iIf I could give it all away, will it come back to me someday?

iIf I could give it all away, will it come back to me someday? by sassy

  SEPTEMBER 4TH Freshman students in any of Stanford University's tech courses will be making a visit to the Campus today - and we're going to show them around, to our divisions, in small, manageable groups, and teach them what it's like to work at Apple.

(Flashback)

I walked through the long white hallway of Apple Inc, my eyes catching out of the window glass a big blonde man I had grown accustomed to see around. His mouth opened into a small o, smoke flowing out his parted lips while his green eyes looked at his iphone intently. He surely was a good looking guy, if you went for intense and golden hair, which I didn't. "Still being a slacker?" I teased me as I walked out the building, smirking at him.
He glanced up at me, a pained look on his strong features. "I'm going through hell with Karlie." He said in a mutter.
I sighed, feeling bad for him and his girlfriend, who happened to be the reason why I knew the man in first place. That girl was my friend and a good one too, but god she was a handful. "You know how she is." I shrugged my shoulders, not really good at giving love advice since my love life was nonexistant.
"Yeah." He said in monotone, his iphone disappearing into the pocket of his tailored blazer. "Are you still trying to ignore Jeff?" He asked instead, smirking as he brought up the man I hated the most in the whole building, whose job was supposed to be mine.
I groaned, annoyance getting the best of me, "I had to bring him paperworks for this new guy he wants to hire...Peter Locke or something."
He raised one eyebrow at me, "I bumped into a guy less than 3 minutes ago, he asked me where Jeff's office was and his name was Nolan, not Peter."
"Awesome." I groaned again. I had read both the guys resumees and suggested this Nolan Reese, even though I had never met him, but of course Jeff liked the other more. But apparently he had changed his mind without telling me and now I was the one who got him the wrong paperwork. The things he'd do to make me look bad. "I need to fix this." I added before heading back inside, Travis shooting me a sympathetic look.

I walked fast to my office, grabbing the small pile of papers under the name Reese and going straight to that idiot's office. As I was expecting, the guy was already there and Jeff was holding his forehead as if he was trying not to let his last neuron run away from his head. "Looking for the Reese paperwork?" I said, making the new guy turning, his eyes dropping down my body and focusing on my breasts. He was a really good looking guy, handsome features and a fit body which clothes weren't able to hide, but I didn't appreciate being looked at as if I was a blow up doll at work, it made me feel as if men didn't respect me just because I was sexy. I cleared my throat and his eyes returned back up to my eyes, just in time to catch me glaring at him.
"Yes," Jeff jumped up to grab the papers from my hand, making his best effort to rape my arm in the process. "Thank you Eva, I'd be lost without you."
I made what sounded like a snorting noise, turning on my heels and shooting the hot guy another look before leaving.


(Present)

Leaning his back against the wall, Nolan kicked the door closed with his foot and watched me type quickly. "Do you have a question or are you just here to watch me work?" I asked, breaking into a smirk and then biting my lip to conceal it.
"Usually you like when I watch you," He retorted, recalling one of the many times I had been giving him a show, my hand between my legs and his name coming out of my mouth.
I shook my head but I felt my cheeks turning pink, "So you're here to talk dirty? Couldn't you wait a few more hours when we're off?"
He chuckled and moved his hands to his pockets, "Actually, I'm dodging my office since its full of freshman who know jack shit about computers. I thought you might enjoy some company."
I stopped typing and leaned my back against my leather chair, taking in the great view Nolan was. Tall, perfect body, perfect face, perfect brain, he was pretty much perfect all over for what I knew, he had this prince charming attire going on when reality was far from that. In bed, he was a beast. "You want to hide here, you're not really offering company." I grinned at him as I crossed my legs, them catching his attention immediatly.
He moved his eyes back to my face, the right corner of his mouth lifting to give life to a sexy lopsided smirk. "I would, but you wouldn't let me interrupt your work to have some fun."
I frowned, correction, I faked a frown, as I looked up at him through my lashes, "I must be really bad if I don't let anything distract me from what I'm doing." I said and by the end of the sentence? I was dead serious. Not about being bad, but about always being focused on my job.
He let out a sigh and ran a hand through his hair before he took a seat from across my desk. "If I didn't get to f.uck you I think my ego would be pretty bruised right now."
"Thank god your pretty ego is all good instead." I said back and this time I smiled, getting up to walk over the door to lock it, "And just for the record, I'm not the only one married to her job."
He ignored my words completely and glanced at the door before gluing his eyes on me again, "Why did you lock the door?" He asked with a grin I knew all too well.
I couldn't say the same about the rest of him, the time we spent together we spent it naked, or working, which let me see a few sides of him, all good ones, but I knew there was more. Only, I wasn't interested in exploring further, things barely worked for how they were and I didn't want to go back to that point that had already got us in trouble one year before. "I don't want freshmen here." I said as if it was the most obvious thing in the world, raising one eyebrow at him.
"You're really no fun." He pointed out and I had no idea if he was teasing or not. Either way, I didn't care.
I walked to the window and opened it instead, reaching for the box of cigarettes into the pocket of my blazer. "Why are you looking at me as if I'm growing two heads?" I asked when I noticed his expression.
"You know that smoking is not allowed in here." He said slowly.
I grinned as I glanced up at the smoke detector. "Mine doesn't work...ops?" I shrugged as I set one cigarette between my lips before offering him one, "Come on, break the rules and be fun." I added in a teasing tone.
"Are you really lecturing me on being fun?" Nolan grinned and stood up, walking behind me and grabbing my hips instead of the cigarette. Pushing my body hard up against his, I used a hand to push my hair off to one side then pressed his lips against my skin softly. "And don't get me started on breaking rules. I'm pretty sure you wrote the book of all the rules."
I tilted my head in his direction and blew a perfect O shape of smoke in his face, a smile on my lips as he cut the kiss short and pulled his head back. "You know how I feel about having sex at work," I winked at him, always the tease.
"Then why'd you lock the door?" He asked again and this time, I rolled my eyes.
"I told you already. Don't you ever listen to me?" I turned my body to face his, leaning my ass against the windows ledge.
He grinned and shook his head, "Give me one."
"Say please," I shook the box a little, trying to tempt him.
"You know that words not in my vocabulary," He retorted and snatched the box from my hand, letting one fall onto his palm and bringing it up to his mouth. I tossed him the lighter and he said a quiet thanks, a too quiet one.
"I didn't hear you," I set my leg between his legs and tossed him a coy look.
"I said thank you," He repeated, blowing some smoke out the window.
I clutched my lips around the cigarette, inhaling deeply as I stared at him and his undeniably handsome features. "So you actually have manners. I'm shocked." I grinned, words coming out of my mouth mixed with smoke.
"I do, just not in bed." He retorted as his grin matched mine, his hand grabbing my thigh from its back and keeping it in place so that I could feel his impressive d.ick.
"Don't trick me into talking dirty now, you're not getting any now." I raised one eyebrow at him, my words serious and I meant it, but I took a few seconds more to rub my knee against his forming erection before setting my foot back on the floor. Sex with him happened, and quite a lot, but never, ever, at work. As long as it was separate from the rest of my life, it worked. I had my orgasms without worrying about anything else, it was a little like working out.
He groaned quietly, blowing smoke out of his nostrils and looking like a sexy devilish tempter. No wonder why I always fell in his bed. "You can be pretty boring you know that?"
"Is that why you came hiding here? Because I'm boring?" I retorted, not offended even a bit because I knew I wasn't boring. Maybe not exactly super fun, but not boring either. The fact was that if a man took his job seriously, went after his goals and the little time left he used it for no string attached sex? He was driven and in control of his life, sexy even if his looks helped him. But if a women was the same? She was boring and desperate. It was always the same old story.
He shrugged and leaned against the window ledge as he pulled away from me, looking outside, "Your office was the closest." He said as his lips curved into a small grin.
I grinned too, relaxing a little because, since I was apparently having a break from my work, I better enjoy it. "Lies." I retorted and kept my eyes on his face.
"Your door is next to mine." He shook his head as he turned his head in my direction to make eye contact. "You know that."
"I was trying to find another explanation but now you just hurt my feelings." I faked a pout before taking the last drag of cigarette and tossing it out the window, blowing the smoke out the corner of my mouth and straight into his face.
Nolan wrinkled his nose, making a show out of it and looking cute for just a second. Cute didn't really fit him. "That is disgusting," He said flatly and I stared at him with wide eyes and my pout still in place, knowing exactly what effect both had on him. "And stop giving me that face."
"What face?" I widened my eyes even more and stepped between his legs, setting my hands on his strong thighs.
He grinned and shook his head, taking another drag of the cigarette and blowing it sideways and out the window. With his free hand, he cupped my ass and pulled me closer. "You're giving me the same look you make when you're begging for more," He answered back and flicked the cigarette butt out the window.
My mouth fell open before curving into a smirk, "I never beg for anything."
"Are you sure about that?" He raised a brow and dropped his eyes down my body, them getting darker just as they thoughts were getting dirtier for sure.
"Only when you play hard to get," I joked and he laughed, shaking his head again.
"That would have been you."
"Me?" I raised one eyebrow at him, inching my hands up his thighs and closer to his crotch to tease him deliberately. "Please, I always give you what you want."
"Really? I doubt you're going to give what I want now." He retorted as his eyes glanced down where my hands were, his free one cupping my other cheek before he squeezed my ass.
"It depends on what you want." I said with a shrug as I played innocent. Truth was, both of us knew that sex in my office when there were so many people going around the building wasn't going to happen, but he liked challenging me and I liked teasing him anyway.
He turned me in his arms, his hands going to my hips to press my ass against his growing erection. "You're a smart girl, I'm sure you can guess." He said into my ear, his lips brushing my skin just so slighty.
I had to admit that I was tempted, a quick session of mindblowing sex was what I needed to relax from all stress that work was putting me through. But it was still a no. "Are you being shy now? Do you talk dirty only when you're naked?" I asked with a smirk as I turned my head to look at him from over my shoulder, setting my hands on his and taking them off my hips before I pulled away from him.
I heard him groan from behind me, the sound low and sexy. "What do you do tonight?"
"You hopefully." I said as I walked to my desk, opening a drawer to grab a handful of wrapped candies. "Want one?" I asked, watching him and waiting for his answer. We didn't date, we didn't even go out really, we just...spent time together having sex? I didn't really know how to call it, but it worked.
"I'm more interested in you sitting on your desk while I eat whats in between your legs," Nolan replied honestly, following me over to the desk and flopping down on the chair across from me.
"I know," I replied with a smirk, pushing my breasts together after sitting down and leaning against the desk a little, enough for him to still see my cleavage.
"But since that's not an option, what are you eating?" He asked and watched me plop a candy into my mouth.
"Butterscotch," I answered and used my index finger and thumb to flick one in his direction.
He caught the candy and peeled it from its wrapper, tossing it into his mouth and sucking. Nodding his head, he smirked at me, "Sweet, but you're much sweeter.... as long as you don't open your mouth."
"Lies," I bit into my bottom lip. "You love when I'm loud."
"Unfortunately only inside voices are allowed in your office," He sighed.
"Are you getting frustrated here?" I asked as I leaned my elbow against the desk and set my chin in my palm, staring at him.
"I always am with you." He retorted, his lips curved into a teasing smirk.
"Lies again." I made a show of rolling my eyes and sighing before I leaned back against my chair, "Would you rather talk about something else?"
He raised his eyebrow, "Like what?" He asked flatly, the tone of his voice already telling me that he wasn't interested and I wasn't surprised.
I shrugged but let a smirk play on my lips, "Work? Any complaints? Sexual harassments to report?"
"What happened to Jeff? Wasn't him the one taking care of that part of HR?" He asked with a hint of amusement in his voice.
"I got him fired and stole his place." I said nonchalantly, never being one who bragged about her success or how I got it, but the man was a pig and I was better than him anyway.
He let out a small laugh as he shook his head, "Damn." He paused and shot me an amused look, "Should I be scared of you? Are you like the praying mantis?"
"If I were I would have bitten your head off." I answered as I grinned at him, "And you're too handsome for me to fire you and find a replacement. You'd be hard to top."
"You top me just fine." He said back, his smirk widening as he kept his eyes on me.
"Understatement of the year." I answered seriously.
"Cocky now, are we?" Nolan retorted with a grin.
I nodded my head slowly then gave my shoulders a slight shrug, "I blame you. I take my clothes off and you start showering me with compliments..."
He laughed and shook his head, "You wish."
"I wish?" I widened my eyes while still grinning, "Did you not tell me that I had the nicest body you've ever seen?"
"I believe I said that you have the nicest ass I've ever seen," He corrected me.
I faked a pout and looked back at him, "Wait, what's wrong with my body?"
His eyes dropped down to my chest again before flicking back up to my eyes, "Nothing... absolutely nothing."
"I guessed so." I said flatly and looked back at my computer screen, opening the calendar to see how many appointments I had scheduled for the day. They were always too many and I didn't really like dealing with people anymore, I wanted to boss them around instead. Or take big decisions. Either way I was sure that recruiting cordinator wasn't for me anymore, I wanted more.
"This is when you compliment me back." He cut into my thoughts, looking at me with a dead serious expression on his face.
I tried not to grin, biting down on my lip instead, "No." I said simply.
"You're so ungrateful."
"You get as many compliments as I do." I finally let a smirk play on my mouth as I gave my attention back to him, letting him know I was just messing with him.
"I don't know what you're talking about." He said back stubbornly.
I leaned tossed my head back and closed my eyes, "Yes Nolan, yes! You're so big...oh god!" I moaned softly then opened my eyes, taking in his body and mentally peeling his suit off of him, "Your body is so perfect! More!" I finished before breaking into a grin and raising one eyebrow at him, "Does that sound familiar?"
Nolan blinked while staring at me before breaking into a laugh and shaking his head, "You're a little too good at faking it. Do I have anything to be worried about?"
I grinned and bit down on my lip again, flicking my eyes back over to the computer screen, "Mmm..."
"Mumbling isn't an answer," He said flatly, still playing around with me since he had to know that there was nothing fake about the way he made me cum or how loud he made me scream. He was so good in bed.
"I've faked it before..." I trailed off and clasped my hands in front of me on the desk, pushing my breasts up and together again."But never with you."
"That's always good to hear," He cracked a grin. "Can I have another one of those candies? I'm craving something sweet right now."
I rolled my eyes but dug back into the bag to toss him over two candies. "Did you skip lunch?" I asked and started typing again, filling a report about a guy I had caught sleeping on his desk.
"I didn't," He replied and kept his eyes on me. "What are you doing after work?"
"I thought we established that already..." I trailed off with an eyebrow raised, still typing quickly.
"You were a little too vague for my liking," He retorted.
"I said you, isn't that enough?" I raised one eyebrow as I stopped typing and gave him back all my attention.
He set his forearms against my desk and leaned into me from across the table, his eyes staring into mine. "No. I never know what kind of kinky you're up to until it happens."
At that I grinned wide, my gaze dropping on his lips a moment because they were really tempting. "You like any kind, so what's the problem?"
He noticed where my eyes were and shot me a cocky look, "No problem, but it'd be nice to know at least where you'll unleash your inner freak."
I laughed and felt myself blush, because yes I liked it naughty, but I wasn't that bad. "Oh come on I'm not like that!" I protested.
"I don't know about that." He grinned wider, cupping my chin and brushing his thumb against my lips, "My place?"
"You're not taking me to dinner?" I faked a frown and bit the tip of his finger, only messing with him since we didn't do that. Not that I'd have any problem to share a meal with him, but it'd only make things more complicated and none of us wanted complicated.
"No, I like you hungry." He said with a straight face as his eyes got darked and incredibly sexy. The things his eyes alone did to me.
I crossed my legs under my desk and squeezed my thighs together, my hand reaching for his wrist as I pulled my head back, "How come you make everything sound sexual?"
He shrugged, sexy grin back in place, "I'm talented." He said simply.
"In more way than one." I said back.
"Ha!" He grinned wider, "You just did too."
I leaned back against my chair as I looked at him intently, wondering why he didn't have a girlfriend. I had no boyfriend because I had no time, I was too focused on my career, plus I was too used to be alone to let someone into my life. I needed my time, my space, my habits. "I still think it's your mind which is always dirty instead. I'm an angel." I said eventually, faking an innocent face.
Nolan laughed at my words and shook his head. "You should dress up like an angel for me tonight," He said seriously, his sexy grin still not having let his face.
"And what do angels wear?" I asked and bit into my lip, leaning back into the table so our faces weren't more than a couple inches apart.
"White lingerie... one of those little halos," He shrugged nonchalantly, while I thought about all the stuff I had in my closet. No halos unfortunately, but I had apair of wings from halloween.
I rolled my eyes but kept grinning at him, "I don't think I've ever seen an angel in lingerie..."
"There's a first for everything."
My eyes flicked down to my breasts for a second and then met his again, "I'm wearing white lingerie right now."
"Show me," He retorted, knowing I wouldn't.
I shook my head slowly, "No."
"Tease," He said flatly.
"Always so impatient." I sighed and got up, walking around the table and stopping in front of him.
He raised one eyebrow, more like stared at my breasts since they were at his eyes level. "Did you change your mind?"
I shook my head again but bit down on my lip, shooting him an innocent look. "No but I feel like I have to prove you I'm not lying."
He let out a low breath, it coming out of his throat and sounding really sexy. "Tell me how." He ordered, his tone firm like it was whenever he told me what to do.
"I'd rather show you." I said seriously and slid my hands under my dress, being careful not showing anything really when I pulled my thong down my legs. I kept my eyes on his, noticing how his own got darker as I stepped out the white piece of lace and I stuffed it into the pocket of his jacket. "I want it back tonight." I whispered into his ear.
"God Eva." He groaned, reaching for my hips and pulling me closer to him.
I grabbed his wrists to force him to pull back again, a wide smirk on my lips, "Tonight Nolan."
Nolan shook his head and sighed. "You kill me," He replied and kept his eyes locked on mine before they dropped down to my breasts again.
I ran my tongue across my lips before parting them, a small knock on my office door interrupting us. Giving him my back, I moved towards the door, feeling his eyes still on me. "What can I do for you?" I asked after opening the door and facing a plain blonde who was one of the new HR girls.
"Would you be willing to talk to a few freshman?" She asked.
"Maybe you could. They're closer to your age, aren't they?" I retorted, since she looked as if she still was in high school.
Her eyes wandered behind me and once they landed on Nolan, she blushed brigh red. I wasn't even surprised. "Jeff was supposed to give some sort of speech..." She trailed off and looked nervous. "But he's gone now and I'm too new, I'm not sure what I'd say."
"You'll think of something and you'll be great," I replied before closing the door on her, turning on my heels to face Nolan once more, hands on my hips.
"Ouch," He smirked at me.
"What?" I asked with a brow raised. "I gave her a pep talk and told her that she'd be great."
"Not quite."
"The only way to learn is to get out there and do something yourself," I said back, close enough for him to grab behind my knees and guide me back between his legs.
"You should teach me something right now," He grinned at me as his hands inched up the backs of my thighs until they were cupping my ass.
I raised one eyebrow at him, seriously tempted by his words and his actions. The man surely know how to seduce a woman. "I have nothing to teach you." I said slowly.
His grin got wider as his hands squeezed my a.ss, "Nothing at all?"
I shook my head and reached for his hands, forcing him to pull away. "You already know everything." I answered and sighed.
"What's that sigh for?" He asked flatly.
"You're frustrating me." I said honestly since it was no mystery how attracted I was from him and how little my resistance was whenever I had him around.
He nodded, knowing what I meant or at least I thought so. Sexually speaking, our connection was a strong one. "Your fault, not mine." He shrugged, "If only you stopped turning me down."
I glared at him since I had made clear from day one that no matter how much I liked having him inside of me, work was still my top priority. "You already distracted me enough."
"If you had gotten on your knees from the moment I walked in we would have been done already by now." He pointed out, running his hands through his hair and looking as frustrated as I felt.
At that I smirked, crossing my arms against my chest, "Always so selfish Nolan."
"You would've touched yourself in the meantime, that's what I call a win win." He smirked back at me and got up, walking closer to me once again.
"I'm glad you're so full of ideas, I hope you won't forget them once we'll be able to rip our clothes off each other." I whispered and set my hands on his hard chest, moving them down his stomach until they stopped on his belt.
"What time you're off?" He asked, grasping my hips and pulling me against him to make me feel how hard he was already. God.
"Five thirty." I answered and stared at him, biting down on my lip when I slid by hands under his shirt and brushed my fingers back and forth against that heavenly smooth piece of skin just below his abs.
He groaned quietly, "I'm off at 6."
I licked my top lip, teasing him deliberately as I moved my hands back on his chest, "I can give you a ride home if you give me a ride back."
"A ride back to work in the morning?" Nolan lifted a brow and grinned, "Or was that another sexual innuendo?"
"If you have to ask, then I'm definitely not going to answer," I shot him another mischievous grin. He let out a sigh but kept his eyes on me, they being a full shade darker than usual. "And don't give me that look," I added with my lips pursed together.
He shrugged his shoulders nonchalantly, "What look?"
"Like you're thinking about different ways to devour me."
He let out a laugh at my words, shrugging his shoulders once more, "Well now that you've put that thought into my head..."
"Don't play innocent Reese," I crossed my arms over my chest and pushed my breasts together. "It doesn't suit you."
A grin played on his lips as he glanced at mine once more, "Innocent? No one here is playing innocent."
"Then what's on your mind instead?" I lifted an eyebrow, my lips still slightly parted as I wondered if he was thinking about his dick in my mouth or me bent over the desk. Men could be so predictable sometimes, not that Nolan really was...he had a very interesting imagination most of the time.
"I'm thinking that I should probably get back to work," He replied.
"Lies." I said back at him, not impressed at all.
He shot me an amused look, his brow raising slowly, "Are you trying to persuade me to be a slacker instead?"
I rolled my eyes, because this guy was a little too much of a smarta.ss for his own good. But I liked it, not that I'd ever admit it. "I was hoping you'd give me something to think about..." I trailed off in a whisper, just making sure that he'd get that my mind was drifting to naughty places.
"And distract you from work?" He smirked at me, always good at driving me insane, "No."
At that I groaned because I was starting to get frustrated. Having him around and not doing anything could be fun, but after a while it was just umbearable. He was that sexy. "Right, I should probably get back to work too." I replied in monotone, using his words against him.
He got up, his perfect body just a few inches for me and his natural scent mixed with cologne filled my nostrils. No matter how perfect his suit fit him, I wanted to rip it off of him so bad. "I'll see you later." He said as he flashed me one of his infamous sexy grins.
I couldn't resist and grabbed his tie, pulling him against me to kiss his lips hard before pushing him away and smirking, "Get lost Reese."