is this the real life? is this just fantasy?

 

I took the last drag of my cigarette before stomping on it, my eyes staring at the house in front of me. Lila's new house. It had taken me less than 3 minutes to walk here from my own house and it was...weird. I was forcing myself not to worry about it and I was waiting instead, to see how things would go from now. Taking a deep breath I took the three steps separating me from the door and knocked on it, smirking when a very surprised Lila opened. She wasn't expecting me, since it was Sunday night and I usually spent it at my parents, she was wearing a pair of shorts that made her legs look never ending and one of the t-shirts that she had stolen me, it being knotted just under her breasts and exposing her flat stomach. Her body was as flawless as always, but it was her face and the stains of paint on her cheek and forehead that turned my smirk into a smile. She was beautiful and, if it made any sense, looked really her. My guess was that she was painting. "Did you order pizza?" I asked, glancing at the carton box in my hand.

"Trav!" She exclaimed as a big smile curved her lips, her body gluing against mine as she hugged me. "I thought you had your usual family dinner tonight."

"I had." I answered quietly and pulled my head back to kiss her mouth, my free hand grasping at her hip. She had moved a few days before and I hadn't had time to see her house yet. Or again, since technically I had seen it before she decided to buy it. I had busy with work and to be honest I also wanted to give her time and space to get used to the new place...I didn't want her to rely too much on me. She was a big girl and I knew she could do it alone, even if that didn't mean I wouldn't go to the end of the world if she needed me. "But I wanted to see what my baby was up to."

She pulled away from me, as if suddenly realising that I was really there and tried to fix her messy hair. "I was painting the mural in the other room..." She trailed off and I had the feeling she had more to say.

I closed the door behind me, guessing it'd be amazing but having no idea of what the subject could be or if it'd be just an abstract thing. "Can I see it?" I asked simply, curiosity in my tone.

She bit down on her lip and got the feeling that no, I couldn't. "I'm not done yet...and I don't want our pizza to get cold. I'm starving."

I didn't dig in further and didn't push it either, looking around and noticing that the little furniture in the room was all wrapped in plastic. The place was a mess to be honest, it made sense though. "You don't even have a chair here I'm sure there's no food either."

"I'm getting closer to the delivery guy." She said in a silly voice, setting her hands on her hips as she stared at me with a grin on her face.

"Who, me?" I asked back and decided that we could eat on the floor. It was just pizza, who cared where we ate it.

She shook her head and produced two cans of beer literally from nowhere, or from a pile of plastic from all I could see. My guess was that there was where the fridge was hiding. "No, the other one."

I watched her closely as she sat in front of me, "Did he brought you beers too?" I asked with an eyebrow raised, my eyes not leaving her as I opened the pizza box.

"Yes, I said they were for my boyfriend, just in case he'd decide to come over." She explained nonchalantly and at this point I didn't know if she was joking or being serious. I didn't care really, the mood was relaxed and I liked that. We had already fought enough for a month the last time.

"Such a smart girl." I grinned and opened my beer, then smiled as I lifted it midair. "To your new house?"

"To my new house" Lila agreed, this time looking more excited than scared. "Oh yummy you got everything on it." She said almost to the pizza.

"I know what you like." I grinned, amusement on my face and proud too, because I felt that for once I was doing things the right way.

"You do." She agreed, her eyes getting darker and I could bet that her mind was going dirty already. There were no doubts that most of the things I knew she liked were sex related.

"You have paint on your neck." I smirked reaching out and sliding my finger over her skin before showing me the purple and then wiping it off on her tee shirt. Or mine. "And you've ruined my shirt."

"Oops." She gave me a big fake pout for emphasis, watching my eyes dart to her tempting mouth. "Forgive me?" She asked softly, leaning in to place soft kisses against my neck.

"Hmmm, what do I get if I do?" I asked, pulling her into my lap and getting sidetracked for a moment. Sex was easy, it was the rest that was hard.

"Anything. Always."

I grinned at her and pressed a kiss on her lips before reaching for a slice of pizza, "I know." I answered like the cocky man I was sometimes before taking a bite.

She studied my expression for a moment before breaking into a smirk and shaking her head, "Then why did you ask?"

"Because I wanted to know if you knew too." I said back, my grin getting wider as I kept my eyes on hers. She sighed again, a silly expression on her face when she took a slice of pizza herself and took a huge bite. "Were you hungry baby?" I asked, then ate myself.

She nodded and swallowed, "I painted all day and lost track of time." She explained, not surprising me at all. She was passionate about what she did. "What did you do today instead?"

"Same as every Sunday. I slept in, did the laundry-" I cut myself off when I noticed her chuckling. I raised one eyebrow, "What was that for."

She covered her mouth with her hand but her eyes were still smirking, full with amusement, "Sorry Trav but the thought of you doing your laundry kills me a little."

This time if was my turn to sigh and shake my head as I kept eating. I wondered what was so funny about that, but as long as it kept her silly and in a good mood? I was okay with that. "You're just a silly girl."

"Don't you love that about me?" She asked and smiled, looking at me with love and making me smile back at her. I just nodded as I stared back at her and just like that, in a second, her expression changed. I wondered what kind of thought she was having right now. "I saw my brothers the other night." She said quietly, now not looking at me anymore.

I took a big gulp of beer, keeping my free hand on her to let her know I was with her no matter what. "Is everything okay?" I asked, knowing how important they were for her.

"They want to meet you." Lila said finally.

I swallowed my bite, looking back at her. I wasn't too surprised about that, it was obvious that she had a very protective family and I knew they'd want to meet me sooner or later, too bad it wasn't going to happen. "I don't think so." I said after a moment, my tone final.

"Okay." She agreed, but we both knew that okay meant not okay instead.

"Okay?' I questioned, wondering if she had changed her mind since I could remember perfectly her telling me she didn't want me to meet her brothers weeks before.

"You're not even curious?" She asked, blinking back at me as she took a swig of beer.

"Do you think it would go well?" I asked back, trying to prove my point. Not only I had no desire to meet her brothers, but I was also sure they'd hate me. I wouldn't care about that, Lila would instead, and that'd be bad for me.

She shook her head. "Probably not."

"Do you think we need useless drama in our relationship?" I went on, remembering how her cop brother had looked at me one night I had gone to pick her up.

She sighed. "Never though? Or just not right now?"

I reached out and pushed back her hair. "I'm confused baby. I can tell you don't want it to happen but when I say no you're upset. What is the proper response?" I asked softly before I pulled away from her, leaving her think about the answer to give me.

"I don't know. They're a huge part of my life and I can't keep my romantic life and my family life separate for forever. If you never want to meet them? It's a deal breaker." She admitted and I couldn't really disagree on that one. But could I tell the future? No. I couldn't promise her I'd meet them in one, two or three years if I didn't even know if we'd be together. "But if you meet them now...." She sighed and I knew she wasn't telling me everything.

"Lila." I nudged her further, trying to be patient. She had met my family, but that was different. I hadn't brought her home, that had been Jax, and then she had basically forced me to tell my family we were together. I had done that, but just because she had asked.

"Do you love me?" She asked finally. "I don't need the actual words....just a yes or no."

I stared at her, taken aback and thinking about an answer. I knew it of course, but I didn't want to upset her or, even worse, hurt her. "Baby..." I said and cupped her cheek gently.

She wrapped her hand around my wrist but didn't pull back, "Yes or no Trav." She said seriously and stared at me in a way that it was almost scary.

"Of course I love you." I answered even if I knew I wasn't being fair, because I didn't mean those words the way she wanted me to. I couldn't help how I felt though, it wasn't my fault. It just wasn't happening for now.

She pulled back this time, "But you're not in love with me." She said quietly, almost in a whisper, breaking the eye contact and staring at nothing. In that moment my chest tightened and I felt a feeling that I knew a little too well. Guilt.

I swallowed, wanting to smoke a damn cigarette but knowing I couldn't do that. The night I had planned to go perfect was turning into a nightmare. There would be another argument, another fight, another crack in our already not much stable relationship. "I'm sorry Lila." I said honestly, perfectly aware that my words couldn't do much. Honesty was all I could give her, no matter if she didn't like the truth, she deserved to know.

"Will you ever?" She asked, her voice tiny as she played with the hem of her shirt, still not looking at me.

"I don't know Lil, I can't predict the future." I answered simply even if it wasn't that simple. Deep down I knew that I wouldn't have gone through any of what had happened to us so far if I had just liked her.

She bit down on her lip hard before glancing up at me and killing me for how sad she looked. "Why are you even with me?" She finally said in one breath.

I stared at her seriously, this time not wanting to avoid this conversation. I didn't want us to keep arguing about our relationship, it was exhausting and consuming. "Because I want to. Because I'm happy with you and we have fun, the sex is great...I couldn't ask for more honestly." I paused and when she didn't say anything and just stared at me with her big eyes I knew I had to say more. I had never felt trapped or tricked to be in this relationship but I also knew that I didn't care much for labels and if I had put one on us it had been because of her. It was okay though, I didn't want to be with any other girl, no one was better than Lila. "I couldn't let you go and lose you Lil, I needed you to be mine. I still do."

Lila nodded and finally looked back at me. "Does it make me pathetic that that's enough for me?" She asked softly.

I groaned and grabbed her, pulling her into me, burying my face in her neck. I hated that everytime I was at fault, she blamed herself for that anyway. "I don't deserve you Lil." I said against her, meaning it because she could do better. Some nice guy who'd treat her like a princess and would do anything she wanted. Maybe someone like that Riley.

She held me tighter, as if she was afraid I could disappear if she didn't have a good grip. "You do. I need you." She admitted, her words breaking me in two and making me realize how our bond was stronger than I thought.

"I need you too." I admitted too because no matter how sometimes I wasn't the best boyfriend, I always had her in my thoughts, in my heart too.

"I'm sorry." She pulled back. "I ruined your nice night."

I shook my head and pushed her hair back, holding her head. She had nothing to be sorry about and the night could still be saved. "We needed to talk I think."

She smiled and nodded before she stood up. "Do you want to see what I was working on all day?" She asked and my eyes widened, surprised. She never showed anyone unfinished work.

"Of course." I nodded, really curious about what I was about to see. She took my hand, walking me to my bedroom. "Wow." I said, my eyes even wider as I walked closer. So far it was a graphic black and white and it was just like any of the things Lila painted, powerful.

"I'm going to put my bed here so it's the focus." She said happily. "I'm buying a king sized bed." She added, turning to wink at me.

I reached for her hips and pulled her back against my chest as I kept my eyes on the wall, pressing a soft kiss against her neck in the process. "King sized, uh? I approve."

She leaned into me, melting in my hold as she set her head against my shoulder, "I wonder why..." She trailed off, her voice breathy already.

"I'm a big guy, I need a big bed." I grinned against her skin before turning her in my arm and looking into her green eyes.

"Oh do you plan to sleep here?" She asked as she bit down on her lip.

"Now...I don't know if we'll be sleeping." I said and did my best to keep my face serious, but I failed. That was the thing with Lila, when things were good they were great and I was genuinely happy, but when they got bad they got awful. It was as if we couldn't find a way in between, a balance. She chuckled, wrapping her arms around my neck before nuzzling me. "When will you done here?" I asked when she didn't say a thing.

"I don't know." She answered, her voice muffled against my t-shirt, then pulled her head back and looked at me. "Maybe I'll throw a party when I will." She added as an afterthought.

I processed her words, assuming she'd invite her brothers too, but I refused to believe she was trying to trick me into that. She didn't do that things, she wasn't that kind of girl. Thank god there was still a lot to do and I had time to think about it. "What about we throw a party now instead?" I asked instead, knowing how to distract her.

The look into her eyes got heated in less than a second, her green eyes turning darker and her cheeks flushing just so slightly. "What to do you have in mind?" She asked in a whisper.

"This." I said and cradled her head in my hands, tilting it back as I placed a trail of kisses on her porcelain skin. Her hands moved down my body and made fists in the fabric of my t-shirt when I nibbled at her neck while my hand grabbed the hem of her own t-shirt. I was usually in a hurry with her, because I was too impatient, I wanted her with an intensity that was hard to contain, but tonight I was going to take my time to spoil her instead.

"This is good." Lila smirked and then moaned when my mouth sucked on her throat.

"This shirt is mine." I pointed out, slipping my hands under it to cup her chest through her bra.

"You should take it back."

I pulled away to shoot her a look, not interested into the shirt at all but finding a creative way to get her naked instead. It was like a seduction game, and I liked it. "It has paint all over it."

She laughed and pulled me closer. "Occupational hazzard."

I pulled the tee off her body and pushed her up against the wall that she hadn't started painting yet. "Stop talking." I said quietly as my hands found the front clasp on her bra fast and then I was bending over to take a breast into my mouth and slowly suck, tease, nip and generally make her crazy.

"Oh yes...." She moaned and pressed her chest harder into me. I took a nipple between my teeth, tugging it, knowing she could handle the sting and that it made her even hotter for me. "More...."

"More what Lil?" I licked a trail up the valley between her breasts and then captured her sweet mouth with mine.

She took her hand and slid it down between her legs. "Here..." She said, looking as if she was in another world and I knew where she was, because I took her there every time we were together, pleasing each other.

"Here...." I trailed off, knowing exactly what she wanted but wanting her to say it instead.

She squirmed in my hold, something she knew was useless but she kept trying anyways. My fingers were tracing shapes on her inner thighs, never going close enough to where she needed me, and I did it on purpose of course. "Fuck me." She whispered.

I chuckled against her neck, not because I was surprised but I was always pleased by how impatient she was too. "How? With my fingers?" I asked and she nodded, but I wasn't done. "My tongue?" I went on and she groaned as bucked against me. "My cock?" I added, teasing her.

"All of it. Do all of it....please..."

"What will you do?" I asked, looking down at her and watching her face as I lifted my fingers past her shorts to slowly trace her panties, aware of how that would frustrate her.

"Anything...." She hissed out.

I massaged her pussy through her panties torturously slow, watching her face twist in pleasure and frustration, a smirk appearing on my own face because I loved watching her. "That's what you always say." I said lowly.

"That's what I always do." She breathed out and rocked her hips against my hand desperately, reaching for my hair and giving it a soft tug that showed how she was holding back not to touch me anywhere else and let me set the rules. "Please Trav." She added.

I set one hand on the wall, next to her head and took a step back to uncage her body from mine temporarily. "Take your shorts off." I instructed firmly as I stared into her eyes.

She bit down on her lip and did as I told quickly, her hands almost shaking in the process before she set them on my shoulders and didn't break eye contact. "What do you want me to do?" She asked then swallowed, her eyes not once leaving mine and giving me that look that let me know she meant it when she said she'd do anything. She was, in a way, at my mercy.

"Nothing." I said and flashed her a grin, knowing that my answer would only frustrate her more. She wasn't a patient girl and I wouldn't want her any other way. I slid my hand down the curve of her body lazily, taking my time and watching her closely. She sucked in a breath when my fingers pushed aside her panties and we were finally skin to skin, she was so wet I could play with her clit easily. She was also so damn hot I could feel myself getting hard like a fucking rock. "Watch me while I take care of you baby." I groaned quietly, glancing at her face one last time before I let my eyes drop where my hand met her body, hypnotized by how she moved and squirmed while I pleasured her.

"Travis...." Lila's voice broke, sooner than I thought and I guessed that waiting for long did that sometimes.

"Yes?" I smirked, though my eyes were still watching my hand as I moved it carefully. I knew she was already so close and I wanted to give her fireworks, as always.

"Going..to..come.." She managed to get the words out and looked as if it was hard for her even talk. 

I groaned slightly while my thumb circled her clit. "Already?" My grin widened and we both flicked our eyes back to each other. The moment it happened, I saw something changing in her, as if she had been holding her breath and now she was finally jumping into a pool of pleasure.

She broke, falling apart in my arms from just the softest of touches. "Fuck...." She whispered, leaning her head back against the wall as she reveled in the release of her climax. My hand stopped teasing her cli.t and slid two fingers easily deep inside of her, wanting to take her higher before she could start coming down. "Oh yes!!!" She cried out as my fingers fucked her roughly, and she bucked her hips back with just as much force.

"Damn it Lil you're so fucking responsive...." I groaned and used my free hand to grab on and then rip away her panties, leaving her totally naked and at my mercy.

She looked up into my eyes, hers begging mine for more, it was never enough for her and it killed me, sending me straight to heaven. She licked her lips and I groaned again, making up my mind.

"On your knees.." I growled, pulling my hand away from her and leaving a wet trail against her thighs. I was being selfish again and I couldn't stop.

She sank to her knees easily, and they hit the plush carpet of her bedroom that still didn't have any furniture in it. "I can't get enough of you..." She said, looking up at me as she worked my erection free as quickly as she could, grabbing a tight hold of it and pumping it in her fist, killing me.

My hand hit the wall behind her and I groaned. "Your mouth baby...." My words were chopped and full with need as she took me into her mouth slowly and then flicked her eyes up to mine as she swirled her tongue around the head of my dick, spreading the bead of moisture that had formed there.

She didn't wait for more instructions from me, she just took me to the back of her throat over and over again, just the way she knew I liked.

I stared down at her, groaning when she took me even deeper if possible. "Fuck." I muttered unintelligently as my hands reached for her head, my fingers tangling in her soft hair to keep her in place, the pleasure almost too much to take and for a second I thought I'd come. But I wanted more. My hips moved backwards, my d.ick sliding out her mouth a little before I thrusted inside again, then I repeated the motion again and again while her tongue ran along my length every time. I closed my eyes a moment, my hands making fists in her hair as I got carried away again, the temptation of emptying myself into her sweet mouth a very strong one.

She set her hands on my knees as she kept bobbing her head, soft moans escaping her throat and making me grin because it was always great when she got pleasure only by pleasuring me. My intentions were flying out the window, again. "Trav..." She said in a shaky voice once I pulled out of her mouth regretfully, "Don't stop." She added and licked me one more time, making me groan louder.

I tugged at her hair, forcing her to keep a distance and getting on my knees myself. "I want to come inside of you. With you." I said lowly as my hands reached for her tiny body and helped her lay down on the floor.

She kept my eyes on mine, them burning with lust as she spread her legs. "Don't make me wait a second longer." She breathed out and let me adjust myself between her legs as I hovered over her.

Placing my hands by each side of her, I tilted my head down to eye my dick entering her in one firm roll of my hips, my eyes going back to hers and catching her face twisted in pleasure. "I can never wait with you." I groaned, filling her completely to the point there was not even an inch of me out of her. I was in my personal sinful heaven.

"Thank god.." Lila choked out, her body bowing against mine as it got used to me.

"So responsive...." I groaned and slowly pumped in and out of her, alternating watching her eyes to where our bodies met. When I was inside of her I never had enough eyes or hands, I wanted to look and touch every inch of her, taking care of her needs and using her to satisfy mine.

"Fuck me..." She begged, a plead I heard a lot when I wasn't taking her fast or hard enough, when she was too impatient, or when there was something off between us and she used sex to be sure we were okay. It didn't really surprise me, but I didn't like that she still had insecurities.

"I thought I was." I grinned up at her, a mischievious glint in my eyes as I thrust balls deep into her and held myself there.

"No..." She pleaded, bucking up her hips. "Take me....harder please Travis..."

I groaned as she clenched her muscles around my dick and leaned in to kiss her lips softly. "I like hearing you begging me Lil." I whispered before nuzzling her neck, being soft just to torture her and also because it felt so fucking good.

"Please..." She begged again, wrapping her arms around me, pressing her breasts into my chest and making me see stars.

"What if I want to be slow?" I asked, nuzzling my head between her breasts before lazily tonguing each nipple until it was hard and puckered. She moaned in frustration. "You don't like this?"

"I like it..." She nodded and arched back, closing her eyes and moving her hips slowly with mine. She moved her hands to her breasts and cupped them, kneading them as she moaned. "You should stay inside me all night....I wonder how many times I could make you cum...."

I kept the pace slow but I thrusted deeper and deeper, harder and harder, her body trembling under mine as her p.ussy clenched around my d.ick deliciously tight. "All the times I could make you cum you mean." I said in a chocked groan, getting lost in all the pleasure she was giving me.

"Oh my god Trav." Was all she was able to say, her body arching further into mine as she kept playing with her breasts.

"You'd be so sore you wouldn't even be able to paint for a week." I added, my head bowing down so that my lips could capture her nip from her fingers, my teeth biting and my tongue licking eagerly.

Her hand left her breast and went on my shoulder instead, her nails digging into my skin as my muscles flexed with every thrust, each one taking higher and higher. "I don't care, I just want you." She managed to say before letting out a loud moan that fueled even more my need and desire for her.

My teeth sunk further into her soft breast, a low growl escaping my throat as I felt that I couldn't go on like this. No matter how much I wanted to be slow and patient, there was nothing slow about us, it was like a fire burning fast and fiercely. I started pounding inside of her, the head of my d.ick hitting her soft spot repeatedly, every thrust pushing her body harder against the floor, I was blinded by how good she felt, how good she made me feel. "Is this enough?" I roared as I pulled my head back for a moment only to bow down again, my mouth back on her other breast.

"Yes! Oh god yes!" She screamed, her fingers reaching for my hair and tangling with it while she let me f.uck her like there was no tomorrow, giving me all the pleasure and control I wanted and liked.

I licked between her breasts quickly, lingered on her neck then took her mouth roughly, my hips not stopping moving and the only sound surrounding us was the one of our bodies crashing together. "Fuck Lil." I growled against her lips, realizing that I was so focused on her, on me, on us, that in that moment I could even confuse this kind of lust with love.

"I love you so much." Lila whispered, her words not surprising me this time and in that moment even hearing them felt right.

I looked at her and kissed her hard. "Take all of me baby...." I groaned, moving back to her neck as I fucked her senseless.

She arched her body as far as she could towards mine, her mouth falling open in a breathless moan that I knew was the sign that she couldn't wait any longer for her release. I couldn't either. "So close...." She breathed, her head falling back and I growled.

"Look at me!" I roared since I didn't want her to leave me the moment I wanted her to be with me body and soul, her eyes flying back to mine just as her body exploded into an orgasm, it consuming her for how intense it was as she kept her eyes firmly on the look on my face while I watched her cum. Then I was speeding up even more, finally running for my own climax, my movements more erratic and my arms flexing as I roared my release, holding myself so fucking deep as I emptied inside of hrt, curses coming roughly from my mouth along with a long groan of her sweet name.

"Oh god that was so awesome." She breathed, grinning as if she was high. High on me and sex.

I chuckled, because that almost seemed like a dejavù. "Yes it was." I agreed, nuzzling her neck and then kissing a line to her shoulder. "Isn't it always?" I questioned.

She bit her lip and nodded with a grin. "Sure but I wasn't expecting to get laid today so it's like surprise awesome."

I laughed harder, still inside of her and the vibrations made her moan and squirm against me. "You're insaitiable." I shook my head.

She nodded. "Yes." She agreed simply.

"I already knew that." I smirked before kissing her again, then stopped when I felt her hands pushing on my chest and pulled my head back. "What's wrong?"

"I'm a tiny girl and you're on top of me." She said with a pout.

I let out a small chuckle as I pulled out of her before laying on my back, "Sorry baby." I said simply, my voice quiet since I was utterly content with how hard I had just come.

"You're too far." She pouted and glued her body against mine, her legs tangling with mine as she rolled over onto her side and draped her arm over my chest while I spread my won arm on the floor so that she could adjust her head on my shoulder.

I smiled down at her, my arm closing around her tiny body, "You're too cute." I said as I brushed my nose against hers, enjoying the moment. I had no thoughts literally, no worries, no anything, and that the easy kind of relationship I wanted to have.

She tilted her head so that her lips were barely an inch away from mine, her eyes bouncing between my eyes and my lips as a smile curved her mouth. "Is that a problem?" She asked in a silly voice.

"I'd never complain about that." I shook my head before kissing her again, slowly, softly, almost lazily.

"Stay with me tonight." She whispered against my lips, her fingers clutching around my ribcage as if she wanted to keep me there.

I let out a quiet laugh, "You don't even have a bed baby." I smirked at her, then smirked wider when she rolled her eyes.

She shrugged, "Who said we'd be sleeping?" She asked seriously.

"Don't you have to paint tomorrow?" I asked back instead of answering.

"I'm already sore now, I think I deserve a break." She grinned back at me as she stared up at me with her green gorgeous eyes.

I kept smirking and shook my head, "Do you want to sleep at my place tonight?" I suggested because I knew from experience that sleeping on a couch was no fun. I wondered how things would be since we were basically neighbors now, but I hoped she knew that just because we were 5 minutes far from each other it wouldn't change much, I wouldn't invite her over every night, I still needed my space and my time. But tonight she didn't even have a bed, and I wanted to hold her against me all night since I hadn't seen her much lately.

"Sleeping in a bed? What a luxury." Lila smirked and I chuckled.

"When is your furniture coming anyways?"

"Saturday." She pouted and I couldn't blame her. Moving was always a slow painful and uncomfortable process.

"That wouldn't have been acceptable for me." I narrowed my eyes, because that was really too fucking long.

She laughed. "I'll remember that next time I'm furniture shopping. Bring Travis."

I groaned, the thought alone making me want to run. "Dear god. No."

She laughed again and rolled away from me, walking towards the spot she'd been looking at on the wall and grabbing a paint brush to add something to the wall.

"Do you usually paint naked?" I asked as I rolled onto my side, my head resting on my hand as I threw me an amused look. Damn she was so effortlessly sexy.

"I wanted to fix something." She shrugged, biting down on her lip.

"You're so beautiful Lil." I said softly, my eyes roaming over her body lazily.

"I'm glad you think so." She grinned, her body flushing at my compliment. "Do you have ice cream at your house?" She asked, tilting her head to the side.

I laughed, knowing that she always craved something sweet after sex by now. "I do." I grinned.

She grinned wider and set down her brush, looking happy. "You're the perfect man." She told me seriously, walking back to me and straddling my body, her fingers tracing the muscles on my hips.

"Because I have ice cream?!" I laughed.

"Well you also have the other basics." She pointed out. "Smarts, good job, good looks...big dic.k."

She tried not to laugh as I ran my hands up her thighs. "I'm the full package." I agreed with a nod. "Stop rocking against me or you'll be more than sore."

She bit her lip and leaned down to kiss my lips. "I want to go eat ice cream. And then I want to be sore again." She whispered against my lips.

"You're the perfect woman." I grinned, making her laugh and grab my hands, moving them from her thighs to her a.ss, shooting me a look as she blushed furiously. I groaned. "Don't tease me Lil."

She shook her head. "No teasing." She whispered, kissing me. "But ice cream first!" She hopped off of me as I watched her, thinking about her ass now. "And probably after too." She grinned, grabbing my shirt and pulling it over her body.

I sighed and stared at the ceiling, laying motionless on the floor, "You're way too young to me." I said in a teasing voice.

"And why am I too young this time?" She asked back as she stepped into a pair of panties, the way she dressed was almost as sexy as the way she undressed. Almost.

"One moment you're grinding against me and the next you pull away and want gelato." I shook my head as I let my eyes land on her face again, my expression as straight as possible even if it was hard not to grin. "You change your needs way too fast."

She let out a chuckle and tossed my boxers in my face, "Oh shut up you old man and get dressed."

I reached for my boxers but didn't move, watching her as she produced a bag out of nowhere and started filling it with stuff. I was confused, and I really wanted a cigarette too, which would involve standing up and walking out her house, but I wasn't ready for that. "What are you doing?" I asked slowly, her perfect body disappearing into what I supposed to be the bathroom and she left me alone a few moments.

When she walked out the bathroom she was holding a tootbrush in her hand and I started doing the math. I waited for her answer before getting worried. "If I'm sleeping at your place I need a few things. Like a pj and a toothbrush." She said as she waved it in my face like the smarta.ss she was.

I got in a sitting position and rubbed my hands against my face, "Don't start invading my space woman." I said back but used a playful tone. She just shot me a blank stare and I blow her a kiss, because my mood was too good to ruin it, for now it wasn't the end of the world. "You always use my shirts to sleep with me anyway." I added with a shrug.

"Are you getting ready or what? I want ice cream!" She protested and rolled her eyes, putting on a pair of very short shorts anyway.

"Okay little girl, you'll get your damn ice cream and I'll have my cigarette." I announced when I finally stood up and got dressed myself, slapping her a.ss lazily before I started for the stairs.

"Bad." She said from behind me and glared when I turned my head. I reached for her hand, out fingers tangling together as we walked out her house while I lit my cigarette, ignoring her words. I knew it was bad, I wasn't going to stop anyway. "Where's your bike?" She asked after a few seconds.

I broke into a wide grin, puffing the smoke out the corner of my mouth, "Did you forget you live five minutes from me now?" I asked as I shot her an amused look.

"No. But still." Lila smirked and glared at my cigarette before leaning into my body.

"Still what?" I asked, smirking back at how she couldn't admit her opsie.

"Nothing." She shook her head, her smirk turning into a wide smile. "I feel awesome." She admitted.

"Me too." I grinned wickedly down at her, because I knew what she meant. We, together, were a real powerful drug.

"What are you doing this week?" She asked as we made it to my house.

"Working." I laughed, then put out my cigarette before I opened the door and we could step inside. "What else?"

"I was thinking about having a girls night. Do you think Liz would want to come with?"

I side glanced at her, since I had not seen that coming. At all. "My sister in law Liz?"

She nodded. "Yeah even mom's need to get out and have some fun." She grinned.

"Probably. What will you do?" I asked out of curiosity since Liz and Lila were very different girls. I didn't know about who else would be there, I didn't know Lila's friends and I wondered if they were as cute and hot as she was.

"Go dancing, probably get shit faced and talk about boys." She shrugged.

I laughed, picturing my older brother's reaction to that in my head. He acted like a big bear who trusted his wife, and he really did, but got jealous a little too easily so the thought of Liz drunk somewhere? It'd probably drive him crazy, but then again I doubted that Liz could ever get shit faced. She was an angel. "And then hope that your men will drag your drunk asses home?" I asked, because I did know that I would want to see if my girl was okay after a crazy night.

"Exactly."

"You should do it. Maybe I'll see if Adam wants to drop off the kids with mom and dad and come out with me and Jax the same night." I said slowly as the thought formed in my head.

She nodded, looking excited like a kid on Christmad. "All three Cole men out on the town. Don't get arrested." She winked.

"Oh you'd bail me out baby." I chuckled.

"Maybe." She pulled the ice cream out of the fridge and set her bag on my couch. "My favorite." She grinned.

I opened the fridge myself, grabbing a beer and opening it before taking a long sip, "I thought I was your favorite." I grinned at her, setting the open bottle on the table then taking my shirt off.

She licked the spoon clean, looking at me with fire in her eyes. "You definitely are..." She trailed off while her eyes took in my body.

"I thought so." I said back and flashed her a cocky smirk, taking a few more gulps of my beer and like that, it was gone already. And so would be all the ice cream soon, considering how eagerly she was eating it. "Let's go to bed Lil."

She frowned, swallowing and looking adorable. "Already?" She paused, "It's early still."

"I have to wake up early tomorrow and go to work you know." I explained but my amused expression didn't leave my face as I took the ice cream from her hands and ate a spoonful myself.

"Hey!" She protested, getting up quickly and trying to reach for the pint of ice cream while I kept it as high as possible. "Don't steal what's mine!"

I laughed at her silly words and gave it back to her, "Yours? I believe I paid for it instead."

She frowned again, eating what was left, "It's over now." She frowned one last time then lightened up, leaning against my side. "I don't want to wake up early tomorrow."

"What?! You always wake up when it's still night." I replied since I knew her habits pretty well by now. She shrugged as a silly expression crossed her face. "You can sleep in if you want, I know you love my bed."

"Maybe I could get one like yours for my bedroom." She said and looked lost in a thought as we walked up the stairs. Then she turned to me and broke into a wide smile, "Then all I need is you inside and it will be perfect."

"Don't you get clingy woman." I grinned, joking.

Lila laughed as she turned into my bedroom. "I think you like me all clung to you instead." She teased, getting undressed as I watched her.

"What are you doing?" I asked, my eyes roaming over her body like they always did when she was naked in front of me.

"I like the feel of your sheets on my skin." She said softly before cuddling up in my bed, stretching against the mattress and sighing. "So good."

I grinned and got rid of hismy own clothes, leaving a pair of boxer briefs on. "I like the feel of you on my skin." I said, comming up behind her and holding her closely against me.

"Mmm. You're hot." She grinned.

"I'm trying to sleep Lil don't tell me things I already know." I said in a low amused voice and she laughed.

"Then go to sleep old man."