottest scene from the movie?" I winked at him, trying to ease the mood by being silly... Well that and if he really wanted to? I wouldn't mind.

"No please," He groaned, even though he knew I was just joking. "I don't want to hear about this damn movie a second longer."

I kept my smirk in place, doing my best at dealing with his mood. "I can still talk dirty to you, I have a vivid imagination," I whispered so that only Seb would hear me.

He downed his second drink and set it on the tray of a waitress next to us before wrapping an arm around my waist to pull me closer. "If you want to cheer me up you'll give me one of your epic blowjobs," He said seriously into my ear.

I turned my head to find a serious look on his flawless face, biting down on my lip as my cheeks got pink and the look in my eyes got heated, "One of those, uhm?"

"One, two, three...I won't count," He finally grinned at me. 

I opened my mouth, but before I could tell him anything Erin joined us, almost unrecognizable since for once she was dressed like a girl. "Here you are, the newlyweds." She grinned at us, on a mission to annoy Seb and she was damn good at it.

"Can you keep your mouth shut," He groaned, his mood back to awful again.

She shot him a blank stare then turned back to me, Are you sure you did the right thing? I swear I'll never understand how you deal with him."

I grinned, leaning gently against Seb's side, "You do too, or you wouldn't be his assistant." 

"Maybe I need a new one," He said flatly, breaking eye contact and looking for another of those waitresses who had what he needed. Drinks.

"You'd never find one as good as I am," Erin stated, "And if you'll fire me? I can easily be a wedding planner."

"Thank you for what you've done for us," I said gently, thankful for the way she had come through with everything. "Everything was perfect and I feel like you should take some credit."

Erin smiled at me, "You're welcome...I almost had a heart attack when I knew that Seb wanted to shower you with flowers."

He groaned again, "Where the hell is Robert when I need him to keep you busy. Tonight already sucks enough, I don't need you to torture me." 

"Where do you think he is? He's busy working," She rolled her eyes. "I'm almost convinced that you two are the same person."

"But would he shower you in flowers?" I asked and lifted an eyebrow, tilting my head back to smile at Seb who looked beyond unamused by the turn of this conversation. "I loved it," I added quietly, thinking back to our perfect night together. 

"I know," He replied simply, still in a meh mood from the subject. At least we were averting his attention from the movie. 

"But he wanted me to tell you both congratulation!" Erin grinned, saying that a little loudly that Seb actually cringed. 

"Could you say that a little louder? I don't think Ryan Seacrest heard you," He said sarcastically.

Erin sighed, "Are you two hiding it? I would've expected more from you Sebastian," She nearly tisked him, shaking her head. "Once again, are you sure you made the right choice?" She turned to me with a grin on her face, loving to drive my husband crazy which was a little too easy.

"Positive," I leaned into Seb and kissed his cheek, smiling wide as I pulled back. I had never been more sure of anything in my life.

He kept his face straight, still not amused, shooting me one of his infamous look, "Thank you babe." As soon as his eyes left mine, Erin grinned with her lips parting, so Seb cut her off before she could start. "Why don't you tell us when you and Rob will get married instead?"

She seemed taken aback, but recovered quickly, "Because we didn't set the date yet." She said stubbornly, "It takes time to plan a wedding you know, unless you just fly away and use your assistant as your slave."

He narrowed his eyes on her face, her smartass remark only annoying him more, "Maybe you should get an assistant for your own."

"Who's getting married?" Ian's voice cut into the conversation and Seb looked even more annoyed, if possible, at his bad timing.

"Erin," I answered quickly, offering him a smile. Technically I wasn't even lying, we weren't getting married, we already were married.

He shrugged his shoulders, using his signature pedophile looking smirk on me, "That's old news."

 

"Yet its still surprising if you knew her fiancé," I made a joke, Robert being the last person I'd ever expect to get married. Next to Seb of course. I guess miracles really did exist.

Erin nodded her head with a smirk, looking directly at my husband who looked on edge, "Crazier things have happened."

"Pigs will be flying the day Sebastian here gets married," Ian snorted and clamped a hand on Seb's shoulder. "I don't know how you put up with him Aria.."

I laughed it off, if only he knew. "I must be a saint," I shrugged my shoulders and moved my eyes to Seb's and keeping them on him. He needed another drink.

"She's no angel," He made a joke finally and I grinned back at him.

"You wouldn't like me if I were," I retorted while Erin groaned beside me.

"Enough about your sex life!!"

Ian's eyes widened, "Wait, what am I missing?!"

Erin rolled her eyes, "I know these two well enough to know where their minds are right now."

I laughed again and  shook my head, "My thoughts are very pure right now instead."

"We are at the premiere of a movie that is a lot about sex, the least we can do is think about it," Ian said with a smirk and we all laughed.

"I half expected the waitresses to be dressed in bondage outfits or something like that," Erin went on, making Seb probably want to roll his eyes.

"I'm sure that would have been a great way to promote the movie as a decent one," He retorted with an eyebrow raised, not finding all this so amusing. 

Ian shot us another grin, it being so creepy I swear he could be the devil himself, "A great way would have been if they gave small whips as gadgets."

I laughed and when Seb didn't I nudged him softly, "Come on, you would have liked that too!" 

"What am I supposed to do with a small one?" He said eventually as he allowed himself to joke for a moment, grinning. 

"I have a few ideas," I lifted an eyebrow as I cocked my head at my man, eyeing him up and down without any cares of who might be watching. 

"Can we take a moment to bask at the fact that Sebastian just made a joke?" Ian grinned again, looking like the Grinch. "Can I get anyone a drink?"

Seb cracked a grin, "Gin. And make that two."

"Champagne please," I replied while Erin shook her head and Ian excused himself to wander towards the bar. 

"Can I hear those ideas?" Erin said in amusement, her eyes flicking between me and Seb. 

He groaned finally, probably holding in that groan for a while now. "You're my employee and don't need to hear any details on my sex life," He said flatly, but luckily he didn't look too annoyed. 

She rolled her eyes at her boss, "Seriously? Like I have never heard you two having sex or walked in on Aria half naked on your kitchen table." 

"It happened, so what?" He retorted as he kept his eyes on hers, daring her to go on while I thought about the first time she had walked into us. I couldn't believe that two yeard had passed to that night, the first time that I had come to Seb's LA house after his come back. It wasn't exactly the best way to meet his assistant, but we became friends eventually. "It worries me that you're so interested in the topic though." 

"It might be because you're not satisfied with your fiance," I said before Erin could, a smirk on my face that didn't match my flushed cheeks.

"Good one Ar," He shot me a look, tightening his hold on me.

Erin snorted, "Oh great, you're teaming up with him against me. What's going to be next? The end of the world?" She said as she looked at me only and made a point of ignoring Seb.

"It's only a front, don't worry," I winked at her, leaning further against Seb's side since he knew I'd always have his back instead. 

"We'll see." She bit back a grin before looking over her shoulder, "I'm going to look for Ian and our drinks. Mostly our drinks."

"Finally," Seb said flatly and got back a glare, then gave his attention back to me, kissing the side of my head, "This is exhausting me." 

"But you're doing great," I said sincerely, proud of Seb for letting go back there and even cracking a few jokes. He wasn't typically the joking kind. Those jokes usually ended with someone getting upset or crying. "Later on I'll show my gratitude with a few of those awesome blowjobs you seem to love," I added with a smirk. 

He let out a soft laugh, his expression changing and looking beyond handsome. I was obsessed with this man, he made me feel things I never had felt before. "Just a few?"

"I will suck you senseless," I said quietly, in almost a whisper. "I'll blow you until my jaw is sore."

A groan escaped him and he shook his head, "Can't we leave now?"

"And miss the premiere?" I frowned and pressed my lips against his in another chaste kiss, pulling back to smile at him. "We're going to stay and watch the movie, let people praise you once its done... then we'll go home and I'll worship you all night long."

 

He looked back at me, a straight expression on his face, "But I don't want let the people praise me." 

I let out a sigh, shaking my head since my man was so damn stubborn and always would be. Luckily, I could handle that. "Can't you focus on what I just tell you I'll do to you?"

"No because if I do I want to have that now."

"God you're so stubborn," I blinked at him, cocking my head to the side and staring at him.

He forced a small smirk, "I love when you call me God."

I rolled my eyes but the smallest of smiles appeared on my lips. I was thankful that he was joking tonight since I had a feeling he'd be in a terrible mood after watching the movie. I knew that it wasn't going to be bad, but he set his goals so high, wanted perfection when the book was even a joke. He was a silly man, my silly man. "Is that what I should call you tonight when you're making me cum?"

A groan escaped someones lips and when I turned my head, Erin was frowning with a disgusted look on her face. "I'm gone for what? Two minutes and you two can't keep the conversation PG??"

"Well we are still in the honeymoon phase technically," I told her, making sure my voice was quiet. 

She handed us each a drink, "Find me when you two are fighting or not so cute."

I grinned while she walked away then looked back at Seb who was sipping his drink, "Do you think we're cute?"

"Hell no," He muttered before downing the rest of his drink and most likely wanting another one immediately.

I frowned though I was struggling not to grin instead, "Why now?"

"You're cute, I'm not," He answered flatly, not sounding amused by the conversation. 

I took the empty glass from his hand and set it on the tray a waitress was holding, then set my hand on his chest gently as a sigh escaped me. "Enough drinks for now Seb," I said softly before I smiled, "Who knew I was able to be so patient with you?"

He opened his mouth then closed it, knowing that I was right. It took me a long time to get this way and I was still working on it... but we'd both come a long way and nobody was perfect. "After all I've done for our vacation I think I deserve it," He said eventually, picking his words carefully and not using wedding on purpose.

"Is that how it's going to be?" I asked in a joking voice, "You're going to bring our vacation back whenever you need?"

He finally smirked, shaking his head, "No babe. All I wanted back from that I already got it."

I grinned slowly, "You mean your trophy wife?"

Seb laughed, finally looking amused, "Is that your new profession?"

"You'd like that," I replied, knowing that it wasn't necessarily true. As much as I loved him? Seattle had been hard on me, a huge test in our relationship. I wasn't the type of person who waited around for their significant other all day, but it worked for us because that wasn't what Seb was looking for either. "I could see you now, ringing a bell whenever you wanted a blowjob."

'If only it were so easy," He shot a cocky smirk at me, knowing that it basically was that easy already. I spoiled that man a lot, maybe even too much. 

"It is instead," I said quietly and lifted an eyebrow. "When is this movie going to start? All this talk about your penis is making me horny."

His smirk stayed in place while he took the champagne from my hand and downed that too, setting it on another cocktail waitresses tray. "Enough drinks for you instead," He said like a smartass. My eyes narrowed on him and he shrugged his shoulders, "What? You were one drink away from telling me you weren't wearing anything under your dress."

"Well that's always a given with me," I said seriously before grinning at his unamused face once more. "I'm joking!" 

"I'm not laughing," He retorted flatly, never appreciating my jokes.

"And I'm not serious," I rolled my eyes, my patience being tested as I pulled away from him just so slightly.

"Then show me your panties," He said as he bit back a grin, attempting to fix the mood which I appreciated.

"Here? In front of everyone? Are you drunk already?" I asked back, amused again as my body gravitated closer to his.

"We can sneak out and I can hide under your dress," He said nonchalantly, even shrugging. It was a joke, but I had the feeling that if someone offered him a way out of this premiere? He'd take it immediately.

I let a grin spread on my lips as I looked up at him, "You just want to hide instead, you're not interested in my underwear."

"I promise I am. Try me," He grinned back at me, pressing his hand on the small of my back to pull me closer as he stared down at me.

"After the movie," I answered and bit down on my lip, watching him roll his eyes as I pulled away once again but this time to grab his hand and force him to walk towards the room where we'd watch the movie.

He followed reluctantly, wearing his straight face once again. He was like a child throwing a temper tantrum sometimes. "I think I'll nap through it, don't wake me," He said in a mutter, making sure I'd be the only one to hear that, appearances were everything.

 

"Keep it up and my hands will be itching to spank you for once," I retorted back in a voice that matched his, a grin playing on my own lips since he was just being silly now.

He eyed me, "I should spank you for that."

"The paparazzi would love that," I said matter-of-factly, already picturing it as front page news, TMZ making a whole episode on it. Seb rarely made the news since he was such a private person, but when he did? 

It was always over the most stupid things; him spotted with a mystery blonde who was always Erin. They needed to start doing their research. It still shocked the hell out of me that he was able to go into a jewelry store and not cause a ruckus.

He grinned ever so slightly, "I'd agree with them for once." We pushed our way through the crowd, people clapping Seb's back and giving him their words of encouragement towards the movie, all of them kissing his ass or complimenting me on my dress. 

I smiled while Seb kept his face serious, nodding his head and shaking a few hands while most likely resisting the urge to groan the entire time. When we sat down in our seats, he let out a sigh and I grinned. "You did great."