Untitled

Untitled by nadiaa featuring a white tee

I was mixing songs on my Mac, passing the time before Brooke came over. Tonight was the night.. or at least I hoped it would be… I mean it was definitely going to make up for the night of Scarlett's birthday party. She was staying the night and honestly, I couldn't wait.

I heard a knock on the door as my 2 year old Pit Bull Miles barked, alerting me.

"Miles, hush." I told him and he immediately quieted down. The best thing about him was that I had him completely trained.

I looked through the peephole and saw Brooke standing there, making me smile. I opened the door and gave her a smile as she exhaled, "Hi." I told her.

"Hi… God, the glasses is one thing, but did you really have to wear sweatpants with no shirt?" She bit her lip.

"Sorry." I gave her a grin as I scratched the back of my head, "Come in." Miles let out another loud bark, making me snap my fingers, "Hush! Go to bed." I told him and he walked over to his bed and laid down, looking at the two of us.

"Wow." She grinned, "He's big."

I shook my head, "He's completely harmless, unless I want him to be aggressive. I rescued him, so it was a bit of a challenge to train him, but I think he's pretty good."

"He's better than most kids I come into contact with." She joked with me.

"He's pretty good. Definite chick magnet." I smirked as she raised her brow in response.

"A chick magnet?" She smirked.

I shrugged, "I didn't say I still needed him." I gave her a wink.

"What?" I asked.

i'm so tired of these blurred lines

i'm so tired of these blurred lines by ssaarah

“How do you manage to look so comfortable in that suit?” I heard a voice ask and I looked up to see Milena standing in my office doorway. I smirked.

“I could say the same thing about those heels.” I pointed out, leaning back in my chair and letting my eyes take in her pretty sundress. Something about her in them was even sexier to me than wrapped up tight in the black number she wore out dancing.

“Beauty is pain.” She replied. “At least that’s what my mother says.” I laughed.

kiss me like it's do or die

kiss me like it's do or die by ssaarah 




I felt like I should be nervous. I was nervous before….but now it was like I was too hard up to be nervous and I wanted Nick so bad I could barely think about anything else. I hooked my bag back on my arm and knocked on his door. He opened it about 10 seconds later.



“Hi." Holy shit.



"Hi… God, the glasses is one thing, but did you really have to wear sweatpants with no shirt?" I replied, not even looking at anything but his tanned muscled chest.



"Sorry." He threw me a sexy grin and scratched the back of his head making me about jump him in the hallway.



"Come in." There was a loud bark, making Nick snap his fingers at the big dog,



"Hush! Go to bed." He told the cutie and he walked over to his bed and laid down, looking at the two of us.



"Wow." I grinned, "He's big." Nick shook his head,



"He's completely harmless, unless I want him to be aggressive. I rescued him, so it was a bit of a challenge to train him, but I think he's pretty good." He looked like that and he rescued helpless animals?



"He's better than most kids I come into contact with." I joked with him.



"He's pretty good. Definite chick magnet." Ihesmirked as I raised my brow in response.



"A chick magnet?"



"I didn't say I still needed him." he gave me a wink. I let out a little noise that sounded something like a groan and he grinned wider.



“What?” I licked my lips slowly.



“Your outfit is really distracting.” I said seriously, half of me tempted to just walk up and start licking across the muscles on his stomach……



“And I thought men were the ones who objectified.” He teased me, his eyes sparkling as I laughed.



“Maybe my mind is just as bad as a man’s….” I trailed off. Honestly? It probably was.



“Sounds dangerous.” He commented slowly, both of us not moving any closer but even though he wasn’t even touching me I felt hot all over. I nodded.



“It does doesn’t it?” I let out a breath and turned around to slip out of my shoes and set my bag on the table but when I straightened back up I could feel Nick’s breath on my neck and I was pretty sure all my blood rushed straight between my legs. It had been so long….I was so worked up for him that I’d never been so turned on in my life….



“You brought food.” He commented, slowly wrapping his arms around my waist and pulling me into his hard body. I nodded slowly.



“Brownies.” I whispered, feeling his hands unzipping my skirt.



“I bet they’re delicious….” He replied in a dark voice that was so damn sexy. “I’ll have to figure out a way to work up an appetite for them…..” and then my skirt was falling to the floor and his lips were on my neck and honestly? I was in heaven. Just his touch made me crazy.



“Nick….” I breathed out, so close to begging him already even though I wanted to make this last as long as I could.

"Yes?" he asked with a small smirk.



"You have no idea how long I've been waiting for this…" I told him, apparently being so damn horny was making me nuts.



"Me too…" he trailed off, running his hands through my hair and then down my back, resting them on my ass.



"Are you sure you don't want those brownies?" I joked, grinning against his lips. He shook his head quickly,



"No, I don't want anything but you…"



"Then we should head to your bedroom…" I breathed out though at this point I didn’t care if we just did it on the floor.



"What about the kitchen?" He asked, reading my mind. I felt my cheeks redden,



"Anywhere… except maybe here, Miles is staring…" he chuckled as he turned around to see the dog staring at the two of us,



"We can go into my room." he said, picking me up in his strong arms and walking me into the room. "Now we're alone."



“Finally." I said, before literally jumping him, my lips hitting his as I ran my hands down his chest.



"God… your body is amazing." he grinned,



"Doesn't hold a candle to yours…"



"I want to see the rest of you Nick." I whispered as I moved my hands down his stomach to the waistband of his sweatpants, pressing my lips against his neck and trailing down.



"I did tell you I give great head, right?" Nickswallowed thickly and then nodded. I slowly pulled down his boxer briefs and let out a little gasp as I finally got to see all of him.



“Nick” I breathed out slowly rolling over so he was on his back and I was kissing my way down his stomach, finally giving in to my desire and licking across the corded muscles slowly.



“You’re killing me…” Nick groaned as I made my way to his di.ck and carefully wrapped my hand around it, tilting my head to the side and batting my eyes innocently.



“I haven’t even started yet.” I said seriously, keeping my eyes on his as I stroked his hard length in my hand and then slowly licked my way up his shaft.



“Fu.ck….” Nick’s breathing sped up as I took him into my mouth, swirling my tongue around the head of his dick and enjoying every second of driving him as crazy as he made me.



“Mmmmm…” I hummed slowly and then I felt Nick’s hands in my hair, gripping it as his hips rocked into my mouth as if he couldn’t help it.



“Damn it Brooke…..” he groaned and I pulled back from him but let my hand pick up where my mouth left off.



“What’s wrong?” I asked, slowly licking my lips as he groaned again and then switched our positions, pinning me to the bed and holding my hands above my head.



“You were making it too easy for me to be selfish….” He shook his head. I bit my lip and raised my hips.



“I liked it….” I whispered, moving my head up to nibble on his bottom lip. He kissed me back, hard and groaned into my mouth.



“I'm trying to take this slow baby stop being so fucking irresistible.” I grinned up at him, the strained and frustrated look on his face was so sexy.



“Is that why I'm still dressed Nick?” I asked him softly.



"Not for long." Nick grinned as he inched his hands under my shirt to pull it over my head and tossing it to the side. He leaned forward to kiss the swells of my breasts and making my heart race faster.



"God Nick, you're not even inside of me yet and I already feel like I'm going to come." I breathed out.



"Just wait." He unhooked my bra and then took my breast into his mouth, sucking gently and making me call out.



"F.uck, you're good at that…."



"That's not the only thing I'm good at." He breathed out against my skin, trailing his hand down my body and making me literally ache before he pushed my panties aside and slipped two fingers inside of me.



"Oh my god… F.uck Nick…" he grinned down at me as he rubbed his thumb against my clit and then slipped in another finger and it felt so good I thought I might pass out.



"F.uck!" I screamed out.



"Do you like this?" he asked, pressing light kisses against my skin.



"God yes." I nodded, "We shouldn't have waited this long."



"I know…"



"F.uck me Nick, please." I cried out, "I can't take it anymore."



"Is the teasing too much?" he raised a brow with a glint in his eyes and all I could do was nod. "Wait… it will be worth it."



“Baby….” I breathed out, my hips bucking into his hand. He smirked as he looked down at me and pulled his fingers out, making me whimper in protest as he hooked his them into the side of my panties and slowly moved them down my legs.



“Damn…” he groaned as he looked at me and I arched my back up again, reaching for my breasts to knead them myself, not having enough of his touch and needing to touch myself instead.



“Why did you stop?!” he smirked and grabbed my hands, holding down my wrists.



“I needed a second to appreciate your perfect body Brooke.” He said in a deep voice that made me ache all over for him. I groaned.



“Please fuck me….” I trailed off. I usually didn’t beg but god I wanted him so bad….so damn bad. He grinned.



“If I slip inside of you right now I won’t be able to control what happens next.” He said seriously.



“Awesomeness?!” I exclaimed, desperate for more, already thinking about how damn good he’d feel inside of me…he was so big…..he chuckled and lowered his head down to kiss me hard before trailing down my neck and whispering into my ear.



“I want to savor every second of the first time I see you come baby….” He growled, slipping three fingers back inside of me so fast I gasped.



“Oh my god….yes….yesss” I threw my head back and rode his hand as he hovered over me with the sexiest look on his flawless face….and then his head was between my legs and he was sucking my clit into his mouth as the pressure built and built.



“Come on baby….show me how you fall apart.” He prompted before licking me again and again and sending me up, up, up, up……and then over and oh my god….oh my god it was so good.



“NICK!” I could barely catch my breath as my climax took over my body but before I had a chance to even remotely recover Nick was kissing his way back up my body and then angling me where he wanted.



“You’re so fucking beautiful Brooklyn….I can’t get enough of you.” ……how was he so hot?!



“I need more….” I choked out, even though I should have been sated after the last mind-blowing orgasm? All I wanted was more. More of him.



"More?" Nick smirked as I cried out.



"Please." I begged, "I need you…"



"Tell me how much you need me." Nick looked down at me, his eyes fiery and ugh it was killing me that he wasn’t already inside of me.



“I want you to f.uck me hard and long Nick…" I breathed out as I looked up at him. "Now." I added with a smirk.



"Whatever you say beautiful." He winked, kissing me deeply as he pushed inside of me and I gasped.



"Oh my god Nick…" I felt my body tighten around him as I tossed my head back and he started sucking on my neck. Holy shit he was so big….



"You're gorgeous." He breathed out, nibbling on my skin.



"Jeez." I breathed out, "You're amazing…"



"I could say the same." He grinned, pulling back and then thrusting back inside of me again. Oh god…..



“Harder." I breathed out, throwing my head back once more. I bit down on my lip to keep from just screaming and he bent down to kiss up my neck again, landing on my ear and nibbling.



"Scream baby." He breathed out, nibbling the lobe and sending a shiver through me. I grinned up at him,



"Will it boost your ego?" he nodded, catching my lips in a kiss,



"Being with you boosts my ego." I groaned,



"Are you real? Because everything you say comes out extremely hot." I chuckled, "It's a natural talent."



His hand wrapped around my breast as he kept pumping inside of me and I moaned, tightening around him and making him groan.



“Fu.ck Brooke….” He said through his teeth, fisting the sheets beneath us as he held on to his control.



“Mmm?” I moaned, letting my head fall back to give him more access to it.



“You feel so good….” He trailed off, grabbing my left leg and wrapping it around his waist to get deeper inside of me. “So fucking good baby….”



“Right there….oh god….” He hit my spot over and over again.



“Right here?” he groaned against my neck as he pulled back and thrust back in hard in just the same angle.



“YES!” a shiver went through my body as he repeated the motion.



“I can’t wait to feel you come against me like this Brooke…..” he pulled back to look into my eyes.



“So close….” I breathed out and he sped up just slightly pushing me right over the edge. I felt like I was seeing fireworks as I called out his name and I felt him groan loudly as he sped up even more and then let go himself inside of me.



“I will never get enough of you.” He breathed out as he slumped against me, holding my body against his and it felt so good still.



“Good because I'm hoping to do that again in a few minutes.” I grinned and he pulled his head back to grin at me. Damn his smile was so sexy.



“Oh I didn’t wear you out the first time?” he grinned.



“I don’t wear out fast.” I whispered back, lifting my head to press a kiss against his lips. I ran my hands through his hair and felt my whole body blush at the way he was looking at me. “I’m falling for you Nick.” I whispered, hating myself for saying my thoughts out loud and being the girl who got too attached after sex. Though in my defense it was damn good sex.



"I'm falling for you too, Brooke…" he trailed off, kissing my neck softly, "And I'm not just saying that because of the incredible sex." I felt myself blush as I bit on my lip,



"Incredible?" Nick nodded as he pulled back to look at me,



"Pretty fucking amazing Brooke."



"Say that again." I grinned.



"You're amazing Brooke." And then he was kissing me before peeling his body away from mine and laying next to me, grabbing my hand and squeezing it.



"That was definitely worth the wait." I sighed, glancing at his body and getting myself worked up all over again.



"Definitely worth the sh.it that we went through." He smirked, "Even walking in on you and your ex." I chuckled,



"Well, I'm glad." he turned on his side to look at me,



"You're amazing…" he pushed my hair back, "So are we officially dating?" he joked. I laughed once more,



"We are… Just monogamous, right?" Nick nodded,





"I'm good with that. As long as there's more sex like that."



"I think I can do that for you." I said, pushing him back onto his back and straddling him. God he was so fucking hot.



"What do you think of me on top?" Nick swallowed and nodded, placing his hands behind my back,



"I think I'm okay with that."

 

You could be my luck, even in a hurricane of frowns. I know that we'll be safe and sound.

You could be my luck, even in a hurricane of frowns. I know that we'll be safe and sound. by nadiaa featuring topshop

I walked in the doorway and saw Ames, hard at work. I wanted lunch and I knew he was in, plus I just really wanted to see him…

"How do you manage to look so comfortable in that suit?" I asked with a small smile.

He looked up and smirked, "I could say the same thing about those heels." He pointed out as I took a look at my 6 inch heels.

"Beauty is pain." I told him, "At least that's what my mother says." Every model said that and my mom wasn't an exception.

He laughed, "That does sound like Harper." He nodded, "Though I'm glad to know you're longer hiding in your apartment, what do I owe the pleasure?" He asked.

how did it come so fast

how did it come so fast by ssaarah 

I prided myself on not thinking about Jac for a good 10 minutes before realizing that thinking about not thinking about her was indeed…..thinking about her. I ran my hands over my face and stared ahead of me at the tray on the back of the seat. How long was this flight? It felt like I’d been on it for forever.

“Are you okay?” the girl next to me blinked. She was cute and before Jac I would have reveled in the opportunity to flirt with a pretty girl to get through the long flight. But she didn’t hold a candle to the girl I loved. No one did. I shrugged.

Details, details, you breathe in when I exhale. No matter where we are, or which way the wind blows or how heavy the snow, nothing can change where we will go.

Details, details, you breathe in when I exhale. No matter where we are, or which way the wind blows or how heavy the snow, nothing can change where we will go. by nadiaa featuring carolina herrera

"Why are there people following us with cameras?" Bea whispered quietly into my ear as she blinked at me. Her, Chloe and I were going to breakfast and of course anywhere Chloe and I went, the paparazzi followed. The rumors were endless, ranging from Chloe and I being swingers, me cheating, and of course that Chloe was expecting. It was ridiculous.

I shrugged with her in my arms, "I'm not sure. They think we're interesting."

Bea wrinkled her nose at me, "But why?"

Chloe grinned at her, "They think your brother is handsome or something." She joked, making Bea wrinkle her nose even more.

"Ewww! He is not! They should be following Harry Styles, not him." She shook her head, leaning her head against my shoulder.

I smirked, "I wish they would follow them instead. So then we could have a peaceful breakfast."

"I think they're following us because Chloe is so pretty." Bea gave a big smile as I could see Chloe blush a bit.

"I'd have to agree." I gave her a small wink.

She shook her head, "No, I think it's because Bea is as cute as a button."

Bea blushed as she buried her head into my shoulder, "Not as much as you Chloe." Even though Chloe and I had been dating for almost a year and Bea and spent numerous times with us, she still got starstruck.

"Nuh uh!" Bea grinned as we finally reached the restaurant and walked in, now being away from the paps prying eyes.

"Finally." I breathed out. Fame always followed me, and I used to love it, but now I wanted this time with Chloe and Bea to be special and just ours.

"Remember when you used to love all the attention?" She grinned at me, reminding me of how our childhood was spent. We both grew up in the limelight, it was only natural for us ending up where we did.

Hello my friend, I see you're back again.

Hello my friend, I see you're back again. by pinklipstiiick featuring ankle strap high heels

"Why are there people following us with cameras?" Bea whispered quietly as she blinked innocently at her brother. Her, Aid and I were going to breakfast and of course anywhere the two of us went, the paparazzi followed. The rumors were endless, ranging from Aiden and I being swingers, him cheating, and me expecting. It was ridiculous. 

He shrugged with her in his arms, "I'm not sure. They think we're interesting."

Bea wrinkled her nose at him, "But why?" 

there's never a wish better than this

there's never a wish better than this by ssaarah 

“Vi?” I called out as I took off my shoes and hung up my keys. I wasn’t sure if she was back from therapy or not but I heard her shuffling into the room and smiling at me.



“Hi.” She grinned walking up and kissing my lips. “How was work?” I shrugged.

I live for the night, I live for the lights

I live for the night, I live for the lights by nadiaa featuring acetate glasses

I closed my eyes and leaned the side of my head against the back of my couch. I hadn't gotten more than two hours of sleep since I found out Braden was cheating on me. I had closed myself off from everyone and called in sick to work for the past week. I was so embarrassed and ashamed that I didn't see what he was doing to me… I had this hole in my chest anytime I thought about it… I felt like I literally had a broken heart.

I heard a knock on the door and it made me jump. I had a bunch of missed calls and texts that I hadn't replied to, but no one had to to come and show up. I sat there quietly and closed my eyes once more, hoping whoever was on the other side would just get the picture and leave, but they kept knocking. I didn't make a sound, but the lock started to jiggle and whoever was on the other side opened the door and walked in.

"Milena…" I heard a voice that could only belong to one person.

I raised my head and saw the small smile that was on my father's face, "Dad… what are you doing here?" I said in a hoarse voice.

"I thought you would be hungry." He held up a bag, "I brought you, you're favorite."

I blinked my eyes as my stomach started to grumble at the smell of tomato soup and grilled cheese. It reminded me of my childhood…

He sat down on the couch next to me as he took the food out of the bag… I was a complete daddy's girl and honestly my heart leapt when I saw him.

"Thank you." I said quietly as I grabbed the soup and slowly drank it.

"Your mother is worried about you…" He eyed me as he dipped his grilled cheese into the soup. I avoided his gaze and didn't speak, "You're upset darling… I don't blame you. Ames told me what had happened…"

"Are you here to say 'I told you so'?" I said, licking my lips.

He shook head head, "Absolutely not. I didn't want to be right about Braden. I hoped and prayed he was the guy you thought he was. The idea of him cheating on you killed me darling. I wanted to kill him."

"Daddy… everybody was right though…" I trailed off, sniffling.

He shrugged, "Who cares? You believed in him, maybe it was wrong, but still. Don't give up on love."

"I doubt I'll be dating for a while." I shook my head, setting my cup down and rested my hands in my lap.

"You know the worst day of my life was the day I found out you were going to be a girl." I furrowed my brows, "Because the day some guy that would take you away from me would become the worst day… No guy will ever be good enough for either of my daughters…"

"Every dad says that." I rolled my eyes.

"But you and Camille are the most gorgeous girls in the world…" He grinned, "No man deserves either of you."

"Thank you daddy." I told him as I sighed, "I just feel stupid."

"You're anything but stupid… You have a big heart and people take advantage of it."

I heard another knock as I raised a brow, "Who's that?"

He shook his head and shrugged, "I came alone."

I stood up and padded over to the door opening it and I saw Ames standing there, "Ames?" I asked confused.

"Hey…" He trailed off, sticking his hands in his pockets, "You haven't been replying to any of my texts… I got worried."

I gave him a small smile, "I haven't been replying to anyone’s…"

"And that's why I'm here." He nodded and then nodded towards my father.

"Hey Ames." My dad smiled at him, "I hear you punched her ex in the face."

He sucked in his lips and nodded slowly, "Yes sir." I know Miles wasn't his dad nor did he have any responsibility to him, but Ames was a good guy and I think that his presence in what happened between Braden and I was unusual for him.

"I would have done worse." My dad told him as he nodded his head, making me smile even a bit… I loved my dad, "Why don't you come over for dinner? Mom will cool!" Dad said, making me shake my head. Honestly I didn't want to be around everyone yet, I knew they would all be pitying me…

I shook my head, running my hands through my hair, "I don't think I'm really up for family events." I shrugged at him. I was terrified to be around everyone. I didn't want to hear the 'I told you so's' quite yet…

The only thing that I still believe In is you, if you only knew

The only thing that I still believe In is you, if you only knew by ssaarah on Polyvore

I walked up to Milena's apartment and knocked on the door. If Mila didn't want to talk about what happened that was fine but I had to know that she was okay.

 

 "Ames?" she asked confused. 

 

"Hey…" I trailed off, sticking my hands in my pockets, "You haven't been replying to any of my texts… I got worried."  

 

"I haven't been replying to anyones…"

“And that’s why I'm here.” I nodded and nodded towards her dad.

People want a real man, I made 'em wait this long.

People want a real man, I made 'em wait this long. by pinklipstiiick featuring leather shoes

I shoved my hands into my pockets, careful not to accidentally touch one of the girls in an improper way since I had just entered a party full of what looked like high schoolers. Long legs everywhere, dresses that were short enough to be t-shirts, yet their faces couldn't hide the truth. Not even with pounds of make up. I found Ben who had a huge grin on his face, the phone held up to his ear. I couldn't remember the last time he had looked so happy. "What's that look for handsome?" I asked after he slid the phone into his pocket. 

He turned his head in my direction, only just now realizing me standing there. Raising one brow at me, he kept smirking, "You're late." 

I can't tell where the journey will end, but I know where it starts

I can't tell where the journey will end, but I know where it starts by sassy

 I kept my phone pressed against my ear, a beer in my other hand and my eyes staring in front of me as my mind was full of the girl who was the mother of my perfect son. "Oh yeah, I bet." I grinned to myself, listening to her carefully while she told me all her day with Gabe, explaining that he was so exhausted that he was sleeping already. "I'll call him tomorrow." I said quietly, always missing my kid, my back leaning against the wall of the building and my eyes looking at the people passing by the bar as I hoped that Tristan would show up sooner than later. The only way I could survive to Celeste and her friends? Was him. I couldn't stay forever out, talking with my ex, no matter how much I wanted to.
"I'll kiss him from you." She said back in a soft voice, "Tell your boyfriend I said hi. Good night Ben."
I smirked wider at her words, feeling like an idiot, "Night Cami." I said too and with that I hung up regretfully, sliding my phone back into the pocket of my jeans as I kept thinking about Cami and our night together. Since it had happened? I swear I couldn't stop thinking about it.

we knew this day would come we knew it all along

we knew this day would come we knew it all along by ssaarah

I loaded the last of Alyssa’s suitcases while I gave time for the girls to say their goodbyes without me around but if we didn’t leave soon she was going to miss her flight.

"The trucks loaded. Are you girls ready or do you need another minute?" Lys pulled back,

With all the blood I lost with you, it drowns the love I thought I knew.

With all the blood I lost with you, it drowns the love I thought I knew. by pinklipstiiick featuring a preening

"Is that the last of your bags?" I asked my sister as she handed her backpack over to Dean. For someone who was only here for two weeks, she sure did pack enough to last a month.

"Yes," She replied with her eyes on my boyfriend as he left the apartment to carry all of her things down to his truck. "Next time I come to visit? I'm snagging myself a real man like that..."

I narrowed my eyes on her, "You're too young for a real man. Stick to boys your own age."

take your time, think a lot, why, think of everything you've got, for you will still be here tomorrow, but your dreams may not

take your time, think a lot, why, think of everything you've got, for you will still be here tomorrow, but your dreams may not by sassy

I knocked on the door of my dad's office and peeked my head inside before he could answer. "Mr Lindsell?" I grinned, watching him frown at his computer, lost in only god knew what.
He tilted his head up and blinked as he saw me, his grin matching mine. "Mr Lindsell, come in." He said in his usual warm yet silly tone.
I stepped into the room and closed the door behind me before slumping on the chair across his desk. "Did you want to see me?" I asked, running my hands through my hair. When he just nodded, his eyes on my face and studying me as if he could get anything from me just by my expression, I went on. "Why?"

sorry this set sucks

sorry this set sucks by ssaarah

"Mr Lindsell?" I heard a knock on my door as I frowned at my computer, going through the schedule of the press tour for my new movie but when I looked up I grinned as I saw my son standing in the doorway.

“Mr Lindsell, come in." I replied seriously with a smile. Ben stepped into the room and closed the door behind him before sitting down in the chair across from my desk.

All I am is a man, I want the world in my hands.

All I am is a man, I want the world in my hands. by pinklipstiiick featuring john varvatos

I grinned, keeping my gaze on Scar as she bit down on her lip and kept her hands busy making the last drinks before her shift ended. A light pink blush crept across her cheeks, making me wonder what she was thinking of... Probably all the ways I'd have her for the rest of the night.

"You can tell me you stopped here just to get free drinks, I won't get offended," She joked, always making light of whatever was going on between us. I still wasn't sure what phase we were in, but I liked this thing we had. Her falling asleep in my arms, waking up with messy hair and a cute smile on her face? It was true, I was getting attached. 

I shrugged as I hid my smirk behind my glass and took a sip, my dark eyes not leaving hes in the process. "I heard that there are always sexy girls here too," I said back after swallowing, making her blush deeper. It was crazy how someone so sexy could still blush that easily, but I loved it. 

it started out with a kiss, how did it end up like this? it was only a kiss, it was only a kiss

it started out with a kiss, how did it end up like this? it was only a kiss, it was only a kiss by sassy

I bit down on my lip, trying not to smirk like an idiot as I stared at Mase, my hands busy making the last drinks before the end of my shift and my mind busy with thinking about what would come next. Me hopefully, and Mason. "You can tell me you stopped here just to get free drinks, I won't get offended." I joked, secretly happy that he had decided to show up when I wasn't expecting him. Truth was I like seeing him always, time passed fast, too fast, with him and I was starting to feel...attached. For any other girl it'd be a good sign but for me? It'd probably mean that he'd disappear soon and I'd have to say to Brooke that she had been right.

One day you screaming you love me loud, the next day you're so cold.

One day you screaming you love me loud, the next day you're so cold. by nadiaa featuring too faced cosmetics

I sighed, feeling my stomach turn. Honestly I was about to make a big step in my relationship with Braden; I was going to tell him exactly how I felt and if he didn't like it, then it was over. Unfortunately, it was also our one year anniversary, but I didn't know when else to do. I was starting to cry every single night over my problem and everybody I knew was telling me to end it...

I just wanted to be happy and in love and I didn't know if Braden could give me that anymore...

Braden opened the door and gave me a small smile, "I'm glad you showed up baby..." He said leaning over to press a small kiss against my lips.

open up my eager eyes

open up my eager eyes by ssaarah

*flashback*


I was back in Paris again. I came back home all the time of course for family events and just to visit but this time? I wasn’t thrilled. I was miserable. I thought sending Odette to treatment would be good for us, that it would mean she could get better and we could move on with our lives together but instead? She gave me back the ring I’d given her. That was 4 months ago. At least I’d get to see my family, my cute baby nephew and Corey and Ava. They were having a dinner party for the start of the summer with the Schon’s and I was happy to see them too but really all I wanted to do was sink into my new apartment and drink for the rest of the night.

Open your hand, take a glass. Don't be scared, I'm right here

Open your hand, take a glass. Don't be scared, I'm right here by nadiaa featuring high heels

[FLASHBACK]

I looked around as I sipped on my vodka and cranberry as my mother walked up to me, "Darling, why aren't you mingling?"

I shrugged, "Mom, I didn't even want to come. I barely know these people…" I trailed off with a pout.

"Don't pout darling, you'll get frown lines…" She gave me a smile, "C'mon, there has to be somebody you know."

Try to do right until my heart breaks

Try to do right until my heart breaks by nadiaa featuring mary jane high heels

I paced the entrance of the Louvre as I waited for Braden to show up. My phone started ringing as I quickly answered, "Braden, where are you?"

"You're going to hate me." He said before anything else.

"What?" I said, immediately hurt, "Babe, this is the 3rd thing you've backed out of in the past month. You said you wanted to come with me to make up about Disneyland."

"I run a nightclub Mila. I'm sorry, but you know my job is pretty much my life. I have to take care of an issue." He told me over the line.

I knew that, but he said he loved me, but never spent anytime with me… He always found something to do instead.