One day you screaming you love me loud, the next day you're so cold.

One day you screaming you love me loud, the next day you're so cold. by nadiaa featuring too faced cosmetics

I sighed, feeling my stomach turn. Honestly I was about to make a big step in my relationship with Braden; I was going to tell him exactly how I felt and if he didn't like it, then it was over. Unfortunately, it was also our one year anniversary, but I didn't know when else to do. I was starting to cry every single night over my problem and everybody I knew was telling me to end it...

I just wanted to be happy and in love and I didn't know if Braden could give me that anymore...

Braden opened the door and gave me a small smile, "I'm glad you showed up baby..." He said leaning over to press a small kiss against my lips.

"Well you begged…" I shrugged, uncomfortable with all of this. Tonight might be the end of my relationship with Braden.

"Sit, please." He motioned as I took a seat on the couch in his office and he sat right next to me, "I've been doing some thinking-"

"Braden, can I please talk first?" I interrupted him as he nodded, "Honestly, tonight I cam here to break up with you. I have never been so emotionally involved and every time you accuse me of cheating, or hanging out with someone I shouldn't and it hurts. You've made me cry more times that I can imagine."

He grabbed my hand and stopped me, "I know, I am sorry. I love you so much and I've been such an a.sshole to you. I promise to make it up to you."

I raised my brows, "How Brae? I mean lately it's been getting worse… You stay late at the club and anytime we're together, you usually leave because there's some emergency at the club. If anything, you're the one who's harboring some secret Brae and I can't do this anymore."

"That's why I asked you here baby…" He pushed my hair out of my face, "I'm sorry for everything I've done to you. I've been a sh.itty boyfriend this past few months… I am so sorry." He kissed me on the lips.

"But you can't just keep saying sorry for the same things…" I blinked my eyes back at him, "It's too hard."

"I know, that's why I've been thinking about changing. I've hired two managers so I only have to be here a few nights a week and we can be together. Baby, I want you to move in with me…"

"What?" I widened my eyes.

He licked his lips, "But that's not all…" He trailed off, pushing himself off the couch and got down on one knee.

I eyed him, "Braden, what are you doing?"

He shrugged as he pulled out a small box from his pocket, "I'm fixing any mistakes I made with you. You're insanely perfect and I'm an idiot for treating you any less than that…"

"But Brae-" I tried to interject but he stopped me.

"No, I want to do this. Will you marry me?" He asked me as I almost choked, "I should have done this a long time ago. I mean sh.it Mila, you're perfect… and I'm lucky to have you…"

"Braden, I didn't want you to propose… I just wanted you to want to be with me…"

"And I do, for the rest of my life Mila. Marry me and I'll show you that." He told me opening the box and showing a beautiful diamond ring that was flawless. Just by the look of it, it seemed expensive.

"I don't know what to say…" I breathed out, unsure of what to do. I definitely wasn't expecting a proposal.

"Say yes. Make me the happiest guy in the world. You have no idea how lucky I am to have you." He pulled out the ring and slipped it onto my ring finger, "It's a perfect fit." He smiled at me.

"Braden, I didn't need a proposal… let's just move in and see how it goes…" I reasoned with him as he frowned.

"You don't want to marry me?"

I shook my head, "I do, but it's only been a year! It's too quick, isn't it Brae?" I reasoned once more.

"Who cares if it's now or in six months. I love you and I want to be with you."

"Braden, I wanted a commitment, but I don't want to force you into marriage…"I gave him a small smile as I cupped his cheek, "But now I know you're not afraid of it… I love you and yes, I will move in with you."

"And marriage?" He asked.

"This ring is beautiful…" I smiled, "If I accept, can we have a long engagement…?" I asked him slowly.

He swallowed and nodded, "Whatever you want."

I smiled, "Okay, then yes." He leaned down and kissed me deeply.

"Thank you." He whispered.

Suddenly, a loud knock on the door made the two of us jump.

"I'm busy!!" Braden yelled out as the knocking continued, "What the hell?" He said as he walked to his door and opened the door and suddenly a well manicured hand went across his face, slapping him hard.

"Is she here?!" I heard a female scream out as she pushed him out of her way and turned towards me, "You!" She yelled and I had no idea who this woman was… with a swollen belly…

"Excuse me?" I asked confused.

"Oh you poor girl." She said sarcastically, turning towards Braden who looked pale, "You haven't told her yet, have you?"

My heart sped up as I stood up confused, "Braden, what's going on?"

"What's going on is your boyfriend-" She paused, noticing my ring, "Or should I say fiancé?" She smirked, turning back towards Braden, "You are such a piece of sh.it. Well princess, you should know that your fiancé is a lying sack of sh.it… He's been cheating on you."

I shook my head, "Braden… what's going on?" I asked once more, trying to not let tears spill from my eyes.

"She's lying." He said simply.

She scoffed, "I'm not lying. Honestly, it's been months since we've had sex. He was repulsed by my body after he knocked me up. Once I found out about you, he gave me hush money. I have proof."

"I have money, Mila. She's trying to frame me."

"I don't need to do that… I'm just doing it to ruin your life the way you f.ucked with mine." She said, pulling out her phone and showing me photos of her and Braden, in a 'more than friends' type of situation."

"Braden…" I trailed off as tears welled in my eyes, "Why?" I choked out.

"She's lying!" He yelled at me, "I love you! I asked you to marry me!!"

I grabbed her phone and put the photo in his face, "This is proof!!! God, everybody was right about you…" I trailed off as tears fell down my cheeks, "I can't believe I was so stupid to not see this." I breathed out as I tried to walk out.

"Mila, don't leave!" He grabbed my arm and I slapped him with my other hand.

"Don't touch me! You're scum!!" I screamed at him, "Take your damn ring back!" I slipped it off and tossed it at him, running out.

I could hear footsteps behind me as my vision blurred from the tears. I felt like my heart beat loudly in my ears as I was in pain. It felt physical, like my heart had actually broken.

"Mila, don't leave baby! I love you!" I could hear him screaming from behind me, "I'm sorry! I didn't know what else to do!"

I stopped and turned around, "You slept with this woman after we started dating and you tried to get her to go away with money!!" I screamed, "Braden, she's pregnant with your baby… You cheated on me…" I cried out, not being able to control it anymore. I knew we were in the middle of the packed club, but I didn't care anymore…

"I was an idiot! I had you; the most perfect woman and I f.ucked up completely! I screwed her yes, but I want you. I asked you to marry me!"

"From guilt!" I screamed in tears, "You never loved me… You just wanted to string me along… For your own self…" I put my head in my hands and shook my head.

"Mila…" He said, trying to grab my hand, but I snapped and pushed him off of me and screamed.

"Leave me alone!" I screamed as I turned around and ran into strong chest, "Let me go." I breathed out as I looked up and saw Ames, standing there, "Ames…" I trailed off.

"It's okay." He wrapped his arms around me.

"What the hell are you doing?" Braden yelled at him, "Get off my girlfriend!"

"If I just heard her correctly, that is no longer true. I'm taking her home." He told Braden as he took off his jacket and wrapped it around my shoulders, "Are you okay?"

I nodded, "Thank you." I said quietly.

"She's not going anywhere!" I heard Braden yell, trying to grab me, before Ames quickly turned around and punched him square in the face.

Ames shook his fist, "God, I've wanted to do that for a while." He turned towards me as he wrapped his arm around my shoulder, "Let's go."