All of these stars will guide us home.

All of these stars will guide us home. by nadiaa featuring michael kors purses

“Why do we even have to do this Sam?” I asked my agent as she drove us to her office.

“Because I am up to my a.ss in calls, questions and annoying messages. You and Gavin royally f.ucked up.”

I rolled my eyes, “Yeah, I’m sorry my personal life f.ucked up your work.”

“Do you want me to quit?” She glared at me.

I sighed, “No.”

“Then suck it up now. We’re about to meet Gavin and his agent and don’t be a b.itch about it. We need to figure out how to spin this.”

Spin this. Spin my relationship with Gavin… It was just sex… At least I think it was. Then he decided he wanted to embrace the paparazzi and go public. I was shocked to say the least. We hated each other and all of a sudden he wanted to be not only cordial in public, but… dating? It confused me.

Even now, it made my stomach turn in knots. I was usually in complete control and now… who the hell knows.

“Fine, we’re going to spin this.”

My heart beat rapidly at the thought of seeing Gavin. I probably would never admit it, but I hoped he looked good… And that he was okay.

“Are you going to be okay?”

I nodded, “I’ll be fine.” I had been lying low since it happened and was pretty much ignoring any movie opportunities.

She nodded along, “Alright, put a smile on and don’t be a b.itch.” She told me authoritatively.

I rolled my eyes and followed her into her office and there Gavin was sitting along with his agent… My heart almost skipped a beat. He looked good… and completely fine. Maybe I was the one who was hung up over the ‘breakup.’

“Let’s get this over with.” My agent beckoned the three of us into her office to chat.

“Hi,” Gavin spoke first, smiling at me. Looking at him, I felt my heart hurt and I didn’t know why; I shouldn’t be feeling this way. I gave him a tight smile and sat next to him, “How are you?” He asked.

I shrugged, “Fine. You?” I asked, unsure of what to say. I was a loss for words; which was a first for me.

“Fine.” He said simply, scratching the back of his neck, “Why are we doing this?” He asked our two agents.

“My agent thinks sleeping with my sisters bff and resident hollywood playboy is affecting my image.” I repeated verbatim what my agent told me… I didn’t feel that way at all. My image wasn’t exactly clean cut, I had a foul mouth and Judd Apatow had me on speed dial. I didn’t care about that… I just didn’t want the paparazzi dissecting my relationship with Gavin.

“Your image?” Gavin asked confused.

“I don’t know.” I shrugged.

“Stealing away your sister’s man makes your riff with Aria look way worse than it is and the fact that you can’t get along with the it-girl was bad enough as it is.” My agent repeated her reasoning behind all of this.

“I’m not Aria’s man. I never have been.” Gavin pointed out

“You were on tv.”

He scoffed, “I was her high school crush on tv. No one even remembers that show anymore.”

“Besides the point, it would be one thing if you were actually together, people love a story of hate turning to love… but whatever it is you were doing is-“

“None of your f.ucking business.” I said under my breath in response to his agent. Gavin caught my eye, giving me a smile, but all I could do was look away.

“It is now.” His agent replied, “So lets get it out there. Start at the beginning and tell us the truth, so we know just how to lie.”

“What are you going to say exactly that makes this better?” I asked incredulously, “It was revenge sex. We were pissed of at our exes and took it out on each other.” I told them honestly.

“Well it started that way. It turned out she’s better in bed than she is in life so we kept it up.” He shot me a grin, making me roll my eyes and it felt like we were before all of this.

“Yeah and Gavin’s overactive ego actually matched the size of his d.ick, which was surprising, but a pleasant surprise.” I smirked as he let out a little chuckle. We weren’t good at talking, but we were good at this.

“Spin that.” He shot back.

I smirked at the two agents, knowing that our comments were pissing him off.

“Listen Amelia, I’m not kidding!” My agent glared, “So stop being a smart.ss. We need to figure out something.”

“How about you two were practicing for a movie, but things fell through?” His agent suggested.

I laughed, “Who’s going to believe that? If it’s just a movie, actors don’t sleep together to ‘practice.’ They f.uck because they want to f.uck.”

“So you want to tell the public that?” He glared back at me, “I’m sorry, but I’ve done a lot for Gavin’s career and I’ll be damned if a piece of a.ss messes that up.”

“Excuse you?!” I said, standing up, ready to choke the life out of him, but Gavin grabbed my arm and pulled me back down in my seat.

“Who cares what the public says?” Gavin suggested, “I mean they never know the truth anyways.”

“This isn’t you just shoving greasy tacos down your throat, this is you screwing your best friend’s twin sister.” My agent piped in.

I shook my head, “Can we just not talk about Aria? Please. Aria had absolutely nothing to do with my decision to start sleeping with him.”

“Like you said, the paparazzi never know the truth so the first thing they’re going to do is talk about your relationship with Aria.”

I sighed, “Then it doesn’t matter. There’s no reason to spin this whole situation."

“How about we tell them I want to be with her and she doesn’t want to give me a damn chance?” Gavin offered, being a sarcastic d.ick.

“Hell no. I’m not turning Amelia into the girl who turns down Hollywood’s Romeo!” My agent spoke up as Gavin raised a brow.

“Romeo dies at the end.” He commented, “And I was serious. That’s actually what happened.”

“Gavin…” I trailed off awkwardly as I ran a hand through my hair, “That’s… not what happened.”

“Oh? So you didn’t turn me down?” He said angrily.

“I… I didn’t know you were serious… You weren’t! You were just asking to get the tabloids off our as.ses!” I said, trying to rationalize what had happened.

“How the hell would dating you do that?!” He snapped at me, catching me off guard.

“Gavin, we don’t get along at all.” I said, forgetting all about everybody else.

“You’re still holding on to this idea that you hate me Mia. That I was just good for mindless good sex, that you were doing it to get over a guy who was totally wrong for you? But we did more than f.uck. Or don’t you remember?"

I felt my self shut down and tried to avoid his gaze, “See, this is what you do!” He exclaimed, “You shut me out! You shut anyone out who tries to give a damn. I don’t know what’s your damn problem.”

“I don’t have any problems.” I whispered.

“You’re afraid of getting close to any man because you think they’re all going to leave you when you need them most, just like your dad.” He spoke up and it made my chest tighten. “If it was just sex, how would I know that?”

I sat there quietly, unsure of what to say. He was right; there was no way I would tell that to someone I was just screwing… Maybe I did like Gav for more than just sex…

“So what? We date and we live happily ever after?” I asked quietly.

“The two of us living happily ever after?” He scoffed, “Doubtful, but being together was fun and it felt amazing Amelia. For once in a relationship I was happy; even when we were arguing about the little sh.it or just even talking. You think that I would care to listen to a woman talk about their family issues? With you, it’s different.”

I sniffed, “Why me Gav?”

“Because you have a smart mouth.” He smirked, “You don’t take sh.it from me and I love it. I’m such a stubborn a.ss, but you’re worse. Dating would probably put us in the limelight even more, but I don’t give a damn!”

“I’m messed up Gav.” I told him honestly, “I’m so f.ucked up, dating me would be miserable.”

“You think I don’t know you’re messed up? I know! I want to listen! I want to know everything about you….”

“Gavin, this scares me…"

“You guys do realize that we’re still here right?” One of our agents spoke up, but the other slapped the other and spoke up.

“Shut up, this is the first time I’ve seen either of them so real.”

Gavin ignored them and got on his knees in front of me and grabbed my hands, “I don’t want to lie to anyone. Not to Aria, not to the press, but certainly not to you. I like you. What’s the worst that could happen? We end up hating each other and we’re just back where we started.” He teased as I tried to conceal a smirk.

“I don’t want to lie either…” I said softy, finally being honest with him and myself.

“So don’t. Tell me that you feel something here, because I do. I miss you.”

I blinked back at him, “I do too… But I don’t know how this is going to work.”

“This isn’t a movie babe, there’s not a script.” He smiled at me.

“Sh.it, I didn’t know you actually liked each other… that’s a whole other story.” His agent exclaimed.

“Can we go somewhere we don’t have an audience. Please?” He asked me.

I nodded, “Yes.” He grabbed my hand as we walked out of their office and into a completely empty conference room. “So where do we go from here?” I asked him.

“Date each other.” He smirked, “You know, go out together, spend time together, not worry what others think about us.”

I gave him a little chuckle, “And it’s that simple Gavin?”

He nodded, “I want to be with you. I wouldn’t have asked you to go public if I didn’t. What else is there to know?”

“I’m totally f.ucked up.” I repeated.

“I don’t think I’d like you if you were normal.” He smirked, “Despite our pasts we actually work.”

I smirked at him, “I guess we do Romeo.” I joked.

He groaned, “If that makes me Romeo, you’re Juliet and we’re both dead.”

I laughed, “Romeo was an idiot. You’re definitely much better than him.” I said kissing him on the lips.

“Our agents are probably having a field day. Trying to figure out how to further our careers in some way.” He ran his hand across my back.

I rolled my eyes, “That’s all that matters to them.”

“Because we pay them loads to only care about it.”

I sighed, “So when do we start this?” I asked, worriedly.

He laughed, “Babe, it’s not a movie. We can leave together and we can be together. We know how to dodge the paps if needed, but we don’t have to hide.”

I swallowed, “You sound so confident.”

“When I want something, I am not going to hide it.”

I looked at him, “I like this Gavin… Much better then the as.shole I first met.” I grinned.

“Don’t go thinking I’m not an a.sshole anymore because you’ll be sorely disappointed.” He smirked as I started to grin.

“I can think of better reasons for me to be sore Gav…” I trailed off, making him groan.

“There’s my girl.” He grabbed my arm and pulled me into him, cupping my face and kissed me softly at first. Then it became more fierce and all I wanted was to get him into bed.

“Gavin…” I moaned against his mouth and wrapped my arms around his neck, pressing my body up against his.

“Come home with me.” He asked, begging me.

“We haven’t even gone on one date yet… what kind of girl do you think I am?” I grinned, joking with him.

“Fine. We’ll get lunch first. Then you can prove to me just what kind of girl you are.” He nipped at my ear, making me shiver.

“I missed you.” I whispered softly, not wanting to admit it, but I did…

“Who wouldn’t.” He said in true Gavin fashion.

I hit him, “As.shole”

He grinned wider, “B.itch.” He told me, grabbing my hand to walk out, “Where do you want to eat?”

I shrugged, “Where are there no photographers?” I turned towards him.

He laughed, “In L.A.? No where.” He squeezed my hand to pull me closer and his hand wrapped around my waist to creep towards my ass.

“Gavin!”

He gave me an innocent look, “Hurry before those idiots we pay to make us look good, realize we’re gone."

Our fingers intertwined as we walked away from the building, “Do you have your car?”

He nodded, “Yeah, and I brought my agent here… so let’s ditch them.” He winked at me, pulling me towards the parking lot, and immediately we were bombarded by paparazzi.

I sighed, “So much for avoiding them.”

He looked at me, “Are you okay?” He asked me almost scared.

I nodded and gave him a small smile, “Yes. I never cared about what they thought before, why should I now?” I leaned over and kissed him and I knew the paps were going nuts, clicking away.

He smirked as we walked to his car and got in, the paparazzi crowded around. Gavin cracked the window opened, “If you don’t get out of the way, I will run you over.” He said before closing the window.

“How about we go to your house and order take out?” I suggested, not wanting to deal with the photographers today, not because I didn’t want to be seen. I wouldn’t have kissed him in front of all them if I was.

He nodded, “That sounds perfect, but you know they’re going to be all on the lawn.” He grinned.

I shook my head, “I don’t care. It’s not like we’re going to be screwing on the front door step.” I smirked at him.

“Is that something you were thinking about?” He raised a brow and grinned back at me.

I laughed, “Not with paparazzi there. I was thinking about starting inside.” I winked.

“We are just now getting back together and that’s the first thing you think about?” He smirked at me, telling me that’s exactly what he was thinking about too.

“You know that’s all I want you for; the amazing, mind-blowing sex.” I smirked, and let out a small laugh.

“That’s right.” He grinned and then turned to look at me, “God you’re beautiful.”

“Are you just noticing this? You’ve known me since you were a teenager.” I rolled my eyes back at him.

“I knew you were hot and had a mouth on you. I knew you were passionate and talented, but yeah, I think I might have missed out on the beauty.”

I laughed, “Damn, that sounds like it could have come straight out of your movies.” I smirked back at him, flattered a tiny bit, but I probably would never admit it.

“I’m glad you’re giving us a chance beautiful girl.” He grinned as I reached out and squeezed his hand, knowing the chance I was taking on him was a big one.

“Me too."