sunshine it's a friend of mine

sunshine it's a friend of mine by sassy

 Jake growled as he watched yet another lady go into the office, his brows furrowed together in a frown and he looked as if he was about to turn the place upside down. “Jake….” I looked at him with a worried look, since he seemed to be close to have a heart attack or something. “Are you okay?”
“She got here after us!!!” He said through his teeth. Oh good god. “What the hell are they waiting for?” He let out a breath and I didn’t do anything but stare at him, and then I started chuckling. “What?” He blinked at me.
“You’re being so cute Jakey.” I whispered, reaching over and pressing a kiss against his cheek.
“Also I don’t like the way that guy keeps staring at you.” He added, ignoring my kiss and sweet words because he was on edge. Thank god men couldn't get pregnant, they'd be a hell worse than women.

“That’s because I'm not wearing panties and he looked up my skirt.” I said casually as I opened a magazine and flipped through it.
His head snapped to me like I knew it would. “What?!”
I let my eyes flick to his and gave him a fake innocent face to let him know I was joking. “What?” I asked, batting my lashes as he smirked and shook his head.
“You’re such a tease cutie.” He reached for my hand and pressed a kiss against my palm.
I let out a sigh as I leaned my head against his shoulder, not letting go of his hand. "I was trying to distract you love." I said quietly as I tried to breathe steadily but it was hard. I knew that Jake was nervous and impatient, which in all honesty was what made me nervous and impatient too. I had no other worries, because after three tests the chances of not being pregnant were slim.
"You did." He said back softly and pressed a kiss on the top of my head, "But f.uck, I feel like we've been here since forever." He muttered on a second thought.
I looked up, staring at them through my lashes, "Be patient Jakey." I said with a frown.
"I barely know what that word means." He admitted with a serious face that got me laughing. "What?!"
I lifted my head from his shoulder to look into his eyes and I poked his nose. "Stop with that." I smiled at him, determined to make him relax for real, for us sake. "And you'll learn to be patient when we'll have our baby."
At the mere mention of that, he beamed at me, making my heart melt. "I hope so." He said in a soft voice before frowning, "What if I'm not?"
I rolled my eyes, about to scold him again when the door in front of us opened and my doctors head pop out, a woman coming out of the room before she smiled to me. "Miss James." She said in her usual quiet tone, motioning to us to go inside.
Jake literally jumped on his feet, his face a mask of tension. "Finally." He muttered under his breath but not low enough for me not to hear.
I got up too, narrowing my eyes on him, "Behave bear." I warned him and walked past him, stepping into the room.
“It looks like you’re here for a pregnancy test.” The doctor smiled politely.
I nodded. “I took three home pregnancy tests and they were all positive, it’s really more to see if everything’s okay.”
My doctor grinned. “Of course. Let’s get a urine sample and some blood work then it will just be a few minutes.”
“So an hour.” Jake said under his breath and I shot him a glare, taking a mental note to kick his perfect ass later.
The doctor laughed though. “I know you must be impatient, but I assure you I’ll be doing my best to be quick.” She nodded and gave her a fake smile as she left.
I stood up, “I swear Jake if you’re like this the whole time? I'm not letting you be the dad!”
He burst out laughing and pulled me into his body, only making me want to slap his face. “You’re so sexy when you’re angry at me.” He replied, cheering me up instantly.
“Oh stop it! I have to go pee in a cup.”
He pulled back. “And you ruined it.” He replied in a monotone even though he was still grinning at me.
I rolled my eyes before leaving the room for a few mintues and then came back and sat next to him again, my legs bouncing.
“You should be more patient love you’re having a baby.”
I glared at him before a nurse came to take my blood. "Hilarious." I said flatly, keeping a straight face even though it was hard. He was being silly and even though I was grateful for that, since it eased the tension, I also didn't like when he mocked me.
The nurse grabbed my arm gently and I turned my head in the other direction, staring at Jake instead who looked as if he was going to pass out. "It won't hurt." She said quietly and I barely felt the needle into my skin, so I had the feeling she was talking to my boyfriend and not to me.
His expression softened and turned into a more serious one as he squeezed my free hand, "Are you okay?" He asked.
I shot him and amused expression since between the two of us? He was the one who hated needles and hospitals. Not that I liked them but still. "I'm great." I grinned at him before looking back at the woman, who was now pressing a ball of cotton where the needle had been. "How long will it take to have the results."
"A few days for the blood test while you'll get the urine one in a few minutes." She answered politely as she put a band-aid on my skin, "You should eat something now, you look a little pale."
I parted my lips to thank her, but before I could answer Jake was back on his crazy behaviour, "A few days?! How are we supposed to wait a few days?!"
"You don't have any other choice." She nurse shrugged nonchalantly, not even bothering to get annoyed, and leaft tossing a smile in my direction.
I smiled back at her then glared at Jake. Again. "You know that it takes 9 month to have a baby right? Because if you're already so annoyingly impatient for a few days I don't know how you can wait that long." I said with my eyes narrowed on him and I half expected him to laugh in my face instead.
“It doesn’t seem long enough to get ready.” Jake said suddenly, leaving me wonder if he was losing his mind.
“It seems like the perfect amount instead.” I replied, opening my mouth to say something else but the doctor came in at that second and I squeezed his hand. I was supposed to be the crazy one between us, but today it seemed like it was vise versa.
“Well congratulations, it looks like you’re about 5 weeks along.” She said grinning at us.
I felt...weird. Panic, happiness, worry and relief went all through me and I almost felt dizzy. We were going to have a baby, it was real.
“So then only 8 more months….” He trailed off.
“Just about! I'm going to prescribe you some prenatal vitamins, and give you some information on different birthing methods. I'm also going to refer you to an OB-GYN for the rest of your pregnancy, she’ll schedule the first ultrasound.” She started balbbing, giving me a hard time since that was a lot of information and she talked too fast. My brain was about to explode and so was my heart, but where my mind was concerned, I felt nothing but happiness in my chest.
“Do you know when we can find out the sex?” I asked, in a voice of my forced calm. I didn't want to sound like an idiot.
“Probably in about three months.” She nodded and Jake groaned again for no reason at all.
I nodded as I bit down on my lip, my leg bouncing and giving me away. "Okay." Was all I was able to say.
She smiled and got up again, us doing the same to shake her hand, "If you need more vitamins or you don't feel good don't hesistate to call me and we'll schedule another appointment." She paused then lit up, "Oh! And of course you'll get a call when the blood test results will be ready."
We said bye and finally got out of the office, my eyes lost in nothing as Jake set his hand on the small of my back to lead me outside. "Are you okay baby?" He asked quietly.
"You've been awful." I snapped, my eyes narrowed on him.
"What?" He blinked at me as he gave me a surprised look.
I shook my head and looked in front of me again, wishing I had worn sneakers since the way back to our apartment wasn't a short one and we didn't even have a car. "You kept groaning and rolling your eyes like everything and everyone annoyed you." I pointed out.
He studied me carefully, reaching for my hand as we walked side by side, "You're just looking for a reason to fight." He said slowly, knowing me better than anyone else.
I pursed my lips together, still avoiding his gaze, "Maybe." I admitted, "But that doesn't change the fact that you did really keep groaning like a rude bear." I added.
“I know.” He nodded, pulling me closer to kiss my head. “I need to work on that.”
“You do!” I narrowed my eyes at him and he winced.
“I'm sorry love. I told you I'm not perfect.”
I blinked at him and then rolled my eyes. Not perfect my ass. “No you still are instead, that dumb nurse kept looking at you.”
A smile started forming on his lips, of course. He liked attentions and made no mystery about it, even though he claimed he was just nice. Truth was, he was too hot for his own good. Or mine. “Are you mad because I was rude or because a nurse was looking at me?” He asked, knowing me a little too well
“Does every girl have to look at you?!” I pouted and he gave me a weird look that I had no idea of what meant. Then, out of nowhere and with no apparent reason, he kissed me. He cupped my face and kissed me hard right in the middle of the street, pouring his love into the kiss, sliding his tongue into my mouth and sliding against mine until neither of us could even breathe anymore. He pulled back and I blinked. “What was that for?”
“Nothing I just couldn’t stop staring at you.” He shrugged, enunciating the last word and making his point without saying anything else.
“Oh Jakey…..” I leaned against his shoulder and tangled my hand in his, my stomach clenching. “I feel weird.”
He stopped and panicked for a second, I could see it into his eyes. “Weird how? Are you nauseous? Dizzy? Do you feel sick? Do you think it’s the baby?” 
“Stop, you’re freaking out. I'm hungry I think.” I said and tried not to smile, but failed.
“Okay what sounds good?”
She licked my lips, guessing that a little teasing wouldn't hurt. “Jake.” I gave him a slow grin and he widened his eyes at me, faking an innocent that didn't fit him at all.
“I'm not sure I'm very filling…..” He trailed off making me just grin wider.
“I have to disagree with that.” I tilted my head to the side and it was his turn to try to keep from smiling. He was so big that every time he was inside of me I felt him everywhere.
“Oh? I thought you were mad at me instead.”
I raised an eyebrow as I gave him a questioning look, "Mad at you? Why?" I asked.
"The nurse." He grinned, looking genuinely amused. "Are you having memory issues?"
"No." I said keeping a straight face as my hand moved from his back to his ass, pinching it.
"Ouch." He grinned wider, squeezing me against my side, "I'm not sure if you were serious when you said you were hungry though."
I rubbed my flat tummy, making a silly face as I looked at him, "I am. I can't wait for you to cook me something yummy."
"Uh? I thought you wanted me." He raised one eyebrow at me as we stopped in front of our building and he slid the keys out of his pocket.
I bit down on my lip, brushing past him as I walked through the door, "Later Jakey bear." I said suggestively, feeling him following me in the elevator.
His arms caged me as he set each of his hands by the side of my body, his own body leaning into mine. "What makes you think that I'm going to cook for you?"
I spun on my heels, facing him and getting high on his intoxicating cologne. "Because you're going to be a dad and dads cook." I said in a teasing tone but as soon as I heard my own words my throat went dry. It was really happening.
“My dad never cooked.” He countered, grinning even though I felt as if he had no reason to grin.
“Jake.” I whispered, my mood back to terrified since one moment I thought I could do it and the next one I convinced myself we weren't taking this seriously enough. “We’re going to have a baby.”
He grinned and cupped my face to kiss me. “I know, I remember the doctor’s visit we just got back from.” He replied, smirking once again as our roles switched. It was as if we were taking turns at freaking out, and now it was mine.
“A life Jake. That’ we’re responsible for. I’ve never been responsible for anything I'm going to fuck it all up and bean will hate me.”
He led me out of the elevator, guiding me to the couch as soon as we walked into our apartment. He sat on the coffee table in front of me and squeezed my hands. “I know it’s a little overwhelming. Trust me it is for me too. But we’re going to do the best that we can, and we’re going to love that little bean more than anyone!”
“I already do!” I exclaimed, my hand flying to my still flat stomach. “Is that normal?” I blinked and he gave me a sweet smile.
“I don’t know if it’s normal, but I feel the same way.”
“Yeah?” I smiled and he nodded.
“I want to pretty much keep you in bed and pamper you and make sure everything is okay 24/7” He admitted, not surprising me even a bit. I knew my bear.
“Don’t you dare Jakey.” I narrowed my eyes. “I'm pregnant not crippled.”
He sighed. “I know it, but I just want everything to be okay and I don’t want you to be in any pain.” He winced, not helping my case at all.
“Yeah, I hear pushing out babies is real painless.” I said, the thought worrying me a little if I had to be honest. But women had been giving birth for centuries, I could do it too.
“I’ll be with you the whole time, you can keep kicking me if you want.” He teased, trying to make the moment lighter. “Now what do you want for dinner?”
I pursed my lips together, food not seeming like a good idea at all now. "Nothing." I said shaking my head.
He furrowed his brows as he leaned into me, reaching for my hands and squeezing them, "But you wanted to eat." He reasoned out loud.
"Don't feel like eating anymore." I said simply, letting my back fall against the couch as I looked at him. I wondered if he was going to stand me, I mean I was normally pretty hard to handle with my swings of mood and my crazy moment, now with hormons playing a big part in all of that...I was going to be awful.
"Are you okay Vi?" He asked as worry filled his eyes again.
"God yes! It's just that I'm not hungry anymore." I snapped back, regretting my words and my tone as soon as I heard them. I brought my hand to my mouth to cut myself off, watching him blink his eyes at me while I felt bad. "I'm sorry baby."
He took a deep breath and got up, leaving me fear that he'd walk away from me for a moment. But he sat next to me instead, wrapping his arm around my shoulders and pulling me against him. "It's fine..." He trailed off.
"I'm going to get worse Jake...you know me, I know me, it's going to happen." I said quietly, relaxing into his hold since he always had that effect on me. He was my rock, my everything. "I'll have a lot to be sorry for."
He laughed, his chest vibrating under my cheek, "I'm sure you'll find a way to make up for anything you might do." He smirked at me as he looked into my eyes, kissing my nose, "Plus, as you said, I know you and I know how to handle my crazy girlfriend."
I sighed, accepting that he had a point. "I'll try to be good." I paused as I wondered how if there was a way to freak out less. "Maybe I'll start doing yoga, it might help me relax." I added, only making him laugh again. I poked his side and bit back a smirk, "Hey, I'm serious!"
“Baby I can’t wait for you to get crazier and bigger and everything because it means my baby will be coming sooner.” Jake said seriously.
“Oh my god how do you handle being so damn perfect all the time!?!” I asked, holding my hands in the air and huffing off.
“Is it annoying you?”
"Yes.” I said, looking back at him and catching his eyes on my butt. “And stop looking at my ass.”
He grinned as he walked towards me. “I will never stop looking at your ass.” He said seriously against my neck before placing a quick kiss against it.
“Jakey….” I whispered. “I'm so scared. Scared and nervous and happy at the same time and it’s overwhelming.” I leaned back and he wrapped his arms around me like I knew he would.
“I know the feeling. But it’s mostly happy right?”
I nodded. "I think I'm tied between happy and terrified honestly….you’re not because you don’t have to be pregnant.” I pouted, allowing myself to be silly.
“It’s true, but I’ll be with you every step baby. I’ll do whatever you want whenever. I’ll even eat the same as you. And no booze for me.” He winked.
"Please." I raised one eyebrow at him, knowing him a little too well.
"What?" He blinked his green eyes at me as he pulled his head back, "Don't you believe me?"
I shrugged and let a grin play on my lips, hoping that our bean would get all that cuteness and those gorgeous eyes from his dad, "I do, but we both know how much you like drinking a beer while watching your silly sports on tv."
"You have a point." He admitted and sighed before pressing a kiss on my forehead, making me wrinkle my nose.
"I know my bear so well." I relaxed in his hold, sneaking my arm around his waist and loving how my body fit perfectly against his. "You don't need to eat what I eat or stop drinking."
He looked down at me as he shot me a questioning look, "I feel like a but is coming."
"But I like the part where you'll do whatever you want whenever." I said with a grin spreading on my lips as I tossed my legs over his lap.
"For some reason I'm not surprised at all." He laughed while I watched him in adoration, smiling like an idiot for how much I loved this guy.
"Because you know how much I love when you spoil me." I grinned and reached for his hand, tangling our fingers together as I set both of our hands on my belly. "And you'll spoil little bean too."
Jake reached down and kissed my stomach, sending a shiver through my body. “I will. Too much probably.” He blinked as he pulled back and tilted his head as he looked at me.
“What?” I asked, looking down as he grinned slowly. What was with all those facial expressions?! I was confused.
“Your boobs are bigger.” He reached out and held them in his hands.
“Jakey!!” I batted his hands away and looked down my shirt. They weren't bigger, but my Jakey bear was silly and was a guy, always dreaming about bigger boobs.
“They feel bigger too.” I made a face and he grinned wider. “Get naked so I can see better.” He offered, reaching over to press a kiss against my neck but I batted him away again. I felt as if I didn't want him to touch me, like it annoyed me...but it didn't really. I guessed I was starting to ride the hormonal rollercoasters.
“No! I'm hungry instead!”
He blinked at me. “You JUST said you weren’t hungry anymore!” He protested, reaching for my waist and pulling me back into him.
“I change my mind about changing my mind about being hungry.” I said simply and he laughed.
“Okay baby.” He grinned. “I’ll eat you instead how about?”
"No." I answered simply, my face straight.
His grin faded and his lips parted slightly as he stared at me, "No?"
I shrugged, dying a little for the expression on his face but trying not to burst out laughing, "No, you heard it right." I managed to say but when he blinked at me with those green eye, looking like a lost puppy, I gave up. "Oh baby." I smiled eventually, tossing my arms around his neck and pulling him into a hug.
He let me hold him, molding his hard body against me and nuzzling my neck, "I almost believed you. Almost."
I chuckled and kisses his forehead, then his nose, his cheeks and, finally, his lips. "I'm just a silly girl." I whispered against his mouth.
"My silly girl." He clarified before flashing me a smirk, "Can I eat you know?"
I chuckled again, running a hand through his golden hair and wondering if our bean would get it from him. "No baby, I was serious about that."
"Bummer." He sighed though I could see into his eyes he was still smirking, "I know you'll change your mind later."
At that I grinned, nodding my head because it was always like that. "I will, I always do."
He shot me a smug smirk, "Because I'm your irresistible boyfriend."
I laughed, even though that was true. He was deliciously irresistible, along with many other things. "Get up irresistible boyfriend, feed your babies."
"My babies." He echoed me, his sexy smirk turning into the cutest smile ever, "I love you."
I kissed him one last time, feeling my heart explode, "We love you too."