Is it the look in your eyes, or is it this dancing juice? Who cares baby, I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes, or is it this dancing juice? Who cares baby, I think I wanna marry you. by nadiaa featuring a matte lipstick

"Good morning beautiful…" I heard Jared whisper as I felt him press a small kiss against my temple.

I slowly opened my eyes, "Good morning… Did I sleep in?" I asked him.

He nodded, "Just a little bit." He grinned, "I took the time to order breakfast." He said, holding a tray of various things.

I sat up looking at all the food, "Breakfast in bed?" I asked.

He nodded, leaning over to kiss me, "Surprised?"

"Honestly, yes." I grinned at him, "Another way you're spoiling me."

He smirked, "Don't worry about it… especially when you're dressed in nothing but that." He looked down at me with a fire in his eyes.

"You mean this?" I said innocently, pointing at the lingerie I was wearing.

He nodded, kissing my bare shoulder, "You know how hard to was to sleep next to you when you were wearing nothing but that?" He asked me as I blinked back at him, "I know I didn't slip it into your bag." He smirked.

I grinned, "Well I definitely packed it for myself."

"At your parents house?" He raised a brow making me blush.

"I just wanted you to see it." I winked.

"You know you would have killed me." He smirked, "Killed me dead."

I bit my lip, "Oops."

He kissed me on the lips, "You're naughty."

"And you're perfect." I told him seriously. I grabbed a strawberry off the tray and bit into the sweet fruit. I moaned at the deliciousness.

"How do you do that?" Jared asked me, confusing me.

"What do you mean?" I tilted my head to the side.

"Look so sexy doing something so innocent." He smirked making me grin.

I shrugged, "I think you just are a dirty boy." I kissed him deeply on his lips as I wrapped my arm around him, tangling my fingers in his hair, "I think I'm hungry for you now."

"I'm always hungry for you." He told me, kissing my neck and I could feel myself get wet, "You're so sexy."

"I love you so much Jare." I breathed out, "Thank you."

He pulled away with a smile, "What do you mean baby?"

"For loving me." I told him, "For dealing with the sh*t Ive put you through."

He shook his head, "I love you too and I don't want to hear this anymore." He gave me a smile.

I nodded and grinned, "So what are we doing tonight on our last night?"

"You're so impatient." He teased, sliding his hands up my thighs as he kissed across my neck.

"Jared…" I let out a breath as he chuckled lightly.

"If you wanted to go out today you should not have worn that." He told me as he smiled at me.

"Are we staying in then?" I asked him as my hands slid down his perfect bare chest, running my fingertips lightly down his abs.

"Can I ask you something first?" He told me as I nodded slowly.

"Anything." I told him, trying to not quickly overreact.

"This time… it's for good and I know it won't always be like this, in paradise with nothing to do but each other."

I giggled and nodded, "I know that baby."

"I'm serious though. We… we always run away from each other when things get hard, but just because we're in one doesn't mean that it won't be hard sometimes…"

"What are saying Jare?" I asked, furrowing my brows.

"I'm asking if you're ready to spend your life with me. Through the good and the bad… everything. Kids… grandkids… I want it all. With you." He told me seriously as I smiled.

"You sound kind of like you're proposing." I joked with him and how serious he was being, but he wasn't laughing. "Jare…" I trailed off nervously.

"I am." He said after a moment of silence.

Oh. My. God.

Did I hear what I just think I did? Or was it just me hallucinating or dreaming. Was this really happening? I had imagined this moment since Jared told me he loved me in high school, but I definitely didn't expect it now, it Anguilla right after waking up and looking like a complete mess. I couldn't believe this was what I hearing…

He turned around to grab something out of the nightstand and turned back towards to face me holding a small red velvet box and opened it.

"I am done running, I'm done feeling hurt or resentful for things in the past… I'm done f*cking around with you. I should have asked you years ago. Marry me Aeryn. I am so in love with you."

A million and one thoughts ran through my mind, but I was speechless, completely and totally speechless.

"Oh my god…" I managed to breath out quietly.

"I've been trying to think of the perfect place and perfect time to do this, but you don't need that… I just want you to know that I'm being sincere and honest and I want nothing more than to marry you and make you my wife…"

"Oh my god." I repeated as tears formed in my eyes, "Jared... I didn't want to force you to propose... Especially so soon after everything happened..."

"I'm done waiting Aeryn... I want to marry you an the sooner the better." He smiled, "I can't wait to see you walking down to aisle towards me... So what do you say? You want to wake up next to me for the rest of our lives?"

I grinned as I sniffled, "Of course Jared."

"So that's a yes?"

I nodded, wiping my nose,  "Yes, I would love to marry you."

"Thank god." He joked as he pulled the flawless ring out of the red velvet box, "I hope you love it. If not we can always change it..." He slipped it on to my finger.

I shook my head, "No, it's perfect... So perfect. I just need to size it." I grinned, admiring the stone and how I'd never seen a design like this, "Where'd you get it?" I asked him as I looked back up at him.

"I had it made for you…" He trailed off, "I didn't think you needed some standard ring… you're too amazing for that."

I grinned at him and kissed him deeply, "This is absolutely too much Jare. I mean this whole weekend and the ring. It's all too perfect."

"You deserve it all…" He grinned at me, "It's nothing. I've always wanted to get you something incredibly special."

"Well this is more than special. It's perfect." I admired the ring. I looked back up at him, "Oh my god."

"What is it?" He said with a concerned look on his face.

"We're going to get married!!" I squealed, more excited than I had ever been.

He grinned at me again and I knew I couldn't hide my excitement.

"It's about damn time." He teased and I threw myself onto his body, pressing kisses all over his face and jaw.

"Better late than never." I whispered, wrapping my arms around him and hugging me tightly.

"Very true." I agreed, holding me in his arms, and I had finally felt content with how my life had gone. I had always regretted marrying Jason and leaving Jared, but now it was all going right… perfect in fact, except that I was a divorcee.

"But…" I trailed off, shaking my head, thinking about how this would be my second marriage…

"What's wrong Aeryn? Stop freaking me out here…"

"No… I want to marry you, more than I want anything…. but."

He held my head in his hands, "Baby… baby but nothing." He shook his head.

I gave him a small smile, "It's not fair… I already had the big wedding… you saw me in the dress Jare…"

He swallowed and nodded, "Yes. I do vaguely remember you walking down the aisle to marry a man that wasn't me."

I smirked, "You know if you had had that jealous face that day maybe I wouldn't have gone through that mess."

He grinned, "Better late than never Aer." He repeated my words.

"But… it's not fair to you. It should have been you Jare… I don't know if I can do that again… that wedding is ruined in my mind because the marriage was such a disaster." I said, shaking my head.

He grinned, "Oh baby, I would marry you anytime, anywhere. And our wedding will be different because our marriage will be different. Completely opposite actually."

"You're so amazing." I told him with a grin, "I can't wait to marry you…" I trailed off, staring at him.

"Me too" He said, leaning over to kiss up my neck slowly.

I bit my lip, "Maybe we shouldn't sleep together until the wedding though… you know to make it special." I told him, joking to see his reaction.

He pulled away and stared at me with wide eyes, "Your next words better as hell be 'let's get our butts to a church in the next few hours'" He said seriously, making me laugh.

"I'm kidding." I smirked at him, "That was funny."

"I didn't think so." He kissed me, "That was pretty cruel."

I grinned, "You know I wouldn't be able to deny you for that long baby. I'd probably cave before you."

"You are insatiable…" He groaned underneath his breath.

"I blame you…" I grinned at him, "So is it too soon to ask if you've thought about the wedding?" I tried to hide my blush.

He shook his head, "I've thought about this since I was 19 years old Aeryn…" He trailed off as he looked at me, "I don't care where we get married… or who's there. All I care is that you are standing in front of me in a white wedding dress."

"God, that talk is so f*cking hot." I breathed out, thinking about him in a tuxedo.

"Oh yeah?" He smirked, "Have you had fantasies about this?"

I bit my lip, "Of course… I've definitely given the thought of the lingerie I'll be wearing more than a few times." I grinned.

He raised his brows, "Go on…" He urged me with a grin.

I blushed, "Jare! No! Not only can we be talking about this, but what if I want to surprise you! I don't want to ruin it."

"Or you could just wear nothing that night…" He trailed off with a smirk, "That would surprise the hell out of me."

"Shut up." I smirked, "You'll love whatever I wear."

He nodded, "That you are right about… I know our wedding night will be amazing, but I really cannot wait to just see you walking down the aisle in a beautiful wedding dress…" He smiled at me and it was the sweetest thing, so sweet it was almost hot… it made me want to jump him.

"I can't wait to see you in a tuxedo." I bit my lip, "I don't want a big wedding." I told him thinking about it.

He furrowed his brows, "No?"

I shook my head, "I want the most important people in our lives to be apart of our special day. It's not a show for everyone, it's for the two of us." I gave him a smile.

"I agree." He pressed a soft kiss against my lips, "Anything you want, you're going to get. That's my promise to you for the rest of our lives…"