5.23.2013

love is a dangerous game to play, hearts are made for breaking and for pain

love is a dangerous game to play, hearts are made for breaking and for pain

love is a dangerous game to play, hearts are made for breaking and for pain by sassy

flashback;

Camille turned the page of her textbook and pushed her hair away from her face, glancing up at me and grinning when she noticed me staring. "What?" She asked and set her hand on the book, her other arm propping her up on her side.
"Nothing," I said and shook my head, still staring at her with a smirk on my face. I couldn't believe she was able to study when I was around, whenever I was with her I ignored the rest of the world completely, too focused on her to care about anything else. Still, I liked that she could, only sometimes I got impatient. "Are you done?"
"No," She said seriously, smiling at me boyfriend and widening her eyes slightly as I stood up and walked across my room to where she was laying down since I wasn't able to wait anymore. "Are we taking another break?" She asked, reminding me that we had one of our intense make out session less than thirty minutes before.
We were just teenagers, unable to control our hormones and the magnetic attraction between us, add to that that I had no intention to even try to hold back and you could do the math. Correction, I had been holding back and waiting for a lot now, sure we were together a lot but we were always with Chloe or Cami's siblings, so it was kind of an event that we could be alone now, my parents too busy to wonder what their older son was up to with his girlfriend. "Unless you think your history book is more interesting than me," I set my knee on the bed and rolled her onto her back, lowering my head and kissing her slowly, so slow and passionate to make her feel what I felt. I was in love, more than in love if that was possible, with Cami and even though we were still young I had this feeling that I had found my perfect one already.
She parted her lips to give my tongue access to her mouth, the weight of my body shifting on top of her as my hand ran up her side and under her shirt. I reached her breast and she immediately set her hand on top of mine, tensing up and making me freeze. I understood that she was fifteen only and all that taking slow torture, I wasn't even against it because I respected her and I was willing to give her the time that she needed. But. I was going crazy, I wanted her so bad that it was all I could think about. She gave my hand a reassuring squeeze and a moan escaped her lips as my hand started to knead her breast gently.
I broke the kiss and her head fell back against the bed, my thumb brushing her nipple and making her moan again. "Is that okay?" I asked while praying for a positive answer. If she said no though? I'd stop immediately, I was a horny seventeen year old, but I wasn't an asshole.
Her face flushed. "Yes," She nodded her head and smiled at me, biting down on her lip as I pinched her nipple. "Ben!" She widened her eyes, giving me mixed signals.
"Ops." I said quietly and stopped again, not knowing if her reaction was good or bad. She was my first real girlfriend and yeah I had got to touch a little here and there before, but never had sex. I tried to act confident, as if I knew exactly what to do, and I had a pretty good idea...only the real thing was a whole new level, plus I had to make sure that my gorgeous perfect girlfriend felt at ease and enjoyed the experience.
She ran one of her hands through my hair, staring into my eyes as she kept smiling. If I knew her though? There was something else behind those mesmerizing eyes. "You didn't hurt me." She said seriously, in a reassuring tone that actually worked. On one hand I wanted to be gentle and caring but on the other I didn't want to seem an a goofy idiot, I was too proud for that.
"I might need to check." I announced with a smirk, guessing that joking a little could make us both relax. I lifted her t-shirt a little and pushed my head under it, my eyes taking in her perfect breasts...ugh. "Sans bra?" I asked in a muffled voice before pressing my lips on the thin skin of her ribs, noticing how her chest heaved up and down fast.
"Oui." She breathed out, her hand sliding down my neck as she kept motionless.
I slid my hand under the fabric to cup her breast once again, pulling it gently to my mouth to lick her nipple slowly, my jeans getting tighter and tighter in the process. "You smell so good baby." I whispered against her skin before I captured her now erected nipple with my teeth and teased it with the tip of my tongue as my other hand took care of her other breast, quiet moans leaving her throat and filling the room and my ego. The way she reacted to me, to every single touch, even the most innocent, made me feel proud and confident...almost like a man.
"Ben..." She trailed off but cut herself off and went silent, her back arching a little as she wrapped her legs around mine.
I pulled her t-shirt further up to free my head, exposing her chest and looking up at her, "Cami?" I asked as I smiled at her between kisses, pausing once again even if it was torture. Maybe I was over thinking, but if we were going to have sex? I wanted her to be one hundred percent sure. The moment she'd say yes I didn't know if I'd be able to be this patient though.
"That feels good," She said quietly and shyly, surprising me because those were two things she never was around me. It was cute.
I grinned and kissed alongside her bellybutton, my kisses trailing lower and lower as she was holding her breath again. Her legs fell back down to the bed, one bent at the knee while my head disappeared under her skirt and went straight to the forbidden fruit I was dying to eat.
Pressing a soft kiss right against the lacy material covering her pussy, she let out a deep breath and moaned again. "Baby..." She said quietly again, but this time real breathy and real hot too.
"Sorry," I said and pulled my head back up to look at her. I was already nervous enough, but her stopping me was breaking me. I was ready to give up in all honesty, this just wasn't working yet and I'd need to take another ice cold shower.
Her eyes took in my expression as if she was studying me and I wondered what she was seeing. She smiled genuinely and shook her head at me, "I want to watch."
I grinned back at her, my usual confidence returning because maybe, after all, I still had hope. Pushing myself onto my knees, I slid my hands up her thighs until my fingers were pulling her panties down her legs. She lifted her hips to help me get them off along with her skirt, my dick only getting harder at the view of her never-ending legs and her finally exposed pussy. "Fuck Cami," I said in an almost inaudible tone, keeping my eyes on her perfect body as she pulled her shirt over her head and tossed it aside.
"When will I see you?" She asked and let her eyes caress my body, which was still fully clothed.
"Are you in a hurry?" I joked and peeled my shirt off, hovering my body back over her. At this point I knew, I did know, that from now on I wouldn't be able to turn back. I wanted her too bad, my desire was consuming me.
"It's only fair," She grinned back at me as my hand slid along the curve of her body, her own hand reaching for my erection and distracting me a moment from what I was doing.
I groaned quietly, "All you have to do is ask." I said as my mouth traveled south again, my lips kissing down her neck then taking care of the smooth space between her breasts as my hips ground against her hand without I could control them. She was the sexiest girl on earth, her thin body had sweet curves in the right places, her skin was soft like silk and smelt like heaven, everything about her was a turn on and I couldn't be more turned on right now.
"I did already." She smirked then bit down on her lip when her hand rubbed me through my jeans and made me groan again, making me crave her touch and hate the fabric separating us.
I lifted myself on a little, guessing that she wouldn't help me getting naked but I kept looking at her. "Sorry I got distracted." I winked at her as I unzipped my jeans, her hand dropping down on her stomach and her eyes staring at me while her naked chest heaved up and down. I knew Cami pretty well, loved everything about what I knew, but the look she was giving me now? It was one I had never seen, she seemed impatient and its opposite at the same time, nervous and still relaxed. To anyone else that wouldn't make sense, but to me it did because I was positive that I felt the same.
"Is it my fault?" She asked shyly, her eyes moving down my abs and widening a little when I pushed my jeans down along with my boxers before I let them fall on the floor.
I was as naked as her now, hard as a rock and on the verge of going nuts, the thought of being inside of her alone was enough to kill me a little. That and I couldn't believe it was actually happening. "Only always baby." I said quietly and offered her a smile, lowering my body on top of hers as my hands reached for her legs to open them enough for me to set mine between them.
The moment my dick touched her pussy, I groaned loudly and she gasped. "Oh my god." She whispered in a small voice, her cheeks turning red as she wrapped her arms around my shoulder.
I stared down into her gorgeous eyes, moving my hips slowly as I slid my erection up and down her clit to give ourselves some time to get used to each other body before moving toward the next step. I was in no hurry, I wanted to savor every second of this, plus I knew that if she was too tense I'd probably hurt her, which was something I didn't really want to do. "You're beautiful Cami." I said honestly in a low voice, pushing her hair off her face and pressing a kiss on her lips as my body kept moving carefully while hers started following it too. Wow. And this was just the beginning.
Cami parted her lips slowly and ran her tongue across them before catching the tip of it between her teeth and smiling at me with admiration. "You're perfect," She said back and slid a hand down to my neck, guiding my head back down to hers and kissing me hard.
I broke the kiss and lead rough but passionate kisses along her jaw, stopping on her neck and sucking hard. I focused on how she smelt, how she tasted, how she felt, while my dick brushed against her and begged for more. Her hand found her breast and she started kneading it, surprising me, her moans drowning out the silence of the room as I kept kissing her.
"Do you..." She trailed off and bit her lip, looking in a loss of words as my erection kept teasing her clit. "Oh my god," She said instead and let her eyes flutter open.
"Are you okay?" I asked, sincerely worried.
She nodded, "Better than okay... Condom?"
"Yeah, just a second," My body pulled away from her regretfully and I sat up on the edge of the bed to reach for the box under the bed and grab one. Now I just needed to man up and pray that she wouldn't change her mind. I felt the bed flex behind me and Cami move, a moment later her chest was pressed against my back, her hard nips poking into my skin and making me smirk.
"Can I?" She asked with her lips against my neck, making me feel wanted, desired, and I could only wish she knew how bad I felt like that too for her. Her hand ran down my chest as she kissed my skin, her lips moving back and forth between my shoulder and my neck. I tore the wrapper as she found my erection and stroked me, long and slow strokes and then fast ones, getting me even harder.
I turned my head a little, just enough to look into her eyes as I suppressed another groan, "Can you?" I asked back, brushing my nose against hers as I smiled at her. We were even there, I had no experience with condoms and so did she, the only difference was that I was an expert about my d.ick, but I hoped that it'd change soon.
She wrinkled her nose as she shifted her body to be by my side, her hand going still. "I can try." She answered in a small voice, biting down her lip before clearing her throat and giving me a more serious look, "I can do it." She said, sounding more convinced.
I smirked, slightly amused by how adorable she was and at the same time glad that she was willing to help me. "Here." I pinched the top of the condom and set it on the head of my dick, watching her closely as she unrolled it down my erection, her fingers moving carefully.
Once she was done she looked at me through her dark lashes, her expression giving her away and showing me how proud yet nervous she was. I reached for her hand and bit it gently as I wrapped my arm around her body, forcing her back flat on the bed before I hovered over her body like I had done before, only now it was all different. I could feel it, the air was full of electricity and anticipation and I was positive that my heart was beating faster than usual.
Her legs opened for me once again as her arms wrapped around my neck, "I trust you." She said in a breathy voice, boring her eyes into mine and lifting a weight off my shoulders. Of course I knew she did, but hearing it in this exact moment was what I needed.
"I want you." I smiled a little before getting serious again, moving my hand between our bodies to reach for my dick and I set its head at her entrance. I swallowed, not taking my eyes away from hers for even a moment, my body shifting just so slightly as I pushed barely an inch inside of her, slowly, gently, but that...holy shit that was epic already. She was so tight, so warm, so incredible. She moaned then inhaled deeply, as lost in the moment as I was, her body tense and irradiating heat against mine. "Tell me if it hurts." I managed to breath out, fighting against her own body to gain more access inside of her.
"You feel so good," Cami said in a reassuring tone, but when I gave her another inch of me though, her eyes shut tight and her legs started closing a little, folding into my body.
"Hey," I said quietly and nuzzled her neck, her eyes fluttering open to find mine. If I had to explain what love was, I'd start saying that it was putting the person you love before yourself and that was what I was doing. "I'll stop if -"
"No," She slid one of her hands into my hair, keeping her other arm draped over my shoulder. "Keep going," She said encouragingly and moved her hips experimentally, giving me more than enough of her to get us both moaning.
My lips pressed against my skin softly, moving inside of her slowly but it was perfect. She relaxed and I did the same, her legs pushing open for me as her hips kept moving, lifting up with my rhythm and meeting me with every thrust. "God, you are so tight," I groaned, amazed by all these new feelings, and she tightened around me, making it hard for me to control my own body.
She did it again and again, her legs shaky and goosebumps all over her body. "I love you," She said honestly, giving my hair a gentle squeeze so she could see my face and the smile on it. "I love the way you feel..." She trailed off and tossed her head back into the sheets before I could respond.
I lowered my head back down while her hands moved to my back, her nails sinking into my skin as I pushed myself all the way, so deep inside of her. A deeper groan escaped me while her moans filled the room, only getting louder when I pulled back and pushed inside of her again. "I love you," I said back and picked up my pace, moving a hand to her soft breast and kneading it.
"Ben," She moaned loudly, spasming again and screaming when I found a new angle that, apparently, was the right one for her. "Oh! Yes!"
I swallowed and pulled my head back, wanting to see her face and take in all the expression crossing them. "Are you close baby?" I asked, feeling like an idiot but hey, I could only guess since it was the first time. I was actually good at reading her body language and her reactions, but this was all different and I felt like I had to learn so much. Still, it was electrifying. My voice came out breathy and low, my thrusts hard and deep to give her as much pleasure as I could get, I wasn't able to be so gentle anymore because I could feel my orgasm building and despite how much I wished this could last longer I knew it wouldn't.
She opened her mouth, but before she could give me an answer she moaned instead, loudly, her hands clutching at my shoulders as her body tensed under mine. "Ben, oh god!" She said again and I swear my jaw dropped for the show she was giving me. Seeing her like this? Lost in the pleasure I was giving her? It was the best and hottest thing ever.
"Look at me." I managed to say between my teeth, setting my forearms against the bed by each side of her to prop myself up enough to speed up my pace.
She did as I said, for a moment my room was silent and then she was screaming my name again and again, "Ben!" She moaned one last time as her legs closed tightly around my hips.
I pressed my lips against hers, hard, her mouth swallowing my groans as I kept moving inside of her until I couldn't see straight and I came hard. I was amazed, out of breath, speechless...this was epic. I collapsed on top of her, our breathing the only sound in the room now as we laid there motionless for a bunch of seconds, sated and wrapped in ourselves. And that was when I remembered that I was wearing a condom. My hand slid between our bodies to reach for the base of my d.ick and I pulled out slowly, regretfully, and anxious to be inside of her again. "Hi baby." I said in a soft voice after I got rid of the condom, beaming at her as I rolled over my side, holding her in my arms and against me. This was the happiest day of my life, everything was perfect.
Cami looked up at me through her lashes, grinning wide as she kept staring. A smile appeared on my face too as I reached down to tuck her stray hairs behind her ear. "Hi my love," She said back finally, leaning her chest against mine and making me feel how fast her heart was pounding.
"That was..." I trailed off in a loss of words and she bit her lip, my dick still hard and distracting. Now that we had gone through our first time I had the feeling that we'd never stop.
"Perfect," She said and hid her head by nuzzling my neck, kissing it slowly and then parting her lips to suck it, only making me harder all over again. "You amaze me," She whispered, still kissing me like the sexy little thing she was. Her hand reached between our bodies and she guided me back inside of her, surprising me and killing me because the feeling of being inside of her without a stupid condom between us was epic.
"Wow," I said in a groan, tangling my fingers carefully in her hair and pulling her head back. I didn't say anything, too lost into her and how warm and tight she felt. Instead she experimented with her hips, rolling them against mine slowly while my eyes lock on hers. "Camille..."
"Benjamin," She moaned in response as our hips moved together, still slow but perfect.
I shook my head and smiled, "I'm never going to get enough of you."
She grinned and moved faster for me, "It's mutual baby."

present;

I knocked on the door of Cami's apartment, again, and I got no answer. Again. "Where's maman?" Gabe asked as he looked up at me with his big innocent eyes.
"I have no idea cutie, maybe we should call her." I smirked at him, using my free hand to slid my phone out of my pocket and dialing Cami's number quickly before I brought it to my ear. That was weird, I thought as the phone rang, I wasn't late and she'd never forget that I was supposed to drop Gabe off, mostly because I did it the same day at the same time every two weeks. "Maybe she's showering." I sighed and hang up, putting my phone back in the pocket of my jeans as I glanced at my son who had a questioning look on his face.
"Are we going back to my other home?" He asked, cocking his head to the side as he reached for my hand, being his usual adorable self.
"No Gabe." I smirked at his words and produced a key from the pocket of my jacket then I unlocked the door, pushing it open for him. The apartment was silent, a thing that made me worry a little, but then again maybe she went out for a moment...anyway, I was glad to have a spare key and that she had one of my apartment too, you never knew what could happen in life.
My son left my hand and ran straight to his mom's room, coming out a second later with his hand on his mouth to stop his chuckle, "She's napping!"
I let out the breath I didn't even know I was holding and followed him, smiling when I saw her body laying motionless on the bed. "Cami..." I trailed off, using a gentle tone. She arched her back a little, a pained expression crossing her face, but didn't say anything. "Cami." I tried again.
"Maman!!" Gabe said louder, doing what I wasn't able to apparently. Her eyes shot open and she darted into a sitting position, Gabe leaving the place beside me to throw himself into her arms and kiss her cheek, "Hi maman, I missed you."
"I missed you too handsome," She kissed him back and ran a hand through his hair.
"I'm going to go play with my new toys," He said and left her room.
She let out a sigh and moved her eyes to me, while I stared at her hard nips with no shame. I was only a man and she was fucking sexy like this, half dressed and with her hair still messy. "Sorry, I slept in," She crawled out of bed and looked for her discarded shorts on the floor.
"Are you alright?" I asked and I looked at her, studying her with genuine concern. Despite her hotness, there was something weird about her. "Your face is flushed and you're shaking a little."
She pulled her shorts on and grinned, "I'm fine, but thanks for letting me know I look awful."
"That's not what I meant." I said as I leaned against the doorframe, letting my eyes take her in once again, "You look perfect. Like always." I added, completely honest about it. Just because we weren't together anymore it didn't mean that I got blind.
"You can't know that, you don't see me always." She stuck her tongue out at me as she brushed past me, making me roll my eyes.
"Such a smarta.ss." I smirked as I followed her. And speaking of which, those shorts were giving me a great view of her a.ss, I didn't know what was going on today, I usually did my best to avoid that kind of thoughts about my ex, but now...I didn't know, there was something so effortlessly sexy about her. I forced myself to tear my gaze from her bottom and looked at the back of her neck instead, "You're welcome."
"Thanks." She said as she glanced at me from over her shoulder, smirking a little as we walked in the living room. Where Gabe was nowhere to be found. "Where did he go?"
"Play with his new toys, he told you less than three minutes ago." I shot her an amused glanced, slumping on the couch with no invitation since I didn't really need to. This was basically the only time I got to spend with Cami every week, mostly to talk about our son, but I liked just talking too, it was nice. "Did you forget already?"
She ignored me and wrinkled her nose, sitting next to me but not too close, her knees to her chest and her arms around her legs, "Did you get him new toys?" She asked instead.
"My mom did." I answered flatly, not liking how much my parents spoiled Gabe. I was terrified that he could turn into an obnoxious brat. I pushed the thought aside, distracted by Cami once again, "Are you sure you're okay? Your cheeks are still bright pink, maybe you got the temperature." I furrowed my brows, stretching my arm and setting my hand on her forehead. No, she wasn't hot. Well she was, but in another way.
"I'm fine silly," Cami grinned as I pulled away, concern probably still showing on my face. I couldn't help it, I cared about her, hence I worried. "I had a nightmare, it must have shaken me up little," She shrugged.
"Oh," I gave her a nod even though I had the feeling that she wasn't telling me the whole truth. There was a time where I had been able to read her with a glance, know what she was thinking without her saying it out loud, guess her mood by the way she woke up in the morning and but now? That connection was gone. We got along and all, but the intimacy brought by being a couple was long gone. "What was it about? Heights? Snakes?" I grinned, still knowing her every insecurity as well as her fears.
"No," She grinned back and nudged me with her bony elbow.
I rubbed my side and winced dramatically, "Ouch. Have you been working out?"
"I have indeed, but that didn't hurt," She smirked up at me and I smiled again, the mood between us always shifting. "And if it did, then I'm sorry."
"You didn't, you're as strong as a 5 year old kid." I grinned back at her, always loving making things easy and silly instead of thinking about all the things that I had had with her and then lost.
She narrowed her eyes on me, "I might get offended."
"Gabe might get offended." I said with a straight face before breaking into a chuckle.
"Hey!" She slapped my arm playfully and frowned, "I got a lot better! My trainer makes me sweat like a piglet twice a week."
I shot her an amused look, her choice of words killing me even thought it sounded a little naughty too. Or maybe it was just my mind. "A piglet, uh?" I smirked. "Be careful, muscular girls aren't too attractive."
"Afraid that I'll become stronger than you?" She joked along with me, leaning into me a little and for a moment I swore it was like when we were teenagers. Silly and carefree and with the hope we would stay together forever.
Then that feeling disappeared, as quickly as it had come. "Impossible." I said as I showed her my biceps, making a ridiculous serious face.
Cami looked at my silly expression, "You're such a show off," She grinned and shook her head, but I could tell that she was amused.
"Jealous?" I grinned back, this time using my smug grin. "Show me what you're working with... if you're not too embarrassed that is."
She pushed her sleeve up and flexed, a laugh escaping my lips as she narrowed her eyes on me, "Hey! You're killing what confidence I had left," She said but grinned. "You might as well fire your trainer and find a new one," I shook my head, not able to hide the silly smirk on my face.
"No, he's good I swear!" She shook her head and pulled the bottom of her shirt up just past her belly button. Now, I knew we were just joking around, but god her flat stomach looked so perfect and its skin so smooth I wished I could touch it. "Look at this bikini ready body," She said while trying to keep a straight face, failing and laughing instead.
"Up for a challenge?" I asked as I raised one eyebrow at her and forced myself to tear my eyes away from her stomach.
she broke into a big grin as she turned her head towards me, "Always."
I pushed my shirt just as up as hers, "I won." I said before smirking wider than ever when her mouth dropped open for my silly trick.
"But that's not fair!" She protested, thought she was laughing, "You're a guy of course you win!"
"You're not bad though." I smiled more genuinely and gave up on the temptation to poke her stomach, making her jump a little and swat my hand away. My fingertip had been on her flat tummy for maybe a full second? That had been the longest contact I had with her in years, which was how it was supposed to be...even though there were times, mostly when she showed off a little skin, when my hands itched to touch her.
She pulled her shirt back down, biting her bottom lip, "You played dirty Mister."
"Ops." I shrugged as I kept grinning. I couldn't help myself, she always got me silly.
Her eyes shot toward the hallway all of a sudden, her expression changing, "Why there's no noise coming from Gabe's room?" She asked in a skeptical tone.
I got up from the couch and she did too, "Let's go check." I said quietly as we both started for that direction, the mood between us opposite since we were back to be in parents mode.
We stopped in the doorway, looking at our son who was asleep on his bed, still fully dressed and holding his new dragon plush. "He had to be exhausted." Cami said in a whisper as she smiled at him.
My eyes followed hers as I stepped behind her, my arms wrapping around her neck and her back leaning against my chest, "We made a perfect boy." I said quietly, setting my chin on the top of her head.
Cami relaxed against me, grasping my wrists gently with her hands. It felt so nice, so natural, so us. "He really is... makes me want another baby some day," She said honestly, not surprising me since she had told me a few times before. I usually said something nice back, and I even meant it, but there was a part of me that wasn't looking forward to see her making a family with another man even though it was what she deserved. I guessed that when that would happen it'd make things between us harder.
"Really?" I asked casually and she shrugged.
"Yeah," She said quietly, turning her head to find my eyes, our faces were not more than inches apart. She looked back at Gabe, "You don't?"
"No," I said simply since it was that simple to me. There had been a time when I had wished I would've have a wife, kids, a family, but after having Gabe and breaking up with Cami that wish disappeared because I felt that I had had my chance and missed it. I didn't want to try again, but focus on the perfect son I already had instead.
She grinned, "You'll change your mind someday," She said and her grin faltered, making me wonder what she was thinking.
I let out a snort of a laugh and she grinned again. "Probably not though," I replied since I was really sure about my convictions. Not that I didn't know that I could have it, I just didn't want to.
"If I'm still single by thirty, will you donate your sperm?" She asked, being the usually silly self.
I tilted my head to the side to stare into her eyes as I kept a straight face, "We already talked about it." I said while I tried my best not to start laughing.
"Is it a no?" She said back and let a pout play on her lips as she looked up at me.
My eyes dropped on her lips a second before focusing on her eyes again as I smirked, "It's a no because that'd be creepy, we'd make it the old fashioned way instead." I answered and even if I was joking, it was hard not to think about it, having another baby or being inside of her again, mostly when she was so close to me.
"We did a good job the first time and we weren't even trying." She smirked back at her as her gaze went back to Gabe once again.
I kept quiet for a while, taking a few seconds before pulling away from her regretfully but I knew I had to. "I better go now." I said as I ran my hands through my hair, "Do you need help with him?"
She shook her head, the look on her face unreadable, "No, I'll walk you to the door instead."
"Such a nice girl." I followed her in silence, feeling exhausted all of a sudden and deciding to cancel my plans from the rest of the night. I didn't care if Celeste would get mad, again, I wasn't in the right mood to deal with her.
When she stopped and turned around, opening the door in the process. "I'll see you next week?" She asked as she offered a smile.
"Yes." I answered as I leaned into her, dropping my hand on her hip and kissing her cheek before pulling away, "Night Cami."

294 comments:

  1. [omg this killed me :33]

    how was your night? :)
    - cami

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  2. I went straight to bed

    -ben

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  3. did gabe tire you out?
    - cami

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  4. just a little. what did you do instead?

    -ben

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  5. took a bath while he slept then read
    - cami

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  6. nice :)

    -ben
    ps: are you still reading the naughty book?

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  7. it was relaxing :)
    - cami
    ps. no, i finished it :3

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  8. I bet :)

    -ben
    ps: did you like it? :3

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  9. do you ever take baths?
    - cami
    ps. its been giving me intense dreams :x

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  10. rarely

    -ben
    ps: ...like what?

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  11. you used to like them a lot
    - cami
    ps. im sure you can guess :|

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  12. because I shared them with you

    -ben
    ps: wait. were you...? o.o

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  13. yeah..
    - cami
    ps. was i...?

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  14. do you take them often?

    -ben
    ps: were you dreaming when we woke you up?

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  15. only when i need to relax... so yes, often :3
    - cami
    ps. i told you i was

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  16. nice :)

    -ben
    ps: okay...

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  17. It's the best after a long workout
    - cami
    Ps. Oh!! You meant that kind d dream: 3

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  18. I like showers more after workouts

    -ben
    ps: yes :3

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  19. I'm not picky :3
    - cami
    Ps. Ben :33

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  20. no? :3

    -ben
    ps: that's why you were so flushed o.o

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  21. No... as long as I'm wet and clean they both get the job done
    - cami
    Ps. Was I flushed? I couldn't see my face :3

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  22. good point

    -ben
    ps: you were

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  23. I'm full of those :)
    - cami
    Ps. So weird

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  24. because you're smart

    -ben
    ps: I'll drop it, but I've seen that face before :3

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  25. You're not so bad either ;)
    - cami
    Ps. What face was I making?! :3

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  26. oh thanks :3

    -ben
    ps: o.o :3

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  27. I'm joking... better than that :)
    - cami
    Ps. I wasn't!!! :3

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  28. such a comedian ;)

    -ben
    ps: if you say so :3

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  29. you? i know :3
    - cami
    ps. i mean.. it wasn't even that far into my dream yet. it was only starting to get real good :3

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  30. I'm always serious instead

    -ben
    ps: you're making me curious

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  31. i wouldnt say always..
    - cami
    ps. youre making me blush

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  32. I was joking :3

    -bne
    ps: I'm doing nothing

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  33. now look whos the funny one :3
    - cami
    ps. you're making me think of my dream instead

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  34. oui :3
    - cami
    ps. whats that face for?

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  35. because I'm curious but I can't ask you anything

    -ben

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  36. you were in it... ill tell you that much.
    - cami

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  37. that curious huh? :3
    - cami

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  38. i dont want you to think differently of me
    - cami

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  39. I don't think it'd be possible cami

    -ben

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  40. sorry if I woke you up :3

    -ben
    ps: hot

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  41. ill live :3
    - cami
    ps. it was

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  42. you seemed very alive :3

    -ben
    ps: I bet

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  43. when? when you were staring at my chest? :3
    - cami
    ps. i guess after being with you for more than five years, dreams can be real realistic

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  44. when I was staring at your ass :x

    -ben
    ps: is it good?

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  45. when was that?! :3
    - cami
    ps. a little frustrating :3

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  46. nevermind :3

    -ben
    ps: I wish I could help you there but I can't ;)

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  47. no, i told you so now you have to tell me! :3
    - cami
    ps. oh dear god :3

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  48. what should I tell you? you were walking and I accidentally stared at your ass! :3

    -ben
    ps: I'm joking cutie, I don't want to be...inappropriate

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  49. accidentally? you kill me :3
    - cami
    ps. its fine... what i told you was more than inappropriate :x

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  50. to be honest, it was your ass staring at me

    -ben
    ps: I'm flattered though

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  51. was it violating you and making you uncomfortable? :3
    - cami
    ps. in my defense, i can't control my dreams

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  52. yes. when I got back home I had to shower.

    -ben
    ps: that's true.

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  53. true, I was all hot and bothered ;)

    -ben
    ps: it was my ego stroking you instead :3

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  54. it shows

    -ben
    ps: same thing, my ego moves my fingers :3

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  55. thanks... yours isnt so bad either :3
    - cami
    ps. you'll never let me live this one down :3

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  56. thanks :3

    -ben
    ps: I know when to stop, don't worry I won't torture you:3

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  57. welcome :3
    - cami
    ps. what a gentleman ;)

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  58. yoi should have told me sooner, I was getting worried though!

    -ben

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  59. its kind of hard to just come out and say, "im fine, i was only dreaming about riding your fingers" :|
    - cami

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  60. you didn't need to be specific cutie

    -ben

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  61. i always am specific instead and you know it
    - cami

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  62. but it depends on you...

    -ben

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  63. it was embarrassing!
    - cami

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  64. we can stop talking about it if it embarrasses you

    -ben

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  65. Ive stopped blushing ;)
    What are you doing?
    - cami

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  66. I'm making breakfast for our boy

    -ben

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  67. Did you go grocery shopping?
    - cami

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  68. I did, my fridge was empty

    -ben

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  69. Gabe clears out my fridge all the time... our growing boy can eat o.o
    - cami

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  70. he must get it from me since you eat so healthy :3
    - cami

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  71. I want him to eat helthy too, if he doesn't learn now he never will :|

    -ben

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  72. he doesnt enjoy my veggie parties :\
    - cami

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  73. maybe we should be more sneaky about veggies

    -ben

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  74. i hide them in everything i make :3
    - cami

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  75. you're the smartest :3

    -ben

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  76. i am pretty smart ;)
    - cami

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  77. smart and gorgeous, what a perfect woman :)

    -ben

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  78. youre going to give me a big ego, handsome :)
    - cami

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  79. we'd match then :3

    -ben

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  80. oh, my ego will never be so big :33
    - cami

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  81. I know youre too modest ;)

    -ben

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  82. i dont have photographers fawning all over me every day ;)
    - cami

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  83. just because you're not a model...and I'm sure you have any other kind of men doing that

    -ben

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  84. *laughs* what are you doing? :)

    - cami

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  85. why are you laughing in my face? that's rude :(

    -ben

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  86. what are you doing?

    -ben

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  87. i got called in for a shoot
    - cami

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  88. im good at what i do ;)
    - cami

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  89. i got my schedule for next week and it looks like ill be working with you
    - cami

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  90. it was about time! ;)

    -ben

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  91. your handsome face will make my job a little too easy ;)
    - cami

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  92. I wish you were always the one doing it...it'd be easier for both of us :3

    -ben

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  93. id hate to take fernandos favorite client away from him :3
    - cami

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  94. I have nothing against fernando but I like camille more :3

    -ben

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  95. he once told me that oiling up your body is the highlight of his life ;)
    - cami

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  96. thanks for telling me :|

    -ben

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  97. i cant blame him :3
    - cami

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  98. I insist you do my make up instead

    -ben

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  99. whenever you want me to, i will :)
    - cami

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  100. anytime handsome :)
    - cami

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  101. do you work a lot lately?

    -ben

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  102. i do actually... im the head makeup artist. its good because im in charge of the others and can choose which shoots i want to do or not do :3
    - cami

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  103. so youre the boss? :3

    -ben

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  104. im far from it... im a nice boss instead :)
    - cami

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  105. i dont know who decided to put me in charge, but i like it :3
    - cami

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  106. you like giving orders?

    -ben

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  107. are you bossy with our cutie? :3

    -ben

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  108. i am... but its hard since hes so adorable :x
    - cami

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  109. wait til hes older and bossing us instead :|
    - cami

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  110. good thing we're a great team
    - cami

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  111. i really am proud of us :)
    - cami

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  112. How was your weekend? :)
    - cami

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  113. it was okay what about yours? :)

    -ben

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  114. long... i had to work a lot
    - cami

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  115. do you work today?

    -ebn

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  116. i dont :) do you?
    - cami

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  117. Lucky stylist ;)
    - cami

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  118. Seeing the infamous Benjamin lindsell in various States of undress :3
    - cami

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  119. all paris has seen me undressed silly

    -ben

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  120. Hes proud of you... both of us are :)
    - cami

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  121. I'm proud of you and our son too :)

    -ben

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  122. Were so cheesy and cute :3
    - cami

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  123. nothing bad about it :3

    -ben

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  124. True... they made me the face of a new cosmetic line :)
    - cami

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  125. I told them they were silly but accepted *makes a crazy face then grins*
    - cami

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  126. well done cutie, you deserve it! :)

    -ben

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  127. Thanks :) your mom announced it at the launch party... I didn't see your handsome face there but your boyfriend was there :3
    - cami

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  128. He was with another man... jealous? :3
    - cami

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  129. Another model too might I add... the shaggy haired guy. Alec? :3
    - cami

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  130. *sighs* I don't know

    -ben

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  131. I must be easy to replace ;)

    -ben

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  132. not at all instead
    - cami

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  133. Ive heard youre competing up against a harem of girls.... tough competition :3
    - cami

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  134. it is, they're three and I'm one!

    -ben

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  135. I'm a patient man, I'll win his heart eventually ;)

    -ben

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  136. I have no chances I know :3

    -ben

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  137. well... thats a whole lot of boobies that youre competing with :3
    - cami

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  138. you have other parts that make up for it :3
    - cami

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  139. ..... wow. too much information :3
    - cami

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  140. ... what does he do to your booty? :o
    - cami

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  141. he just compliments it? :3
    - cami

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  142. you guys are so gay together :3
    - cami

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  143. do you touch and kiss? :33
    - cami

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  144. no, we have a platonic relationship :3

    -ben

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  145. im alive... but having vivid thoughts about you two :o :3
    - cami

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  146. I'm not surprised!

    -ben

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  147. because you already told me before :3

    -ben

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  148. you guys make the hottest couple ever :3
    - cami

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  149. thanks I'll tell tristan :3

    .ben

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  150. he'll agree i bet ;)
    - cami

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  151. he'll blush if I'm lucky :3

    -ben

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  152. do you make him blush usually? :3
    - cami

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  153. never...he's too manly to blush :3

    -ben

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