back against the wall and odds, with the strength of a will and a cause your pursuits are called outstanding, you're emotionally complex

back against the wall and odds, with the strength of a will and a cause your pursuits are called outstanding, you're emotionally complex by sassy

"SEPTEMBER 28TH Word got out that a finance intern is hosting a wild house party in their Russian Hill, San Franciscan home tonight. Head on out to the city if you dare to see if the party is earning up to its reputation. Try not to get /too/ wild..."

I downed my third drink, or maybe fourth, trying to kill my boredom and my bad mood even if it seemed a mission impossible. Pretty much nothing could turn my mood into a good one when I had got up on the wrong side of the bed. A body bumped against my back and I turned around immediatly, ready to bite the head of whoever it was. But it was Lila. "You again?" I asked in a tone that showed my annoyance.
She parted her lips then closed them again, looking surprised. "Sorry, someone pushed me and I just lost my balance." She explained quietly, then glanced at her now stained top, "Great."
"It still looks great on you." I commented shortly as I stared at her breasts, her pink skin peeking out the generous neckline and looking as edible and delicious as ever.
"At least I found you." She said back and offered a grin, turning her flirty switch on but, no matter if it was on purpose or not, I wasn't in the mood for being teased.

I stared at her blankly once my eyes met hers again, "Where you looking for me?" I asked in monotone.
She bit down on her lip, shaking her head, "No, I was just saying you know..." She trailed off and shrugged her shoulders, looking uncomfortable, "To ease the mood."
"The mood?" I echoed her, not really into her words but more into her cleavage instead. I wished.
She took a deep breath as she offered a tight smile, pushing her hair behind her ear, "I better go to the bathroom and fix this mess." She said instead, ignoring me and looking at the ruined top.
"Is that an invitation?" I asked as I grinned, still wanting to rip her clothes off no matter if I had said that I wasn't interested anymore. Truth was, I wasn't that much, but I hated being turned down and since our morning in San Francisco I had been obsessing, devoured by the need of having her naked under me.
At that she seemed to relax a little and her pretty smile came back onto her lips. "I doubt you could be of any help." She teased like the little flirt she was.
I considered for a moment what to do and I stared at her. I wanted her and I wanted her now. "Come outside, it's too crowded here." I said out of nowhere and reached for her hand, risking it.
“My shirt-“ Lila started but still took my hand, following me outside. “Are you hiding a tide to go pen out here or something?” She asked grinning up at me.
“A what?” I snapped, my brow furrowing as she shook her head.
“Never mind.” She rolled my eyes and just peeled off her top, leaving me disappointed since she was wearing a tank underneath. Skimpy and see through, but still. She walked to the pool and dipped some water on her stained shirt, instead of wetting her tank which would have given me a better show. “That should do for now.”
I just nodded, not really caring about her top or how to learn washing clothes in a pool. “Right.” I said flatly.
She stood back up, setting her shirt on a folding chair and setting her hands on her hips. “Why is it that you’re the one in the bad mood even though I'm the one with the spoiled top?” She watched me eyeing her, my gaze trailing over her body and lingering on her nips which were staring back at me now.
“Maybe I was in a bad mood before.” I pointed out in the semi annoyed voice I’d been using all night. One thing I'd never like about girls were how they always thought they were the cause of everything.
“Do parties piss you off?” She asked, surprised. “I’d think you’d be in your element, all those pretty girls letting down their inhibitions.”
“You don’t think very highly of me do you?” I asked, stepping close to her again as I tried to distract her from all that talking.
“You don’t want to know what I think Travis.” She said softly.
I took a few seconds to process her words and that was something that didn't really happen much but for some reason she looked like the type of girl who could have pretty interesting thoughts, I guessed it was one of the perks of having a brain. "You're right, I don't want to know." I said eventually.
She looked taken aback, maybe a little disappointed too. "Then why did you take me here?" She asked quietly.
I took another step closer to her, downing the rest of my drink and reaching for her glass in order to free her hand. "You done?"
"No." She shook her head and drank the honey colored liquid before giving me her empty glass herself, her green eyes staring into mine, "Yes."
"Good." I said simply as I set the two glasses on one of the tables surrounding the pool, feeling some kind of electricity, tension even, growing between us.
"Why did you take me here?" She repeated the question, only this time her voice was lower and breathy, sexy as f.uck.
I let my eyes trail down her body lazily, appreciating her creamy legs, the curve of her hips, her thighs waist and her perky breasts. "You look irresistible tonight." I commented quietly, my hand dropping on her hip to pull her closer gently yet firmly.
"I thought you said you weren't interested anymore." She said back as she swallowed, her body tensing under the palm of my hand when it traveled behind her back but she didn't pull away.
I just shrugged, not really wanting to get into a talk that would lead nowhere. I had already talked to her more than I usually did and even if it had been nice it had been enough, more than enough. "Doesn't matter what I said." I flashed her a smirk, my other hand tilting her chin up to angle her head like I wanted it, so that she had no escape from my gaze. I knew she was attracted to me, but she was so damn hard to read and so frustrating with her no's and her teasing.
"You're confusing me." She admitted in a barely audible voice as she set her hands on my chest almost timidly and for a moment I thought she was about to push me away. She only needed a nod, a glare, anything, and I'd let her go for good, getting over this freshly born obsession of having her. Instead, she rested her palms there and gave me a look I knew well.
I let my smirk widen and tightened the hold I had on her, giving her no escape. "Let me get it straight." I said seriously before closing the little distance between us and pressing my lips against hers, their softness hitting me immediately and causing a hunger in me I had never experienced before. I savoured her, taking my time to spoil her delicious lips, kissing and sucking while I waited for her response.
My tongue slid across her lips, I sucked gently on her bottom before taking her mouth again, my hand tangling further in her hair as my hand pulled us flush together. It took her a few seconds but then she was finally kissing me back, wrapping her arms around my neck and crushing her breasts against my chest.
“Mmmm…” She moaned against my mouth and I held tighter to her, loving the sexy sound coming from her.
“Lila….” I growled against her lips before dragging them back to mine for more of kisses before I moved from her mouth to trail down her jaw.
Her back arched as my lips hit her throat, her breath catching and her skin getting heated. “Oh my god….” Her back hit the wall of the house as I pressed into her, making her gasp. She pulled back, looking slightly dazed..
“You’re not going to say no now.” I growled, I was already hard and there was no way in hell I'd stop this.
She swallowed as she took a moment to catch her breath. “How can you kiss me like that and act like all you want is my body?” She asked seriously, grabbing my tee shirt and pulling me back into her roughly. “Kiss me like this instead.” She whispered, crashing her lips against mine, forcing me to be rougher with her and surprising me.
I smirked against her mouth, glad that my trick had worked on her. Give a girl gentleness and she'll demand the opposite, which was exactly what I wanted. I stopped holding back and showed my true nature, my tongue sliding into her mouth without asking permission as the kiss grew hotter, rougher, my body pushing her against the wall as hers arched into mine. "Better?" I asked with a cocky grin on my face as we broke the kiss.
"Maybe." She answered in a coy breathy tone that fueled my desire even more, her fingers tangling with my hair to pull my head down to her again.
My lips landed on her delicate jaw instead, them trailing down her neck with kisses and bites as my hands left her hips regretfully to move up her sides while she moaned, her body tensing and relaxing in my hold, giving in to me. "God Lila..." I trailed off in a low groan as I cupped her breasts, pushing them together slightly to allow me to sink my teeth into that soft mound of flesh. They were the perfect fit for my hands, perky and round, her skin so silky and sweetly scented that I knew the moment my nose dipped into that paradise I wouldn't stop. I didn't want to and I wasn't even sure I'd be able to. There was something about her, something intoxicating and leaving me craving a lot more than what I was having.
"Travis." She moaned again, but this time her tone sounded uncertain, her small voice revealing her young age and pulling me back to reality for a moment as she slid her hands on my shoulders to push me away gently.
I swallowed and stand straight again, my eyes pinning hers as I did my best to remind myself that I couldn't always just take what I wanted. "Don't tell me you're stopping me...we barely started." I said in a low convincing tone as one of my hands moved back to her hip while the other tangled with her golden hair it to give her head the perfect angle for me to take her mouth again.
Lila kissed me feverishly, biting and sucking and giving just as much as I was giving her. “Why do you keep thinking I'm going to stop you?” She whispered against my lips, moving hers across my jaw before tugging on my earlobe with her teeth gently.
“You’ve said no before….” I answered even if it wasn't just that. Most of girls literally threw themselves at me, Lila not only didn't do that but she had said before that she didn't do one night stands either, and that was exactly what I was offering her instead.
She shook her head. “Don’t make me get into this again when our mouths could be doing such better things….” She whispered, her hands slipping up my shirt to press against my skin while I thought about her mouth wrapped around my dick. Ugh.
“How much have you had to drink?” I asked, looking down on her but not pulling my hands away.
“A beer?” She replied slowly before grinning. “Are you worried you’re taking advantage or that I’ll pass out right in the middle of the fun part?”
I shook my head and pressed her body up against the wall, all of me hitting all of her and making her grind her hip against my thigh where our bodies met. “Why are you always trying to guess my thoughts?”
She grinned up at me then she licked her lips slowly, killing me and making me stare, almost hypnotized, before she groaned and arched her hips against me harder. “I'm not drunk Travis just fuck me!” She begged.
I rose a brow at her. “Right here?” A little half grin appeared on my face and she ran her hand down my torso to slide against the spot where his jeans were straining against my erection.
“Where ever you want.” She said seriously.
I groaned and then I was on her, my hands reaching for her breasts again, but this time sliding under her top, tugging at the stiff peaks as she threw her head back, getting more and more impatient to be inside of her, to see her whole body naked.
“LILA?!” A voice broke the silence and our kiss too.
She blinked her eyes open to look at me. “What’s wrong?”
I pulled back and blinked at her. “I didn’t say anything….” I trailed off.
“What the fuck!?” The voice said again and I started to feel my blood boil because I hated being interrupted.
Lila looked over my shoulder, her eyes widening. “Riley?!” She blinked as I pulled back from her, my hands sliding out from under her shirt.
I set my jaw, never liking being interrupted by whoever, but when I turned away and saw the guy and his face? Goddamn he looked as if he had just caught his girlfriend cheating on him and for how little I knew about Lila it could've been the case too. Sure she had said she was single, but girls could be great liars and from the look on her face I could tell she knew this boy really well. I parted my lips, even though I had no idea of what to say. This kind of scenes were what I didn't miss from my high school years.
"Who is this?" The guy said before I could speak, his eyes almost popping out of his skull as he stared at Lila. Who looked in a loss of words too.
"We work together." She said eventually and blushed furiously, looking as if she wanted to bury herself a hole and hide.
I almost laughed at her answer, only I was too p.issed off to actually laugh and my balls were the bluest they could get, so I just blinked as I composed myself. "I'll see you at work Lil." I said in monotone as I smoothed my hair back with my hands, glancing at her and at the guy before walking away. Sure she was something, hot, beautiful even, with those perky breasts and that silky sinful skin, but no girl was worth any complication. I should have known from the beginning that me inside of her wasn't going to happen anyway, I had seen the signs, unfortunately I was always too stubborn. Stubborn yes, but not stupid.
I made my way inside the house and stopped by the kitchen to get myself a drink what would keep me busy for a few, just the right time for my dick to understand that he wasn't get any and for me to be able to ride my bike comfortably. I walked out the house again beer in hand and lit my cigarette as soon as the fresh september air hit me, heading to my bike and leaning my ass against it while my mind drifted back to Lila. Unbelievable.