if you just say the words I'll up and run to you

I bit down on my lip and stopped in front of the door of Nolan's office, smiling to myself before knocking. When I didn't get any answer back, I frowned, hoping he'd be there since this was probably my last chance to do something he had been wanting me to do for months. Opening the door slowly, I peeked my head in and smiled wider when I saw him, sitting at his desk with a serious look on his face which changed as soon as he lifted his eyes to meet mine. "May I come in?" I asked, keeping my eyes on him. When he nodded, I stepped inside the room and closed the door behind me. Then I locked it, it making Nolan raise his eyebrow at me. "I have something for you and I need some privacy." I added innocently as if answering to his questioning gaze.

"It sounds interesting." He said with a smirk as he leaned back in his chair, pushing it back a little while I made my way around his desk. The way he kept his body on mine was flattering and something I'd never get used to, I often find that annoying in a man, I took it as they wanted me for my body only, but with Nolan it was different. He was different, and not just because he was now my boyfriend, our new status something we were still adjusting on. So far, everything was the same as before, except for some moments of awkwardness when I could sense both of our doubts. They were silly small things, like sleeping together every night or not, staying at my place of his, we weren't just the kind of couple that slipped into a routine easily and I liked that about us.
"Wait, it gets better." I grinned at him, setting my hand on his neck and kissing him as I leaned my a.ss against his desk.
"That's all?" He asked once I broke the kiss, his expectations high as always.
I shook my head as I straightened myself, reaching for my bag and fishing out of it a pair a thong before giving it to him. "I forgot to wear this this morning..." I started, noticing how his eyes went darked immediatly, "So I'm wearing none." I added.
He nodded, heels spinning in his head as he grabbed the tiny piece of lace and pushed it into the pocket of his jacket. "What am I going to do with that information?"
"Whatever you want." I shrugged as I stepped between his legs, keeping the eye contact, "This is my last day of work." I paused to glance at the clock on the wall, "In less than 20 minutes, I won't be an Apple employee anymore."
His expression changed once again, for a moment getting serious and making me smile because those were the little things that made me understand how Nolan cared about me. It wasn't like everything had changed over night, it was more like me realizing how blind I had been so far. "How are you feeling about it?"
"Scared, a little." I confessed, learning to open up a little more with him and giving him more of myself. Then I smiled, "Great too."
His smile matched mine as he moved his chair closer to the desk and to me again, "That's good." He paused, "So this is the last time I see you here?"
I shrugged, because really, I had no idea if I'd be able to show up again not as a person who worked there but as his girlfriend. My life was at a turning point and I still needed to settle. "Even if it is, and I'm not sure it is, I think we should make of it a memorable one." I said quietly, setting my hands on his shoulders then sliding them down his chest, appreciating his sculpted hard body, "I remember you telling me something about us having sex in your office, some kind of fantasy I always said no to because I worked here...well, I don't anymore." I smirked at him, wanting to give him what he had wanted for so long.
"Doesn't that defeat the purpose then?" Nolan grinned and caught my hands with his, bringing them up to his lips and placing kisses on my knuckles one at a time.
My lips parted and formed a small O as I raised a brow at him, "Is my boyfriend turning me down?!"
He laughed and shook his head, "No... Well technically yes." He sighed, surprising me because he never turned me down and I wouldn't expect him starting now. He better had a good reason. "I have a meeting that I can't cancel."
A pout played on my lips as I eased myself onto his desk, my legs parted just enough to confirm what I had said earlier. "I can't persuade you to change your mind?" I asked, nearly purring my words.
He kept his eyes on my skin, his head still resting against the headrest. "You're going to be the death of me Eva," He said seriously. "What am I going to do while you're gone?"
I set my index finger on his chin, tilting his head up so he could catch the smile on my lips before I kissed him. "Your penis will be happy to see me once I get back," I whispered against his lips.
"He's already sad that you're leaving," He grinned.
"When I'll come back your arm will be huge and your hand very tired." I said matter of factly.
He raised one eyebrow at me, an amused expression on his sexy face, "Won't you miss my penis?"
"Is that your biggest worry?" I asked back at him as I hopped down his desk, sliding my hand into my pocket to grab the thong I had put there previously.
He didn't answer at first, instead he watched me, "What are you doing?"
I bent over to step into the piece of lace before pulling it up my legs, "Since my boyfriend turned me down I need to cover my graces before I accidentally flash my cookie to some taxi driver."
He broke into a laugh, it filling the room and making me smile. "Good idea." He said eventually but signed when his eyes moved from my legs back to my face, "What are your plans for today?"
"I thought I'd spend some quality time with you." I said with a teasing grin playing on my lips. I understood that he had to work and everything, I would've done the same, but that didn't mean I wasn't going to use that against him. "But since you're too busy for me I'll go straight home and start packing." I paused, thinking that the days were passing too fast and I'd find myself in Paris in a blink, "Do you want to come over for dinner later?"
"I'd be crazy to turn down a meal from you," Nolan answered with a grin.
A pout formed on my lips and looked incredibly enticing, "Are you only with my because I'm such an awesome cook?"
He tried to force a serious face but laughed instead, making me realize how much more he laughed lately and I knew it had a lot to do with how much more relaxed I was too. "You already know that I'm with you because you give great blowjobs and you're amazing in bed," He replied and I hit his stomach, a grin still on my face so I had to know that he was joking. Even if it was true too.
"Hey."
"I'm not going to take back what I just said, but that's not the only reason why I'm with you," He said seriously. "The fact that you look like a goddess and can feed me is definitely a plus though. You're going to make me chubby."
I laughed and shook my head, "I'm not going to feed you then."
"No way. The first duty as your boyfriend is to be your very own taste tester."
I shook my head because that was sounded so silly. "Uh-uh you got all your duties wrong." I said and bit back a grin.
"Duties as more than one?" He asked back with a fake shocked face that got me smirk wider. As much as I didn't want to admit it, now that Nolan and I were officially in a relationship I felt happier too.
I shrugged, "Don't worry, there aren't too many." I said as I kept teasing him, dropping my hands on his chest before smoothing his shirt and fixing his tie, admiring how handsome he was in his work clothes.
His hands went to my hips as he raised one eyebrow at me. "Will you let me know please? I don't want to f.uck up."
I grinned at him once again, not really knowing what his duties were because there wasn't such a thing to me. He had to do only what he wanted to do, I wasn't a needy girlfriend. "As long as you'll keep me satisfied in bed and out, I think we'll be fine." I said eventually, keeping my smile in place.
"That's a lot to accomplish." He paused, "Not the in bed part of course."
I laughed at that, because he was just so cocky when it came to sex, but it was also so true. "If you think that's still too much we can do back to your original idea and you can be my taste tester."
"I think I can manage it all," Nolan smirked slowly and stared at me.
My eyes widened in mock surprise, "Oh yeah? What changed your mind?"
"You're worth it," He said and tilted his head to kiss my lips again.
My lips parted against his and I moved from the edge of his desk and onto his lap, straddling him and not caring if he'd get hard within seconds. He had turned me down, now it was his problem. My tongue pushed its way into his mouth and we were both fighting for dominance, his body already surrendering to mine. "Are you sure you want me to leave? I think your body wants me to stay instead..." I trailed off in a whisper and moved my hand onto his dick, cupping it in my palm and making him groan.
"You're going to be the death of me," He said with a sigh.
"Should I pack lingerie? Just in case you decide to visit me?" I faked a pout.
"Pack lingerie. Even if I can't visit, you'll need something to take off while we're Skyping," He said seriously.
I pulled my hand away from the exquisit package and let out a sigh, because I didn't want to get all worked up and go home frustrated. "Don't worry about that, I already packed all my sport bras." I said as I faked a serious face.
"Oh yeah, you know how much those turn me on." He said back flatly, his face killing me a little as his hands dropped on my a.ss casually, as if it was a habit and maybe it was.
I finally let a grin play on my lips as I wrapped my arms around his neck, "I need them for when I'll go running. Or do you think it'd be better if I wear none with my boobs bouncing and my nips showing?" I asked with an innocent face.
"Not if I can't enjoy the show." He answered seriously.
Silence filled the room for a moment and I stared at his handsome face, as if I was trying to look at him as much as possible before leaving to memorize his features. Not that I really needed to, his face was impossible to forget, just like the rest of him. "I really wish you could come visit me." I said eventually, breaking the silence.
He heaned back in his chair, keeping his eyes on me, "I'd like that too, but you know I can't...we already talked about it."
I nodded as I smiled, it being a little forced, "I know, I know. You'll be missing out since Paris is the city of love and everything." I attempted to joke since love was a territory we had never explored and I felt like it was going to take a while to get there, and not because we didn't care about each other, but because when it came to feelings? We were both really closed off. Maybe I was even worse than him.
Nolan lifted a brow and grinned at me, "Who are you and what have you done with my girlfriend?"
I rolled my eyes even if I was smiling more genuinely now, "A little romance isn't so bad, is it?"
He widened his eyes to fake a shocked expression, "I never thought I'd hear those words leave your mouth."
I sighed and shook my head, "My boyfriend is such a smartass."
He slapped my ass lightly and grinned, "My girlfriend has a perfect ass... I think it's what I'll miss most."
"The sad thing is that I believe your words," I faked a frown before smiling, trying not to roll my eyes again.
"I'd never lie about that ass," He said and gave it a squeeze.
I sighed and got up, smacking his hands away. "Enough now."
"I don't think there's such a thing as enough." He grinned at me from ear to ear, the look on his face so sexy I was having a hard time pulling away from him.
I ignored him, tucking my hair behind my ear, "It is when you turned me down for work and you're not even working right now." I retorted as I tried to bite back a grin.
"So that's what you're doing, punishing me?" He asked slowly, eyebrow raised and an amused expression on his face.
"No but I don't want you to get distracted." I answered nonchalantly and that was true, if we started? We wouldn't be done anytime soon. It was both good and bad, but mostly good. "I don't want you to show up at your meeting with an impressive bulge."
"Someone could like the view." He said, only grinning wider, and that costed him a smack on her arm. And a glare. "Ouch." He protested but looked even more amused before.
"This." I said seriously and cupped him through his pants, squeezing lightly, "It's mine." I added, letting a small smirk play on my lips.
Nolan smirked at the smile on my lips and shook his head, "Not if you keep up the abuse."
My lips parted and I laughed, lifting a brow at him, "Did I hurt you?"
"Here," He said with a nod, patting his heart and faking a frown.
I laughed again and pursed my lips together, "I'd kiss it and make it better, but then you'd have lipstick on your shirt."
He sighed to keep up the charade, resisting the urge to grin with me, "I'll settle with a normal kiss then."
"Are my kisses normal?" I pouted as I looked at him.
He stood up and pulled my body back towards his, pressing his lips against mine and groaning when I worked my tongue into his mouth. "No," He said with his lips still against mine.
My lips curved into a smile as I bored my eyes into his, my fingers brushing down his neck while I enjoyed the few seconds of the silence surrounding us. "I thought so." I said eventually and pulled my head back, a sigh escaping my lips.
"Does that make you sigh?" He asked but didn't let me go, his hands pressed on the small of my back holding me in place.
"No silly man." I answered and broke into a grin, then added, "I was thinking about all the things I have to do."
"You're with me and think about something else? I'm offended." He said back in an amused tone.
"No silly man part two." I said and grinned wider, mostly when there was a grin on his own lips, "They're all things related to you."
He kept his eyes on me, "Like what?" He asked, his amusement turning into curiosity.
"Like what I'm going to make you for dinner. I was also thinking that you should give me one of your shirts." I answered simply, my brian jumping from one idea to another quickly.
"Why's that? Can't you afford one on your own?" He raised one eyebrow at me.
I rolled my eyes, then again I expected him to say things like that all the time. "I think I can make myself cum better if I'm wearing something that smell of you." I said back as seriously as possible, even though that wasn't the reason. I'd feel him closer if I went to bed with his intoxicating scent on my skin, but I wasn't going to put that that way.
"Will you let me watch?" Nolan smirked at me.
I bit down on my lip to conceal my grin and shook my head slowly, "You won't come visit me, so no. You'll have to use your imagination."
He laughed and slid a hand under my shirt to caress my back, "You can only touch yourself if I'm watching or listening."
"Says who?!" My mouth fell open before I grinned at him once more.
He shrugged his shoulders, "It's all there in the boyfriend handbook."
I rolled my eyes again, still smiling though, "I think someone needs to update the handbook because times have changed. I even bought a vibrator for the trip." He groaned and I smiled wider, "Don't worry, we still have plenty of time for you to test it on me... Just to make sure it works."
"You're perfect," He said quietly, knowing that it was a lie. Not that he was a liar, just I wasn't perfect and he wasn't either, but somehow we were food for each other.
I wrinkled my nose and shook my head, "There's nothing fun about being perfect. I'm a bitch instead." He laughed and slid his hand towards my bra, unhooking it and watching me narrow my eyes on him, "Nolan!"
"You're my bitch," He said with a grin.
"Do you want me to slap your face or kick your balls?" I asked, narrowing my eyes on him as I grabbed his hand and pulled it away from my body before I hooked my bra again.
He shrugged, only looking more amused than before, "Hey, you said that first." He answered nonchalantly.
I let out a sigh but grinned eventually, "I can say that, you can't. Because it sounds bad coming from you." I explained and made a face.
He didn't seem fazed at all, instead he put his hand back on me, this time holding my waist, "Is that why my hand in not kneading your breast right now?"
I wrinkled my nose, starting to get annoyed because he was being such a tease that I'd probably end up going home and tocuh myself all day instead of packing. "No, that is because you have a meeting soon. Or so you said." I pointed out.
He raised one eyebrow at me slowly, "Or so I said? I would never make excuses to turn you down, it'd make no sense."
"But if you hadn't turned me down when I first walked in here, we would've been done by now already." I said back and leaned into him, even pouting a little.
He broke into one of his smirks, holding me firmly by the waist as he looked down at me, "Frustrated, aren't we?"
"You have no idea." I sighed then smirked myself, "Or maybe you do."
"I do, trust me." He said back and placed another kiss on my lips, that only made me feel worse even if it was just as amazing as always. My boyfriend was a really good kisser.
I pulled back regretfully, reaching for his hand instead, "Will you walk me out of this building for the last time?" I asked, feeling weird about it. I knew that I'd come back here to surprise Nolan, but it wouldn't be the same.
"Does that mean you won't wait in my office for me and be sitting naked on my desk when my meetings finished?" Nolan faked a pout and I laughed, even rolling my eyes.
"In what universe do you think I'd ever agree to that?"
He grinned at my answer and shrugged his shoulders, "It was worth a shot." I started walking away from him, our hands still intertwined while I felt his eyes on my ass. Sighing, he caught up to me and walked beside me through the place where we had worked together for years. It felt weird that this was the first time walking together like this, like a real couple, and that it was also my last day here. It was also weird how we had been a couple for a lot, even if not officially, and wasted our time being stubborn and acted like we didn't wanted this. "Are you going to miss it? Even a little?"
I pursed my lips and shook my head, "No."
He lifted a brow, looking as if he didn't believe me. I was still insecure about my choice, but I knew it had to be done and it was the right time to change my life. "Not even seeing my handsome face every day?" He grinned at me.
"Are you trying to dump me already?" I joked and he laughed.
"I'd be insane to," He said seriously.
"You're starting to talk like a devoted boyfriend...I like it." I smiled at him, half teasing him and half being serious. I really loved how things were going between us, and even though I didn't know if we'd last, I felt like we were finally walking in the right direction.
His face turned from serious to amused, "I don't know if I like that instead."
"Don't make me spank that fine a.ss of yours here where everyone can see us." I grinned at him as I squeezed his hand, leaning into him a little while we stepped out of the building.
"I don't know why you have a thing about my a.ss." He pointed out, shaking his head.
"Because it's only fair, you're obsessed with mine." I shrugged nonchalantly as we stopped walking, my body turning towards his and my hand landing on his chest. "Not that I'm complaining about that..." I added, trailing off.
"I'm not either." He grinned back at me, his free hand landing on my back at first only to slide further down only to prove my point.
"I hope you won't find anyone with a better ass than mine while I'll be away." I said but it was only a joke, because I trusted him. The thought of spending a whole month away from him worried me a little, but only because I was going to miss him a lot more than I lead on.
Nolan sighed and shrugged his shoulders, "A lot can happen in a month."
I narrowed my eyes on him before grinning, "You're so funny. I'll miss that humor of yours while all the French boys are falling madly in love with me."
"I don't doubt it," He admitted, leaving me wonder which part he didn't doubt. "You're lucky that I trust you or I'd never let you leave your apartment."
I grinned slowly at the compliment and the way he was getting possessive, even if it was just slightly and we were just being silly, and leaned into him, "No?"
He shook his head, "Nope. I'd keep you handcuffed to your bed. I'd only let you loose to give me pleasure."
"Ah, that dream of yours again." I bit back a grin, doing my best to give him a straight face, "I hate to be the one telling you think, but I don't think it will ever become true."
"Never say never cupcake, when you'll be back you'll want me so bad you'll let me do anything to you." He said with a big smug grin on his face.
I pursed my lips together as I processed his words. He was probably right, but would I admit it? No. "We'll see when I'll be back, I suggest you to keep your fingers crossed." I finally let out a smirk and kisses his lips softly before pulling back, my hands sliding down his hard chest, "Are you going to let me go now?"
"I am unfortunately," Nolan said with a sigh before smiling and tapping my ass once more, lightly, letting me roll my eyes as I pulled away from him to climb into my car.
I rolled my window down after starting it, smirking at him, "Why unfortunately? You're the one who turned me down."
He laughed and shook his head, "Never."
"What time are you coming over?" I asked instead, because he did instead but he was a silly man and I was a stubborn woman. I knew which ones to drop though.
He lifted a brow at me, "Was that my invite?"
"What time are you coming over?" I repeated, still smirking at him.
"Right after work. Make sure your panties are off," He smirked back, joking but serious at the same time. I'd be ready for him, just like always, but I'd never say it just now, I was going to make him wait instead.
"You wish," I winked and leaned into the car as I looked up at Nolan, wanting to see if he was going to give me the kiss I wanted.
He tilted his head down and kissed me one last time, my lips quirking into a smile and when he pulled back my smile was still in place. I was...happy. "Drive safe and don't touch yourself until I'm off work and at your place," He said seriously, grinning as I laughed. The next few weeks were going to be the longest of my life.