sometimes, I still need you by sassy
flashback;
I pushed the front door open then closed it behind me a second later, listening to the silence of Cami's apartment as her unmistakable scent filled my lungs, causing an ache that I felt everytime I had her close enough to remember how much I had lost. I walked straight to Gabe's room with my heart heavy, happy to see my boy during a week night, but not as happy that I was having that extra time with him because Cami was going out on a date. It had been a year since we broke up and she was still in my life for obvious reasons, I was glad that we were working on building a friendly relationship for our baby's sake and I had thought that time would have made things easier eventually but no. I still loved her and after a few casual hookups, an attempt to date gone bad, I was in a phase where I didn't feel the need to be in any relationship, physically or emotionally, with any girl.
I pushed the front door open then closed it behind me a second later, listening to the silence of Cami's apartment as her unmistakable scent filled my lungs, causing an ache that I felt everytime I had her close enough to remember how much I had lost. I walked straight to Gabe's room with my heart heavy, happy to see my boy during a week night, but not as happy that I was having that extra time with him because Cami was going out on a date. It had been a year since we broke up and she was still in my life for obvious reasons, I was glad that we were working on building a friendly relationship for our baby's sake and I had thought that time would have made things easier eventually but no. I still loved her and after a few casual hookups, an attempt to date gone bad, I was in a phase where I didn't feel the need to be in any relationship, physically or emotionally, with any girl.
The view of Gabe asleep dissipated all my thoughts as I sat on the edge of his bed, rubbing his back gently. He was my only concern, everything about my life revolved around him and, despite how hard that was, I wouldn't ever change that for anything in the world.
"Is it bad that I'm a little relieved he's finally asleep?" Cami's voice broke the silence as she asked quietly, her voice sweet and silky.
I tilted my head in her direction and widened my eyes a little. Her perfect body was wrapped in a tight dress, her legs under the short skirt went on for miles, her hair framing her gorgeous face in messy waves. She was just...perfect. Not that I'd ever forget that, I was sure I still knew her body by memory, but I didn't get to see her as much as I used to and not all dressed up anyway. Or naked. "You look nice." I said quietly, going for an innocent compliment.
"Thanks, you do too. As always," She grinned and let her eyes scan my body, looking a lot like the 20 year old girl who was the mother of my son and less than the 20 year old woman who was about to go on a date. She tore her eyes away from me, opening her clutch and putting her phone inside of it, "He hasn't slept all day. On top of his fever, he's been teething. I gave him his medications and he should be out for a while but -"
"Take a breath Cami," I said in a reassuring voice, grinning at her before looking back at Gabe and covering him with the blanket he had already managed to kick off. Pressing my hand against his warm forehead, I pulled my head back and leaned my head down to kiss him, Gabe not even moving an inch.
"I should probably cancel and just stay home," She said seriously, already ready to put his sick baby before everything else. I admired that about her, she was an amazing mom despite being so young and Gabe was a lucky boy.
I stared back at her for a moment, part of me wanting her to stay too, before parting my lips and shaking my head, "Go have some fun." I said eventually, knowing she deserved some.
She smiled and crossed her arms over her chest as I stood back up, "Do you want a drink? I still have some time and god only knows I could use one right now."
"No thanks, but I can make you one." I offered and smiled back at her as we both walked out Gabe's room, I knew that even one drink when I was going to spend the night alone with my baby would only get me sleepy and I wanted to be wide awake instead. What if he got up or didn't feel good? I had to be ready to react. I had never experienced this subtle anxiety until the day I had become a father and I guessed it was just one of the millions side of being a parent.
She used her killer pout as she looked at me, her arm brushing against mine while we headed to the kitchen, "And you'd let me drink alone? I thought your parents taught you better than this."
"That sounded weird." I raised one eyebrow and we both broke into a chuckle, the air around us shifting. I had no problems being around Cami, heartache aside, we still got along and agreed on almost everything, but the moments when we were both relaxed and at ease were rare. When they happened, like now, I always made sure to cherish them.
She waved her hand in the air as if dismissing my words, "I just meant that it'd be a lack of manners." She sighed with a straight face, a fake one, that quickly turned into a more silly and equally gorgeous one.
"I beg your pardon Cami, I didn't mean to forget my gentlemanly ways." I glanced at her, opening the cupboard nonchalantly where I knew she kept some alcohol stocked. It was weird that I knew her apartment good enough to know where most things were, sometimes I felt as if it was just an extension of mine and mine an extension of hers, when the reality was far from that instead. We lived separate lives, saw different people, but that glue called Gabriel still kept us together. Sometimes it was easy to forget why we had broken up in the first place.
She hopped on the kitchen table and kicked her heels off in the process, her long legs dangling and distracting me from the aligned bottles. "Does it mean you'll join me?" She asked in that soft voice that had always got me on my knees for her, since the day she had bloomed from girl into a young woman.
"Yes." I gave up, knowing that I couldn't really say no to her, mostly because she rarely asked for anything. "What do you want?"
"I don't think I have much of a choice." She said from behind me then paused. "I'm pretty sure that I didn't buy any of those, it must have been Chloe."
The mere mention of my sister made me sigh, I could picture her in my mind with her best frown telling me how stupid I had been to let Cami go. I wondered if she'd ever get tired of saying that to me. "In one of your crazy nights I guess." I said back and reached for a bottle of rum, then grabbed two glasses.
"Yeah the ones when she gets all the craziness while I just miss Gabe instead." She smirked at me as I looked at her and got a bottle of a strawberry flavored drink from the fridge. It hit me that, despite her attempt to make her words sound light, the look into her eyes told me that deep down she meant it. I knew the feeling, being away from Gabe, even if I knew he was in her good hands, was torture.
"He misses you too." I reassured her with a smile, pouring white rum and the fruity thing into a glass and just rum into the other before opening the freezer and getting some ice. Silence filled the room and when I turned around to give her drink I was stunned by how sexy she looked in that moment. Her bottom lip was captured by her teeth, her hair falling over her slender shoulder, her eyes dark and intense...she looked irresistible. "How long do you have before you go?" I asked casually, wanting to distract myself and ending up making a question that could be easily misunderstood.
Cami freed her lip from her teeth and shrugged her shoulders, setting her palms on either side of her on the counter, her drink resting beside her. Her eyes moved towards the clock above the stove as I took that time to caress her body with my eyes, scanning every inch of it as she crossed her legs. "Half an hour," She said and moved her eyes back to me, grinning when she noticed my eyes on her legs. The fact that I still checked her out occasionally and she didn't seem to mind, on the contrary she seemed to like it, made me feel good.
I tore my eyes away from her body and smirked, looking at the drink beside her, "Not in the mood anymore?" She widened her eyes at me, misunderstanding my words and taking them in the dirty way. "Your drink," I motioned in the direction of her drink with mine in my hand.
"Oh," She replied and picked it up, taking a sip and wrinkling her nose a little. She was such a bad drinker, but I thought that was funny, even amusing.
I grinned as I watched her swallow and then take another long sip. "Too strong?" I stepped closer and leaned my side into the counter beside her. "I can always add more juice if you can't handle it."
"It's great instead," She stuck her tongue out at me then grinned, holding the glass while she let it rest against her thigh. "I'm surprised you had no plans tonight."
"Who said I didn't?" I said back and regretted it as soon as it left my mouth. It sounded bad when I was just being playful instead. My plans for the night were a glass of wine and TV, not exactly exciting ones. When she had called me to ask me to help her with Gabe I had been more than happy to say yes.
"I could have had Chloe watch Gabe," She said quietly and I knew she had taken my words in the wrong way.
I shook my head, "Anytime I can get with him, I'll take it. Plus I'm not sure my sister could handle a sick baby," I added with a smirk. Since she had come back from New York she acted like a completely different person, it worried me a little.
"Good point." She grinned and eyed the drink in my hand, kicking my leg softly with her foot, "Are you going to drink that or is it just for looks?"
I smirked at her, keeping my eyes on her as I downed my drink in one long gulp, emptying the glass and not even blinking. "What?" I asked, scrunching up my face in a silly expression.
That got her laughing softly, her chest vibrating and her breasts too, making it hard for me not to look. Again. "Oh nothing." She said as she struggled to compose herself, recrossing her legs and biting down on her lip.
"Am I wrong or you just kicked my leg?" I raised one eyebrow, setting my glass on the counter and gravitating closer to her. I wasn't even doing it on purpose, I just couldn't help it. I was used to ignore the attraction still very alive between us, but tonight, seeing her all dolled up for another guy, made it nearly impossible for me not to notice how gorgeous and sexy she was. I was only a man and she was the mother of my son, a very hot one.
Her teeth freed her bottom lip and allowed her mouth to curve into a smirk, her eyes still on mine. "I thought that a strong man like you could handle more than a baby kick."
"A baby kick?" I asked and it was my turn to laugh.
"It was a tiny one." She shrugged and hid her smirk behind her glass, sipping her drink slowly and making a face that was adorable. She could say that she liked it one million times and I still wouldn't buy it.
I moved in front of her, my body towering hers as I tilted my head down to brush her hair off her face, "I thought you were a strong woman too." I said in a low teasing voice, my hands itching to touch her the moment her sweet scent filled my nostrils. I wasn't going to deny how much I still loved Cami, not to myself anyway, but having her so close, just us, without Gabe around, made me miss her even more.
"Don't let my tiny body fool you, I am." She grinned wider then bit her lip again, setting her glass behind her before glancing over my shoulder. My eyes followed hers and I found the clock, then I looked back at her and felt defeated because our short time together was about to end already. "I'm in no hurry." She added quietly, as if reading my thoughts.
I swallowed and nodded my head, wishing I wasn't selfish and I could tell her that she had to go to her date or whatever it was. Instead, I couldn't even bring myself to bring the subject up, part of my heart still hers and it would probably be forever. I believed in love, one love, I had found it and lost it. "It must be my lucky night." I said quietly, silence filling the kitchen as I lifted my hands to cup her face, cradling it, the contact enough to send a wave of need and desire through my body. When she nodded as she looked up at me, her fingers wrapping around my wrists not to push me away but to keep them in place, the air between us filled with electricity. I inhaled deeply, conscious that what I was about to do wasn't probably a good idea but wanting to do it anyway. I brushed my nose against hers, staring at her and smiling before I closed the little distance between us and pressed my lips against hers in a soft kiss.
Cami parted her lips, bringing her free hand up to my head and tangling her fingers in my hair to hold my head against hers. Our tongues slipped into each other's mouths, neither of us missing a beat like a year hadn't passed and we still knew exactly how to react to one another. "Ben..." She broke the kiss, keeping her eyes wide and on mine even though our lips were still touching.
"I shouldn't have -" I started and she grinned, surprising me because I was half expecting her to stop me. She parted her lips again, cutting me off with another kiss, a small moan escaping her as my hand slid between her thighs. I wanted to touch her so bad, run my hands and my mouth over every inch of her creamy skin, breathing her and tasting her.
She deepened the kiss, giving me the encouragement I needed. Stepping closer, my palm slid flat up her thigh, my thumb finding her clit and pressing on it through her panties. She broke the kiss, throwing her head back and closing her eyes as she gasped for air, her chest heaving up and down while I watched her responding to my touch. There was nothing sexier than that, nothing. "Don't stop," She whispered as if sensing my hesitation to go on in what I was doing. I want her, real bad, but I didn't want to ruin what we had built in one year, because our son would pay for that.
"Are you sure Cami?" I asked and moved my lips to her neck, kissing and teasing as my other hand slid up her thigh, both hands gripping at the lacy fabric covering her pussy and pulling it down her legs. I shoved it into my pocket and pushed her legs further apart until her dress was hitched up, my head dropping down to kiss her thighs slowly with my eyes locked on hers while I waited for her answer. It was as if my brain was still considering what to do but my body were past beyond that.
She nodded her head and kept watching me, the look into her eyes showing me mixed emotions which I couldn't read but my heart could sense. It was clear that this wasn't going to be just a one night stand, but it'd have a meaning for both of us, only none of us was about to admit that out loud. "I want you so bad," She said instead, breathy since she still hadn't caught her breath.
"Prove it," I said back, her hands grabbing at my shirt to pull me back into a standing position. I knew what she was capable of in bed, we had learned together, and I missed it. I missed her.
She tore at the buttons, ripping them off two at a time. Her hands slid down to my erection the second my shirt was hanging wide open. "I need you inside of me," She cupped me through my jeans while her other hand worked on my zipper.
I groaned, her hands on me felt so good even there was still too much between us. I reached for her wrists and forced her to pull away gently, lifting her arm to wrap them around my neck. When she looked at me with big eyes, I smiled at her, "Slow down Cami." I said softly, my tone reassuring as I pressed another kiss on her lips. I was literally dying to be inside of her, but I also wanted to make it last as long as I could because I didn't know if this would be the last time. "Bed." I added.
She smirked eventually, looking happy and confident again as her legs wrapped around my hips quickly just as I dropped my hands on her a.ss to pick her up, that move coming automatic. "Good idea." She whispered as I carried her to her room, her hips grinding against mine and making me groan since the friction was killing me.
"You look so sexy tonight." I said in a low tone, stopping in front of her bed and forcing her to get back on her feet and stand on the mattress. To be completely honest, she always looked sexy, only I wasn't allowed to say it usually. My hands left her ass to ran up her back and reach for the zipper of her dress, pulling it down in a quick movement while she was already sliding her arms out of the sleeves. We were both impatient, I felt like someone who was dying from thirst and was finally about to drink.
When the dress pooled at her ankles, leaving her in nothing but a lacy bra that left nothing to my imagination I took a step back to admire her body. Then an irrational fury got me, the thought that her lingerie was supposed to be for that Italian idiot making me go crazy. I reached for the bra and tore it into pieces, angry that another man could have my Cami and that I was letting it happen. If only things were easier, we could still be together. "Ben." She gasped, surprised, and looked down at me as her hands set on my shoulders, pulling me closer. "Such manners." She grinned, fortunately not noticing my swing of mood.
I wrapped my arms tightly around her hips, my head just below hers, and I looked up at her as I pressed my lips from her throat to between her breasts. "You ruined my shirt, we're even now." I said and grinned before biting down on her stomach, breathing in the sweet natural scent of her silky skin.
"Take it off." She moaned quietly then pushed the piece of cloth off my shoulders, forcing me to unwrap my arms around her regretfully and letting me finish what she had started. I let my shirt fall on the floor, my hands working on my jeans next but it was her time to stop me now. "Slow down." She grinned as she gave me a naughty look, using my words against me.
"I'm already being really slow." I grinned at her, watching her closely as she kneeled down on the bed to take care of my zipper, her hands moving quickly and her eyes glued on mine. She looked like a dream coming true and she was so gorgeous and confident that she was taking my breath away.
Pressing her lips below my belly button, Cami trailed them down my happy trail, kissing while her hands tugged my jeans and boxers down in one swift motion. I didn't even know how many times I had dreamt about her and this during the last year, waking up alone, frustrated and aching for her. She sucked in a breath at the sight of me, grinning up at me. "So big," She whispered, hesitating a moment while I wondered what she was going to do next. If it was up to me I'd just tell her to do anything that crossed her mind, to make me feel like no other girl did, to fill that hole in my chest and to convince me that whatever had broken between us could be fixed.
"Did you forget?" I grinned back at her and let my eyes drop down her tiny body as she set her palms flat on her thighs while she squeezed her legs together, making me want to open them instead and devour her.
"No... never," She sunk her nails into her skin slowly and reached up for me with her other hand, holding my dick at its base and keeping her eyes on me while she sucked gently on the tip.
I groaned, her lips on me almost too good to bear, my fingers tangling in her hair while she kept sucking and moving her hand at the same time, so slow that it felt like the sweetest torture ever. I made a hissing noise with my breath, watching her take every inch of me she could fit into her mouth. Her hand moved to my balls, handling them gently as she caressed them one at a time, moving her head back and forth and back and forth. I kept getting harder, it was taking me everything not to come inside her sweet mouth. "Are we still taking it slow?" I asked quietly, dropping one of my hands down her back and snaking it to the front of her body.
she pulled her head back and made a slight popping noise, looking at me through her lashes as my thumb brushed her erect nipple. "Isn't that what you wanted?" She tilted her head to a side as I lowered my head to breath against her neck, her hand fisting my erection and making me groan.
"I think you know what I want..." I trailed off, kissing my way down to her shoulder and sending a shiver through her body.
She kept moving her hand, stroking me while I teased her with my lips. "Tell me," She breathed out, biting her lip.
I inhaled deeply, her sweet scent going to my head while her hand didn't stop. "You." I said simply, my voice coming out more like a groan. I felt bad for not having the courage to explain to her that my answer wasn't just for how I wanted her body, but I wanted all of her. I didn't spent even a day not regretting letting her fall into another man's arms. And still, I couldn't do anything about it.
"I'm here." She said in a breathy voice as she tilted her head back to give me more access to her skin, but I pulled my head back instead to look at her face and the expression on it.
I reached for her wrist and forced her to take her hand away from me, then I grabbed her other one. "Sit baby." I said quietly, the name slipping out of my lips automatically while I pinned her wrists behind her back.
She did as I said, moving quickly and staring at me with a big grin on her lips and excitement in her eyes. "What do you have in mind?" She asked, squirming when kneeled down on the floor and forced her legs open to step between them.
I took my time to answer, licking my way up from her navel to her throat as I looked up at her and my grin matched hers. "You." I answered and waited for her to tilt her down to kiss me, which she did a second later, still knowing my signals perfectly.
She bit down on my lip as she pulled her head back, making me groan again and tighten the hold I had on her wrists. "Is it all you can say?"
"No, but it's true." I shook my head, the words I love you on the tip of my tongue so before they could come out I positioned my head between her legs, using that same tongue to lick up her pussy.
A moan filled the room and she pulled her hips closer to my face as she wriggled her wrists in my hold. "Oh my god Ben..." She trailed off, tossing her head back.
I kept my eyes on her, not wanting to miss even a second of her. I focused on her clit, sucking it as I pulled my head back and let it go with a smack of my lips. "You're so sweet." I groaned when she moaned again, her legs jolting a little when I attacked her again, this time not losing a second and thrusting my tongue inside of her.
"Ben!" Cami gasped and her entire body shuddered. The corners of my lips curled into a smirk as I kept my eyes on her and my tongue buried deep inside of her.
Shaking my head a little, I curled my tongue and pulled my head back, "Shh."
She parted her lips and then bit down on her bottom lip as if preventing other sounds from coming out of her mouth, which was too bad since I had always loved when she screamed. Still, it was needed. Her chest fell up and down and a second later, my tongue was back inside of her. I was devouring her, bringing me closer and closer to an orgasm with every lick. I wanted to take her higher and higher, hungry for her, anxious to make her forget all the other men. She curled her fingers to make fists and kept her eyes on me, the look on her face the hottest ever. "Oh my god," She said in a whisper, moaning as she arched her back.
I moved my lips back to her clit and sucked, knowing she wouldn't last much longer by the way her pussy kept spasming. "Let go for me," I said so softly, my voice low. "No," She said stubbornly, but she could do nothing, her body was at my mercy and I just wanted to taste her liquid pleasure. "Not yet."
"Cum..." I scrapped my teeth against her sensitive clit and then nibbled on it. "I want to feel you against my tongue," I said before sliding it right back inside of her.
I watched her rolling her head back and shutting her eyes tight while I kept tonguing her. My grasp on her wrists tightened and her hips moved, a groan leaving me when I saw her start losing control. "Look at me."
She opened her eyes and moaned loudly, catching herself and biting her lip as she came hard and kept coming, my tongue moving inside of her and not stopping until every last drop was licked up. "Baby, come here," She said in a voice that didn't sound like her own.
I let go of her wrists and moved my hands on her ass instead, my mouth placing a trail of kisses up her stomach as I smiled. "Hi." I whispered once my lips hit hers. It felt unreal, to be back in her arms, see her post orgasm face, hear her call me baby, as if the year apart had never existed.
She wrapped her arms around my neck, smiling back at me as she let me move her body in the middle of her bed. "Hey." She said softly, her voice still breathy and her eyes shining.
"I'm not done with you." I grinned as I lowered my body against hers, my words having a double meaning again even if I'd never say that. Instead of regretting what I didn't have anymore I focused on what I was having now, even if the two things were the same and going under the name of Camille.
She smirked back at me and tangled her fingers with my hair, her dark eyes getting even darker, "I hope so."
"Know so." I said as I ran my hands down her body, my fingers caressing her curves until they found her knees and stopped there, grabbing them to spread her legs open. I kept my lips pressed on hers and my eyes didn't leave hers as I pinned her to the mattress and rolled my hips, entering her in a swift motion. But f.uck I felt as if I was dying and going straight to heaven, she was so tight, so good.
Her back arched against the bed as she tossed her head back, my lips missing hers immediately and moving down her throat. "Oh Ben." She breathed out, making fists into my hair.
I watched her closely, her face twisting in pleasure as her eyes closed, her voice so soft when she said my name...I swear I almost felt like crying, this wasn't just sex and god I missed her. "You're the best." I managed to say in a barely audible tone before sealing my lips on hers again, my hips moving in a steady pace as I pumped in and out of her again and again.
Cami moaned against my mouth and tightened around me uncontrollably, her moans like music to my ears. No one could ever compare to her, to how sexy, gorgeous and smart she was. It was impossible to compare to someone so perfect. Breaking the kiss, she sunk her teeth into my bottom lip to give it a gentle tug. "You drive me crazy..." She trailed off and moved her eyes to my neck, leaving me wonder what her next move would be. She moved her hand to the back of it and cupped it, flicking her eyes back up to mine to hold the gaze I had on her.
"Still?" I asked, genuinely surprised by her words. We hadn't been in bed together for a whole year now and I had guessed that what once we had would slowly disappear, mostly because I never saw trace of it whenever I saw her. Instead, everything was still there, neither of us admitting it.
"Always," She said in a whisper, moans following her confession which filled my ego and my heart. Even if for a night I wanted to think about her as mine again.
A grin flashed across my face before I moved my head down to scrape my teeth against her neck. Goosebumps coated her flesh and she shivered, pushing her breasts toward me as her back arched off the bed. "Always?" I repeated as a question, sinking my teeth into her skin and getting a loud moan out of her.
She tightened around me in a vice like grip and made me groan again, my lips moving down her body to tease her nipples. "Yes," She moaned, still arching as I darted my tongue out to twirl around a nipple before capturing it with my teeth and tugging on it. "God yes."
I ran my tongue flat between her breasts and up to her neck again, in a loss of words because I was too focused on how amazing she felt to make my brain work. I slid my arms between her back and the bed, wrapping them around her waist to hold her pressed firmly against me when I rolled my hips, every inch of me buried deep inside of her. "F.uck." I managed to mutter against her skin, wishing I could stay there forever.
Her body shook in my arms, her hands clutching at my shoulders as she tossed her head back on the pillow, "Don't stop." She breathed out between moans, her pussy tightening even more around me, it was killing me.
"No, never." I groaned as I kissed her throat before rolling over my side and landing on my back, switching our positions while still being inside of her. She was the only one who could make me feel this happy, so complete and peaceful, meaningless sex had never been my thing and even if I used it to get over her, it'd never work and I knew it.
She set her hands on my chest and lifted herself up in a sitting position, her hips pressing against mine in the process and making me growl. "Never." She repeated my words as she started riding me, both of us too much in a daze to give a sense to what we were saying.
I glued my eyes on her, caressing every inch of her flawless body while my hands ran up her smooth thighs. "Faster baby." I said in a low tone, my thumb reaching her clit and rubbing it.
"Ben... j'aime la manière que vous faites cela," Cami whispered and shuddered on top of me. Her hips rolled faster, her hands on my body to keep hers from falling apart on top of me as she rode me hard.
"This?" I pressed harder and left my thumb resting against her clit. One part of me wanted her to come because of my fingers, because of everything about me, while I also wanted her to last as long as possible. We had only that little time.
She threw her head back and moaned my name again, her voice so sexy, "Oui! Oh my god, Ben." She set her hand on top of mine, helping me to rub circles against her clit as she tightened around me and I groaned in pleasure, "Cum with me..."
"Not yet Cami," I moved my free hand to cup her perfect ass, her hand letting go of mine as she propped her hands back on my chest firmly, my muscles flexing beneath her. Pushing her breasts together, my eyes scanned her body again and I slid my other hand down to her ass, moving with her as she bounced up and down on top of me, driving me literally crazy. I couldn't think, I could barely breath, my heart beating faster and my orgasm building, all I wanted and needed was her.
"Now baby," She said as a purr.
My hands inched up her back and pressed against it, bringing her body closer to mine. Her lips found my neck as she kissed and sucked, that enough for me to know that I couldn't last much longer. I wanted to come inside of her, explode, fill her completely to the point that nothing or no one else could top that. And I wanted to do this again and again and again, I knew that this wouldn't be enough and probably nothing would. I reached for her hair with one hand, my fingers tangling with her hair as I forced her gently to move her lips where I wanted them. "You're going to kill me." I managed to breathe out before my lips crashed against hers, my hips lifting from the bed to pound inside of her hard and give her all of me while she kept hers in place.
She moaned against my mouth as she tightened around me uncontrollably, her eyes closing then opening again when I gave a gentle tug at her hair. I wanted to see her break, her body and soul unfolding under my eyes, for me. Her lips parted and I slid my tongue into her mouth, with such passion and need that I was basically devouring her while I kept fucking her at a relentless place until her whole body shook and she broke the kiss to gasp for air. "Ben!" She screamed my name once before biting down hand on her lip, her orgasm hitting her hard and starting mine.
"Fuck Cami." I groaned and my hands left her hair to grab her body, keeping her there where she was and offering support as I rode out our orgasms, my dick sliding in and out of her until every drop of me was poured inside of her.
She collapsed on top of me, her body limp against mine as our labored breaths echoed in her bedroom. "Oh god." She whispered in a tiny voice that made me smile and my chest tighten at the same time.
I stared at the ceiling as I caressed her hair gently, letting her bury her face into the crook of my neck. If I had good timing, that'd be the perfect moment to tell her that I still loved her, but I couldn't find the courage to voice my feelings, too afraid that she'd take it in the wrong way or that we'd end up breaking up again. "Can I sleep here?" I asked instead in a low tone.
Cami smiled against my skin, inhaling deeply before lifting her head and finding my eyes on her. "You can," She whispered back, eying my lips and pressing hers against them.
I was still hard inside of her, my physical attraction for her always strong, just like the mental one. Cami was an amazing girl and I had realized that way before her lips touched mine for the first time, no wonder why she had always been the one for me and that would never change even if I had lost her. I groaned as her hips moved on their own, greedily.
"Oops," She grinned against my lips, capturing my bottom lip between her teeth and sucking on it as her hand slid down my chest to find the base of my dick. She held it gently, lifting her hips up and moaning softly until I was no longer inside of her, missing her already.
"God, I'll never get enough of you," I growled and rolled the both of us onto our sides, my hard dick pressed against her stomach. I was beyond ready for her again, needing to be inside of her again. My hand slid down her thigh, moving her body and hooking it around my waist so my dick was now laying across her pussy.
"Good," She answered simply with a wicked smirk, watching my expression match hers.
"Good?" I repeated as she nodded, leaning her chest into mine and kissing me again, so passionate I felt like she was the air I couldn't live without.
Her arms wrapped around my body, holding me close to her and making me feel as if I couldn't ever leave. I didn't want to. A moan escaped her, followed by more as my hips moved, my erection sliding up and down her as if I was trying to make my way back inside. A little teasing before fucking her again wouldn't hurt. "Ben..." She trailed off before I silenced her with my lips again, distracting her until a loud yell broke the moment.
"Maman!!!!"
We froze for a second, reality slapping us in our faces and reminding us that we had other obligations. Our bodies broke apart and we were both shuffling to get dressed, while I prayed that our son wouldn't get up from his bed and at the same time I hoped he wasn't feeling even worse than before.
"Maman! Thirsty!" Gabe barked out his order, both of us stopping for a moment as a nervous laugh left her parted lips.
I turned to her and coaxed me back into bed, kissing her forehead and pulling away slowly, "I can handle this. Get some rest."
She nodded her head, sliding her hand to mine and giving it a small squeeze, "Ben?" I looked back at her and I could feel the mood shifting, while I found myself wishing she'd say the words I couldn't say and made of us a family again. She smiled at me, "Thank you."
present;
"Are you tired Gabe?" My mom said from the other side of the big table, looking at my son who looked as if he was about to fall asleep in his plate.
He just nodded before setting his forearms on the flat surface and leaning his cheek on his hand, not being his usual mouthy self.
I shot Cami a look, who just shrugged at me as she took the last bite of her mashed potatoes, the eyes of the rest of our families on us. Mom had had this great idea of having a big dinner all together and even if I liked that I also felt under the spotlight a lot, both me and Cami. "We went to the park earlier, he couldn't stop running around." She said as if that explained it, and in a sense it did. Gabe was a kid full of energies, but of course they weren't never ending and since school had been over he had been so excited to be so much free time to play that he was always borderline hyper.
"That little man there is faster than me, he gave me a good workout." Chloe said with a laugh, winking at him and getting back nothing but a glance.
Mom made a silly face then grinned, getting up as her eyes moved from one guest to the other, always being the perfect host no matter if she hadn't cooked even half of the dinner. It was the thought that counted though, right? "Are we ready for dessert?" She asked with a smile on her face.
"Do you need help?" Cami offered, while her eyes kept on me as I smiled at her, perfectly content of this night spent with all the people I loved so much. Except for Tristan because he was too busy with his harem.
She shook her head at my ex, still smiling since she loved her as if she was her daughter, "Corey will help me." She answered eventually.
I shot my dad a grin as I looked at him, "Doubtful." I teased him.
He muttered something under his breath and followed mom, my attention back to my son and Cami. "You can have dessert too baby, happy?" She asked in a soft tone that made my chest tighten, so much love showing in her voice.
"I don't want it." Gabe answered in a whisper, shocking us. He never said no to desserts or anything sweet, ever.
My eyes moved past him to look at Cami who had the same concerned look I had. "Are you okay Gabe?" I asked quietly, leaning into him to set my hand on his forehead. "He's burning."
Cami's lips pressed together in a thin line as her gaze moved from him to me, "We should take him home."
I nodded in agreement, my son's health coming always first while I wondered if she'd still let him stay with me since it was my turn. I knew that Cami always worried a lot though, and a night away from him when he was sick would mean that she'd call me every 30 minutes. "You're coming too, right?" I asked, guessing that we'd just take care of him together. It almost felt like a dejavu, except for now we'd be at my place and there wouldn't be any sexy time.
"Yeah," Cami pushed her chair back as I ignored both of our sisters. Chloe had a grin on her face and I could guess what she was thinking, while Mila was glaring. I didn't know which one was worst, but I bet on Mila and her attitude. "I'll grab his things."
"I'll bring them by Ben's in the morning," Chloe smiled at us, going so far to wiggle her eyebrows. I wasn't surprised, she always saw things when there was nothing to see. "Just get that little cutie home and put him to bed. Rest is the best thing for him."
Cami looked over at me, Gabe already cradled in my arms, his tiny body way too warm. "I should tell my mom -"
"What's going on?" She asked in the doorway, returning to the room with her usual graceful elegance, even though her arms were full of enough desserts to lighten up any bad mood. "You're leaving? Is Gabriel alright?"
"He probably has a fever," Cami's mom said, making her way over towards me to touch her grandsons forehead. Despite the temperature he looked peaceful, with his eyes shut, his mouth slightly open and his chest rolling up and down. "Cami, call me in the morning to update me on his health."
"I love you," Cami kissed her cheek as she pushed her purse into her arms. "Thanks for dinner," She gave a small wave to my, following behind me as I said goodbye to everyone at once.
"I see where we get it from," I smiled at her as she walked beside me.
"We have good parents," She smiled back, stopping as I opened the door for her and motioned for her to go first. She walked down the driveway to my car, opening the back and climbing in so she could be with Gabe. She waited for me to set up Gabe in the middle seat, her buckling him up as I climbed into the front seat. "You don't mind me staying over? I can sleep on the couch or in Gabe's bed with him."
"Then I'd have to worry about you getting sick and taking care of the both of you," I said as he started the car, pulling away from the house I grew up in and heading down the street.
She grinned at my reflection in the mirror before cuddling our sick son against her, "You'd take care of me?"
I tore my eyes away from hers and focused on driving, my lips curving into a smirk that matched hers. "Always cutie." I said seriously even though I knew that it couldn't be possibly true. One day she'd find someone else who'd take care of her, but I'd always be by her side.
"You'd end up having enough of me." She said back in a silly tone that got me shook my head.
"I didn't in years, I can't see that happen anytime soon." I paused as I parked my car in front of my apartment building. "Or ever." I added.
As I got out the car and walked to the other side, Cami was already out, struggling to pick Gabe up without waking him. When I smirked at her she rolled her eyes, "I got this." She sighed and finally took our son in her arms, pressing a kiss on his head in the process.
"If he'll wake up he'll be happy to see you." I said quietly before closing the door behind her and leading her to the building. Gabe was now used to the way Cami and I shared him, but he never hid how much more he liked when we were all together and that was one of the reasons why I made sure that it happened as often as possible.
"I hope he won't, he needs to rest and feel better." She frowned a little as she brushed her lips against his forehead and following me inside the building and straight to the elevator.
I let my eyes bounce between them as we moved up, my heart aching a little because I, just as Gabe, wished that we got to spend more time together too and not just because our son was sick. I wanted him to have a family, to feel as if he had one, even if it was unconventional. "He will, I heard that love cures everything." I smirked and set my hand on the small of her back, leading her out the elevator and into my apartment.
"You're silly." She smirked back at me and glanced around as we headed to Gabe's room, "I'm impressed, everything's so...tidy."
I scratched the back of my neck as I shrugged, "I told you, I was a desperate housewife yesterday."
At that, she laughed, trying to suppress it when Gabe let out a snort. "What I'd give to see you like that." She whispered and kept her eyes on me as I got our son's bed ready while she worked on getting him out of his clothes.
"Not happening." I whispered back at her as I handed her Gabe's pj's, my eyes glued on her and on how much love she put in every move as she dressed him. Once he was all ready I covered him with his blanket, Cami pressing a kiss on his cheek before we both walked out of his room as quietly as possible. I glanced at her, guessing that it was time for us to get ready to sleep too, "You can find something to get changed into in my closet and there's a new toothbrush in my bathroom. You can have my bed too, I'll sleep on the couch."
Cami smiled and nodded her head, "Thank you Ben." She kept her lips parted, but no sounds came out of her mouth.
When I didn't add anything more than a nod and a smile of my own, we parted ways; her heading towards my bedroom and me for the living room. I shot a quick glance to the couch, guessing that I wasn't going to sleep much. I started unbuttoning my shirt, then I realized that I needed my sweats so I walked back to my bedroom, finding Cami wearing one of my vnecks and her perfect ass in the air as she bent over to take her shoes off. "I forgot I need pajamas too," I grinned at her, dropping my eyes down to her ass for not more than a minute.
She grinned and kicked the heels aside, adding to the pile of her things. "Help yourself," She said and left the room to leave me to change, making her way into the bathroom while I got naked and dressed again in my sweatpants only as fast as I could. With a sigh, she walked back into my room, catching me tossing my shirt into a laundry hamper. "Are you cold? Your nipples are hard," She smirked, acting silly as she climbed into my bed with her eyes still on my chest.
"Because you're not good at sharing blankets," I joked back as she pulled the blankets up to her waist, rolling on her side to keep her eyes locked on me.
Then she did something that surprised me, she reached over to pat the other side of the bed, "We're adults, I think we can sleep in the same bed."
I let out a laugh and disappeared into my bathroom, leaving her alone in my room while I washed my face, brushed my teeth and applied some moisturizer. When I got back into the room I noticed the way Cami's chest heaved up and down, guessing that she was this close to fall asleep. I climbed in my own bed, laying beside her but far enough for me not to be tempted to touch her since I knew that the moment I'd lay a finger on her I'd want to hold her close all night. "You didn't change your mind already, did you?" I asked when I noticed her staring, the moonlight giving her away.
She rolled back over to face me, shaking her head and giving me a gorgeous smile, "No, of course not."
I rolled onto my side, not tearing my eyes from hers and doing my best to keep my hands away from her. "Good," I said quietly, my voice calming apparently since she closed her eyes and nodded. She looked like an angel, exactly like our Gabe. "Are you tired?"
"I am," She said with a yawn and her eyes still shut. "Tomorrow we should take Gabe to his doctor, make sure he's alright."
"Okay," I started, not feeling as tired as she was. "I have fashion week at the end of this week. I'm leaving for Milan on Thursday."
"Mmm," She mumbled, falling asleep. "Fashion week is fun."
I let out a soft laugh and pressed my lips against her forehead, making her smile, "Get some rest Cami."
"Is it bad that I'm a little relieved he's finally asleep?" Cami's voice broke the silence as she asked quietly, her voice sweet and silky.
I tilted my head in her direction and widened my eyes a little. Her perfect body was wrapped in a tight dress, her legs under the short skirt went on for miles, her hair framing her gorgeous face in messy waves. She was just...perfect. Not that I'd ever forget that, I was sure I still knew her body by memory, but I didn't get to see her as much as I used to and not all dressed up anyway. Or naked. "You look nice." I said quietly, going for an innocent compliment.
"Thanks, you do too. As always," She grinned and let her eyes scan my body, looking a lot like the 20 year old girl who was the mother of my son and less than the 20 year old woman who was about to go on a date. She tore her eyes away from me, opening her clutch and putting her phone inside of it, "He hasn't slept all day. On top of his fever, he's been teething. I gave him his medications and he should be out for a while but -"
"Take a breath Cami," I said in a reassuring voice, grinning at her before looking back at Gabe and covering him with the blanket he had already managed to kick off. Pressing my hand against his warm forehead, I pulled my head back and leaned my head down to kiss him, Gabe not even moving an inch.
"I should probably cancel and just stay home," She said seriously, already ready to put his sick baby before everything else. I admired that about her, she was an amazing mom despite being so young and Gabe was a lucky boy.
I stared back at her for a moment, part of me wanting her to stay too, before parting my lips and shaking my head, "Go have some fun." I said eventually, knowing she deserved some.
She smiled and crossed her arms over her chest as I stood back up, "Do you want a drink? I still have some time and god only knows I could use one right now."
"No thanks, but I can make you one." I offered and smiled back at her as we both walked out Gabe's room, I knew that even one drink when I was going to spend the night alone with my baby would only get me sleepy and I wanted to be wide awake instead. What if he got up or didn't feel good? I had to be ready to react. I had never experienced this subtle anxiety until the day I had become a father and I guessed it was just one of the millions side of being a parent.
She used her killer pout as she looked at me, her arm brushing against mine while we headed to the kitchen, "And you'd let me drink alone? I thought your parents taught you better than this."
"That sounded weird." I raised one eyebrow and we both broke into a chuckle, the air around us shifting. I had no problems being around Cami, heartache aside, we still got along and agreed on almost everything, but the moments when we were both relaxed and at ease were rare. When they happened, like now, I always made sure to cherish them.
She waved her hand in the air as if dismissing my words, "I just meant that it'd be a lack of manners." She sighed with a straight face, a fake one, that quickly turned into a more silly and equally gorgeous one.
"I beg your pardon Cami, I didn't mean to forget my gentlemanly ways." I glanced at her, opening the cupboard nonchalantly where I knew she kept some alcohol stocked. It was weird that I knew her apartment good enough to know where most things were, sometimes I felt as if it was just an extension of mine and mine an extension of hers, when the reality was far from that instead. We lived separate lives, saw different people, but that glue called Gabriel still kept us together. Sometimes it was easy to forget why we had broken up in the first place.
She hopped on the kitchen table and kicked her heels off in the process, her long legs dangling and distracting me from the aligned bottles. "Does it mean you'll join me?" She asked in that soft voice that had always got me on my knees for her, since the day she had bloomed from girl into a young woman.
"Yes." I gave up, knowing that I couldn't really say no to her, mostly because she rarely asked for anything. "What do you want?"
"I don't think I have much of a choice." She said from behind me then paused. "I'm pretty sure that I didn't buy any of those, it must have been Chloe."
The mere mention of my sister made me sigh, I could picture her in my mind with her best frown telling me how stupid I had been to let Cami go. I wondered if she'd ever get tired of saying that to me. "In one of your crazy nights I guess." I said back and reached for a bottle of rum, then grabbed two glasses.
"Yeah the ones when she gets all the craziness while I just miss Gabe instead." She smirked at me as I looked at her and got a bottle of a strawberry flavored drink from the fridge. It hit me that, despite her attempt to make her words sound light, the look into her eyes told me that deep down she meant it. I knew the feeling, being away from Gabe, even if I knew he was in her good hands, was torture.
"He misses you too." I reassured her with a smile, pouring white rum and the fruity thing into a glass and just rum into the other before opening the freezer and getting some ice. Silence filled the room and when I turned around to give her drink I was stunned by how sexy she looked in that moment. Her bottom lip was captured by her teeth, her hair falling over her slender shoulder, her eyes dark and intense...she looked irresistible. "How long do you have before you go?" I asked casually, wanting to distract myself and ending up making a question that could be easily misunderstood.
Cami freed her lip from her teeth and shrugged her shoulders, setting her palms on either side of her on the counter, her drink resting beside her. Her eyes moved towards the clock above the stove as I took that time to caress her body with my eyes, scanning every inch of it as she crossed her legs. "Half an hour," She said and moved her eyes back to me, grinning when she noticed my eyes on her legs. The fact that I still checked her out occasionally and she didn't seem to mind, on the contrary she seemed to like it, made me feel good.
I tore my eyes away from her body and smirked, looking at the drink beside her, "Not in the mood anymore?" She widened her eyes at me, misunderstanding my words and taking them in the dirty way. "Your drink," I motioned in the direction of her drink with mine in my hand.
"Oh," She replied and picked it up, taking a sip and wrinkling her nose a little. She was such a bad drinker, but I thought that was funny, even amusing.
I grinned as I watched her swallow and then take another long sip. "Too strong?" I stepped closer and leaned my side into the counter beside her. "I can always add more juice if you can't handle it."
"It's great instead," She stuck her tongue out at me then grinned, holding the glass while she let it rest against her thigh. "I'm surprised you had no plans tonight."
"Who said I didn't?" I said back and regretted it as soon as it left my mouth. It sounded bad when I was just being playful instead. My plans for the night were a glass of wine and TV, not exactly exciting ones. When she had called me to ask me to help her with Gabe I had been more than happy to say yes.
"I could have had Chloe watch Gabe," She said quietly and I knew she had taken my words in the wrong way.
I shook my head, "Anytime I can get with him, I'll take it. Plus I'm not sure my sister could handle a sick baby," I added with a smirk. Since she had come back from New York she acted like a completely different person, it worried me a little.
"Good point." She grinned and eyed the drink in my hand, kicking my leg softly with her foot, "Are you going to drink that or is it just for looks?"
I smirked at her, keeping my eyes on her as I downed my drink in one long gulp, emptying the glass and not even blinking. "What?" I asked, scrunching up my face in a silly expression.
That got her laughing softly, her chest vibrating and her breasts too, making it hard for me not to look. Again. "Oh nothing." She said as she struggled to compose herself, recrossing her legs and biting down on her lip.
"Am I wrong or you just kicked my leg?" I raised one eyebrow, setting my glass on the counter and gravitating closer to her. I wasn't even doing it on purpose, I just couldn't help it. I was used to ignore the attraction still very alive between us, but tonight, seeing her all dolled up for another guy, made it nearly impossible for me not to notice how gorgeous and sexy she was. I was only a man and she was the mother of my son, a very hot one.
Her teeth freed her bottom lip and allowed her mouth to curve into a smirk, her eyes still on mine. "I thought that a strong man like you could handle more than a baby kick."
"A baby kick?" I asked and it was my turn to laugh.
"It was a tiny one." She shrugged and hid her smirk behind her glass, sipping her drink slowly and making a face that was adorable. She could say that she liked it one million times and I still wouldn't buy it.
I moved in front of her, my body towering hers as I tilted my head down to brush her hair off her face, "I thought you were a strong woman too." I said in a low teasing voice, my hands itching to touch her the moment her sweet scent filled my nostrils. I wasn't going to deny how much I still loved Cami, not to myself anyway, but having her so close, just us, without Gabe around, made me miss her even more.
"Don't let my tiny body fool you, I am." She grinned wider then bit her lip again, setting her glass behind her before glancing over my shoulder. My eyes followed hers and I found the clock, then I looked back at her and felt defeated because our short time together was about to end already. "I'm in no hurry." She added quietly, as if reading my thoughts.
I swallowed and nodded my head, wishing I wasn't selfish and I could tell her that she had to go to her date or whatever it was. Instead, I couldn't even bring myself to bring the subject up, part of my heart still hers and it would probably be forever. I believed in love, one love, I had found it and lost it. "It must be my lucky night." I said quietly, silence filling the kitchen as I lifted my hands to cup her face, cradling it, the contact enough to send a wave of need and desire through my body. When she nodded as she looked up at me, her fingers wrapping around my wrists not to push me away but to keep them in place, the air between us filled with electricity. I inhaled deeply, conscious that what I was about to do wasn't probably a good idea but wanting to do it anyway. I brushed my nose against hers, staring at her and smiling before I closed the little distance between us and pressed my lips against hers in a soft kiss.
Cami parted her lips, bringing her free hand up to my head and tangling her fingers in my hair to hold my head against hers. Our tongues slipped into each other's mouths, neither of us missing a beat like a year hadn't passed and we still knew exactly how to react to one another. "Ben..." She broke the kiss, keeping her eyes wide and on mine even though our lips were still touching.
"I shouldn't have -" I started and she grinned, surprising me because I was half expecting her to stop me. She parted her lips again, cutting me off with another kiss, a small moan escaping her as my hand slid between her thighs. I wanted to touch her so bad, run my hands and my mouth over every inch of her creamy skin, breathing her and tasting her.
She deepened the kiss, giving me the encouragement I needed. Stepping closer, my palm slid flat up her thigh, my thumb finding her clit and pressing on it through her panties. She broke the kiss, throwing her head back and closing her eyes as she gasped for air, her chest heaving up and down while I watched her responding to my touch. There was nothing sexier than that, nothing. "Don't stop," She whispered as if sensing my hesitation to go on in what I was doing. I want her, real bad, but I didn't want to ruin what we had built in one year, because our son would pay for that.
"Are you sure Cami?" I asked and moved my lips to her neck, kissing and teasing as my other hand slid up her thigh, both hands gripping at the lacy fabric covering her pussy and pulling it down her legs. I shoved it into my pocket and pushed her legs further apart until her dress was hitched up, my head dropping down to kiss her thighs slowly with my eyes locked on hers while I waited for her answer. It was as if my brain was still considering what to do but my body were past beyond that.
She nodded her head and kept watching me, the look into her eyes showing me mixed emotions which I couldn't read but my heart could sense. It was clear that this wasn't going to be just a one night stand, but it'd have a meaning for both of us, only none of us was about to admit that out loud. "I want you so bad," She said instead, breathy since she still hadn't caught her breath.
"Prove it," I said back, her hands grabbing at my shirt to pull me back into a standing position. I knew what she was capable of in bed, we had learned together, and I missed it. I missed her.
She tore at the buttons, ripping them off two at a time. Her hands slid down to my erection the second my shirt was hanging wide open. "I need you inside of me," She cupped me through my jeans while her other hand worked on my zipper.
I groaned, her hands on me felt so good even there was still too much between us. I reached for her wrists and forced her to pull away gently, lifting her arm to wrap them around my neck. When she looked at me with big eyes, I smiled at her, "Slow down Cami." I said softly, my tone reassuring as I pressed another kiss on her lips. I was literally dying to be inside of her, but I also wanted to make it last as long as I could because I didn't know if this would be the last time. "Bed." I added.
She smirked eventually, looking happy and confident again as her legs wrapped around my hips quickly just as I dropped my hands on her a.ss to pick her up, that move coming automatic. "Good idea." She whispered as I carried her to her room, her hips grinding against mine and making me groan since the friction was killing me.
"You look so sexy tonight." I said in a low tone, stopping in front of her bed and forcing her to get back on her feet and stand on the mattress. To be completely honest, she always looked sexy, only I wasn't allowed to say it usually. My hands left her ass to ran up her back and reach for the zipper of her dress, pulling it down in a quick movement while she was already sliding her arms out of the sleeves. We were both impatient, I felt like someone who was dying from thirst and was finally about to drink.
When the dress pooled at her ankles, leaving her in nothing but a lacy bra that left nothing to my imagination I took a step back to admire her body. Then an irrational fury got me, the thought that her lingerie was supposed to be for that Italian idiot making me go crazy. I reached for the bra and tore it into pieces, angry that another man could have my Cami and that I was letting it happen. If only things were easier, we could still be together. "Ben." She gasped, surprised, and looked down at me as her hands set on my shoulders, pulling me closer. "Such manners." She grinned, fortunately not noticing my swing of mood.
I wrapped my arms tightly around her hips, my head just below hers, and I looked up at her as I pressed my lips from her throat to between her breasts. "You ruined my shirt, we're even now." I said and grinned before biting down on her stomach, breathing in the sweet natural scent of her silky skin.
"Take it off." She moaned quietly then pushed the piece of cloth off my shoulders, forcing me to unwrap my arms around her regretfully and letting me finish what she had started. I let my shirt fall on the floor, my hands working on my jeans next but it was her time to stop me now. "Slow down." She grinned as she gave me a naughty look, using my words against me.
"I'm already being really slow." I grinned at her, watching her closely as she kneeled down on the bed to take care of my zipper, her hands moving quickly and her eyes glued on mine. She looked like a dream coming true and she was so gorgeous and confident that she was taking my breath away.
Pressing her lips below my belly button, Cami trailed them down my happy trail, kissing while her hands tugged my jeans and boxers down in one swift motion. I didn't even know how many times I had dreamt about her and this during the last year, waking up alone, frustrated and aching for her. She sucked in a breath at the sight of me, grinning up at me. "So big," She whispered, hesitating a moment while I wondered what she was going to do next. If it was up to me I'd just tell her to do anything that crossed her mind, to make me feel like no other girl did, to fill that hole in my chest and to convince me that whatever had broken between us could be fixed.
"Did you forget?" I grinned back at her and let my eyes drop down her tiny body as she set her palms flat on her thighs while she squeezed her legs together, making me want to open them instead and devour her.
"No... never," She sunk her nails into her skin slowly and reached up for me with her other hand, holding my dick at its base and keeping her eyes on me while she sucked gently on the tip.
I groaned, her lips on me almost too good to bear, my fingers tangling in her hair while she kept sucking and moving her hand at the same time, so slow that it felt like the sweetest torture ever. I made a hissing noise with my breath, watching her take every inch of me she could fit into her mouth. Her hand moved to my balls, handling them gently as she caressed them one at a time, moving her head back and forth and back and forth. I kept getting harder, it was taking me everything not to come inside her sweet mouth. "Are we still taking it slow?" I asked quietly, dropping one of my hands down her back and snaking it to the front of her body.
she pulled her head back and made a slight popping noise, looking at me through her lashes as my thumb brushed her erect nipple. "Isn't that what you wanted?" She tilted her head to a side as I lowered my head to breath against her neck, her hand fisting my erection and making me groan.
"I think you know what I want..." I trailed off, kissing my way down to her shoulder and sending a shiver through her body.
She kept moving her hand, stroking me while I teased her with my lips. "Tell me," She breathed out, biting her lip.
I inhaled deeply, her sweet scent going to my head while her hand didn't stop. "You." I said simply, my voice coming out more like a groan. I felt bad for not having the courage to explain to her that my answer wasn't just for how I wanted her body, but I wanted all of her. I didn't spent even a day not regretting letting her fall into another man's arms. And still, I couldn't do anything about it.
"I'm here." She said in a breathy voice as she tilted her head back to give me more access to her skin, but I pulled my head back instead to look at her face and the expression on it.
I reached for her wrist and forced her to take her hand away from me, then I grabbed her other one. "Sit baby." I said quietly, the name slipping out of my lips automatically while I pinned her wrists behind her back.
She did as I said, moving quickly and staring at me with a big grin on her lips and excitement in her eyes. "What do you have in mind?" She asked, squirming when kneeled down on the floor and forced her legs open to step between them.
I took my time to answer, licking my way up from her navel to her throat as I looked up at her and my grin matched hers. "You." I answered and waited for her to tilt her down to kiss me, which she did a second later, still knowing my signals perfectly.
She bit down on my lip as she pulled her head back, making me groan again and tighten the hold I had on her wrists. "Is it all you can say?"
"No, but it's true." I shook my head, the words I love you on the tip of my tongue so before they could come out I positioned my head between her legs, using that same tongue to lick up her pussy.
A moan filled the room and she pulled her hips closer to my face as she wriggled her wrists in my hold. "Oh my god Ben..." She trailed off, tossing her head back.
I kept my eyes on her, not wanting to miss even a second of her. I focused on her clit, sucking it as I pulled my head back and let it go with a smack of my lips. "You're so sweet." I groaned when she moaned again, her legs jolting a little when I attacked her again, this time not losing a second and thrusting my tongue inside of her.
"Ben!" Cami gasped and her entire body shuddered. The corners of my lips curled into a smirk as I kept my eyes on her and my tongue buried deep inside of her.
Shaking my head a little, I curled my tongue and pulled my head back, "Shh."
She parted her lips and then bit down on her bottom lip as if preventing other sounds from coming out of her mouth, which was too bad since I had always loved when she screamed. Still, it was needed. Her chest fell up and down and a second later, my tongue was back inside of her. I was devouring her, bringing me closer and closer to an orgasm with every lick. I wanted to take her higher and higher, hungry for her, anxious to make her forget all the other men. She curled her fingers to make fists and kept her eyes on me, the look on her face the hottest ever. "Oh my god," She said in a whisper, moaning as she arched her back.
I moved my lips back to her clit and sucked, knowing she wouldn't last much longer by the way her pussy kept spasming. "Let go for me," I said so softly, my voice low. "No," She said stubbornly, but she could do nothing, her body was at my mercy and I just wanted to taste her liquid pleasure. "Not yet."
"Cum..." I scrapped my teeth against her sensitive clit and then nibbled on it. "I want to feel you against my tongue," I said before sliding it right back inside of her.
I watched her rolling her head back and shutting her eyes tight while I kept tonguing her. My grasp on her wrists tightened and her hips moved, a groan leaving me when I saw her start losing control. "Look at me."
She opened her eyes and moaned loudly, catching herself and biting her lip as she came hard and kept coming, my tongue moving inside of her and not stopping until every last drop was licked up. "Baby, come here," She said in a voice that didn't sound like her own.
I let go of her wrists and moved my hands on her ass instead, my mouth placing a trail of kisses up her stomach as I smiled. "Hi." I whispered once my lips hit hers. It felt unreal, to be back in her arms, see her post orgasm face, hear her call me baby, as if the year apart had never existed.
She wrapped her arms around my neck, smiling back at me as she let me move her body in the middle of her bed. "Hey." She said softly, her voice still breathy and her eyes shining.
"I'm not done with you." I grinned as I lowered my body against hers, my words having a double meaning again even if I'd never say that. Instead of regretting what I didn't have anymore I focused on what I was having now, even if the two things were the same and going under the name of Camille.
She smirked back at me and tangled her fingers with my hair, her dark eyes getting even darker, "I hope so."
"Know so." I said as I ran my hands down her body, my fingers caressing her curves until they found her knees and stopped there, grabbing them to spread her legs open. I kept my lips pressed on hers and my eyes didn't leave hers as I pinned her to the mattress and rolled my hips, entering her in a swift motion. But f.uck I felt as if I was dying and going straight to heaven, she was so tight, so good.
Her back arched against the bed as she tossed her head back, my lips missing hers immediately and moving down her throat. "Oh Ben." She breathed out, making fists into my hair.
I watched her closely, her face twisting in pleasure as her eyes closed, her voice so soft when she said my name...I swear I almost felt like crying, this wasn't just sex and god I missed her. "You're the best." I managed to say in a barely audible tone before sealing my lips on hers again, my hips moving in a steady pace as I pumped in and out of her again and again.
Cami moaned against my mouth and tightened around me uncontrollably, her moans like music to my ears. No one could ever compare to her, to how sexy, gorgeous and smart she was. It was impossible to compare to someone so perfect. Breaking the kiss, she sunk her teeth into my bottom lip to give it a gentle tug. "You drive me crazy..." She trailed off and moved her eyes to my neck, leaving me wonder what her next move would be. She moved her hand to the back of it and cupped it, flicking her eyes back up to mine to hold the gaze I had on her.
"Still?" I asked, genuinely surprised by her words. We hadn't been in bed together for a whole year now and I had guessed that what once we had would slowly disappear, mostly because I never saw trace of it whenever I saw her. Instead, everything was still there, neither of us admitting it.
"Always," She said in a whisper, moans following her confession which filled my ego and my heart. Even if for a night I wanted to think about her as mine again.
A grin flashed across my face before I moved my head down to scrape my teeth against her neck. Goosebumps coated her flesh and she shivered, pushing her breasts toward me as her back arched off the bed. "Always?" I repeated as a question, sinking my teeth into her skin and getting a loud moan out of her.
She tightened around me in a vice like grip and made me groan again, my lips moving down her body to tease her nipples. "Yes," She moaned, still arching as I darted my tongue out to twirl around a nipple before capturing it with my teeth and tugging on it. "God yes."
I ran my tongue flat between her breasts and up to her neck again, in a loss of words because I was too focused on how amazing she felt to make my brain work. I slid my arms between her back and the bed, wrapping them around her waist to hold her pressed firmly against me when I rolled my hips, every inch of me buried deep inside of her. "F.uck." I managed to mutter against her skin, wishing I could stay there forever.
Her body shook in my arms, her hands clutching at my shoulders as she tossed her head back on the pillow, "Don't stop." She breathed out between moans, her pussy tightening even more around me, it was killing me.
"No, never." I groaned as I kissed her throat before rolling over my side and landing on my back, switching our positions while still being inside of her. She was the only one who could make me feel this happy, so complete and peaceful, meaningless sex had never been my thing and even if I used it to get over her, it'd never work and I knew it.
She set her hands on my chest and lifted herself up in a sitting position, her hips pressing against mine in the process and making me growl. "Never." She repeated my words as she started riding me, both of us too much in a daze to give a sense to what we were saying.
I glued my eyes on her, caressing every inch of her flawless body while my hands ran up her smooth thighs. "Faster baby." I said in a low tone, my thumb reaching her clit and rubbing it.
"Ben... j'aime la manière que vous faites cela," Cami whispered and shuddered on top of me. Her hips rolled faster, her hands on my body to keep hers from falling apart on top of me as she rode me hard.
"This?" I pressed harder and left my thumb resting against her clit. One part of me wanted her to come because of my fingers, because of everything about me, while I also wanted her to last as long as possible. We had only that little time.
She threw her head back and moaned my name again, her voice so sexy, "Oui! Oh my god, Ben." She set her hand on top of mine, helping me to rub circles against her clit as she tightened around me and I groaned in pleasure, "Cum with me..."
"Not yet Cami," I moved my free hand to cup her perfect ass, her hand letting go of mine as she propped her hands back on my chest firmly, my muscles flexing beneath her. Pushing her breasts together, my eyes scanned her body again and I slid my other hand down to her ass, moving with her as she bounced up and down on top of me, driving me literally crazy. I couldn't think, I could barely breath, my heart beating faster and my orgasm building, all I wanted and needed was her.
"Now baby," She said as a purr.
My hands inched up her back and pressed against it, bringing her body closer to mine. Her lips found my neck as she kissed and sucked, that enough for me to know that I couldn't last much longer. I wanted to come inside of her, explode, fill her completely to the point that nothing or no one else could top that. And I wanted to do this again and again and again, I knew that this wouldn't be enough and probably nothing would. I reached for her hair with one hand, my fingers tangling with her hair as I forced her gently to move her lips where I wanted them. "You're going to kill me." I managed to breathe out before my lips crashed against hers, my hips lifting from the bed to pound inside of her hard and give her all of me while she kept hers in place.
She moaned against my mouth as she tightened around me uncontrollably, her eyes closing then opening again when I gave a gentle tug at her hair. I wanted to see her break, her body and soul unfolding under my eyes, for me. Her lips parted and I slid my tongue into her mouth, with such passion and need that I was basically devouring her while I kept fucking her at a relentless place until her whole body shook and she broke the kiss to gasp for air. "Ben!" She screamed my name once before biting down hand on her lip, her orgasm hitting her hard and starting mine.
"Fuck Cami." I groaned and my hands left her hair to grab her body, keeping her there where she was and offering support as I rode out our orgasms, my dick sliding in and out of her until every drop of me was poured inside of her.
She collapsed on top of me, her body limp against mine as our labored breaths echoed in her bedroom. "Oh god." She whispered in a tiny voice that made me smile and my chest tighten at the same time.
I stared at the ceiling as I caressed her hair gently, letting her bury her face into the crook of my neck. If I had good timing, that'd be the perfect moment to tell her that I still loved her, but I couldn't find the courage to voice my feelings, too afraid that she'd take it in the wrong way or that we'd end up breaking up again. "Can I sleep here?" I asked instead in a low tone.
Cami smiled against my skin, inhaling deeply before lifting her head and finding my eyes on her. "You can," She whispered back, eying my lips and pressing hers against them.
I was still hard inside of her, my physical attraction for her always strong, just like the mental one. Cami was an amazing girl and I had realized that way before her lips touched mine for the first time, no wonder why she had always been the one for me and that would never change even if I had lost her. I groaned as her hips moved on their own, greedily.
"Oops," She grinned against my lips, capturing my bottom lip between her teeth and sucking on it as her hand slid down my chest to find the base of my dick. She held it gently, lifting her hips up and moaning softly until I was no longer inside of her, missing her already.
"God, I'll never get enough of you," I growled and rolled the both of us onto our sides, my hard dick pressed against her stomach. I was beyond ready for her again, needing to be inside of her again. My hand slid down her thigh, moving her body and hooking it around my waist so my dick was now laying across her pussy.
"Good," She answered simply with a wicked smirk, watching my expression match hers.
"Good?" I repeated as she nodded, leaning her chest into mine and kissing me again, so passionate I felt like she was the air I couldn't live without.
Her arms wrapped around my body, holding me close to her and making me feel as if I couldn't ever leave. I didn't want to. A moan escaped her, followed by more as my hips moved, my erection sliding up and down her as if I was trying to make my way back inside. A little teasing before fucking her again wouldn't hurt. "Ben..." She trailed off before I silenced her with my lips again, distracting her until a loud yell broke the moment.
"Maman!!!!"
We froze for a second, reality slapping us in our faces and reminding us that we had other obligations. Our bodies broke apart and we were both shuffling to get dressed, while I prayed that our son wouldn't get up from his bed and at the same time I hoped he wasn't feeling even worse than before.
"Maman! Thirsty!" Gabe barked out his order, both of us stopping for a moment as a nervous laugh left her parted lips.
I turned to her and coaxed me back into bed, kissing her forehead and pulling away slowly, "I can handle this. Get some rest."
She nodded her head, sliding her hand to mine and giving it a small squeeze, "Ben?" I looked back at her and I could feel the mood shifting, while I found myself wishing she'd say the words I couldn't say and made of us a family again. She smiled at me, "Thank you."
present;
"Are you tired Gabe?" My mom said from the other side of the big table, looking at my son who looked as if he was about to fall asleep in his plate.
He just nodded before setting his forearms on the flat surface and leaning his cheek on his hand, not being his usual mouthy self.
I shot Cami a look, who just shrugged at me as she took the last bite of her mashed potatoes, the eyes of the rest of our families on us. Mom had had this great idea of having a big dinner all together and even if I liked that I also felt under the spotlight a lot, both me and Cami. "We went to the park earlier, he couldn't stop running around." She said as if that explained it, and in a sense it did. Gabe was a kid full of energies, but of course they weren't never ending and since school had been over he had been so excited to be so much free time to play that he was always borderline hyper.
"That little man there is faster than me, he gave me a good workout." Chloe said with a laugh, winking at him and getting back nothing but a glance.
Mom made a silly face then grinned, getting up as her eyes moved from one guest to the other, always being the perfect host no matter if she hadn't cooked even half of the dinner. It was the thought that counted though, right? "Are we ready for dessert?" She asked with a smile on her face.
"Do you need help?" Cami offered, while her eyes kept on me as I smiled at her, perfectly content of this night spent with all the people I loved so much. Except for Tristan because he was too busy with his harem.
She shook her head at my ex, still smiling since she loved her as if she was her daughter, "Corey will help me." She answered eventually.
I shot my dad a grin as I looked at him, "Doubtful." I teased him.
He muttered something under his breath and followed mom, my attention back to my son and Cami. "You can have dessert too baby, happy?" She asked in a soft tone that made my chest tighten, so much love showing in her voice.
"I don't want it." Gabe answered in a whisper, shocking us. He never said no to desserts or anything sweet, ever.
My eyes moved past him to look at Cami who had the same concerned look I had. "Are you okay Gabe?" I asked quietly, leaning into him to set my hand on his forehead. "He's burning."
Cami's lips pressed together in a thin line as her gaze moved from him to me, "We should take him home."
I nodded in agreement, my son's health coming always first while I wondered if she'd still let him stay with me since it was my turn. I knew that Cami always worried a lot though, and a night away from him when he was sick would mean that she'd call me every 30 minutes. "You're coming too, right?" I asked, guessing that we'd just take care of him together. It almost felt like a dejavu, except for now we'd be at my place and there wouldn't be any sexy time.
"Yeah," Cami pushed her chair back as I ignored both of our sisters. Chloe had a grin on her face and I could guess what she was thinking, while Mila was glaring. I didn't know which one was worst, but I bet on Mila and her attitude. "I'll grab his things."
"I'll bring them by Ben's in the morning," Chloe smiled at us, going so far to wiggle her eyebrows. I wasn't surprised, she always saw things when there was nothing to see. "Just get that little cutie home and put him to bed. Rest is the best thing for him."
Cami looked over at me, Gabe already cradled in my arms, his tiny body way too warm. "I should tell my mom -"
"What's going on?" She asked in the doorway, returning to the room with her usual graceful elegance, even though her arms were full of enough desserts to lighten up any bad mood. "You're leaving? Is Gabriel alright?"
"He probably has a fever," Cami's mom said, making her way over towards me to touch her grandsons forehead. Despite the temperature he looked peaceful, with his eyes shut, his mouth slightly open and his chest rolling up and down. "Cami, call me in the morning to update me on his health."
"I love you," Cami kissed her cheek as she pushed her purse into her arms. "Thanks for dinner," She gave a small wave to my, following behind me as I said goodbye to everyone at once.
"I see where we get it from," I smiled at her as she walked beside me.
"We have good parents," She smiled back, stopping as I opened the door for her and motioned for her to go first. She walked down the driveway to my car, opening the back and climbing in so she could be with Gabe. She waited for me to set up Gabe in the middle seat, her buckling him up as I climbed into the front seat. "You don't mind me staying over? I can sleep on the couch or in Gabe's bed with him."
"Then I'd have to worry about you getting sick and taking care of the both of you," I said as he started the car, pulling away from the house I grew up in and heading down the street.
She grinned at my reflection in the mirror before cuddling our sick son against her, "You'd take care of me?"
I tore my eyes away from hers and focused on driving, my lips curving into a smirk that matched hers. "Always cutie." I said seriously even though I knew that it couldn't be possibly true. One day she'd find someone else who'd take care of her, but I'd always be by her side.
"You'd end up having enough of me." She said back in a silly tone that got me shook my head.
"I didn't in years, I can't see that happen anytime soon." I paused as I parked my car in front of my apartment building. "Or ever." I added.
As I got out the car and walked to the other side, Cami was already out, struggling to pick Gabe up without waking him. When I smirked at her she rolled her eyes, "I got this." She sighed and finally took our son in her arms, pressing a kiss on his head in the process.
"If he'll wake up he'll be happy to see you." I said quietly before closing the door behind her and leading her to the building. Gabe was now used to the way Cami and I shared him, but he never hid how much more he liked when we were all together and that was one of the reasons why I made sure that it happened as often as possible.
"I hope he won't, he needs to rest and feel better." She frowned a little as she brushed her lips against his forehead and following me inside the building and straight to the elevator.
I let my eyes bounce between them as we moved up, my heart aching a little because I, just as Gabe, wished that we got to spend more time together too and not just because our son was sick. I wanted him to have a family, to feel as if he had one, even if it was unconventional. "He will, I heard that love cures everything." I smirked and set my hand on the small of her back, leading her out the elevator and into my apartment.
"You're silly." She smirked back at me and glanced around as we headed to Gabe's room, "I'm impressed, everything's so...tidy."
I scratched the back of my neck as I shrugged, "I told you, I was a desperate housewife yesterday."
At that, she laughed, trying to suppress it when Gabe let out a snort. "What I'd give to see you like that." She whispered and kept her eyes on me as I got our son's bed ready while she worked on getting him out of his clothes.
"Not happening." I whispered back at her as I handed her Gabe's pj's, my eyes glued on her and on how much love she put in every move as she dressed him. Once he was all ready I covered him with his blanket, Cami pressing a kiss on his cheek before we both walked out of his room as quietly as possible. I glanced at her, guessing that it was time for us to get ready to sleep too, "You can find something to get changed into in my closet and there's a new toothbrush in my bathroom. You can have my bed too, I'll sleep on the couch."
Cami smiled and nodded her head, "Thank you Ben." She kept her lips parted, but no sounds came out of her mouth.
When I didn't add anything more than a nod and a smile of my own, we parted ways; her heading towards my bedroom and me for the living room. I shot a quick glance to the couch, guessing that I wasn't going to sleep much. I started unbuttoning my shirt, then I realized that I needed my sweats so I walked back to my bedroom, finding Cami wearing one of my vnecks and her perfect ass in the air as she bent over to take her shoes off. "I forgot I need pajamas too," I grinned at her, dropping my eyes down to her ass for not more than a minute.
She grinned and kicked the heels aside, adding to the pile of her things. "Help yourself," She said and left the room to leave me to change, making her way into the bathroom while I got naked and dressed again in my sweatpants only as fast as I could. With a sigh, she walked back into my room, catching me tossing my shirt into a laundry hamper. "Are you cold? Your nipples are hard," She smirked, acting silly as she climbed into my bed with her eyes still on my chest.
"Because you're not good at sharing blankets," I joked back as she pulled the blankets up to her waist, rolling on her side to keep her eyes locked on me.
Then she did something that surprised me, she reached over to pat the other side of the bed, "We're adults, I think we can sleep in the same bed."
I let out a laugh and disappeared into my bathroom, leaving her alone in my room while I washed my face, brushed my teeth and applied some moisturizer. When I got back into the room I noticed the way Cami's chest heaved up and down, guessing that she was this close to fall asleep. I climbed in my own bed, laying beside her but far enough for me not to be tempted to touch her since I knew that the moment I'd lay a finger on her I'd want to hold her close all night. "You didn't change your mind already, did you?" I asked when I noticed her staring, the moonlight giving her away.
She rolled back over to face me, shaking her head and giving me a gorgeous smile, "No, of course not."
I rolled onto my side, not tearing my eyes from hers and doing my best to keep my hands away from her. "Good," I said quietly, my voice calming apparently since she closed her eyes and nodded. She looked like an angel, exactly like our Gabe. "Are you tired?"
"I am," She said with a yawn and her eyes still shut. "Tomorrow we should take Gabe to his doctor, make sure he's alright."
"Okay," I started, not feeling as tired as she was. "I have fashion week at the end of this week. I'm leaving for Milan on Thursday."
"Mmm," She mumbled, falling asleep. "Fashion week is fun."
I let out a soft laugh and pressed my lips against her forehead, making her smile, "Get some rest Cami."
[OMG :') i think i just fell in love with ben :33]
ReplyDeleteare you excited for fashion week? sorry i fell asleep while you were talking about it :3
- cami
[oh boo :')]
ReplyDeleteit's okay cami, it wasn't that interesting anyway :3
-ben
[si :')]
ReplyDeleteit was instead!
- cami
I just wanted to tell you that I can't help you with gabe for a few days :(
ReplyDelete-ben
we'll miss you, but youll be busy and itll go by fast :)
ReplyDelete- cami
[did my comment not post?! o.O]
ReplyDeletewe'll miss you, but you'll be busy and the time will fly by :)
- cami
probably :)
ReplyDelete-ben
maybe one day when gabes older, he can go and watch you ;)
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I'll be done modeling by then :3
ReplyDelete-ben
in five years you wont be modeling anymore?
ReplyDelete- cami
why would a 5 year boy want to see a fashion show? he'd find it boring
ReplyDelete-ben
well he'd be ten then... :3
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why are you so tired? :(
ReplyDelete- cami
being a model is exhausting ;)
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i wouldnt know :3
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I tell you :3
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I believe you: 3
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it's not really ;)
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Is it fun instead? Your sister acts like it's the hardest job on earth: 3
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it can be fun, sometimes boring, but not the hardest job on earth :3
ReplyDelete-ben
Good: )
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chloes just dramatic
ReplyDelete-ben
I've never noticed; )
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but shed never admit it ;)
ReplyDelete-ben
I wouldn't either if I were here :3
ReplyDeleteBut I still love that cutie as if she were my own sister :)
- cami
you can keep her :3
ReplyDelete-ben
youre silly :3
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I'm serious :3
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Oh you love her!
ReplyDelete- cami
I do :)
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i love your family :)
ReplyDelete- cami
they love you too :)
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i know it... chloe tells me every day ;)
ReplyDelete- cami
oh really? :3
ReplyDelete-ben
she does. she'd make a good boyfriend :33
ReplyDelete- cami
a drama queen could never be a good boyfriend
ReplyDelete-ben
is tristan a good boyfriend instead? :3
ReplyDelete- cami
the best one :3
ReplyDelete-ben
will he be jealous youve been cheating on him with sean? :o
ReplyDelete- cami
I didn't cheat on him :o
ReplyDelete-ben
i saw a picture of you two... i was only being silly ;)
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I just felt lonely :3
ReplyDelete-ben
aw cutie! :3
ReplyDelete- cami
what did you do instead?
ReplyDelete-ben
gabe wouldnt leave my side the whole week o.o
ReplyDelete- cami
why?! o.o
ReplyDelete-ben
he still wasnt feeling well :\
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how is he now?
ReplyDelete-ben
hes better now
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can he go out?
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yes... hes been resting a lot :)
ReplyDelete- cami
poor kid...did you spoil him? :3
ReplyDelete-ben
only a little o:)
ReplyDelete- cami
a lot instead :3
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i let him sleep in my bed sometimes when hes sick.. it makes him happy
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*sighs*
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only when hes sick!
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okay cutie
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I know not to spoil him too much ;)
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good cami :3
ReplyDelete-ben
thats me, good cami :)
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you're also adorable cami :3
ReplyDelete-ben
youre pretty adorable too ;)
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I'm more comfortable with cute thanks :3
ReplyDelete-ben
fine, ill take adorable then :3
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you'll have to share it with gabe :3
ReplyDelete-ben
ill be in good company ;)
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the best one even :)
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how is my little cutie? :3
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he's fine, I'm taking him to my mom
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i bet shes excited to see him :)
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she always is :)
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I cant blame her
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no one could :)
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What are you doing instead? :)
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I'm just back home
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busy man ;)
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I went for a run, I wasn't busy :3
ReplyDelete-ben
and you didnt invite me? ouch :3
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I knew you were with gabe
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makes sense :)
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we can go tomorrow if you want...gabe can ride his bike :)
ReplyDelete-ben
that sounds perfect :)
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I have such good ideas ;)
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you do :3
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and you don't? :3
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i do occasionally ;)
ReplyDelete- cami
you do a lot :)
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it must be since im so smart ;)
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smart along other things ;)
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other things huh? :3
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many others :3
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only good things i hope :3
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amazing things :3
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we must match :3
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impossible :o
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impossible? :(
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you're so much more...everything :)
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everything? :)
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except for strong. I'm stronger ;9
ReplyDelete-ben
you are... you have muscles everywhere :3
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thanks :3
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anytime handsome :)
ReplyDelete- cami
don't complain if I'm cocky ;)
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you already are :3
ReplyDelete- cami
but you're making me worse :3
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oops, i better stop :3
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up to you :3
ReplyDelete-ben
who am i kidding, im always going to be nice and compliment you :3
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it's only fair cutie ;)
ReplyDelete-ben
im just a nice person... im pretty amazing if you ask me ;)
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I won't ask you because I know already :3
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youre making me grin :33
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too bad I can't see you :3
ReplyDelete-ben
well then id be blushing also :3
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gorgeous and cute :3
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youre too good to me benjamin :3
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you deserve it camille :3
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what are you doing cutie? :)
ReplyDelete- cami
I'm running errands, you?
ReplyDelete-ben
same
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gabe?
ReplyDelete-ben
he spent the night at julian's and theyre going mini golfing today
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so cute :3
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ps: were you alone yesterday night? you could have told me...
i know.. hes excited :3
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ps. would you have come over?
he'll have fun :)
ReplyDelete-ben
ps: no, I would've taken you out
he will :)
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ps. really?
tell me when he'll be back
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ps: why not?
tonight :)
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ps. id imagine youd be busy instead :3
I mean, when he's home so that I call :3
ReplyDelete-ben
ps: I read and went to bed early...so busy
He should be home at 5
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Ps. What were you reading? :)
okay :)
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ps: shantaram :) what did you do?
i have that book on my kindle! was it good? :)
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ps. i took a long bath and watched tv
it is so far :)
ReplyDelete-ben
ps: nice
ill read it then we could start a book club ;)
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ps. it was a relaxing night
such a good idea :3
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ps: sounds like it. what was on tv?
i thought so :3
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ps. all of the shrek movies :3
so smart :3
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ps: oh god :3
Who me? :3
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Ps. I'm pretty silly like that ;)
you :3
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ps: didn't you watch them one million times already!? :3
youre smart too :)
ReplyDelete- cami
ps. not a million... but close ;)
thanks :)
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ps: still ;)
welcome :)
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ps. i like it :33
well I hope so :3
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dont you like it? :3
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it's cute :3
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like you ;)
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I'm cute like shrek? :3
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no!! :3
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thank god :3
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shrek isnt even half as handsome as you are :)
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he could be no model ;)
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definitely not :3
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but he makes a pretty good actor :3
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i agree... im sure youd be great at acting if you tried ;)
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never happening :)
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no dreams on being just like your daddy? :3
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no thanks :3
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will you retire young instead? :3
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I guess I'll have to find something to do with my life
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youll think of something amazing :)
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well I hope so!
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i believe in you :)
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thanks cutie :)
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any time :)
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do you have plans for today?
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just gabes swim lesson later on
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nice
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are you still coming?
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of course :)
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he'll be so excited :)
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I am too :3
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Want to get something to eat afterwards?
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sure :)
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I cant wait :)
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I can't either :)
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What are you hungry for?
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anything :) I skipped lunch -.-
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Why?!
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I was getting my hair done and no one could get me a sandwich
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you need an assistant :3
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nah :3
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tristan cant fetch you sandwiches? :3
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he wasn't with me :(
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where was your boy? :3
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I don't know, busy
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poor ben :3
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I knew that he was an heartbreaker :3
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Well hes got his hands full already ;)
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oh yes
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You two are such cuties together :3
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it's called love ;)
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I'm glad you've found your true love :3
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I was lucky ;)
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You guys look good together :3
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we make a good looking couple I know :3
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the hottest ;)
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maybe ;)
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the stuff dreams are made of :33
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your dreams :3
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