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"You're going on a date?" Will asked, his eyes wide as he looked back at me. I nodded.
"Yes. Is that okay with you?" He shrugged.
"Can I go on a date?" I laughed.
"Not until you're 16." He rolled his eyes, a habit he'd picked up recently.
"14." He countered.

"15." I compromised. He grinned.
"Deal." He grinned, happy to have won a little.
"When did you start liking girls?" I asked, raising a brow.
"When did you start dating again?" He asked back. I shrugged.
"I didn't really have the time before I guess." Will searched my face. My son was wildly intuitive and talking to him about things I wasn't sure of myself was always dangerous.
"I think you just never met anyone that was worth the risk of dating again." He shrugged.
"Are you 16 already or still 11?"
"Does dad know?" He asked and I sighed. He mentioned his dad every now and then, I think gauging how much contact I had with him since he had none.
"I don't talk to your father William, you know that."
"Because he was a cheating bastard?" I blinked, and rounded on him.
"Where did you hear that?!" He shrugged.
"Uncle Derek." I sighed.
"Your uncles are a bad influence on you. Is your homework done?" He nodded. "Great, Lila will be here in-"
"Hey guys." Lil smiled though the smile didn't reach her eyes.
"Hey Aunt Lila." Will said, grinning since he loved his aunt almost as much as he loved me. "Mom said we could go to the movies." Lila grinned.
"Awesome. Go look up the times so we know which one to go to." He grinned and ran off to the office where I kept my computer. "What are you doing exactly?" She asked once she turned to me.
"What do you mean?"
"Jackson Cole isn't exactly the guy you bring home to meet your mother." I scoffed at my sister.
"I'm just....getting back into dating, I'm not falling for him or anything."
"Oh, where have I heard that before?" She asked, giving me a pointed look.
"I know you're hurting from your breakup. But Lila I'm feeling good about myself for reasons other than rocking a PTA meeting or getting a sale. Good about myself for me. I'm not going to let it get serious." She sighed.
"You are acting happy like a little girl on christmas." I leaned in and kissed my sisters cheek.
"Try to have fun tonight or my son will try to psycho-analyze you." I warned.
"That kid is awesomely weird." She shook her head. "Just like his mother." She added and I saw a spark of the pre-breakup Lila in her.
"Gotta go." I grabbed my bag and headed out to meet Jax at Trentons.
"Hi." He grinned wide when I saw him. I wondered if he knew my brother owned this bar and he wanted to meet in comfortable territory or if he just liked the atmosphere and had no idea.
"Hey." I smiled as he stood up from the booth and reached out to kiss me chastely. Even so I felt tingles all over. Honestly I felt tingles whenever I even though about Jax.
"You look gorgeous." He said, his eyes taking in my little black dress. It wasn't nearly as revealing as the red number I'd worn out with Lila, but it hugged my curves in a way the saleslady said was sexy/classy. If that was even a thing.
"Thanks." I replied, enjoying the view myself. Jax was wearing a black button down shirt with the sleeves rolled up to his elbows, dark jeans with black boots and his hair slightly mussed. "So do you." I said honestly. He just winked at me and nodded over to the waitress to signal his date was here.
"Hey Mikele." I smiled at the girl who had dated my brother briefly and she grinned.
"Hi Colbs, you want the usual?" I nodded and she walked back to the bar.
"You know her?" He asked with a brow raised. I smirked.
"I come here a lot." I admitted, finding it funny since it was true, but mostly for family events when the bar was closed and we had family events.
"I love it here." I smiled, because I did too.
"Do you come here a lot?" I asked out of curiosity.
"Kind of." he shrugged, looking around before focusing back on me. "Mostly with Travis, he brought me here the first time." I nodded, thinking that Trenton's would be a dangerous place with the Cole brothers here. I chuckled to myself as a beer got set in frong ot me.
"No food tonight?" Kolton asked, his arms folded in front of him in his best intimidating pose. Silly boy.
"Hi to you too." I grinned as Kolt looked over at Jax
"I see you have company." He said slowly. Jax reached out his hand with a genuine grin.
"I'm Jackson Cole, Colbie's date from tonight." he said quietly. Kolton shook his hand, already trying to size him up, but out of all my brothers? Kolt was the most easy going.
"I'm her brother."
"I know that, I've come here before, with Lila too."
"He's her friend." I interjected, not wanting him to think he was going for whatever sister he could.
"Uh." Kolt said unintelligently before turning back to me, "I'll get you a steak."
"That's good for me too, thank you." Jax added.
"Alright." He nodded, his way of saying he approved for now, then left us alone, with our beers.
"What?"
"My last date didn't go over as well with Kolton." I laughed. He rose his brow.
"Your last date?" I shrugged.
"I went to a lunch thing with a guy from work." I admitted, it had been awful.
"Huh." he scooted a little closer to me. "So that was going over well huh?" She laughed.
"At least you shook his hand. My brothers try hard to be intimidating but they're all softies." Jax laughed.
"I get that. I wouldn't want my sister to date either." I rolled my eyes.
"They just don't want me to date men like them. All of my brothers are infamous bachelors." Jax smirked.
"Yeah that's not me at all." He winked, which made me laugh this time because I'm sure that was exactly him instead. That was part of the reason I felt so free dating with him, it would never get serious. I took a sip of the beer Mikele had brought over and hummed happily. I almost never drank beer, even though it was my favorite. I just never thought getting drunk was smart when I had to take care of Will. This was shaping up to be a great night already.
"Sure it's not." I smirked. "How many girls are you dating right now anyways?" I smirked, curious even though I didn't feel jealous.
"Um. Just you." He said, looking at me as if he was trying to read my mind.
"For now anyways." I teased, taking another sip of my drink and studying his face. His eyes were amazing. I wanted to get lost in him, the way he made me feel? I guessed it was the same as being high, as if everything in life was unimportant except for the good feelings.
"Is that what you think?" he asked, a brow raised and I shrugged.
"I dunno, I don't know how you really are with girls besides me." And I was pretty sure I was a pity date. I mean not that he wasn't attracted to me, but I wouldn't be his first choice or anything. Either way I wasn't complaining.
"Does it matter?" I tucked my hair behind my ear and shrugged.
"I'm just curious. I wondered how that girl felt at the club the other night."
"Look I'm not going to say I was too nice with her...but she knew there was nothing between us. I had ended things already, I could tell she wasn't girlfriend material." he explained before taking a sip of his beer.
"And you're boyfriend material instead?" I teased, reaching for my own bottle too.
"Do you think I can't be?" He asked, leaning back and making his shirt stretch against his broad chest. Ugh.
"Don't deflect Jax." I grinned back at him.
"I can be." he answered simply, "I want to be, once the right girl comes."
"The right girl, uh?" I nodded, pausing and smiling at Mikele when she served us our food, "So are you looking for her?" Jax shook his head.
"Not exactly, but I'm not against having a relationship either."
"I don't know why but you're not convincing me much." I kept grinning as I ate and he grinned wider.
"I don't need to." she said, watching me eat. "I'm not seeing any other girl, you know...beside you."
"Oh man this is super awkward for me since I'm sleeping with like four other guys." I said, trying to keep a straight face but failing miserably.
"So funny." He said with a smirk, though there was a possesive not in his tone too.
"How was your week?" I asked, settling back into the bench. When I leaned back my foot brushed against his leg and I didn't pull back, just the smallest touch put a shock through my body it was almost frightening. Jax shrugged.
"Better now."
"Mine too." I admitted. "But I sold two houses this week so it wasn't bad either."
"I'm sure you're the best realtor in the state, who could say no to you?" Jax laughed.
"I can be pretty persuasive." I admitted, proud of my business and how much I'd acomplished with little help. My oldest brother had given me the money to start my business but I'd returned that loan plus some, and was living comfortably for me and my son.
"I believe you." he looked into my eyes and a shiver went through my body. How slu.tty would it be to drag him into the bathroom right now and have my way with him? I felt like he turned the on switch in my body and it was alive and ready for him right now. "Colbie." He said and his voice was in the low timbre I remembered from when my hand was wrapped around his thick erection.
"Mmhm?"
"Stop looking at me like that." I blinked.
"How am I looking at you?" I questioned, unaware that my face was giving me away at all.  Jax took a long sip of his beer before he spoke.
"Like you want me to drag you into the bathroom." he said almost casually, his tone even when I'm sure mine was shaky.
"Actually, in my head it was me doing the dragging." I confessed. Jax looked away, bringing a napkin to his mouth as he finished his food.
"Are you trying to kill me?" he asked.
"No please. That'd be a bad way to end our date." I pouted before breaking into a grin and going back to my food.
"See why I brought you here?" he asked, pausing to down a few fries. "No matter how much I'm tempted, I have to behave."
"What if I don't want you to behave?" I asked, licking the saucse off my lips. Jax reached out and brushed his thumb against the corner of my mouth.
"You should've told me sooner." he set his hand down on top of mine. "I'm trying to be a gentleman Colbie. I like you."
"I like you too Jax isn't that the point?" I asked, wondering what made me so different besides the fact that he was friends with my sister.
"Yes." He grinned and god that smile could melt off panties. He was so fu.cking hot. And that wasn't a sentence I'd thought about a guy since high school. "There's that look again..." he trailed off, his eyes going dark. "Damn it what are you thinking?"
"You kind of make me feel like I'm in high school again." I admitted, feeling my face flush. "Except for the gentleman thing, no guy has ever been a gentleman to me." I shrugged because of all the men I had wanted to be gentlemanly? Jax wasn't one of them.
"You deserve it." He said softly, shifting so more of his leg was touching mine, flushing heat through my body.
"Maybe." I agreed. "Are you so chivalrous to all your dates? Is that why it's so hard for them to break away?" I grinned.
"No." He said simply and I licked my lips, wondering how exactly it went. Did he date them? Did he text them they way he did me? Or did he just unleash all his male lust on them and then got over it. As much as I wasn't looking forward to him getting over it....although I knew that was inevitable, I really wanted him unleashed on me.
"Mmm, I must be lucky." I laughed and leaned back again. "I'm full. What's next?"
"Full? Already? After that giant steak?" he laughed.
"I was hungry."
"So no dessert?" he asked and I shook my head.  "Maybe next time."
"Planning our next date already? I don't even know what we're going to do now!" I pointed out, sounding almost impatient. He pulled my hand to his lips and kissed the back of it quickly.
"What do you want to do?" he asked softly.
"What do you usually do?" I asked back.
"I usually don't take girls to dinner, if they're lucky they get a drink." he made a face as if he was almost embarrased of that which I wasn't sure how to take.
"So...drinks now?" I asked slowly.
"What about we get out of here for starter?" he offered, getting up and setting down some money for dinner and a good tip.
"Are we going to the bathroom?" I smirked and he groaned.
"No." I pouted and he pulled me outside.
"Did you drive here?" I nodded.
"So we'll take my truck." He led me to his car and I sat patiently in the passenger side waiting for him to slide into his seat.
"Where are we going?" He sighed and ran his hands through his hair.
"I don't know." I blinked.
"We could go to your place." I offered.
"No I can't..." he shook his head.
"Oh is it really messy?" I smirked. "Are you embarassed?" He smirked but his face was still a little off.
"No...well it's not pristine or anything but fuck Colbie I've taken too many girls there, I don't want to treat you the same way." I blinked, that was the last thing I was expecting.
"How many girls have you been with?" I asked before I could stop myself. He blinked.
"I..I don't really know." I felt my eyes widen. Damn, the man had so much game he couldn't even keep count? That confused me even more. "What about you?"
"How many girls have I been with?" I asked, grinning as he laughed.
"You know what I meant silly girl." I nodded and then licked my lips.
"Technically? One." I admitted. His eyes went even wider, his hands running through his hair again, teasing me because I wanted to run mine through it too.
"....what do you mean technically?"
"I mean if we're only counting the act that makes babies." I replied, since I'd seen a few other guys I'd dated before my ex and one after that had gotten past first base but never all the way. Damn I was a grown as.s woman and my sexual expertise was that of a high schooler. I was so lame. "Stop staring at me like that."
"Why? Can'I just stare at your beauty?" he grinned as he turned left towards the highway.
"You were staring at me because of what I told you." I retorted.
"I'm surprised, I'm not going to lie." he admitted. "You're so beautiful, so hot...and one man only got to be inside of you? That's too bad."
"I was really busy being a mom during the last decade." I paused, "And not only I was busy, but not many men want to sleep with a woman with a kid."
"Will's not a kid anymore." he pointed out, something people told me all the time, but he was. He was my baby and I was pretty sure he would always be.
 "Time flies." I said in a sigh.
"You're the hottest mom I've ever seen." he grinned, setting his hand on my thigh.
"Now I'm only thinking you're complimenting me to get into my pants." I pointed out with a silly laugh.
"You're wearing no pants." he said back, making me laugh louder as he parked the truck.
"Where are we?"
"Don't you trust me?" he grinned before getting out of the car, walking to the other side to open the door for me and let me out. I looked around at the tall trees in the dark.
"Are you kidnapping me?"
"Don't tempt me." he said under his breath as he led me into what was pretty much a forest. But then a cabin appeared out of almost nowhere, a lake at the feet, the stars and moon reflecting off the water.
"Oh my god I feel like I just walked into a postcard." I admitted, grinning at the beautiful scene in front of me. "Is this yours?" Travis shook his head.
"No it's my grandparents. I've always wanted to build one modeled after it though." I widened my eyes.
"You should." I said seriously, knowing that from his own hands it would be even more amazing.
"Come on." He grabbed my hand and brought us inside which also looked like a Christmas card. I snuggled up on the couch as he built a fire and I smirked. "What?" I shrugged.
"I feel like you're trying to woo me." I admitted as I tried not to laugh.
"Hey I'm trying here!!" He said with an amused look.
"Why? I think you'll find I'm just as easy as your other girls." Jax groaned.
"Stop talking about other girls." He grimmaced. I shrugged.
"I just don't want you to be different with me." I admitted. "That wouldn't be real." He walked over and sat next to me.
"You are different." He said seriously, reaching out to push my hair back and send a shiver through my entire body.
"Because I'm Lila's sister?" I asked, trying to understand. Jax groaned again.
"No Colbie because you're you!!" I widened my eyes and then I grabbed his shirt pulling him into me to press my lips against his. Why I had to keep making the first move with him I had no idea but if he didn't kiss me I was going to melt.
"You're throwing all my good intentions all out of the window." he muttered against my mouth as his hands reached for my hips. I grinned down at him.
"Good, that was the point." Jax pulled me into his lap easily, sealing our lips together as he reached out to pull the zipper on my dress down with one hand as he free hand pushed the fabric up towards my ass.
"I give up, enough being a gentleman." he groaned.
"Finally." I breathed out, feeling so damn impatient as I unbuttoned his shirt quickly, revealing a perfectly tanned perfectly toned body underneath, "God." He grinned as he pushed the straps of my dress down.
"Goddess." He returned the favor and I chuckled as I pressed my lips back against his again. I felt like I was on fire and every place he touched burned deeper in the best possible way.  "You're so damn hot." Jax groaned before trailing his mouth down my neck as I ground into him, relying purely on instinct and hoping that would be enough to impress him.
"I want you so bad." I admitted, leaning my head back and focusing hard on every feeling he was giving me.
"You have me." he groaned and pulled back as he grabbed my dress and pulled it over my head before roaming his eyes over my mostly naked body. "Fu.ck Colbie I'm going to spoil you so much." I grinned.
"Yeah?" He nodded, looking at me like I was actually a goddess, like I was a woman, a desirable one. I'd never felt sexier in my entire life. His hands cupped my breasts and I whimpered as I pressed my body into his touch.
"You're incredible." his hands moved up my thighs and he stopped at my panty line, blinking as he looked at the line of flowers tatooed into my skin. "Fuck." He widened his eyes and pushed my panties down to see the full picture. "You have a tattoo...." I nodded.
"Yes." I nodded. I had had a c-section when I had Will and the tattoo covered the remains of the scar left there. The flowers were cherry blossoms, my favorite.
"It's sexy as hell.....I was not expecting..." He shook his head and then he was flipping me onto my back on the couch, tugging my panties down my legs as he looked at me. His hands trailed over my tattoo and I was sure he could feel the raised skin of my scar underneath the colors of the flowers. "Colbie." his eyes were wide and I could barely breathe. He pulled the rest of his shirt off and god he was gorgeous. Long and lean and toned literally everywhere.
"Touch me." I asked, feeling like my body was made for his eyes with the way he was looking at me. I wanted to know if it was made for his body too.
"Everywhere." He agreed and then his lips were on my breasts, his lips sucking on my nipple, as his teeth grazing it as I squirmed beneath him. "You're so fu.cking responsive."
"I" I didn't even know how to respond.
"Do you like it when I tell you what I want to do to you Colbie?" He asked, my my eyes were on his hand that was teasing my nipple almost mindlessly. It was erotic watching him touching me like this. I wanted to watch everything, hear everything.
"Yes." I nodded. "That feels so good." I admitted, already knowing this was going to be the most incredible sexual experience of my life and we'd barely even started yet.
"I barely started." he said with a grin on his red lips. His hand slid down the curve of my side moving over my skin before changing direction to head towards my inner thigh. "I want to feel how wet you are for me." I swallowed and arched into him.
"Do it." I breathed out.
"You're so wet." he said in a low dark voice, his fingers grazing my pussy before massaging with more pressure. 
"God yes!" I moaned, gripping his hair and tugging him closer as my eyes closed.
"Eyes on me baby." Jax said gently, before two thick fingers were pushing inside of me. I felt my eyes widen as a  loud moan came out of me."Yes, like this." his words feuled me on as he started to pump his fingers in and out of me, killing me.  "You don't know how many times I thought about doing this when you teased me with your texts."
"I dreamt of you." I confessed in a breathy voice, looking down at his hands and thinking how much I wanted it and more, his mouth, his dick....everything.
"I'm going to make all those dreams come true." he groaned, and I was lost when he pulled out of me to play with my clit.
"Please don't stop." I looked up at him when he lifted himself up, grinning when I hooked my leg around his to keep him from going away.
"I have no intention to stop." he grinned, pushing down his jeans and boxers at once and reminding me how fucking flawless his body was. Seriously, he was hard....everywhere. I couldn't stop staring as he lowered himself back down positioning himself against me. I swallowed, knowing it had been a while for me and feeling nervous only for a second before he kissed me gently as he pushed inside of me in one swift thrust. I heard myself gasp and then whimper. Holy shi.t he was felt huge inside of me. I felt full to the point of pain but in a good way, a way that I wanted to explore further. My hips moved on their own, struggling for more as Jax groaned against me.
"Colbie." His rough voice on my name sounded so good I felt like I went liquid around him and he swore before pushing himself the rest of the way.
"Oh my god." I squeezed my eyes shut as I got used to the intense pressure and felt Jax's lips against my neck.
"Am I hurting you?" I shook my head as my hands gripped his back.
"More." I begged, feeling lost in him, in how he felt. Jax bent down and took my breast into his mouth as his hips moved back, then pressed back in as his teeth scraped across my nipple. I moved my hands down his back, grabbing his as.s to pull him in deeper everytime he thrust forward, experimenting with his body as much as he would let me.
"You're killing me..." He pulled back to look into my eyes and for a moment I turned into every other girl and confused that look of affection and lust with true emotion. It looked like he wanted me for me, and I wanted to let myself fall for that look. But I was much older and wiser now and knew better. I was sure nothing killed good sex more than the girl getting mushy about it.
"You're so gorgeous." I let my hands move over his strong arms, down his sculpted torso. This was the body of a man who worked for a living, not one who sat behind a desk. His skin was golden tan from the sun and it was an erotic contrast against my pale coloring.
"If you keep grabbing at me like that I'll come too soon." He growled. I blinked back and grinned.
"Really?" Having that effect on a man like him felt awesome, like I could do anything.
"That's not a good thing baby..." he groaned. "I need to stay inside you for fu.cking hours." He pulled back untill he was kneeling in front of me, taking my thighs and wrapping them hard against his waist. From this new position I could watch every muscle in his body flex as he grabbed my hips and used them to push himself into me over and over, his eyes glancing at mine before following my body down to where ours met. I moved my eyes to his and groaned, going even wetter as I literally watched him fu.ck me. I'd never been more turned on, more full. If this was what sex was like? I had been doing it really wrong.
"I want it for hours." I choked out, the pleasure making my mouth loose. "I want it in every way we've ever thought about, over and over." I was choking the words because he was pumping me faster and it was hard to breathe let alone think. Jax groaned again as his eyes looked over my body.
"It's going to take days to do all the things I want to do to you." he said lowly, pumping inside of me harder and harder.
"Oh my god Jax do it all, you can do anything to me." I cried out, barely even knowing what I was thinking as I focused on all the sensations he was giving me. I still wanted more.
"I will." he reached for my hand, tangling it with his before placing both between my legs.
"Touch yourself baby, make yourself cum for me." I widened my eyes, never having done this before but it was an excellent idea because I was aching for release already. I tossed back my head as I circled my clit with my fingertips over and over.
"I never experienced anything-anyone like you." I managed to breath out before starting to spasm around his dick. Jax grabbed my ankles and set them up on his shoulders, gripping my legs as I kept touching myself.
"Come on baby, I know you're close." he muttered under his breath. I felt like I was falling falling faster and faster, about to break, so damn close.....
"Jackson!" I screamed,  as I came so hard, my body tensing and then releasing as I broke, only feeling the pleasure zooming through my body. I opened my eyes to Jax, looking at me like I was the only thing he'd ever seen before he was kissing me hard and fast, his perfect dick pumping inside of me as he switched our position.
"Fuck Colbie." he said slowly, his hands gripping my hips and making me move.
"I don't know if I can..." I admitted, knowing it was hard enouhg the first time.  "If I can again." I added. He looked lost in me for a moment, lifting my hips enough for him to start fucking me harder and oh god I was dying.
"Yes you can." he said seriously, his voice coming out low and raspy and so damn hot. I heard myself let out what sounded like a pleading desperate moan as I looked into his eyes.
"You're so hot." I sounded like a horny teenager and I didn't even care, that's how he made me feel and fuc.k he was hot. SO damn hot I felt like I was literally on fire.
"I won't cum until you do." I grinned and bit my lip as I set my hands against his chest and started riding him in earnest, using muscles I'd forgotten I had but ugh it felt amazing.
"I already did." I reminded him, a proud grin on my face. He shook his head and ran his hands up my body before cupping my face and pulling my mouth to his for a steamy kiss, his tongue fuc.king me the same way his di.ck was and making me melt.
"Again." He growled against my lips,
"I-" I started, trying to explain that the one time was kind of a miracle, and probably because I was touching myself but then he was moving his thumb to my cli.t at the same time he pressed upwards into me, further, deeper and I couldn't believe it but I went off like a bomb. Jax had given me the best orgasms of my life but this was beyond anything I'd ever experienced. I hadn't even felt it coming I just.....was. I vaguely heard him cursing as I tried to come back to earth, not wanting to miss a moment with him and when he stiffened inside of me I forced myself back to him, not wanting to miss a second of his pleasure.
"Colbie." He groaned, grabbing my hips so tight I knew I'd have marks there....just as much as I knew seeing them in the mirror tomorrow would turn me on all over again.
"Please Jax." I begged him for his orgasm and he sped up fast inside of me before breaking, groaning my name as his eyes went cloudy and I wondered if that was how I looked to him when I came apart, like it was so good I wasn't even in reality anymore. Nothing felt better than this. Nothing.
"Holy shi.t" Jackson cursed and then scooped me up in his arms, holding me tight as we both caught our breaths. I felt exhausted, but exhilerated and high on life all at the same time.
"Wow." I grinned. "That was incredible!" I felt like I could literally take on the world at that point.
"Yes it was." He agreed, still nuzzling my neck.
"Thanks." I grinned and kissed him quickly before wriggling out of his lap, both of us moaning slightly as he pulled out of my body.
"What are you doing?" He asked with a cocked brow as I grabbed my clothes and quickly put them back on.
"I have to go home, Lila is babysitting." I said seriously as I pulled my hair back with the band on my wrist.
"What?" He glared at me and I blinked back at him. What did he want me to cuddle? Spend the night? What was the point in that as amazing as it would be?
"I have to get back to my son Jax."
"Your son is 13 and he's with Lila, I don't think you have anything to worry about." he said slowly, distracting me as I dressed because he was still naked and that was damn distracting.
"I have to go." I repeated, tucking my bra in my bag. If I stayed? I was afraid I'd want to stay forever.
"I doubt that ten minutes more would've made a difference instead of jumping off of me as soon as we're done." he retorted quietly as he got dressed himself, making me feel bad...and confused. "But what do I know about having a son?" he added and forced a smile before setting his hand on the small of myback and leading me outside to his car. Had I made a mistake? Was he one of those guys who wanted to cuddle and talk about it? He had to understand that I didn't want to look like a flaky mother to my son and that meant coming home at a decent hour.
"Do you get along with Robert?" I asked, thinking about my sons friend who was also his nephew.
"I do. He kills me because he's so hard to handle and he's nothing like his dad, while he's a lot like Travis instead." he explained, a smirk on his still swolen lips at the mention of his family.
"Do you spend a lot of time with him?"
"Sometimes." he answered and ran his hand through his hair, "He's fun to be with." he added as he parked next to my, killing the engine before turning back to me.
"Got it." I smiled. "Thank you for tonight."
"No need to thank me." he said quietly and set his hand on top of mine, both resting on my thighs that were still a little shaky. "When can I see you again?" I looked down at our hands. This seemed like more than what I had thought it was....but I didn't want to look needy either. Damn why did I have to be so lame? Being single was hard.
"I don't know...you how how it is with Will during the week. I can't ask Lila to stay with him every night."
"I'll wait for the weekend. Or I can meet you for lunch one of these days." he suggested, though he looked like he was holding back.
"I guess" I shrugged, blinking back at him. Jax ran his hands through his hair and I bit my lip because he even looked hot doing that.
"What?" He rose a brow at me looking a little frustrated and I shrugged again.
"I feel like we should have videotaped tonight so I could have proof it existed." His face lost the grim expression and he laughed.
"I think you'll find you're sore enough to have the proof." I blushed and looked down from him.
"I mean to prove it to all my friends and future lovers to show then what they have to live up to." His face turned hard again.
"What?"
"What part was confusing?"
"Why are you thinking about future lovers at all?" He asked. I stared at him.
"I was kidding Jax, I'm sure tonight will hold me over for another two years." He just shook his head, his fists gripping the steering wheel harder than he needed to.
"Colbie don't talk to a man you just slept with about other men."
"Why?" I asked, knowing that it was probably only a few days before another girl would be in his bed, hell I hadn't even made it to a bed.
"Have you ever dated before?!" He groaned.
"We're not dating...I mean this was a date but mostly it was just pent up sexual frustration."
"Just?! You think tonight was just anything?" I shook my head.
"I mean it was one of the best nights of my life but-"
" but what Colbie? Tell me now why you bolting the minute we're finished is okay."
"It-come on Jax you've never kicked out a girl after sex? I was just making it easier!" Ja growled and glared at me which I also found impossibly sexy even if I was also a little scared.
"But what?" He asked again in a low voice.
"But it's not real life for me Jax. My life is work and my son and my family and I don't have time for men who make me lose my mind" I said the last part too fast and had hardly realized how pathetic it sounded. Fuc.k. Jax nodded, looking like he was taking my words to heart.
"I understand that." he said quietly.
"Do you?"
"I do, I have work and family too and for the son part? I can guess, it's already hard sometimes for my brother and his wife, it must be harder for you." he went on, being rational as a million different thoughts swirled through my head.
"Good."
"I still want to take you out though." he added and reached for my hand, giving it a squeeze.
"Until your next girl?" I smirked and he just rolled his eyes as he turned my hand palm upwards and traced the lines gently.
"I'm done with girls. I want a woman, with capital W." he paused to make eye contact as he smirked, "Just like you. I want you." I licked my lips as I tried not to literaly melt into him.
"You're good with words." I pointed out.
"I'm good with many things." he said back as he shot me a smug grin. I opened my mouth to respond but he cut me off, kissing me firmly. "I'm not going to take no as an answer. We spent a good night together and you liked it as much as I do. I'm not going to give you any other choice Colbie, either you say yes now or I'll ask you again and again and again until you'll say yes anyway." I found myself grinning as I nodded.
"Okay yes." I agreed and Jax shot me a killer grin that left me wishing we were still in that cabin together.
"Good girl." he grinned and I laughed.
"It won't be easy."
"I hear the things that are worth it never are." He reached out and brushed my hair back and I felt a shiver go through me, crazy since it was barely anything.
"Kiss me." I said softly and I didn't need to ask twice, Jax reached out and pulled me towards him, kissing me like a starving man, just the way I needed. I'd never regretted my life, I loved my son more than anything and whatever had happened with my husband had made me a stronger person. But right now I wished I was a normal girl, with no strings attatched. A girl who could spend the night in a mans arms after making love, even if it wasn't serious. I wasn't looking forward to going to bed alone.
"You better get out before I drag you back home with me." he said against my lips. I laughed.
"Don't be a stranger." I teased.
"I won't."