all i think about is, how to get you underneath me

all i think about is, how to get you underneath me by ssaarah 






“No Aunt Lila, I'm sleeping over at Robs today!!!” Will said, looking at me like a crazy when I had told him I was here to take him to my place until his mom got off work. I had driven all the way here, and Colbie owed me big time because going to a place where Travis was too? Wasn’t what I really wanted to do. Or it was exactly what I wanted to do and that was why I hated it.

“On a Sunday?” I questioned, folding my arms over my chest.

“Tomorrow is that day the teachers have all their meetings!” He explained.

“If I call your mother will she tell me you’re lying?” I asked slowly, knowing Will was a usually honest kid but hell even I’d played that card a few times in my youth.

“Yes I promise!” I grinned.

“Okay.” I shot a quick text to Colbie who responded almost instantly that she had forgotten and she did owe me now when I noticed Travis. Oh god he was just walking sex. Hell he didn’t even need to walk. Why did I still want him?! Hadn’t that weekend been enough?! Hadn’t dozens of orgasms sated my body from wanting more from him? But then I was momentarily shocked when another man walked up to him. Tall and blonde, built the same way if not a little leaner. He looked almost just like Travis. I had a slow vision of what two Travis’s could be like that made me blushing head to toe before I took control and walked up to them, my curiosity getting the better of me. Plus I didn’t want him to think I was ignoring him.

"Hey." Travis said quietly, his eyes impassive.

"Hi Trav." I said back but eyed the other man slowly.

"Jackson." He hurried, offering his hand.

"Lila." I smiled at him and shook it, knowing there was no way the two weren’t related, "Robert's dad?" Travis’ smooth laugh burst through the silence.

"Nope." Jackson smirked. “I'm the sane, childless one."

“Are you calling Travis insane or saying it’s insane to have children?” I asked, trying not to smirk as I looked at the two of them.



“Huh.” Jackson thought about it. “Both.” He decided. “Your hands are really soft...” he finally let go and I grinned.



“Yes, my secret is lotion.” I winked and he let out a laugh.



“You just met me Lila, you shouldn’t be telling me all your secrets yet.”



“Did you need something?” Travis asked, his voice much lower than normal. I just shook my head.



“I wanted to be sure I wasn’t just seeing double.” I commented. “You could almost be twins.”



“Except I'm better looking right?” Jackson grinned and I bit down on my tongue. He was definitely gorgeous, I’d give him that, and his attitude was far more my type, but he didn’t make my entire body ache like it did when I looked at Travis. Then again, maybe my body was just a glutton for punishment.



“You wish.” Travis said under his breath, saving me from having to say anything myself. I laughed and ran my fingers through my hair.



“Well it was nice to meet you.” I smiled and watched as his eyes traveled down my body. Huh, apparently being attracted to me was a family trait.



“You as well. Made my day.” He grinned. “Maybe you’ll save me a seat on the bleachers if you’re staying for the rest of the practice?



“It’s done in 15 minutes.” Travis growled and I rolled my eyes.



“Is your other brother such a pouter?” I asked Jackson seriously as I tilted my head to the side.



“No that’s just Trav.” He grinned and nudged him.



"I'm too scared to look like an idiot if I smirk as much as you do." Travis said back as his grin matched his brothers, but Jackson ignored the jab, sighing dramatically at me.

"See? He's so rude sometimes." He said, being cute and charming, completely the opposite of Travis even if they looked so much alike. Though to be honest, I didn’t mind Travis’ rude attitude….especially in bed when he was telling me just what he was going to do to me….when I was allowed to come and when I wasn’t.

"He's mostly grumpy." I said eventually as I chided myself for thinking x rated thoughts while I was in public talking to his family of all people.

"I’ve got a lot worse than that." he said nonchalantly which wasn’t surprising.

"Always deserved though." Jackson agreed in that jovial tone as he winked at me and I watched as Travis looked seriously at something to the side.

"What are you looking at?" I asked, worried maybe Will and Rob were fighting again.

"Did you come to pick him up?" Travis asked back as his gaze turned back to me.

“Yeah but apparently Colbie forgot he was having a sleepover at a friend’s so now I'm just here for no reason at all.” I said sighing. My sister had called freaking out that she didn’t have time to pick Will up. She was so uptight these days part of me wanted to take her out for a night. Or just get her laid.

“So then why are you still here?” Travis asked pointedly, his eyes boring into mine. I resisted the urge to slap his perfect face.

“Clearly I'm just obsessed with you.” I said finally, tilting my head to the side and widening my eyes in a look of fake innocence.

“Wow. And I thought I was the lucky one in the family.” Jackson’s face lit with obvious knowledge of what had happened between Travis and I. Not that I cared. I stepped closer to his brother and made a show of whispering too loudly.

“Oh don’t worry. I'm just really concerned that if his ego isn’t stroked enough he’ll do something drastic….I don’t want to be responsible for that.” Jackson started laughing.

“Damn I like you. You’re feisty.” He grinned and I kept my eyes on Travis, who was still shooting a look at me I couldn’t yet quite read.

“Well…that seems to be a family trait.” I said slowly, licking my lips.

“Aunt Lila!” Will wrapped his arms around my waist and I hugged him back.

“Hey slugger looking good out there.”

“Did you see me tackle Rob?!” he exclaimed and I laughed.

“I think you might be the most athletic guy in the family.” I grinned.

“Even more than Uncle Josh?!” he exclaimed, his eyes wide as he talked about my Olympic medalist brother.

“Hmmm…maybe you’ll have to have a competition.” Will grinned.

“I'm going to Robs to play video games all night!” he exclaimed and I responded with enthusiasm, hearing Jackson talking to Rob and enjoying talking with my favorite nephew. But the whole time I could feel Travis’ presence. His eyes on me. I knew where he was beside me without having to look. His scent lingered in the air. I might have just been teasing before. But god I felt like I was obsessed. At least my body was.

"Are you coming tonight?" I heard Jackson's voice ask his brother and I watched as he nodded, shrugging as if it was nothing, even though it was pretty cute they had dinner instead.

"Sure." he said with a shrug.

"Yay." Robert said, his tone dripping sarcasm and making me chuckle quietly.

"Don't worry, I'll ally with you against the coach." Will grinned and nudged his friend playfully.
At that Travis grinned,

"Don't you even try." he said as he shook his head before glancing at his brother, "I'll see you later." Then his head turned to me and he nodded slowly. "Lila." he said simply and turned around to walk towards the locker room, but I had more to say to him. I said goodbye to Will and then ran after him, catching him as he opened the door to the locker rooms.

“Trav..." He turned around, keeping the door open by leaning his back against it. I suddenly had that high school de ja vu again. Like I was in some kind of nineties movie starring Rachel Leigh Cook. The geeky artist trying to win the heart of the too hot jock. Too bad for that movie I didn’t want his heart at all.

"Yes? Do you need something?" he asked and I bit down on my lip, ignoring my feelings and trying to focus on my goal only.

"Yes actually I'm still waiting for your response on my project." I said eventually. Travis just stared at me and raised one eyebrow slowly.

"Just like I don't discuss my personal life in my office I don't discuss work here." He answered coldly. As if I’d pissed him off for asking him to do his fucking job.

"I've been waiting for two weeks Travis, I deserve an answer. It's easy. Yes or no." I spat harshly as I stepped closer to him, my tepidness gone in the midst of my annoyance.

"You're not going to have your answer here." he said between clenched teeth, keeping his angry eyes on mine.

“Because you didn't even look at my project? God you brag a lot for being a slacker instead." I retorted, spewing my words at him like knives I was so annoyed.

"You better go Lila." he warned me in a low tone, stepping back and ready to close the door but instead of leaving I took a step closer pressing my chest against his and looking up in his eyes. “And you better go shower.” I replied, wrinkling my nose on purpose and watching the anger flash in his dangerous eyes.

“Are we done?” he growled, though he didn’t step away from me. I tilted my head to the side, intentionally taking his words in the wrong way. For some reason pissing him off gave me a high I couldn’t get enough of.

“I dunno baby are we?” I let myself smirk at the look on his face.

“Lila.” He growled. “Go home.”

“I'm 22 Travis not 14. You can’t tell me what to do.” He narrowed his eyes again, his mouth pursed as it looked like he wanted to yell at me but thought better of it.

“Funny, you seemed to love it before.” His voice was still low and I’d be lying if I didn’t say I felt his words all over, running through my body like electricity.

“You must be mistaken.” I replied, trying not to blush but knowing I was. Not because I was embarrassed about what had happened. I wasn’t. And I didn’t regret it. But talking about it made me want more and I knew I couldn’t have it.

“I'm not mistaken a lot. Go home.”

“You know you don’t have to worry about me.”

“Excuse me?”

“I don’t want anything from you. Except my project approved.”

“Oh? Then why do you keep following me wherever I am??” I growled under my breath.

“I literally like nothing about you except the way you look Travis. I'm not going to want to date you, or cry because you’re mean to me. Just approve my proposal and we can move on with our lives.”

"No need to give me your speech again Lila, the one you performed in my office was just fine." He retorted as his eyes radiated frustration. "Actually, I remember it perfectly because I, unlike you, listen."

"I do listen." I spat back sharply, my hands making fists in his shirt as I fought with myself. I didn’t know why I was touching him at all it was infuriating that I didn’t want to stop.

"You do not." he said louder. "Because I remember clearly that I told you less than 10 minutes ago how I don't talk about work when I'm not working."

"I just need a yes or a no Trav, is it this hard?" I cut him off, wondering what the hell his problem was.

"No Lila, do you know the meaning of that word? No as no, you won't have any answer now!" he roared, his tone matching mine but louder. I'm sure anyone else on the receiving end of his anger would have cowered by now, would have run off with their head between their legs but even with bullshit spewing from his mouth I couldn’t resist it and before I knew what was happening I had smashed my mouth against his. Travis didn’t even flinch, his hands immediately grabbed my ass and pulled me into his body as he kissed me, with anger and huger and ugh it killed me. I opened my mouth against his as I felt my back against the wall, letting his tongue play with mine as I wondered when he’d closed the door but realized I didn’t give a fuck as I let my hands reach up and tangle in his hair.

"Sometimes I think I hate you." I said breathlessly as we broke the kiss, both of us gasping for air.

"Shut up." Travis growled and kissed me hard again before turning me in his strong arms and then stepping back to spank me harder than I’d expected. Fuck. I was going to speak but then his lips were against my neck, and his teeth were sinking into my skin, as his hands reached up my skirt to rip my panties off. Again.

“I have got to invest in better quality panties.” I breathed out as he took handfuls of my as.s in his hands, squeezing and making me moan again.

“Wouldn’t make a damn difference.” He replied in that low voice, a voice of barely restrained control that I was desperate to make completely unrestrained.

“Maybe I should just stop wearing them all together?” I asked turning my head to grin slowly at him, watching his eyes. God his eyes were so expressive they took my breath away. They showed so many emotions, anger, and frustration on the top of the list but the lust in them pretty much had won over by now.

“I thought I told you to shut up.” He replied his hand moving to my waist as I backed up and arched my ass into his hips.

“Oh do you like your girls silent?” I smirked and he groaned, spanking me again but harder. “Travis!” I moaned, every single move he made making it harder and harder for me not to beg him to just take me and get it over with. I was so fucking turned on the ache between my legs was painful.

“Don’t be a smartass.” His lips were on my neck again, biting and sucking and just replacing the marks that had just barely faded away. I reached behind me, the palm of my hand finding his erection under his shorts and rubbing it slowly as he groaned. I wanted feel him in my hands, in my mouth, inside of me, I couldn’t even decide what I wanted first if not all of them. I just wanted him. All over me. Now.

“Please….” I finally whispered, on the verge of coming before he even touched me but knowing I’d never really get there without his help and also knowing how much he loved that word coming from my mouth.

“I thought you hated me.” He growled, a hint of satisfaction lacing his tone.

“I still might.” I admitted. “My feelings for your dick are more positive.”

"Sounds deep." I heard the grin in his voice as his hands ran down the front of my thighs, his mouth breathing into my ear as he pressed his whole body against mine.

"I want you deep inside of me..." I trailed off slowly and tossed my head back against his shoulder just as his hand cupped me between my legs. I felt his erection harden against my back and could feel the low groan reverberate in his chest, just making me more and more turned on. Travis pinned my hands on the wall, not wasting any time and thank god for that I needed him now.

"You're so wet." he muttered under his breath as I heard him pushing down his clothes and freeing his dick so it hit my ass. I immediately arched my back, spreading my legs farther apart for him, lifting myself up to let his erection rest between my cheeks, wanting it fast, hard, but most importantly NOW. "Don't tempt me darlin." His words were a low growl and I felt my body blush as I realized what his words meant before his hand adjusted himself against my pussy.
"Travis." I arched into him again, stretching my body to show him how much I wanted this, needed it but all he did was nothing. Instead I could feel him staring at me until I whimpered. Finally he pushed the head of his cock inside me, the feeling of being slowly stretched was so good so damn good. . "Oh god..." I blew out and tightened instantly, almost automatically around him, surely making it harder for him to enter me further but I couldn’t help it.
"Take me all Lil." he said thickly before rolling his hips fast and giving me every inch of his dick, groaning loudly as I gasped, the pleasure pain almost too much to handle.



“Yes!” I let my head fall forward against the wall as I took in every feeling. Travis’ hands were digging in my hips, his body pressed so hard against mine and fu.ck it felt so good……



“You like this?” he growled, less of a question than a statement as he pulled out and gave me all of him again. My breath left my lungs again in a whoosh and it took a second to regain the oxygen I needed to speak as I bucked back against him, still wanting more.



“You already know what I like.” I choked out, my palms pressing harder against the wall to hold myself steady as he fucked me hard but so expertly I thought I might pass out when I inevitably came.



“You like me.” His response was clipped, harsh, almost an order again as his hand wrapped upwards around my stomach and then his hips echoed the move, pressing against that spot inside of me that only he had ever been able to find. I let out a sharp curse that turned into a moan and he repeated the motion again, again and again. “I know you’re close….it’s like your whole body tightens around my cock when you are….” He growled, sounding like a man on the verge of losing his mind himself and ugh I loved the sound of it. Of him.



“Yes.’ I nodded frantically and he held me tighter.

“Hurry up Lil or I’ll finish without you.” His tease rang through the walls as he sped up and it was like the floor up and disappeared as I fell through an explosion of pleasure.

“Travis!” I half gasped half screamed as I released, my body taking it all and then some when he kept pumping inside of me until I felt his release and god it just made the colors I was seeing even more vibrant.

“I’ve never seen a woman come like you do….with every part of her body….” He was mumbling and I’d have taken his words to heart if I had been in any condition to understand him.

“So good…” I mumbled, coming down slowly, my body so happy to have had him again but already my brain was firing for me to run away, get out while I was still safe….damn he messed with me.

Travis wrapped his arms around me, holding me up as we both took our time to catch our breath. I felt him nuzzle against my head and damn it felt so sweet that I could barely think. As much as he made me feel like I was made for him sexually….sometimes it just felt like I was made for him period.

"Amazing." he said quietly and pressed a kiss against the nape of my neck before sliding out of me, making me gasp as I lost the feeling of being filled by him. I set my hands on his arm to regain my balance as I felt him pull his shorts back on.

"Too bad it's over already." I muttered under my breath since apparently I couldn’t keep my damn thoughts to myself. I told him I didn’t want anything from him but it was wrong. My body wanted him always. All the time.

"I have to go." Travis said quietly, almost sweetly. "I barely have time to shower before going to dinner." It was cute he was offering excuses. I knew what we were, what I was to him. I turned and gave him my best smile.

"I know." I nodded, running my hands down his chest and wanting to both start over again and also run far away and never look back.

"Good." He inhaled then exhaled deeply, as if expelling me from his system before walking away, not looking at my eyes but instead glancing at my skirt which he moved to slowly push back down my thighs.

"Sorry for the panties." he added and flashed me a genuine smirk. I grinned back and bit my lip.

“Worthy." I shrugged nonchalantly and picked up my bag I’d dropped who knew when, "I'll see you around Trav." Again he surprised me by walking me to the door.

"I'll see you in my office." I licked my lips and realized I didn’t know how I was going to handle feeling him all over me, smelling him.

“Travis..” I called out as he walked towards the showers in the back. He turned towards me, a hint of confusion on his gorgeous face. I took a deep breath. “Do you mind if I share some of that shower? I have to meet a friend for dinner in less than an hour.” That part was true at least. And god would it be awkward as hell if I showed up to dinner with Riley smelling like sex.

“Um…” his eyes were confused, like he was shocked I would ask for a few more moments with him, when he had to be used to women doing that.

“I promise I’ll be quick, no tempting you.” I forced a wink and I watched as his face softened.

“We’ll see.” I took that as a yes and followed him in back, stripping from my clothes and setting them next to his before following him into the steamy shower. I tried to ignore his obvious arousal at being so close to a naked woman, tried not to be shocked that he could recover so quickly from a round I’d yet to recover from myself as I quickly ran a bar of soap over my body before he could have the chance to over to do it for me.

“Do you have shampoo?” his eyes didn’t leave mine and oh god I wished I could read what they said but for all the expressiveness they usually showed I couldn’t decipher his emotions now if you paid me. He handed me a small bottle and I traded him for the bar of soap even though my hands were itching to run it all over his corded muscles. I leaned my head back as I rinsed the soap from my hair, feeling his eyes on me.

“You’re beautiful Lil.” I looked back up at him, ignoring the pangs his words said.

“No one calls me that. Why do you call me that?” his hands cupped my face, and now he was the one rinsing the suds from my hair.

“It fits you.” He said simply and I let myself lean in to being pampered by him in a completely different way for just a few seconds. His hands finally slid all the way down my back and we were pressed up against each other as he held me. I couldn’t help it, I ran my hands up his chest and kissed him, meaning to be sweet but turning into a soul crushing kiss that left me tingling all the way to my toes. I forced myself to pull away and grab one of the towels he’d left for me.

“I’ll let you go.” I grinned. “Thanks…”

“For the shower? Or the sex?” he asked a hint of amusement mixed with something else flashing. I laughed, genuinely this time.

“Both.”