I'm not gonna fight it, I want it all the time

I'm not gonna fight it, I want it all the time by ssaarah 

I made my way into Trenton’s pub and saw Kolton cleaning glasses at the bar. He grinned at me and I leaned into kiss him on the cheek.

“Hey Kolt.” I smiled.

“Tiny.” He grinned before winking at the girls on the other side of the bar and I remembered Travis telling me why bar owners would sometimes bartend. Men. I scanned the room and as if the world was knowing I wanted to see him I saw Travis sitting at a booth across the room by himself. I pursed my lips as I thought about my next move and how it would be possible under Kolton’s over protective eye.

“Earth to Kolt.” I snapped my fingers in front of him and he blinked back at me.

“What’s up?” he grinned and I let a slow smile appear on my face.

“I'm hopefully going to go home with that guy.” I said seriously nodding towards Travis and he narrowed his eyes.

“The hell you are-“ he started but before he could finish I shook my head.

“Stop me and I’ll tell mom what really happened to you when you went on spring vacation your freshman year of college.” He widened his eyes.

“You were 11 how do you….” He trailed off and glared. “Colbie.” He growled and I laughed.

“You still owe her the bail money for that night.” I reminded him as I walked away, leaving him steaming at the bar.

"Hey Travis." I grinned, wondering what his thoughts were about the last time we had seen each other. He looked back at me with no expression.

"Hey." He sipped his beer and I leaned my hand against the table as I looked at him.

"Are you alone?" I smiled and he shrugged. It was hard for me not to smile at his attempt to look uninterested.

"Apparently."

“Want some company?” he blinked up at me before looking behind me.

“With the watchful eye of your brother? I don’t know about that.” I blinked.

“Do you know Kolton?” I aksed, raising a brow as he shook his head.

“You told me your brother owns the bar, I saw you interact. Made an educated guess.” I nodded slowly, sliding next to him at the booth and speaking in his ear.

“He won’t do anything.” I watched as Kolt set down his bar rag and glare at me before Travis turned.

“As good as your perfume smells? I’d rather not be a part of your scheme to piss of your brother.” He said roughly, pulling back.

“He knows I'm old enough to make my own decisions.” Travis turned his body towards me and I was struck with the sudden flashback of his hands moving up my shirt as his lips sucked on my neck. Oh god it had felt so good. Too good.

“You’re still sitting here so clearly you make bad ones.” He replied in the same tone but I could see he noticed the flash of heat in my eyes as I thought about the party.

“Are you a bad decision Travis?” I asked, leaning my head to the side.

“Probably.” He nodded. “You are I know since all I get out of choosing you is blue balls.” I crossed my arms over my chest.

“That wasn’t my fault. And you could have taken me with you when you left. That would have solved everything.” He scoffed.

“Your boyfriend didn’t seem to approve.” I made a face.

“Riley’s not my boyfriend.” He ran a hand through his hair and I was so tempted to do the same but kept it in check.

“He looked at you like he was.” I sighed.

“It’s complicated. But you don’t care I'm sure.”

"You're right, I don't."

"It didn't look like it when you walked away." I retorted, being snappy since it had annoyed me.

"I hate being interrupted, I was pissed off." He shrugged as if it hadn’t been a big deal and he hadn’t gone home and not been able to sleep as he thought about what he wished would have happened. But of course he didn’t. Because although he was basically my new obsession, I was just another girl in a long line of women who desperately wanted him.

"It took me ten minutes to explain everything to Riley, and then you were nowhere to be found."

"Were you looking for me?"

"No." I lied, surprising myself because lying wasn’t something I did a lot. I was even folding my arms over my chest like an angry child. Pathetic.  

"Stop Lila." Travis growled as he pulled my arms away from my body and I looked at him, totally lost.

"Stop what?" She asked in a whisper.

"Talking about the the other night." He replied, looking away. I leaned back against the leather seats and didn’t talk as I pouted at him until he looked at me. Annoyed by his lack of interest.  “Christ Lila." he groaned as he rubbed his hands against his face.

"For being someone who went to Stanford you acted pretty stupid if you ask me." I replied, and forced myself to look away from him.

"Thank god I didn't ask." He shook his head. "But thanks for the compliment."

“And they didn’t even teach you the difference between a compliment and an insult. Thank god I didn’t go there.” He looked at me, his eyes showing amusement which made no sense since they’d just seemed pissed off up until then.

“You would have been years behind me anyways so you didn’t miss anything.” He teased and I tried not to grin as I leaned back.

“Oh right because I'm such a baby and you’re just an old man instead.”

“Sounds about right.” I rolled my eyes it him and set my arms against my chest again.

“Studies show men emotionally age slower than women, so mentally we’re even.” I grinned, taking a sip of his beer and setting it next to me. He just shook his head.

“You gonna pay for that?” he asked, nodding towards the pony necked bottle.

“I don’t have to pay here.” I reminded him, winking as I took another long sip, watching as I slid the bottle out of my mouth slowly, realizing he was inching closer to me, snatching the bottle from my hand roughly.

“And you say you’re not a fuc.king tease.” He shook his head and cursed under his breath and it sent actual shivers through me. I was conflicted. I’d never been the girl to want the bad guy, never thought it was my duty to change a man, or that I thought I was special enough to be different. I didn’t think that about Travis either, what I did think is that I wanted him. So bad it was bordering on an obsession. But I was young right, I only wanted what I couldn’t have. So how about I have it and then I’ll get over it? Sounded like a plan to me. Then I could go back to my normal life and not worry so much about what Travis Cole looked like naked.

“I'm not a tease. Come home with me and I’ll prove it.” I offered, leaning in and running my hand through his hair before I could stop myself. “Come on….” I licked my lips and tilted my head to the side, waiting for a reaction. He looked at me as if he was sizing me up.

“I'm not going to stay the night Lila.” He replied gruffly and I widened my eyes in mock shock.

“Bummer. And I thought you said your stamina was impressive.” I teased, reaching for his bottle again. He took the bottle from my hands and leaned in slowly.

"You have no idea Lila." He practically groaned, as if he was thinking about taking me already. I sure was. "Let's go." I blinked, since it sounded like he’d said “Let’s go.”

"Really?" Travis grinned as he set his hand on the small of my back and stood up, tossing a few bills on the table.

"Yes really. Or were you hoping I'd say no?" I shook my head, honestly I was just surprised I’d finally get what I’d been wanting for what felt like forever.

"Nope, I can finally prove you I'm not a tease." I teased and he shook his head.

"Stop looking like a kid on Christmas if you want us to make it to the exit." He replied, taking a second glance at Kolton. I knew he was probably giving him his best death glare but Travis didn’t seem phased at all. Impressive.

"Oh." I faked the most innocent face I could muster, knowing that Kolt knew exactly what I was doing but had no power to stop me. "Bye Kolton!"  I waved and he glared at me harder. Good thing I’d become immune to that glare back in the first grade.

"You like risking, uh"?

"What's life without some excitement?" I laughed, since it wasn’t a risk at all.

"I'll give you plenty tonight." He said it so seriously it made me ache. Everywhere.

"I hope so." I licked my lips and turned towards him as I set my hand against his chest. Ugh. It was taking a lot out of me not to start feeling him up right here. Since when did I become a man?!

"We better get going before I take you against your car." I heard his voice say roughly as he glanced behind me at my beetle.

"It sounds tempting..." I admitted, running my hand down his chest and dying to feel his skin against my palm.

"Tonight's not about temptation, is about giving in." he smirked wider and reached up to trace my bottom lip with his thumb, sending a jolt of arousal ricocheting through my body.  

"I'll follow you. And don't drive like a snail, I'm impatient.”

“Don’t get pulled over, I'm impatient too.” I slid my hand up to cup the back of his neck and lifted myself onto my tip toes to press a chaste kiss against his lips, even that making chills go through me. He shook his head and I watched as he mounted his bike, sliding on his helmet. Ugh. That was going to be all mine for rest of the night. I pulled away from the bar, pulling down the street and taking a few side roads to get to my apartment easier. Travis pulled up next to me and I watched him, getting off the bike was just about as sexy as him getting on it. Especially when he reached out to open the door for me.

“What did I say about driving slow?” he growled and I laughed shaking my head as I set my phone in my purse and slid it over my shoulder.

“I went the speed limit Travis.” I replied, heading in the building and waving to the doorman.  “Hey George. How’s Emma and the baby?” he grinned.

“Oh they’re doing just fine.” He winked at me and I reached into my bag to hand him a snickers, I always picked him up one on the way home from work since they were his fave. Even doing ordinary things were strange with the sharp presence of Travis behind me. I went to my mailbox and slid in my key before I felt him almost pressing against me.

“Take your time Lila I'm in no hurry.” He said sarcastically and I turned to shoot him a grin.

“What’s an extra three minutes?” I asked, my body turning to much just like it did whenever I heard my name fall from his lips.

“A waste I could be spending inside of you.” He replied seriously, his eyes intense and shooting straight through my body like a coiled band that had just been let go. I took a second to take him in, the white tee contrasted sharply with the black leather jacket and dark jeans. He was so fucking sexy I was pretty sure I imagined him. Though in my wildest dreams I’d never think my fantasy guy would be tall with irresistible blond hair and light eyes. But god he just did it for me.  “You could keep eye-fu.cking me here or we could actually get to your damn bedroom and fu.ck for real.” I smirked.

“Who said we need a bedroom?” I asked, grabbing his hand and pulling him into the elevator before crushing my body against his. “My apartments on the top floor we can start here.” I whispered, slowly sliding my hands under his tee and trying to memorize the way his sculpted muscles felt against my fingers. Which was incredible. Travis growled again and before I knew it he had scooped me up in his arms and was kissing me. It wasn’t like last time, there was no farce of gentleness, no this was just a hard release of weeks of sexual tension. And oh god I loved every second of it. Travis moved his hands down to my ass, holding it tight as he used his grip on my body to pull us close. I gasped into his mouth as his erection pressed firmly against me. I was so fucking turned on, so hot, ever moment spent kissing him made me want more. It took a while for either of us to realize the elevator had stopped and even longer for me to come back to earth long enough to remember what to do.

"The keys Lila." Travis groaned impatiently.

"Right." I took a second to look down at his jeans, groaning before turning in his arms, reaching for my keys in my bag as he slid a hand under my skirt and moved his fingers against my upper thigh. "Oh god." I moaned, totally distracted.

"Hurry." I heard his order but god it was so hard when he was holding my waist so my ass was pressed up against his groin and his lips had started sucking on my neck. I shivered, dropping my bag. What was it about this guy?!

"F.uck." I muttered as I bent over to grab my bag and he spanked me. Oh. My. God. The act sent a slew of deliciously dirty thoughts running through me, helping me make an effort to open the damn door.

"That's the plan." Travis grabbed my bag, tossing it away as he kicked the door closed. I felt him grabbing my waist and pushing me against the door and my eyes widened, the lust coursing through me shocking me.  

"Travis." I gasped, moving my hands to get him out of his jacket, frantic to get those damn clothes off. He smirked, shaking his head as he reached under my skirt and literally ripped my panties off making me gasp since I didn’t know that was even possible.

"I'm going to devour you Lila." I watched as he got on his knees and pushed my skirt around my waist.

"Oh my god." I stared down oat him, on his knees and breathing against my center, making me worry this was a dream and I would wake up again from it any time.  Travis brushed his nose up my inner thigh, sliding his face against my leg before stopping and pressing a soft practically chaste kiss against me an inch away from where I needed him.

"I'm going to take my time, just like you took yours." I whimpered. He wasn’t playing fair but who cared when he looked so damn good kneeling in front of me?!

“You want to tease me….” I breathed out, his mouth playing games as it slid so close to my throbbing center but pulled away just as fast.

“You’re a smart girl.” He flicked his eyes up at me and grinned and I about died. The view of him on his knees grinning up at me was too fucking much to handle. I leaned my head back against the door and shut my eyes.

“I can handle teasing.” I replied, my voice still breathy, my heart still racing.

“We’ll see.”  Then he was back to kissing my thighs, my hips, my stomach, his lips circling my naval while his hands grabbed my backside.

“Travis…” I whimpered, desperate for some kind of release, for any friction at all where I needed it so bad I thought I might die without it.

“Yes?” I groaned and slid my own hand between my legs but he was too fast, standing up and grabbing my wrist, intertwining his fingers with mine before holding then both above my head.

“Nice try.” He grinned wickedly, just the sound of his voice enough to make me come if it had been breathed against my clit. “Not that I wouldn’t enjoy seeing that later.” He added before grabbing my dress and pulling it over my head, doing a double take when he realized I wasn’t wearing a bra and now I was naked in front of him. “Lila….” He growled, his eyes roaming over my body hungrily as my nipples strained forward. I was dying, I felt so turned on it was practically painful.

“Touch me.” I whispered as he sunk down, taking my breast into his mouth, his hand leaving mine to cup the other one, to knead and tug with expert pressure. I was groaning, loud a mix of uninhibited pleasure and desperate need. I needed him to touch me; my eyes were starting to tear from sheer frustration. “Please!” he stood up straight again, cupping my head in one hand as he slowly trailed his free one that was on my breast down to my stomach, then oh god yes past it, past it until he was cupping my pus.sy in his large hand and I was bucking my hips against it so fucking desperate.

“So impatient.” He whispered.

                        

“So were you!!! Just let me come already!” He was chuckling as his fingers found my clit, rubbing for less than a second before I exploded, hard and fast, the build up so much that the smallest touch pushed me right over the edge….and oh god what a wonderful view was over that edge. I fell apart in his arms, calling out his name as I heard him let out a string of low sexy curses but instead of easing the edge off my need for him? It only made me hotter, wetter, more fucking desperate for more. I tried to catch my breath as I reached for his jeans. I was pushing us backwards towards the hallway and his back hit the wall as I switched places, getting on my knees slowly though I was in no mood for teasing. I ripped off his belt and then undid his jeans, getting lost in the sounds of his groans as I pushed them down with his boxers, just enough to see the gift waiting for me beneath them.

"Oh god." I whispered, taking in his size, blushing as I wondered how it would feel in me. I wasn’t a virgin, and the guys I’d been with weren’t small but they were compared to Travis…..

"I told you I didn't lie." On any other man the words would have annoyed me but he was only being honest as he cupped my face with his hand, pulling my bottom lip from my teeth. God I loved when he did that. I loved how he was literally caressing me while I was on my knees. I moaned softly as I wrapped my hand around his dick, moving up and down. It feeling like steel rod wrapped in velvet and I couldn’t get enough…in fact I wanted a taste too. I licked him slowly, from the base all the way up to the tip where I was still touching him. I swear his dick was perfect. I was literally hypnotized by it. I repeated myself again and again this time using my other hand to knead his balls, so caught up in how my actions were pleasing me I forgot that it was for him too until he moaned.  

"Holy shit." He growled and pushed my hair back looking down on me with fire in his eyes. Fuck.

"Mhm." I moaned softly, needing more as I reached for him and let him slip slowly inside of my mouth.  

"Look at me Lila." Travis gasped and I did as he said, feeling his hands tangle into my hair before he pushed himself into my mouth as far as he could get. I was taken aback for a second, looking up at him with wide eyes, but ugh there was something so damn hot about letting take me just how he wanted and I wanted to let him know I could take it. I adjusted, relaxing my throat and grabbing his hips for balance, letting him set the pace and getting wetter every time he groaned."So good..." he muttered under his breath, tightening the hold he had on my hair as he kept moving his hips, fucking my mouth. I moaned my agreement, because it was. It was so good. I was never one of those girls who complained about blowjobs, you didn’t get gone down on if you didn’t give it after all, but this? This was one of the single most erotic moments of my life. My whole body craved him, it was hot and coiled tight, waiting for another release as I took him in my mouth again and again.

“Mmmm” I looked back up into Travis’ eyes and a new flush of moisture rushed to my core.

“Fuck you’re beautiful.” His words were a sharp contrast from the way he was taking my mouth, but the look in his eyes. God his eyes killed me every time I looked at them and now he looked almost mad with lust, with pleasure. I couldn’t believe how gorgeous he was, how I was the one making him feel like that, make those sounds. It was a powerful feeling, which was bizarre as well seeing as how I was the one on my knees. I pulled back, running my tongue against his head as I did and I heard him groan in slight protest.

“More?” I grinned slowly and ran my tongue back up his dick to take it back.

“Fuck…..yes…” he growled. “No.” he pulled back from me and I slowly slid up his body, kissing my way up his sculpted torso as I peeled off his tee shirt.

“Yes or no Travis?” I asked, letting his shirt fall next to my dress as I tilted my head to the side. “Which is it?” I let my eyes drop down to his thick erection, straining upwards as I licked my lips again. God just looking at it made me want to do whatever he wanted.

“Where.” He started in a sharp controlled voice. “Is your bedroom.” He finished; his eyes sharp with focus, with need.

“Guess.” I bit my lip as I stepped forward to press my body against his. Oh I knew it would feel good but my breasts crushed against his bare chest his di.ck pushing against me….was unreal. He was the sexiest man I’d ever met…I knew there would be no way I’d find another that would make me feel this…like I was made for sex and sex only….for him.

"I don't like guessing". Travis groaned as he wrapped his arm tight around my waist, his need to be close apparently matching my own. His hands tangled in my hair and tugged roughly to pull my head up just fueling my lust further as his teeth sunk into the skin of my neck.  I moaned. Loud, god I needed to fuck him until he was out of my system and that would be a good looooong time.

"Travis." I lifted my leg to rest my knee against the wall, grinding against his thigh, just that friction alone probably enough to make me finish if I tried hard enough. He dropped my hands to my ass and picked me up, switching our positions again so I was against the wall.

"I need a condom." He groaned, but my god we didn’t have time for that.

"No you don't." I said quickly, trusting him blindly. He grinned, my words looking like an unexpected gift as he looked between us, using his hips to rub his dick against my throbbing center.

"Fucking hell you're so wet...you're soaking Lila." He said in a low voice, and I started to respond but before I could Travis had sheathed himself inside of me in one fast thrust, rendering me speechless as a gasp left my throat at the sharp pain and then oh god pleasure of feeling him fill me.  "God."  He roared and took his sweet time pulling back, letting me feel every inch of him and get used to it but before I could he slammed inside of me again as far as he could.

“Oh yes!” I leaned my head back against the wall and moved my hips with his, my body feeling empty every time he pulled back. Oh he was big….literally any bigger and there was no way he’d fit inside of me, but the feeling of being stuffed totally full was so fucking fantastic I felt on the verge of coming every time he gave me all of him.

“Your pussy is so damn sweet….” He growled, his dirty words like a drug, just fueling my lust.

“Then it’s a good match for that delicious cock between your legs.” I grinned and he looked up into my eyes, shooting me a look that intensified as he got even harder inside me.

“Lila…..” he groaned, trailing off as if he didn’t know what to say to finish but I honestly couldn’t care less what he said as long as he just kept fucking me.  I tangled my hands in his hair and pulled his mouth towards me, kissing him hard, loving when he groaned again and squeezed my ass, forcing his tongue in my mouth, showing me exactly who was in control. Fine by me, he could have me.

“I'm used to you now you don’t have to keep being so gentle.” I teased against his lips, loving the way his eyes got darker every time I said something he liked.

“Tell me where your bed is now.” he ordered , pulling back until just the head of his dick was inside me. “Or you won’t get anymore.” I thought about challenging that, seeing as how if that happened he’d be punishing himself too but I still didn’t trust that he wasn’t kidding so I reached next to me and twisted the doorknob to my bedroom, pushing the door open and then looking back at him.

“I want more Travis…..” I trailed off slowly, pressing my body against him as much as I could.  If I only got this one night? I was sure as hell going to make it worth it and that meant having him in every way I could until morning. He groaned and pulled out of me, stepping into my room and actually tossing me back onto my bed as I grinned.

"Can you handle more?" he smirked back at her, kicking off his shoes and shedding his jeans, leaving him gloriously naked. I licked my lips appreciatively, a small part of me just wanting to touch myself as I stared at him but the bigger part needing that perfect dick back where it belonged. Buried inside of me.

"Hurry old man." I teased, parting my legs and cupping my chest as I watched him. He shook his head, hovering over me and grabbing my knees to push them flat on the mattress.

"Fast enough?" he asked under his breath in the same moment he entered me forcefully, so hard and fast it left me breathless. I arched my back and tightened myself around him hard.

“God yes!!!" I screamed, sinking my nails into his broad shoulders and holding on tight. He ran his hands expertly down my body to my ankles, lifting my legs in the air before he set a hard and fast pace. Every time our hips came together I felt like I was going to explode, both of our groaning was mixing with the sounds of our bodies coming together again and again and it was so hot I thought I could die happy right then.

"I don't want you to come until I say so." he growled as he stared deep into my eyes, killing me since I had been about to right before his words.

“I need to….Travis.” I moaned, my hips bucking off the bed as he grinned down at me.

“Greedy.” The simple word coupled with his lips hitting my neck made it so hard not to disobey his order. He shifted his hips slightly before fucking me even harder, so deep inside of me I was sure I’d be sore later but I didn’t care. If he wanted to fu.ck me like this for weeks I’d let it him it felt so good.

“Do you want me to beg?” I breathed out, my eyes shut as my head leaned back and I just took in every sensation of being with him. Memorizing it. His scent, how it felt to tangle my hands in his hair the way his lips and teeth teased my body, the feeling of his broad perfect body pressed flush against mine….so overwhelming in the most wonderful way.

“Are you desperate Lila?” he whispered and I whimpered, nodding as I met him thrust for thrust.

“Yes…” I admitted, knowing I was giving in, probably acting just like every girl he’d ever been with, knowing I’d be just a memory but with a memory like this it was worth it. “Yes I'm desperate to feel you come inside me.” I whispered and he growled, holding my hips roughly as he let himself go, fucking me with wild abandon as I screamed.

“Come now!” he almost had to yell over my moans, his pelvic bone hitting my c.lit over and over and his dick hitting a special spot inside of me I never even knew I had. I literally exploded, my whole body broke apart and trembled, giving way to the explosive release he was giving me. I felt close to tears it was so damn good.

“Oh Travis!!!!” I called out, gripping his back as my org.asm shook through me and I watched as he came undone, felt him coming inside of me as he pinned my hands to the bed, pushing them down into the mattress so hard it would have hurt if watching him come wasn’t so captivating. We stayed like that, him buried so deep inside of me, his body pressed into mine our hands intertwined above my head as we stared into each other’s eyes, breathing heavily. I swallowed, trying to slow down my heart when he finally pulled away. My body felt empty without him and even though I was still reeling from the most incredible sex of my life I knew I had to push forward. Start moving on. I sat up and ran my hands through my hair before walking to the door.

“Where are you going?” I heard his voice ask and I turned around, taking in his nude body lying on my bed. He looked flawless. I felt desperate for him all over again and it hadn’t even been a minute since he was inside of me.

“I'm going to go paint. You know how to get home I'm guessing.” He sat up and blinked back at me.

“You’re not dressed.” I looked down and then back at him.

“So? It’s just me living here.” I smirked. “….you didn’t want me to stay and cuddle right?” I teased, though the idea of having his arms wrapped around me sounded so good….I felt him staring at me before getting up.

“No." he finally replied, reaching to put his boxers and jeans back on before grabbing my shoes.

"I guessed as much." I nodded slowly and bit down on my lip but I couldn’t pull my eyes away from him. I was literally two seconds away from asking him to let me take naked pictures for when I’d be missing him later. Hell I missed him already. His eyes raked over my body again and for a second I was hoping he’d pull me into his arms and take me again but no luck. Instead he lifted up my chin with his hand and kissed my forehead.

"Night Lila." His deep voice echoed in the room as he walked away and I stood there, staring at the bed and remembering every second of what had just happened there. Oh god there was no way I could go without more if I had a chance. I grabbed a robe and followed him down the hallway, finding him waiting for the elevator.

"Travis?" He turned towards me and blew smoke out of his mouth, making me notice the cigarette in his hands. Damn him and his fucking temptations.

"Did I forget something?" he asked and raised one eyebrow. I shook my head.

"No, I was wondering..." I trailed off, "Do you want to take a shower or something?"

"I have a shower in my apartment, thank you." He replied as he stared back at me.

“But you don’t have me." I replied, feeling shy which was ridiculous since he had seen me minutes before anything but shy. He walked towards me slowly, inhaling from his cigarette while he watched me.

"What do you have in mind Lila?" That was a loaded question since my mind was literally reeling with all the different ways I wanted him that I wouldn’t even know where to start. I shrugged and bit down harder on my lip, looking at the floor as he leaned his shoulder against the wall. I felt like I was in high school, with him leaned against my locker as I flushed.  

 "I changed my mind." I said eventually in one long breath. He didn’t say anything for a while but then his hand was on the small of my back as he lead me back into my apartment.

 "Make me a drink." he said quietly, closing the door behind him. A drink? That was not a naked activity but what the hell?

"Okay." I bit down on my lip again as I thought about how I could make that a naked activity. "Whiskey?"

"Yes thanks." He answered quietly and followed me into the kitchen as he thankfully finished his cigarette before throwing it out the window. "I hope your shower is big enough for two."  I set the drink in front of him, sipping my own slowly as I smiled up at him.

“We’ll see.” I replied licking my lips as I tilted my head to the side and took him in again. Travis reached over and pushed my hair behind my ear slowly, causing a shiver to run through my body.

“What are you thinking?” he asked, looking like he genuinely wanted to know. I bit my lip.

“Nothing interesting.” I shrugged, feeling myself flush.

“Tell me.” I looked up and took another long sip of my drink before speaking.

“Isn’t having one night stands all the time not enough for you?” I asked finally. He blinked.

“Not enough?” I sighed thinking about how to word my thoughts.

“You’re very dominant.” I said finally. He widened his eyes and then grinned slowly before nodding.

“That’s true.”

“It takes a certain amount of trust for a woman to give up that much control. You can’t truly get that kind of trust from a girl you just met.” I explained. He blinked as if he’d never thought about it that way. “I'm just saying, I’d figure you more as a serial monogamist.” I shrugged and he took a step closer, invading my space.

“You didn’t seem to have a problem giving me control.” He commented, sipping his drink again before lowering his glass. I swallowed, I wanted to kiss him, to taste him, to take him inside of me again until I was panting and breathless.

“Because I trust you.” I said the words before I realized how true they were. Travis looked taken aback, his eyes widened slightly before giving me a quizzical look.

“Why?” he asked gruffly. I shrugged.

“I don’t know.” I admitted. “I just do.”

"I don't see why you shouldn't trust me though." I grinned back at him as I leaned against the counter.

"I don't know you Travis." I pointed out.

"I don't know you either." I laughed at his excellent deflection technique as I sipped my drink again.

"Right, but I'm harmless."

"I'm harmless too." He lied as he set his hand on my hip and pulled me closer, the arousal that simple act caused was ridiculous.

"You can look intimidating instead."

"But I did only good things to you." So true….I thought as his thumb traced circles against my robe and I wished he’d just take it off and fuck me already.  "Where are you trying to go with this conversation Lila?" he added as an afterthought.

“Nowhere, I like speaking my mind, that's all." Travis set his glass on the table and grabbed me by the hips, lifting me up effortlessly to set me on the counter a second later, as I wrapped my arms around him. He stepped in between my legs and his hand came up to cup my face.

"Can we be done talking now?" he asked in a low tone before pulling me into a deep kiss.

“I don’t know why we started in the first place.” I whispered against his lips and he pulled back with a confused expression.

“You started talking-“ I set my finger to his lips.

“You asked me what I was thinking. You should know better.” I tried not to laugh at my own words as a confused then amused expression came over Travis’s face. God he was handsome. I don’t think there was a word yet for how good looking he was.

“Smartas.s” he shook his head but stopped as I shimmied out of my robe and spread my legs slightly.

“So are we staying here or did you want to shower?” I grinned, the thought of holding on tight to the towel rod in the shower as he took me hard and fast from behind making it hard to see straight…I bet he’d feel even bigger from that angle…..ugh I wanted him in all angles. Too bad we wouldn’t have enough time for that.

“Both.” He growled, his eyes looking hungrily over my body before his hands were on it, cupping my breasts and teasing my nipples until they were hard peaks beneath his fingers.

“Well then get naked gorgeous, it’s almost morning.”