ae; when the time comes baby don't run, just kiss me slowly

ae; when the time comes baby don't run, just kiss me slowly by ssaarah

I felt a warm body nuzzling against me and I opened my eyes. Jac’s lips were pressing against my neck gently as she let out her little moans that drove me mad.

“Dean…..” she whispered, nipping at my ear.

“Mmm?” I turned towards her and pushed her hair out of her face. God she was so beautiful it almost hurt to look at her. Damn when did I start thinking things like that?!

“Are you awake?” I grinned at her. Since the night I told her I might be leaving we hadn’t spent a night apart…..honestly we hadn’t spent that much time apart at all, I felt like I wanted to be glued to her. To soak up every bit of her I could before I wouldn’t have her anymore…..if I could even bare to leave her.

“I am now….” I trailed off as her hand found my dick, which was already hard. Fu.ck…I could get way too used to this.

“I want to take a shower…..” she whispered, her kisses moving down to my chest.

“Oh yeah?” she nodded and straddled my body slowly.

“More specifically? I want you in the shower.” She bit down on her lip and I sat up and wrapped my arms around her, holding her body close to mine and grinning.

“I will never say no to that.” I replied before I heard the buzzer to my apartment go off. Jac rose a brow.

“Who the hell is visiting you at seven in the morning?” she asked. I groaned.

“There are only two people who consistently show up here early. And Garrett is at Thea’s already so…” I trailed off and Jac just stared at me.

“It’s Kiley.” I replied and Jac gave me a face that I couldn’t quite read.

“Why?” she said after what seemed like an hour of silence.

“She’s an early riser?” Jac moved off of me and muttered something about how she meant why she was here not why was she here early. I gave her an apologetic look and hovered over her body.

“I’ll get rid of her.” I replied, kissing her neck. “I have a shower to get to.” I winked and she grinned.

‘Hurry.” I slipped a pair of jeans on and headed to the door before letting Kiley in.

“Don’t you ever sleep in?” I asked as she took a second to take in my appearance.

“I thought we could online apartment shop for you!” she grinned, pulling out her laptop before I stopped her.

“First of all? I haven’t said yes yet. Secondly? You have to call first.” She blinked at me.

“She’s here isn’t she?” Kiley asked, spitting the word she as if it was poison. I narrowed my eyes on her. “Okay. Fine. I want to meet her.”

“No.” Kiley widened her eyes at me and set her hands on my hips.

“Why? Are you embarrassed or something?” I wasn’t sure what was up Ki’s as.s lately…then again I’d never been into a girl besides her….maybe she just wasn’t used to it.

“Oh for fu.cks sake…” I ran my hand through my hair but Jac was actually walking out as I was going to get her. When she saw Ki her face went red. She had slipped on one of my t-shirts…I guessed she figured I wouldn’t even let Kiley in.

“Um….hi.” Jac said awkwardly, tugging at the hem of her/my tee. Kiley took a second to look her up and down.

“Huh….another exotic looking brunette. Shocking.” She said pointedly. “It’s almost as if you can’t move on or something….” I shot Kiley a look as Jac widened her eyes.

“Be nice Ki.” I ordered. Ki just waved a hand in the air as if dismissing me,

"I'm joking Dean! I'm always nice, aren't I?" She made herself comfortable on the couch and already had her laptop out on her lap, crossing her legs at her ankles as she opened it and started typing away on the keys. I wondered what exactly needed to be done right now….or if she was just here to be around me. I wasn’t sure. "Do you have any coffee? I was going to grab breakfast on the way, but figured you could make those eggs I like..."

 "I'm kind of busy right now Ky..." I trailed off, moving my eyes to Jac. I could be sudsing up her naked body right now…..her perfect body…

"Did you just wake up?" Ki’s voice pulled my out of my fantasy and I turned back to her.

"Yes," I replied flatly, getting a sigh out of Jac for some reason.  

"You skipped your morning run?" Kiley raised an eyebrow and shook her head, "Huh. Old habits are hard to break, you know?" I saw Jac blinked, and I wondered what she was thinking .Yeah, it took a lot to break me out of my schedule, but honestly I didn’t want to spend my time running when I could be with Jac.

"I'll make coffee," Jac offered in a seriously monotonous voice, turning on her heel before I could even say anything.

“That shirt’s a little large for her.” She commented, smirking for some reason.

“It’s mine.” I pointed out and Kiley gave me a wide smirk.

“Yes….I remember peeling ones just like it off of you.” Okay what was happening here, clearly Ki knew I was into Jac that I was ….with her if you could call it that, but still she seemed to act as if she could flirt with me. And that was when I heard a tiny crash in the kitchen and I headed in to see Jac’s ass in the air as she picked up what looked like spilled cream.

"I could get used to this view," I said honestly as I moved behind her, setting her hands on my hips as she stood up and leaned against my body. "I'm sorry..." I said in a lower voice.

"For?" she asked, trying to sound genuine but I could tell the situation was bothering her.

"For not being in the shower with you right now..." I admitted, sliding my hand under the front of her/my shirt to knead her breast. Fuck. Jac stifled a low moan and then actually pressed her ass up against me…. "For not having my mouth wrapped around your perfect breasts right now," I pinched her nipple and we both groaned, god I loved how responsive she was to every touch…."It would be so easy to bend you over right now and slip inside of you..." I groaned, wanting to so bad it was killing me.

"How long would it take your ex to figure out what we were doing? Maybe she'd leave," Jac joked.

"Dean! Extra sugar in mine please!" Kiley yelled out, ruining the moment and making us both groan for completely different reasons.

“I'm not sure that would make you any sweeter.” Jac said under her breath and I couldn’t help but chuckle. Jac turned to me and blushed. “I didn’t mean to say that out loud…” I shook my head.

“It’s fine. She can be a little….”

“Territorial?” Jac finished for me. I thought about it. Honestly she’d never had the need to be before, I pretty much dropped everything whenever Kiley was in town. But now? Now it was very different….and I was seeing a different side of my ex.

“I guess…” I trailed off, pouring three cups of coffee and adding a giant lump of sugar into one. I offered it to Jac who shook her head.

“Black for me.” I raised a brow at her but then smirked.

“A woman after my own heart.” I grinned and Jac blushed a little before taking her mug. We walked into the living room  but Jac still held back a little, surveying Kiley. I’d never understand women with each other. It was weird I felt like I was in the middle of some silent war or something. Maybe I was. Ki set down her computer as I gave her her coffee and looked back at Jac in the same way she was looking at her.

“So…I have to know. What is it that makes you so special anyways?” I glared at Kiley and Jac widened her eyes again.

“Excuse me?” she asked, the pigment going a full shade darker.

“I'm just wondering because no one would even consider turning down a paycheck like the one he’s offered all for just a piece of as.s.”

“Kiley.” I warned again but she waved me off.

‘I mean no offense or anything. I know exactly what you’re getting out of it.” She smirked. “I’ve been there you see.” She winked at Jac but it was more of an assault on her than a joke. At least that’s how it felt….and that’s how Jac reacted. She narrowed her eyes.

‘I'm sorry….didn’t you dump Dean after high school?” That set Kiley back a second. She set her mug down and then turned to me.

“Huh. I wasn’t aware you were at the sharing time level of your relationship.” I shook my head. This was way too much drama for pre coffee.

“Maybe you should come back later.” Or not at all….I added in my head, not really liking this side of her at all. Or maybe I just never noticed it before…. She rolled her eyes and set the mug down on the table, picking her laptop back up,

"God Dean, I'll play nice with your new... what would you call yourself Jacquelyn? You two aren't dating... right?" I thought about it. My gut was to say yes, to say she was mine, my girlfriend….but it wasn’t true. It wasn’t real as much as I wanted it to be…she seemed to be thinking the same thing because we both stayed silent. "Not a good sign," Kiley added with a fake dramatic sigh, typing loudly as we kept staring at her. "And starting a relationship when Dean's planning on leaving soon? Bad idea." I wrapped an arm around Jac’sshoulder, afraid that one of us might claw each other since the mood was getting real catty.

"I still haven't said yes," I replied and Jac looked up at me, probably surprised because I had told her that I had….I just didn’t want to get her hopes up even though I was beginning to think it would be way harder to leave than I had planned.  Jac pressed a kiss against my lips and smiled a small smile, and I wished I could read her mind.  A groan left Kylie, but when we pulled back to look at her she was smiling.

"You guys are cute," She said in a monotone, sounding more bitchy than anything else. God girls were weird.

 "I think so too," Jac replied in the same tone. Okay. That silent war I was talking about earlier? It was on. And honest to god, I wasn’t sure which girl had the upper hand. With anyone else I’d know Kiley could nail them to the wall…..but Jac held her own, hell she even put me in my place more than once. They were a pretty even match. Not that I felt like they should be fighting at all. Kiley and I were just friends now anyways.

“Mhmm…”Ki trailed off, but still didn’t take her eyes off Jac. Getting awkward.

“I need to pee.” I said out of nowhere, I half expected Jac to give me a look pleading with me not to leave her alone with Kiley, but I underestimated her, she was looking back at her without even flinching. I went into the bathroom and smirked as I saw some of Jac’s things on my sink, a toothbrush, a razor, a compact. Things that would normally freak me out for some reason now made me smile. Maybe it was because I knew it was going to end so I didn’t care that it was moving fast….or maybe she was the one. Like….the real one. And I was about to walk away for good. I looked back at my shower longingly, my mind painting a picture of how good Jac would look bent over it and tried to shove down those thoughts so I wouldn’t have a semi when I went back out.

“Just make sure you know what you’re getting into. He’s leaving in less than a month.”

“You mean he’s going home with you right?” Jac’s voice echoed after. I waited in the hallway for a second, wondering what Jac meant. It certainly sounded like she thought Kiley wanted me back, but she had made no moves towards me at all. I mean she was flirty, but that’s how she was with every guy.

“I mean he’s not staying here.” She replied, not confirming or denying what Jac seemed to suspect.

“Hey baby.” Jac grinned at me, turning on her tiptoes and pressing a kiss against my lips. It was something we’d been doing anyways, kissing whenever we’d walk into a room together, but this time it felt like she was proving a point too. I really needed to get a girl guide. Maybe Jac would tell me just what was going on.

“So…” I looked at Kiley who was right now back on her laptop. “I'm hungry….” The awkwardness in the air was so palpable it was getting to me. The girls seemed to be handling it better than me and I wasn’t even in trouble with either of them….or maybe I was in trouble with both of them and I just didn’t know it yet…She looked up at me and grinned,

"Red velvet pancakes?"

"God yes," I groaned because I’d almost forgotten about my favorite treat. Ki used to make the best breakfasts. "Jac, are you -" I cut my words off and looked at her, stopping because the look on my face said it all.

"I'm going to go grab my things. I have a meeting at noon and should probably go home and shower," she said in a monotone and turned on her heels before anyone could reply, making her way to him bedroom. …..What just happened. I followed her in as she was pulling a dress over her head.

"Are you okay?"

"Are you still in love with your ex?" Jac asked blatantly and I stared back at her in confusion.

"What?"

"You got on my case for getting back with my ex a few times... but you? You hook up with your ex every time she comes back home, you invite her into your place when she shows up at 7 in the morning and you have a naked girl in your bed... so, are you not over her?"

“It’s not like that.” I shook my head but hearing it coming out that way? I totally got where she was coming from.

“You just moaned in front of her.” Jac pointed out, her eyes narrowed.

“She’s my friend.” Jac just looked at me, she swallowed and ran her hand through her hair.

“I believe that you think that Dean I really do, but if I was out of the picture? I'm pretty sure you’d be waking up with her and not me.” I tried to find something to say to that…..but I couldn’t. She was probably right. Except for one thing.

“Jac I can’t still be in love with someone I was never in love with in the first place.” Sure I’d had feelings for her, puppy love even, but it wasn’t real. We were barely a couple, we were more like fu.ck buddies.

“But you have feelings for her.” I walked closer to her, desperate to touch her, to reach for her and reassure her but I felt like she might pull away and I didn’t want that.

“I have feelings for you.” I said seriously. “Big feelings. The kind I didn’t ever have for her.” Jac blinked and it looked like her expression softened for a bit but then it was back, like a wall went up or something.

“But you’re leaving with her.” She said in a small voice.

“It’s not with her. It’s not for her at all Jac.”

“Oh really? Tell her that because she seems to think differently.”

“I can’t speak for her, I don’t know what she thinks but I can speak for me and it’s not like that.” God this was hard….I wanted to fix this, to tell her that I wasn’t hung up on my ex, in fact I was really quickly falling in love with her but what would that do?! I was leaving….

“I need to get to work.” I stopped her and walked out into the living room.

“Kiley, go back to your hotel.” I said sharply. Ki looked up at me.

“Trouble in paradise?” I picked up her laptop and put it back into the stupid bag she had next to her before walking to the door and holding it out.

“Next time you want to talk? Call first.” I ordered, not happy that my perfect morning had basically been shot to hell. Ki just smirked.

“I like it when you’re bossy.” She winked and grabbed her bag from my outstretched hand. “Call you later!” I shut the door behind her and turned back to Jac who was standing in the doorway to my bedroom watching me.

“Please don’t go.” I thought about begging her. God please don’t go when I only have a few more weeks to soak up all your perfectness…..please…Jac slowly nodded as she started smiling and I felt myself relax.

"Okay..." I immediately walked closer to her, feeling like it wasn’t good enough if we weren’t touching. I wrapped my arms around her body and held her close, feeling the heat radiating from her body.  

"I'm sorry," I breathed against her neck and kissed it. "I didn't know she was -"

"Stop," she cut me off before I could say anything else and reached for me, tilting her head up to press her lips against mine. She leaned her chest into me and kissed me hard, fueling me on. My head though maybe we should sit down and think about this but honestly my head just wanted her clothes off and to be touching every inch of her body….I slid my tongue into her mouth, backing us up and we kissed ferociously until she backed up into my desk. I grabbed at her dress and pulled it over her head.

"I can't even think straight when you're around," I admitted under my breath.

"I'm sorry," Jac grinned as I let my hands finally roam her body. It was ridiculous I felt like it had been to long but I’d woken up with her only a few hours ago. I just couldn’t get enough.  Jac’s lips were still parted and small moans left her mouth, silently begging for more and totally killing me. Dropping my hands down to her ass, I lifted her up and set her on the desk,

"You're not..."

"I'm not," she repeated and let her head fall back, closing her eyes as I moved my lips down her neck.  “Dean!” she gasped as I took her breast into my mouth and bit down on her nipple. I smirked as I worshiped her body, loving how even the slightest touch made her react. God it was so sexy…I pulled back and looked in her eyes, taking my hand and trailing my fingertips up her stomach, barely touching her. She gasped, her back arching, moaning when I let my fingers pinch at her nips ever so slightly.

“Are you always so hypersensitive?” I smirked, finally taking her breasts and kneading them, exploring them, feeling the weight of them in my hands and trying to memorize how they felt….they were perfect.

“It’s you…..”she choked out, her breathing hitched. I chuckled.

“That’s a good answer.” I said seriously, pulling away from her and taking in the few as she groaned.

“Come back.” She pouted and I smirked, peeling off my t-shirt and then slipping out of my jeans. Jac watched and bit her lip. “Do you always go commando Mr. McGarritty?” she asked, tilting her head to the side and letting her hair fall over her shoulder. She was so fu.cking beautiful I couldn’t even stand it.

“I'm going to start if it makes you look at me like that.” I commented, walking out of the room.

“Where are you going?!” she exclaimed and I grinned as I peeked my head back in the door.

“To turn on the shower. Aren’t you coming?” I shook my head and grinned. “Let me rephrase that. I'm going to turn on the shower….where you’ll be coming.” Jac groaned and I held out my hand for her to follow me, pressing her up against the hallway and kissing her hard, honestly pressing her against every wall or surface I could find as we slowly made our way into the bathroom, wasting quite a lot of time but when I was touching Jac? It wasn’t a waste at all. We broke apart only for a second so I could turn the water on, Jac’s body already pressed up against my back as I stood up. Her fingers slowly moved down my chest as her lips moved across my shoulders…but then she was sliding her hand down to my erection and groaning.

"You're ready for me," she whispered against my skin and started stroking me, getting me thicker with every touch. Ugh. I reached for her body, lifting her up and positioning her so my dick was resting against her pussy….god I was aching for her.

"If you keep touching me? We'll never make in to the shower," I grinned, gripping her ass tightly to keep her in place as I stepped into the shower, the water hitting her back and sending a shiver through her body as I watched her nipples harden even more. I leaned her body against the glass door, not wasting any more time and slipping inside of her. Fu.ck….she was hot and wet and so ready for me I could easily explode right there….

"Finally..." Jac trailed off and moved her eyes up to mine as she started grinning. I pushed myself all the way inside of her, not an easy feat…she was small and tight as hell despite the fact that she was basically dripping wet.

"I'm never going to get over how tight you are..." I groaned, pulling out slowly only to drive back into her again, getting her used to my size.  

"I love the way you feel inside of me," she smirked and tightened on purpose around me …fucking hell….

“Damn it Jac.” I groaned, squeezing her as.s tighter in my hands. “Do you want me to drop you?” I smirked and she grinned.

“I doubt that would happen.” She arched her back into me and moaned as I started a slow rhythm, fu.cking her up against the shower wall.

“You kill me…..” I trailed off watching her breasts move with our bodies. Everything about her was sexy, everything about her was such a damn turn on it was hard to think straight.

“That wouldn’t do me any good at all……oh god…..” Jac moaned, her head thrown back as she dug her nails into my back.

“If only all my mornings were like this.” I smirked, grasping her hips and pulling out only to slam back in as deep as I could get, capturing her groan in my mouth as I kissed her.

“….so big….” She muttered, it killed me when she did that, it was like I was so good she didn’t realize she wasn’t saying full sentences and it made me crazy. “….so close…” she bit her lip and I pulled back and shook my head.

“Uh uh.” I replied, holding myself inside of her and making her eyes fly open and breathe out in a silent question that left me chuckling. “Too soon baby.” I kissed her lips, pressing her up against the door hard as I let her body go. “I want you to turn around and bend over.” I whispered against her ear roughly. She widened her lust filled eyes but did as I said, bending over and arching her back, giving me such. a. view. She couldn’t even begin to understand how sexy she was. She tossed her head over her shoulder and looked over at me as I stared at her ass, borderline drooling.

"I'm waiting," she said with a smirk, pushing her legs apart and grabbing a hold of the railing in front of her.

"I'm busy..." I trailed off, grinning as I kept staring, wondering what I did to deserve this girl. She parted her lips as I stepped closed, my dick resting against her ass as I snaked a hand around her body to angle her hips just where I needed them. I let my hand find her clit, rubbing and using my fingers to push her open. Jack let out a long moan and arched her back further, pressing her ass harder against my erection.  

"Jacquelyn..." I kissed the side of her neck and worked two fingers into her, pumping them back and forth.

"Mmm?" she moaned in response, whimpering just slightly when I pulled my fingers out to replace them with my dick. "Fu.ck... Dean," she said louder this time, her moans just fueling me on. I tried hard not to lose it right there, my mind both totally focused on her and how good she felt and how good I wanted to make her feel, but it was also making a list of every single thing I wanted to do to her. And it was a long long long list….I grabbed her hips tight and sped up, cursing under my breath as Jac’s moans echoed around the room.

“Remember when I told you you had a perfect as.s?” I growled into her ear after kissing my way up her back.

“Mhmmmm” Jac moaned.

“I didn’t even know what perfect meant until now.” I said seriously.

“God you kill me…..” she breathed out, pulling one hand off the rail to massage her breast, I moved one of my hands to knead the other one. There was nothing better than this……being deep inside of her, touching her, her touching me, touching herself. It was as close as we could be and all I wanted was more, harder, better, deeper….I couldn’t get enough if I tried.

“You kill me too.” Smirked, nipping at her shoulder and then standing back up, grabbing her hips, hoping I was being gentle enough that I wouldn’t leave marks on her..then again that would be even more proof that she was mine. I splayed my palm against her as.s and then tapped it, smirking as she moaned.

"....close..." she let out more loud moans leaving her lips as soon as she said it.  I bit down on her neck, knowing I was probably leaving marks but not caring anymore.

"No," I replied back quietly, but then her pussy was spasming against me like she couldn’t control it anymore….ugh."Fuck baby," I growled against her skin, pinching her nipple and pulling at it. Jac tossed her head back at the last second and then I felt her come hard against my body…god there was no better sound then her moaning out her climax….she was so hot.

"Dean..." she moaned out with her eyes shut tight, the sounds of our bodies louder as I kept going faster and harder inside of her. I moved my hand own the front of her chest and towards her clit, rubbing it to keep her going.

“You feel so fucking good," I whispered into her ear.

"Then cum with me..." she smirked and opened her eyes, turning her head to find mine and kiss me hard, both our tongues fighting for dominance.  “Now baby…..please….” she moaned against my lips and it was like she flipped a switch in my body. I roared against her mouth, coming so hard I thought I was seeing stars as I tried to focus on also pressing down on her cli.t. I thought I heard her call out her own climax as I was spinning thought mine but I sure as hell felt it. She clamped hard around my dic.k before releasing, going as liquid against me as I was against her. Our breaths were heavy, erratic but I felt her body start trembling around mine and I held her tighter so she wouldn’t fall, pulling out of her slowly and turning her in my arms so her back was up against the wall and we were staring at each other as we tried to catch our breath.

“You’re beautiful….” I trailed off, pushing the wet strands of her hair back as she gave me a heady smile that sent a shock through my body.

“I-….” She trailed off, looking down and shaking her head as if she was changing her mind about what she was about to say. I tilted her head back up with my thumb.

“What?” she shrugged, water droplets rolling off her shoulders slowly.

“I didn’t know it could be like that….” She trailed off, her face slightly pink as the gravity of her words hit me like a ton of bricks. I didn’t either honestly.

“….It isn’t. Not with anyone else.” I admitted, looking deep into her eyes and wanting to hold her against me. And so I did. I wrapped my arms around her waist and pulled her into my chest. She set her head against me and I cupped her head against my body, holding her being just as intimate as what we had just finished doing.

“I know.” She said against my body, her voice reverberating against my chest.

“Should I soap you up now?” I asked, trying to lessen the intensity of the moment because I was this close to asking her to move to Vancouver with me again and I don’t think I was ready to accept her second rejection.  Jac pulled her head back to look at me a small smile tugging at her plush lips.

"Please..." I turned her back in my arms, squirting soap in my palm and then rubbing my hands together so the liquid became a foam, kissing up her neck since I couldn’t help myself.  

"Your skin feels like silk," I said quietly, my hands moving over her stomach. Jac’s body arched against mine and her hand reached up the cup the back of my neck as I worked my hands up to her full breasts, kneading them in my hands…getting worked up all over again. I was going to have to live with the effect she had on my body because I was pretty sure it wasn’t going away any time soon.

"The effect you have on me..." Jac trailed off, almost saying my exact thoughts.  

“What about it?" I asked breathily, sliding one hand from her breast, down her stomach to cup her pussy and feel her head against me.  "Jacquelyn..." Jac shivered and  then slid her fingers up into my hair, pulling my head down to meet hers and kiss her deeply, gasping as I worked two of my fingers deep inside of her. My erection was hard as ever, pressed up against her ass and throbbing all over.

"I want to come with you," she said in a quiet voice, making me grin.

"Again?" I had no problems with that and I kissed her swiftly.

"No... to Canada. I want to come with you," she clarified. I blinked at her, not even knowing what to say for a moment. I pulled my fingers out of her, regretfully and she turned back in my arms though she still kept her body pressed hard against mine.

“That is….if the offer still stands….” She trailed off, looking vulnerable but stubborn at the same time.

“Yes….fu.ck…..yes please come with me.” I said, totally shocked. Her face broke into a wide grin and I cupped her face, pulling her head close to mine and kissing her hard.

“We’re a little crazy aren’t we?” she asked against my lips. Yeah. A lot crazy. More than a lot. But it wasn’t like she was some one night stand I wanted to take with me so I could come home to a hot girl in my bed. I could do that anywhere….I was crazy about Jac. I had no doubt in my mind that I’d fall for her in no time and if that was crazy….well then I was crazy.

“I don’t care.” I replied, pulling her tighter into my arms.

“Me either.” She replied, letting her eyes shut as I kissed her again.

“You know this makes you my girlfriend.” I told her, pulling back and more than thrilled to put a label on our relationship because that’s what it felt like to me before anyways.

“I guess it does.” She grinned, her face flushed and excited.

“Well we should celebrate.” I replied, spinning her back in my arms and letting my hands wander back to where they’d been before. Jac moaned.

“Yes please…..”