Because I'm doing this for the thrill of it, killin' it. Never not chasing a million things I want.

Because I'm doing this for the thrill of it, killin' it. Never not chasing a million things I want. by nadiaa featuring sleeveless crew neck tops

I slipped the hotel key into the slot in the door of the suite Gavin had booked for the two of us and It opened up. I smiled as I opened the door and stepped in, placing my bags near the front of the door. Gavin and I took separate plane rides to Chicago to go surprise Aria for her birthday.

"Gavin?" I asked, yelling out and walking through the suite, looking for him. He was in the office, sitting at the desk, deep into a conversation that I had no idea what was about.

"Alright, well I just really wanted to surprise you… I wished you could have been here. I do miss you…" He sighed a bit and leaned back, "Don't worry about it, I promise. It's Chicago! I'm sure I'll find something to do. I'll talk to you later." He hung up and set his cell down on the desk and leaned back, running his hands down his face.

"Are you okay?" I asked, as he jumped a bit, turning around in his chair and gave me a small smile.

"Hey there. I didn't hear you come in." He said as I walked closer to him and sat on his lap and gave him a kiss on the lips.

"What was that all about?" I nodded towards his phone as I leaned my head against his.

He gave me a small shrug, "Well, Aria isn't in Chicago… Seb took her Coachella for her birthday." He gave me a weak smile, but I could tell he was sad.

"I'm sorry." I ran my hands through his hair, "I know you were looking forward to seeing her…"

He shrugged, "I know, but shit happens. How was your flight?" He asked me, rubbing my bare legs.

"It was great." I smiled, "First class was awesome and it was good flight. I was really excited to see you." I bit my lip, telling him honestly.

"I was excited to see you too…" He trailed off as I straddled his lap.

"Are you sure? Because I understand if you want to go home…"

He grinned, "We have a suite until Sunday, we might as well use it… Chicago has lots to do." He grinned.

"Like me?" I smirked, kissing him hard.

"That's one thing." He shrugged with a smirk, "Honestly, I still think it'd be fun with just the two of us."

I nodded with a smile, "Me too… I got some drinks off the plane. We could just relax and drink?" I suggested.

He nodded, "Sounds great…" I stood up and he followed me, "You look great…" He trailed off, smiling.

"That sounds like a compliment…" I trailed off with a grin.

He gave me a smile, "It is Mia…" He said, without any sarcasm, nothing, it was nothing but genuine.

"Thank you..." I told him as I felt my cheeks get red.

He started chuckling at me and I turned back to look at him, "What?" I asked, confused.

He smirked, "You just started blushing at a compliment I gave you. Me." He shook his head and kept laughing as I felt my cheeks get hotter.

"I did not." I told him as he started laughing harder at me.

"Lies."

I folded my arms over my chest and glared at him, "Coopers." I warned him, "I will slap your pretty face."

He grinned, "Pretty huh?" He teased, glancing down at my chest that was almost spilling out of my dress.

"Want me to bend over so you can get a better look?" I asked snippily, teasing him.

"Or you could just take that dress off." He suggested, nodding towards me as he grinned.

I bit my lip, trying not to smirk, "Already? No wining and dining me?"

He laughed, "What, are you my girlfriend now?" He asked, shaking his head.

"God… no." I made a face, but honestly to think about it, I didn't know what we were doing anymore. We slept at each other's places, even when we didn't have sex. I'm not sure what this could be called anymore. Now, without Aria here, what was our excuse as to being here? It was nothing but a vacation we're taking together.

"Are you going to take your dress off or am I going to have to rip it off?" He asked with a small smirk as he took a small step towards me.

"How about I take it off and slip into my bikini and we can see if this hotel has a jacuzzi." 

His lips curled into a smirk, "And to think I used to think all your ideas were stupid." He teased me as he pulled my body into his before lowering his lips on to my neck, "But don't think I'm going to be able to keep my hands off of you for too long if you're wearing just a bikini…."

"Well, I don't think you're deserving enough to see what's underneath." I smirked, "Especially after that smart a.ss comment."

He raised a brow, "Really?"

I shook my head, "No, let me go get changed." I smirked, quickly grabbing my swimsuit out of my suitcase and changed.

He groaned as he saw me, "F.ck me…" He trailed off.

I bit my lip, "Later… Let's go for a dip." I grabbed his hand and pulled him towards the pool area. Thank god for it being late and there being no one except the two of us.

I slipped into the jacuzzi and grinned as he followed behind me. I straddled Gavin's lap and wrapped my arms around his neck, "So how badly did you miss me?" I smirked at him.

"Very much…" He trailed off, gulping as he wrapped his arms around my waist, "Have I told you how good you look in that bikini?"4

I shook my head, "Not in those words exactly… but you breathing out 'f.uck me' earlier gave me a clue…" I smirked.

"Well, you look f.cking amazing…" He breathed out, running his hands up my bare back to my bikini and pulled the string and pulled off my top.

I grinned as I threw it to the side, "Maybe I should have just walked to the pool naked…"

He shook his head, "I don't plan on sharing…"

I smirked, "You sound a bit jealous Gavin." I breathed out against his lips.

"And if I said I was? What would you think?" He asked, pushing my hair out of my face.

I bit my lip, "I'd say that is really f.cking hot… Extremely hot."

He groaned, "Then the thought of someone else touching you, or even staring at your naked body pisses me off. I don't like to share."

I grinned, "Funny, I don't like to either."

He pulled away, "Do you think…" He started, but then shook his head, "Nevermind."

I blinked at him, "What? Do I think what?" I asked him, curious.

He shrugged, "Do you think we might be more than we're pretending we are?" He asked me.

I leaned my body against his, "What do you mean?"

He sighed, "I don't know… we sleep together almost every night, we don't want other relationships. That sounds like more that just f.ck buddies Mia." He said.

"But we don't even like each other." I said, furrowing my brows. That's what fueled this whole thing in the beginning; hate. Now though, I wasn't sure what was going on. Honestly, I was conflicted. "It's not like we'd ever make it as a couple or anything. That's laughable." I smirked at him, trying to defuse the situation.

He leaned in and kissed me, "You're probably right." He said, moving his lips down my neck.

"Gavin…" I breathed out, uncontrollably as he mouth covered my breast and he tugged on my nipple. He had a crazy amount of power over me and my body; which honestly, I couldn't even believe.

"I can't wait anymore." He whispered against my skin as his hands gripped my a.ss

"Wait?" I breathed out, "Wait for what?" I asked, arching my back, letting him take more of my other breast into his mouth.

"You." He grinned, pulling away to lean in for a deep kiss. F.ck, what we had going on was almost close to perfect. Sex only with each other, no strings attached. People always said that sex always had attachments, but I think it's only because they couldn't make it work.

"Gavin…" I moaned against his lips before I started gently sucking on his bottom lip and then nibbled.

My hands reached to his swimsuit, pulling it down and gripped his d.ick, stroking it gently as he hissed out.

"Not enough…" He groaned out as I slowly stroked him. Honestly before I thought that Gavin was all talk, but I was so glad to find out I was completely wrong about him.

I smirked, "Well, what do you want baby? I'm not a mind reader." I said, teasing him and loving every second of it.

He leaned into my neck, kissing up and tugging on my ear before I spoke, "I want to be so deep inside of you that when I'm finished I have to carry you back to bed." He growled out me.

"F.uck," I breathed out, "I want you so f.cking bad Gavin…"

"Then let me f.ck you baby." He grinned as he undid the ties on my bikini bottom and pulled it away from my body.

"Good." I bit my lip as he grabbed onto my hips tightly and eased me on to he d.ck and I let out a hiss, "F.ck Gav…" I breathed out as he wrapped his arms around my back and held on to my body.

"I never get tired of hearing you say that." He smirked up at me and I knew I hated that smirk, but it turned me on so f.cking much.

He bucked his hips up hard into me, making me scream out, "F.ck…" I mumbled out, "Why haven't we been doing this the whole time?"

"Cause you're a b.itch?" He offered with a grin as I glared down at him while.

"And you're an a.sshole." I told him as I kissed him deeply.

"You like that." He breathed out as he grabbed onto my hips tightly.

I gyrated my hips on his lap, making him groan out, "Maybe." I smirked at him, "Maybe that's what's so good about you… You anger me to the point that I want you so fucking bad…" I bit my lip, "Maybe that's what makes this work." I leaned down and kissed him hard on the lips.

Gavin smirked, "We work because we hate each other?" He leaned over to nip at me neck and lifted his hips and drove into me once more, making me call out.

"You know the saying…" I breathed out, "A thin line between-"

"Hate and unbelievable sex?" He grinned as I pulled back, sliding my hands up his chest and around his neck.

"Exactly… oh god…" I tossed my head back.

"You know you get tight as hell when you're close?" He gritted out as his hands moved to my a.ss, squeezing them as I bounced on top of him.

"And you love it." I replied, shutting my eyes tighter as I moaned louder.

"And I love it." He agreed, nodding as he tangled his hands in my hair and pulled my down to a deep kiss as I started to come against him.

"Gavin!!" I yelled out his name over and over as he came inside of me, biting my neck as he did.

"Mmmm…" I moaned as I slid down and collapsed against his body. I didn't care if we hated each other, but it felt fucking amazing. Being with him was great… It was starting to scare me. I was scared of the feelings I was feeling when I was with Gavin. I was comfortable.

He kissed the top of my head and wrapped his arms tighter around me, "We should probably go back to the room. Before we get caught."

I pulled back, "You don't like having an audience?" I asked, biting down on my lip.

He laughed and shook his head, "God, you're kinky." He grinned, "But no. I want you all to myself." 

"Yeah, we wouldn't want our secret to get out…" I breathed out, lightly running my hands over his chest.

He smirked at me as he leaned back, "What do you think everybody would think if they found out?"

I shrugged, "Maybe, 'I called it?'" I joked, "I think Aria would flip." I told him, and she was the only person I cared about finding out…

"You know she tried to set us up." He grinned, running his hands up my  back.

I let out a sarcastic laugh, "Oh really?"

He nodded, "For some reason she thought we were good for each other…" He trailed off.

"Well the only good thing that comes from us two is amazing sex…" I joked with him.

"Well we haven't killed each other yet, so there must be something compatible…" He trailed off.

"We're both kinky?" I suggested with a grin.

"One thing…" He smirked.

Then suddenly we heard someone clearing their throat and we both turned towards the entrance where somebody, unknown to either of us, but if I had to guess I assumed a hotel worker.

I bit my lip as the woman narrowed her eyes at the two of us and pointed at the sign that showed what time the pool closed, "Are you guys blind?" She said snootily.

"My girlfriend is a bit misguided and a complete rule breaker… I'll try to keep her in line." Gavin said with a smirk.

She rolled her eyes and swallowed, "Well it's time for you to go to your room." She glared as she tossed us towels before turning on her heel and storming out.

"Girlfriend?" I smirked.

"Would you have preferred me to call you my f.uck buddy?" He grinned as we stepped out of the jacuzzi and wrapped the towels around our body.

I shrugged, "I might have come off as bit of a sl.ut…" I smirked, "But I think she was more interested in you…"

He shrugged, "I don't know if you've heard this, but I'm a bit of a charmer."

I rolled my eyes, "No, I never heard."