you were the love of my life, darkness the light, this is a portrait of a tortured you and I

You were the love of my life, darkness the light, this is a portrait of a tortured you and I 
by sassy 

I walked into the tall building, glancing at Rob as we headed to the editing room, "It didn't go bad, did it?" I broke the silence, still thinking about the meeting we just had with the producer and wondering why my friend had such a worried expression on his face.

He just shrugged as he ran his hand through his wavy hair, "No. The guy's an ass though."

I groaned and nodded in agreement, entering the last room of the hall, "You should have done things differently." I said seriously, knowing that it was always a pain in the ass when you had other bosses than yourself.

"I didn't know where to get enough money." He sighed in frustration, his face changing from worried to exhausted but hell I knew how hard was to deal with sleepless night and never-ending work while trying to have a life at the same time.

"I would've given it to you." I reminded him, raising one eyebrow at him and slumping on the leather chair that faced three computer screens which were going to be all I'd be staring for the rest of the day.

"Very generous from you, but I still believe I made the right choice." He smirked and sat on the stool next to me, pushing the buttons that brought the screens to life.

"If you wanted to keep me out of your business you shouldn't have asked for my help." I grinned back at him even though I understood where he was coming from. I agreed with not mixing work with friendship, mostly when money were involved, but I had known Robert for the past five years and I trusted him. Also he knew me enough to know better than fuck up with me.

"I don't need anyone's help, just someone who can take care of the boring part."

"Thank you for that." I said flatly, part of me hating the whole editing process, while on the other hand I knew it was good for me to keep myself busy before starting another project on my own. I had been away from my job for months, lost in Aria, and now I missed her but I was smart enough to know that we needed to go on with our jobs in order to not ruin our relationship by closing ourselves from the rest of the world.

"There's a party tonight." He broke into my thoughts, the tone of his voice, low and conspiratorial, telling me that he was up for one of those nights where we'd both end shit faced. Rob had been my drinking buddy back in San Francisco and now for him being in New York took everything to a whole new level, too bad things had changed and I wasn't willing to be his wingman anymore. We still had the drinking part though, but he didn't find it as much fun if girls weren't involved.

I turned my head in his direction and let a smirk play on my lips, "Are you going with Erin?" I asked, pushing the right button as always.

He ignored my words but glared, "No because you're coming with me."

"I have other plans." I shook my head, excited that in less than 24 hours I'd see my gorgeous woman again, "Aria is coming tomorrow and I need to finish your shitty work."

"I don't understand why she told you she'd surprise you...I mean, doesn't it ruin the actual surprise?" He asked with an amused grin on his face. He had a point, but did I care? No.

I just shrugged, "She's silly and she knows I don't like unplanned things."

"You're a pain in the ass." He retorted with a laugh before turning serious again, "Come to dinner at least."

"Fine. Erin's coming too." I said flatly and started opening the first video I had to work on.

"Perfect then." He nodded, happy with my answer and I wondered how he still managed to sit at the same table without Erin cutting his head off, but they were both my friends and as long as they pretended nothing had happened and we could keep being like we had always been I wasn't going to dig into it. "I'll see you later."

"Get your ass out and let me work now." I said seriously, ready to launch myself into editing.

He got up from the stool, "I'm going back to my hotel, if you need something don't call me." He said back with a stupid smile on his face and just like that he left.

I relaxed as silence fell again, isolating myself from the world while I stared at the screen in front of me, deciding which scenes I wanted to keep if any. It took me a while to find my usual concentration, but when I did I felt that I could do everything before the end of the night.

A pair of soft lips pressed against my neck in surprise, trailing up and stopping only when they got to the place behind my ear. I didn't need to look to know that it was Aria, the room was suddenly filled with electricity and her sweet scent surrounded me. "I missed you," She whispered as I turned my head to look at her, a smile working its way onto her face.

"I wasn't expecting you," I said but smiled, reaching for her wrist and sliding my hand to intertwine with her. I was taken aback, surprised, but in a good way since I had spent the last week waiting impatiently to have my girl with me again. The fact that she had come a day early meant that we had a day more to spend together and I was already thinking about what to do with her. And to her.

"You sound disappointed," She said with her smile faltering, getting my reaction all wrong.

I shook my head, "Come here." She walked around the chair and sat down on my lap, adjusting her body against mine and reveling in the way that they fit so perfect together. I nuzzled her neck, inhaling her deeply, feeling that peace that I could accomplish only when she was with me, "I missed you."

She cupped my chin and tilted my head up to meet hers, breaking the distance between us by bending her head down and kissing me deeply, exactly the way I wanted it to be, showing me with her lips how hard this week apart from each other had been. "When will you be done here? I'm staying at the same place as Robert." She said in a whisper.

"I can finish this later," I said and wrapped an arm around her waist, my interest for what I had to do fogged by how focus I was on Ar now.

She shook her head and leaned into me, "I want to see what you're working on... I like watching you work."

I leaned my back against the leather chair, studying the expression on her face to make sure that she wasn't saying that just because she knew how much I was obsessed with work and I hated not to accomplish my plans. "Are you sure?" I asked quietly and smiled at her, my hand lifting to brush her hair off her face before cupping her cheek.

She leaned into my touch as she looked at me in a way that got my chest tighter, "It almost sounds like you don't want to tell me what this documentary is about." She said, grinning.

"Not at all gorgeous." I smirked back at her as I grabbed her hips, adjusting her on my lap so that her back was pressed on my chest now and we were both looking at the screen. I pressed play and the first segment started, my arm wrapped around her waist while I made mental notes of what I could use from that part. "Boring, uhm?" I pressed my lips against her shoulder, slightly amused by how interested she seemed. That or she was falling asleep.

She furrowed her brows at the big dark cloud appearing in the video, "What is this about? The weather in New York?"

I broke into a laugh, my chest vibrating against her body and causing her to turn her head in my direction, "No silly." I grinned wide, my eyes dropping on her mouth as she bit her lip before moving back to her eyes, "It's about New York as an unhealthy environment."

"Got it." She shifted on my lap and turned her attention back to the screen while I stared at her back, "Why are you doing this? I didn't know you were into this kind of documentaries."

"It's not my project, it's Rob's. I'm just doing him a favor." I explained casually, more interested in scanning every inch of her.

"Such a good friend." She said as she propped her elbows on the desk and cupped her face in her hands, the tone of her voice playful and relaxed.

I kept silent for a few seconds that felt like hours, then I reached for the mouse and turned everything off, "I can't do this if you're here." I groaned, wrapping my arm tighter around her waist and pushing my chair away from the table.

"Was I distracting you?" She asked as she squirmed in my hold until her arm was around my neck, the look on her face impossible to read.

The thing was, I could work having her around, but it'd mean that I had to ignore her for one hour or so, something I'd do if I always had her...but I didn't. "I want to focus on you only." I said in a low tone as my other arm snaked around her body, caging her to feel that she was all mine.

"What an amazing boyfriend I have," Aria said quietly, the word still sounding foreign to me even if I had heard it coming out of her mouth plenty of times in the past. It sounded different now, probably because I hoped that it was definitive. She moved a hand up to cup my cheek, angling my face before lowering hers and pressing her lips back against mine, making me feel how she never had enough of me.

I threaded a hand in her hair and kept her face in place as I deepened the kiss, my tongue slipping into her mouth and making her moan. I had missed that sound, the power of our attraction, but what was weird was that now that I had her here with me my craving for her was even worse. A week away from her and I already was like a drug addict with major withdrawals. With a gentle tug, I broke the kiss and trailed soft kisses down her neck until I started biting and sucking, working on leaving my mark like I promised.

"Sebastian..." She trailed off with a quiet moan following, shifting against me for some friction but she wasn't going to get any.

I pulled back to grin at her, returning my arms back around her waist, "I like how you're always ready for me."

"That's an understatement. I haven't touched myself in a week," She said seriously, the look into her eyes telling me a lot more than her mouth. She was already on fire, impatient and longing for my touch, which was exactly the result I had wanted since the thought had crossed my mind.

"Good girl," I grinned wider and raised an eyebrow, looking smug since she refused to wait when I asked. "How long are you staying?"

"I have a week off so I'll stay as long as you want," She smiled and set her forehead against mine, her gorgeous eyes swallowing me whole and I let them, because I was hers and the intensity of us didn't scare me anymore.

I tucked her loose hair behind her ear, my gaze not moving for hers as I smiled, savoring her words. "I want you to stay the whole week." I said with no hesitation, the thought of having her for more than just a weekend enough to put me in the best mood.

She bit her lip, her eyes sparkling and I could tell she liked my answer. But then again, what did she expect? That I'd let her spend her time off away from me? It had to be pretty clear to both of us that I was very possessive of what was mine, and that she was. "Don't you have to work? I might get you sidetracked." She finally allowed a wide grin to play on her lips, her hands running up the back of my neck and playing with my hair.

I considered her words for maybe a second or two, I knew that Aria could be the only thing able to divert my attention from my job, but if I had been able to make a whole movie while having her around I could easily handle a week. "I'll keep doing what I have to, you're going to be a pleasing diversion." I explained, being careful with the words I picked.

"How so? Will I get on my knees whenever you're on a break? Will I ride you at the end of the day? Will I clean you in the shower when you'll be too tired from all the work?" She questioned, her eyes flaming with lust as she made the list, which was probably a lot longer in her head.

I slid my hand on her ass, squeezing it as I pulled her closer to me, "I like that you're already making plans for us." I could help but groan, my head tilting suddenly to capture her bottom lip with my teeth before sucking on it, I felt relentless, waiting to finally eat my pray.

"Seb." She moaned, every inch of her body tensing against me.

I pulled back and shook my head, "Don't start Seb me." I smirked, watching her narrow her eyes on me.

She set her hands on my chest, making fistful in my shirt, "Don't start teasing me." She said, her voice matching mine and only making me smirk wider. Sexy kitten one moment and cute the next one, there were so many versions of this girl to love.

"You said you're staying at the same place as Robert?" I asked, moving the attention from the sexual tension between us to a more urgent subject.

"Yes." She answered with a nod.

"Wrong, you're staying the same place as me." I grinned, getting up from the chair and holding her tight, "Actually, even the same bed."

"I stay where you stay and it will be like this the whole week..." She trailed off, her smirk turning into a smile that got my heart warmer. The fact that she was happy and it was because of me? It was the best for me, nothing else topped that.

I gave her ass a firm spank before setting her back on her own feet, "I couldn't ask for more."

"Nothing? I'm sure you could think of something..." Her words trailed off as she grinned wide, her smile disappearing into a more devious look.

I let out a laugh and shook my head, wrapping an arm tightly around her tiny waist and pulling her body back into mine. "You know me so well," I said, dropping my head down to kiss the top of her head while I thought about all the million things I wanted to do to her. "Where are your bags?"

"Back at my room... my old room," She corrected and reached for my hand, lacing her fingers with mine.

"Erin can bring them over later," I replied, my mind busy rescheduling all my plans to make sure that nothing could ruin my time with Aria or my job. I was happy to have her surprising me, but of course that led to change my programs. I could only hope that Erin, which I was sure had had a part in all this, had already thought about it.

"Do you have other plans for us instead?" She asked and leaned her body back into mine, unable to go so long without being in my hold but I was just as bad as her at keeping a distance.

During the past week we had talked on the phone, skyped, texted, and even though it was nice there was nothing that could make me feel her body next to mine when I needed her, which was a lot. I could get through a day of work and keep my mind busy, but when night came I was restless, obsessed with my needing of her and unable to sleep, so I kept working. "Did you eat?" I asked, my mission was take care of her always.

She grinned. "I did before my flight. Are you hungry?"

I shook my head and lowered a hand to her hip, "We can eat dinner later."

"You'll be my dessert later..." She trailed off, biting her lip.

I lifted my hand and brushed my thumb against her lip, freeing it from her teeth as I smirked, "You're the sweet one, but don't think I'll wait for after dinner to devour you." I said seriously, eager to hide my face between her legs and bury my tongue deep inside of her until she'd be screaming my name with all the air in her lungs.

The look into her eyes changed as they fueled with lust, "I can be your snack right now." She whispered in a conspiratorial tone, the one she always used to convince me to do something. Her mostly. This woman was my life yet at the same time she was the death of me.

I took a step back to give her a glance over, my gaze caressing her legs, her tight waist, her small perfect breasts and her face. Her beauty left me breathless for a second before I was able to tear my eyes away from her to glance around and make sure that it was just the two of us. "Are you wearing any underwear?" I asked with a straight face, the corner of my mouth curving in satisfaction when she shook her head, "Take your panties off."

"Why?" She bit down on her lip and untangled her hand from mine, giving me that wicked grin that always drive me insane.

"Just do it." I said quietly, not showing how her behavior was affecting me. That was a part of our little game and I'd be damned if I let that change.

She kept her eyes on me as she slid her hands under her skirt before bending over and pushing a nearly invisible piece of lace down her legs. "Done." She paused, stepping out of her panties before lifting herself up in a straight position, "What now?"

"Give them to me." I stretched my hand out and when she obeyed I pushed her underwear into the pocket of my jeans, "Let's go Aria."

"What?" She said from behind me, the tone of her voice surprised and not amused, "You're leaving me like this?"

I tossed my head over my shoulder to look at her as I offered her my hand, "We're walking back to my hotel." I explained quietly, not wanting her to argue about it. I knew what a walk with no underwear in a chilly day would do to her, she'd feel the effect I had on her even more. Plus, that gave us some time to talk since once in my room I had plans involving tying her and hearing her scream, with her brains too numb from pleasure to develop a thought, let alone a sentence.

Aria eyed me with one eyebrow raised, obviously trying to read me and I was thankful that she couldn't. It kept things interesting and I didn't know if I'd like her being able to be in my head the whole time. "What are you up to Mr. Pitt?" She asked casually as I gave her hand a little squeeze, aware that she was staring at me but ignoring it. The corners of my mouth curled in a smirk, amused by the way she had just called me, still I kept quiet as I noticed the smile on her face. "You wouldn't let your girlfriend freeze to death, now would you?"

"Oh, you're cold?" I said with both eyebrows shooting up, grinning wickedly at her as we stepped out onto the sidewalk. She nodded and I slipped my hand from hers, pulling her body against mine to shield her from the breeze since no matter how I liked torturing her a little I didn't want her to get sick. Also it was a perfect excuse to keep her close to me, not that I needed one though. I lowered my head down to press a kiss against the top of her head, "Better gorgeous?"

"Not really, but I love being in your arms," She said seriously and smiled wider.

I grinned at her honesty, even though there was nothing new, but after a week of seeing her pout and heard her say that she missed me there was nothing better than see her smile. I knew for a fact that it'd always been like this from now on, no matter how long we'd spend apart, the moment we'd be together again everything would be perfect. "I'd give you your underwear back, but I don't think it'd make any difference." I said as an afterthought, my brain going back to what I needed the most, which was fucking her.

"Way to ruin the moment," She bit down on her lip and glanced sideways at me. "And thank you for reminding me. My booty is freezing."

"You're welcome," I said smirking wide, dropping my hand down to cup her perfect ass as I seriously considered to slip my hand under her skirt but I knew that I didn't want anyone to catch even the smallest glimpse of her, the wind was enough to fight against to keep her covered. A shiver ran through her, more like a shudder and I tightened my hand back around her waist, her body nestled close against mine. "We're not that far from my hotel."

"I'll have no clothes," She said as if she had just came to that conclusion.

"Uhm?" I mumbled unintelligently, raising one eyebrow at her as I moved my arm from her waist to around her shoulder, "Didn't you take any with you?"

She broke into a silly chuckle, "You wish." She said in a breathy voice as she tried to keep up with my walking.

I shrugged, knowing her tendency of over packing and also knowing that whenever she was with me she wore my clothes more than her own, "It's not like you're going to need many. I just made a new rule about you always being naked while staying in my room." I said seriously, the idea sounding even better now that I had said it out loud. Then again, if she was going to be always naked I would probably go on fucking her for the whole time and she wouldn't even be able to stand on her feet to go back to Chicago. Not that I'd ever complain about it, if it was up to me she wouldn't ever leave.

"Do you want me to get sick?" She asked as she looked up at me with an impressive pout on her lips, her head leaning against my shoulder as she ignored everything and everyone around us while we walked. I loved how I always had all her attention.

I glanced down at her, shaking my head, "Where's your luggage?" I asked instead, my mind diverting to more practical thought like it was used to do. I couldn't help it, anytime something was wrong I had to fix it immediately, the only thing that had taken me way too long was our relationship. Better late than ever.

"I booked a room at the hotel where Robert is staying." She explained and when I gave her a questioning look, wondering why she had booked a room in first place, "Yours had no vacancy and I didn't know if I was going to see you right after landing or I had to wait. And I wanted to surprise you so I couldn't use your room."

My expression changed into an amused one as I processed her words, "So full of logic, what happened to my Aria?" I teased her since she wasn't the type that planned everything in great detail and I was genuinely surprised that done such a thing.

"She got a boyfriend who's a control freak." She wrinkled her nose and made a cute face as she squeezed her body closer to me.

I rolled my eyes but didn't dare to argue, since it was true. We were opposites and we were perfect like that. "I'll tell Erin to send your luggage to my room." I said eventually.

She relaxed in my hold as she let me lead her through the crowded street, "I can pick it up tomorrow while you'll work, give that woman some rest."

"That woman had enough rest for a lifetime while I was away." I said flatly and led her through a pair of sliding doors, "And if we want to go out tonight you need something less revealing that that dress." I added, glancing down at her legs.

She smirked as we stopped at the elevators, "Are we going out tonight?"

My expression softened when I looked down at her, a smile forming on my lips, "I was supposed to have dinner with Rob and Erin, but we can go alone...or not go at all." I said softly, wanting her to decide. Sure I wanted to spend all my time with her, but spending some time in the real world with other people could only be good for our relationship. Still, it was our first night and I'd be happy with anything she'd chose to do.

"Hm," Aria pursed her lips together, looking lost in a thought. "This sounds like a double date."

"Rob and Erin aren't together anymore," I replied escorting her into the elevator as the doors opened. My friends were last of my worries, the only thing that could ruin our night was some paparazzi popping out of nowhere to snap a picture of us, it wasn't that I was ashamed of being seen with Aria, but I was determined to keep my life private. Our life now. Both hands dropped to her waist and I pulled her into me, my lips pressing against hers before she could respond.

She leaned all of her weight into me and smiled against my lips, kissing me hard and not letting up. We came to a stop and a family walked in, little kids eying us as Ar pulled her head back and grinned. "They broke up but we're still going to dinner with them? It sounds like an awkward double date," She said quietly.

I shrugged, since I knew that they were smart enough to not argue in front of me, and straightened my posture as one of the kids kept staring at us, one arm remaining around her waist as the other searched for my room key. "It's just dinner," I replied but smiled, eyes flicking down to the little eyes studying us.

"It'll be fun," She said honestly, I didn't have any doubt about that either. "But I want a proper date sometime before I leave."

The elevator stopped and the family got out, one of the kids walking backwards to watch us until the doors closed. "Are you sure?" I asked as she pushed her body back against mine, her eyes flicking up to the numbers as they got closer to the top floor. "We can stay in if it's what you want."

She draped her arms around my shoulders and shook her head, "I want to go out with your friends... but you're still going to be my dessert when we get back."

"I can't be your dessert." I said with a straight face, ignoring how she was looking at me and focusing on leading her out of the elevator and toward my room instead, my hand setting on the small of her back as we walked.

"Why not?" She asked, amusement in her eyes as she didn't even bother to look where we were heading.

I stopped and slipped the key card into its lock, tuning my head to glance as her as I opened the door, "I'm more like a main course."

She ran her tongue across her lips, her eyes getting heated, "Because you're salty and huge." She said with an agreeing nod. Ugh.

I groaned quietly as I let her brush past me, my eyes dropping on her ass and my dick getting harder. There was no much time left before I'd be inside of her, the thought made me even more hungry and eager since I knew that the last moments of waiting were always the best part. "What do you mean a proper date?" I asked eventually, my mouth talking without my brain thinking, every atom of my body longing for her. I had no idea of how I was going to handle my lack of control whenever I had her around.

She shrugged her jacket off, turning around slowly and scanning the room before her gaze landed on me. "You're the master of planning, you tell me." She said in a low soft voice, standing motionless and waiting for me to make the first move.

I walked over her slowly, staring at her like a starving wild animal. "Do you want me to take you out on a fancy dinner?" I asked quietly as I ran my hand up her shoulder to cup her neck and force her to tilt her head up, my eyes boring into hers.

"Yes." She breathed out, "Just us."

I wrapped my hand a little tighter around her neck to pull her closer, her body bumping into mine and her hands grasping at my hips as we stared at each other, "I'll make that happen." I said as I took a mental note of booking a table somewhere that would meet my high standards. I bowed my head down and pressed my lips on hers hard, my tongue running across her lips to taste her before slipping into her mouth and twirling around hers, making it clear who was the dominating one between us. When she moaned softly I broke the kiss, smirking wide at her as I pulled away, always loving to push her to the edge.

Aria let out a quiet sigh and shook her head, brushing past me as she walked over to draw the blinds open. "My man is such a tease," She said in a flat tone, keeping her back to me and making me appreciate her perfect ass as she crossed her arms over her chest.

"Are you pouting?" I said from behind her, walking over her then me body enclosed on hers. How long had I resisted without my hands on her? Probably not even a full minute.

She leaned her back against my chest, pressing her ass against my hard groin. "No," She said seriously and then grinned, "Maybe a little instead."

I pulled her hair to one side and pressed my lips to her neck, teasing her with feather soft kisses. "Cute," I whispered against her skin as she turned her head towards me, tilting my chin up with her index finger and giving me a simple chaste kiss, leaving me wanting more as she pulled her head away from mine.

"I'm always cute," She corrected me with a grin, biting her lip as she pushed back up against me, playing my same game.

"Not always," I groaned and grabbed her hip firmly to steady her. The air changed in a second, the switch inside of me turning the playing mode on. "Take your dress off." I ordered firmly.

Her fingers were already on the second button and her teeth were practically tearing shreds in her lip. "Say please," She unbuttoned halfway, enough to expose her chest as she ran her fingertips across her left breast. That was the most hot thing I had seen in a while, her eyes pools of lusts and her expression...dear god, it made me want to take her against the window with all my strength. Her nipples were hard already so she caught one between her fingers and pinched it, moaning as she arched her back into my chest.

"No," I replied and grabbed her wrist, bringing it up to my mouth and biting.

"You never play fair," She freed her hand and turned to face me, pulling her dress up over her head and leaving her gloriously naked.

I took a long minute to scan every inch of her perfect body, taking a step back to appreciate that masterpiece. I considered her words, wondering if I ever took my foreplay too far, but I didn't think I did. Everything I did to her I did to give and take as much pleasure as possible, never meaning to harm her in any way and at the end we were both happily exhausted, high on our orgasms. If she hadn't liked that she would've said it already. "You never behave." I said eventually, moving my gaze back to her face and focusing on the way she kept chewing on her bottom lip.

She ran her hands all over her body, caressing her own skin while giving me an innocent look that didn't match her moves at all. "What did I do this time?" She asked and whimpered when her fingers grazed her clit. Fuck me, she was the one who wasn't playing fair.

I growled as I reached for her hands, stopping her immediately since I was the one who set the rules. It could sound selfish and maybe a little crazy too, but I had been waiting for this moment for a whole week and now I didn't want anything to spoil it. "Don't even think about it." I said between my teeth as I narrowed my eyes on her, our mouths just a few inches apart.

She gave me a wicked grin before pressing her lips on mine, taking me by surprise and making me groan again. I didn't know if she was doing that on purpose, pushing and pushing until I'd lose all my control. "Ops." She bit down on my lip, forcing me to not pull away.

"I got you a present." I said staring at her, knowing how to distract her. Two could play that game.

"And you're going to give it to me now?" She asked as her eyes danced with excitement.

I nodded as I freed her of my hold, glancing at the drawer of the bedside table. "Yes. It's there." I instructed her, keeping my tone calm and watching her as she walked away from me hesitantly. I took my shirt off, my shoes, my jeans and my boxer following next while I stared at Aria widening her eyes in surprise.

"Is it...?" She trailed off, looking at me while holding the rope in her hand.

Now it was my turn to smirk as I grabbed her hip gently and set her between my legs after I sat on the edge of the bed. "You didn't behave, I have to tie your wrists now."

"Then what?" She asked with an unreadable expression on her face.

"I want you on your knees." I explained quietly, looking at her in a reassuring way because I wanted to be sure that she was okay with that, this could be good only if it was good for both of us.

Her eyes took in my body as she sized up my erection and I gave her time to do it. Her tongue darted out to run across her top lip, capturing it between her teeth as she grinned and got down on her knees before I had the chance to repeat my request. "Is this gift for you or for me?" She asked quietly and pushed my legs apart, scraping her nails against my thighs in the process.

"Both of us," I replied, watching her move between my legs.

"Hm," She straightened her position out and extended her wrists towards me, giving me an innocent look as she did so.

"Behind your back," I said instead but she shook her head.

"Compromisation my love."

The corners of my mouth quirked into a smile, taking the rope in my hands and binding her wrists together. I didn't even know what compromises were, I was just giving her the illusion of having her own choice because I knew exactly why she didn't want her wrists behind her back. She couldn't fool me with those innocent eyes. "Is that even a word?" I asked, eyes flicking to her breasts as she pushed them together from the position her arms were in.

"Be good and I'll let you bound me to the bedposts," She smirked and lowered her head, kissing a path up my thighs towards my dick. I watched her and sucked in a breath, her mouth closing around the head of my dick and teasing it by rotating between sucking hard and tonguing it. "You can tie me up, hands and ankles," She added almost inaudibly before taking me deeper in her mouth, inch by inch.

I ran my hands though her hair as I groaned, my fingers intertwining with her soft locks and forcing her to stay in place, "Not today." I said in a low groan, closing my eyes for a second and focusing on how fucking good she was with her mouth when I let her pick her own pace. I could go on forever, losing myself in her mouth until I was coming against her tongue...if only I didn't want to come inside of her instead. Fortunately we had plenty of time for me to come everywhere I wanted.

"As you want." She whispered as she pursed her lips together on the head of my dick, looking up at me as she opened her mouth again, her tongue swirling slowly around me and killing me.

I watched her closely, a groan escaping me every time her head lowered and she pushed my cock deeper down her throat. And then she moaned, which told me that she was done waiting. "Enough." I said in a low tone as I tugged at her hair, noticing the puzzled look on her gorgeous face. I bent over her until my eyes leveled hers, my dick missing her soft lips already but I knew it was worthy, "My turn now."

"Already?" She asked but smirked, getting up and offering me her wrists.

I could see how excited she was, finally getting the release she wanted...only, it wasn't happening anytime soon. I nodded as I got up too, unwrapping the rope from around her wrist and grabbing the other too to pin them behind her back, my arms going around her in the process. "Since you behaved." I said quietly, my jaw setting.

"I tried." She bit her lip as she gave me her best innocent eyes, but from the way her body tensed against mine I knew that she was aware that I caught her.

"You didn't." I let a wide grin play on my lips as I tied her wrists together again, this time like I wanted them to be and quick enough to take her by surprise. "Bad move gorgeous."

She pressed her chest against mine, using all her cards to make me fall for her tricks, "You can't blame me if I ache for you." She purred, the look into her eyes so naughty that I pressed my dick against her belly almost automatically. She wasn't the only one who was aching.

"I'm going to take care of that." I grabbed her by her hips and picked her up, setting her back down on the desk on our right a second later. I forced her to open her legs, while I stepped between them, my hands running up and down her tight and getting dangerously close to her pussy but never touching her. It was as if we were starting over once again, it drove me crazy. I kneeled down, moving my mouth along her leg, licking, kissing biting until she was moaning in anticipation...and then I stopped, giving the same treatment to her other leg, wanting her to get to the point of begging.

"Stop teasing me..." Aria trailed off, arching her back since she couldn't move her hips. I flicked my eyes up to meet hers and smirked, pressing a soft kiss against her thigh, not more than a couple inches from where she wanted my lips I was sure. "Please," She whispered, knowing that was what it usually took to get her way.

I was stubborn and always wanted to do things my way, I could be able to resist her until I got what I wanted, but when she begged all I could do was surrender. "My girl is so proper," I grinned and moved my gaze down her body, resting on her pussy and knowing that I needed to taste her. Now. She remained quiet and watched as I ran my tongue flat up her clit, a deep breath escaping her as I moved my lips down to her thigh again and pushed them further apart since they seemed to be closing as the minutes passed. "And so wet."

"More," She said and pouted, unable to help herself and the expression on her face was 100% genuine. That was exactly how I wanted her, needy and ready to give all herself to me. I grinned wider before transforming my face into a more serious one, sliding a hand up her thigh as I kept kissing the other. My thumb played with her clit, rubbing softly then a little harder, making her moan and then barely touching it. "Oh my god. My clit is throbbing," She breathed out and closed her eyes, the tone of her voice mixed with her words driving me wild.

"Watch," I ordered in a low voice, her eyes fluttering open in time to watch me pressing my lips against her clit. I kissed it and parted my lips, slipping my tongue inside of her while I spread her apart with two fingers.

"Fuck," She moaned and switched against me, spasming already and keeping her eyes on me like I had commanded.

I pulled my head back and licked my lips, moving both of my hands to her thighs and massaging them as I locked my eyes on hers. A slow smirk spread across my face, "What are you thinking about?" I asked out of nowhere, delaying her orgasm a little more as I used her own words against her.

"You drive me so crazy," She answered in a soft voice, staring at me in frustration and admiration, a look that flattered me.

"Tell me something I don't know." I said back with a smug grin on my lips, my eyes not leaving hers as I leaned back into her, sinking my fingers into her tights as I got up, my tongue running from her pussy to her neck in the process and sending a shiver through her body. I knew that she was about to lose it, I also knew how to keep her on that thin line between sanity and madness though.

"You know everything." She breathed out, her legs wrapping around my waist immediately and her heels pushing against my ass to pull me closer to her.

I shook my head, grabbing her ankles to force her open again and fighting against the her resistance, "I don't." I retorted casually as I smirked at her, watching her mouth form a small o when I swung my hips to slide my dick up and down her spread pussy. She was on fire, every inch of her perfect body coated by a thin film of sweat, her eyes blazing in mine as her chest heaved up and down in quick waves. I had no idea of what I had done to deserve this woman, but I knew that she belonged to me as much as I belonged to her.

"Sebastian you're going to kill me." She groaned impatiently, the muscles of her thighs so tense that I was sure she was going to be sore for a long while.

"Never. I can't be without you." I whispered as I pushed my cock all the way inside of her, growling loud when she tightened around me then I pulled out. My eyes dropped down before looking back at her and repeating the motion, leaving her moaning.

"Take me, I'm yours." She said in a sexy low voice, hypnotizing me with her eyes as she squirmed to press her chest against mine, her hard nipples rubbing against my skin and making her moan quietly.

She was something, it amazed me how she'd always find a way to take as much as she could, catching me off guard with her ways. I let go of one of her legs to wrap my arm around her waist and keep her steady, my other hand propping her leg on my shoulder as I buried my dick inside of her. "Mine." I groaned and stared at her, this time rocking my hips against her in fluid motions, not able to resist a second longer out of her.

"Yes," Aria agreed in a breathy tone, her body movements looked like she was trying to struggle out of the rope tied around her wrists and her legs were tensed up as I pulled out almost all the way, giving her every inch of me torturously slow.

My eyes trailed down her body to the place where both of ours met, my pace getting faster with every move I took, her pussy spasming against me uncontrollably which was a sign I knew too well. "You're going to wait for me," I grinned and locked my eyes on her, my gaze and my voice enough to make her tighten against me. "Not yet gorgeous..."

She parted her lips, moans and my name falling from her mouth as I slowed down to make it last. "Baby..." She trailed off, sounding so close to reach the orgasm her body was pleading for. But I wasn't ready to put an end to her frustration or her pleasure, I had been wanting her for way too many days and now I was going to take my time, no matter how much of a torture was for me too.

I slid out of her and we both groaned simultaneously, her leg moving from the place on my shoulder to hang off the desk like the other. "Give me a second," I lowered my head to press a kiss against her forehead.

"What? Are you serious?" She asked slowly, watching me move across the room.

I could be insane, but I wasn't joking. I bent down and reached for a blindfold then stood back up and turned around, making my way over to her with the scrap of black in my hand. Without a word, I tied it over her eyes and she didn't complain because almost instantly, I lowered my head to take her breast in my mouth, sucking and biting her nipple. That was how I liked it, if she was good and didn't argue about anything I rewarded her immediately. "Well?" I breathed against her skin and smirked. I pulled away and she sat there quietly, leaving me watching her body carefully, lingering on her chest and then between her legs. She looked so gorgeous and so exposed, it was clear I had all the power and the fact that she was giving it to me, trusting me, filled my ego with fierce proud.

"Well?" She repeated, leaving her lips parted as her chest kept heaving up and down.

I pushed her legs apart with my knee and the head of my dick rolled back and forth against her pussy, making her shudder and wiggle a little. "I'm waiting for you to complain," I said in a low tone, her lip sinking into her bottom lip as she shook her head as an answer. If she couldn't speak I was going to make her scream instead. I worked not more than an inch in, pulling back and replacing it with my hand, slipping two fingers inside of her and pulling them out to rub her clit.

"Oh my god," She cried out, her head falling back. "More Sebastian... I need you so bad baby."

"How bad?" I asked even though I already know the answer, both her body and her words proving it. I slid three fingers inside on her this time, curling them to press against her soft spot and causing her legs to close against my hips. "Keep your legs open." I ordered, the tone of my voice sharp.

"I can't!" She whined as her muscles clutched around me.

I shook my head and slid my fingers out, guessing that if she couldn't I had to force her. "I'll give you some help." I groaned as my hands grabbed her knees, just resting them for a few seconds and waiting for her legs to relax before pushing them open gently.

"Seb please." She panted and leaned backwards, using her tied hands for support. I bent over her and she had to feel that because she sucked in a breath which released a moment later with a scream when I assaulted her pussy with my mouth, sucking and biting her clit. My tongue slipped inside of her then pulled out and licked her before slipping inside again, as deep as I could, my scruff brushing against her tender flesh while I got even more eager, her loud moans filling the room and my ears only driving me wilder.

"Let me taste you." I growled and took a quick breath before burying my head between her legs again, my hands moving up her chest to cup her breasts and my fingers circling her hard nips to mirror the movements of my tongue around her throbbing clit. I nibbled on it gently, knowing that it would be enough to make her orgasm start and so it did but I was quick and went back fucking her with my tongue, thrusting hard and fast while my fingers pinched and pulled at her nips.

"Seb!" She cried out, her body convulsing and her pussy tightening, "Fuck Seb!"

I guided her to the end of her climax, licking and sucking her juices until she was all clean and her screams were just low moans. I straightened myself, my dick aching to be inside of her, and took the blindfold from her eyes as I stared at her. The look on her face was...epic. Priceless. She looked exhausted and pleased, but there was also a glint into her green eyes that made me think that she wasn't sated of me yet. And that was why I loved her. "I'm not done with you." I whispered and kissed her, my hands running up and down her thighs to give her that few seconds break she needed.

"I want to touch you." She said against my lips, her breathing still erratic and her voice hoarse.

"Later." I smirked and cupped her ass, pulling her hips to me as I pushed my dick inside of her, a low growl escaping my throat for how good she felt. Finally.

A loud breath rushed out of her and her head tilted back and I pushed all the way inside of her, holding myself there as my lips moved down her neck. She was the perfect fit for me and nothing compared to how good she felt, it always overwhelmed me. My hips moved but my lips didn't, biting and kissing her skin as I fucked her at a steady pace, our bodies and our breaths breaking the silence as the desk kept knocking against the wall. "Oh my god," Aria breathed out, closing her eyes again looking as if she was focusing on my lips on her neck, my slow thrusts inside of her, and my hands sinking into her soft skin.

I was all over her but I still felt as if it wasn't enough, she was never enough for me and even if we'd spend the rest of our lives together I'd never get rid of that feeling and would still want more of her. "You're so fucking tight Ar," I growled against her skin and made her shiver. She tightened around me on purpose and let her eyes flutter open, my head pulling back to look at her as I shook my head. "You kill me when you do that."

"Do what handsome?" She managed to ask before I sped up the pace, her moans distracting me from what I was going to say since all I could think about was her and me, wrapped around each other.

I moved both hands back to her thighs and grasped one tightly while the other got propped on my hip, her heel sinking into my back and drawing me closer. I remained silent despite the groans escaping my throat, my eyes moving up her body slowly until they were back on hers. With one hand now free, I tangled my fingers in her hair and pulled back, lowering my head to kiss her hard. Her lips parted and I slipped my tongue into her mouth, fighting for dominance though the position we were currently in already confirmed that. I swallowed her moans and kissed her even harder, her pussy tightening around my dick like it might never let me go. I could only wish. When I pulled my head back, we were both gasping and my hand had at some point moved from her hair to cup her chin. "Not yet Aria," I growled and moved my lips to her jawline, biting down and making her scream.

She came so hard against me and kept coming as I kept thrusting, each movement faster than the last and deeper than before. "Seb," She cried out, her breaths ragged. "Please. Please!"

I groaned louder, not able to think straight anymore as she went liquid around me, my hands sneaked around her body, one cupping her ass and the other freeing her wrists from the rope before getting hold of her other cheek. "Fuck Aria." I managed to say as I lifted her a few inches from the flat surface, her arms wrapping around my neck instantly when I sped up my pace dramatically, my dick moving in and out of her in firm quick motions and my balls slamming against her ass in the process until I knew I couldn't last a second longer. A growl left my throat, so low that it sounded like it came straight from my core, and every inch of my body tensed before I released inside of her as my climax hit me hard. I buried my face in the crook of her neck, holding her fiercely against me while I kept fucking her and my orgasm seemed never-ending, my groans echoed by her moans.

Our voices and our names got lost in the air, until we were both silently panting against each other. Aria nuzzled my neck, her legs unwrapping from around my waist and sliding down my hips lazily. "Are you hiding?" She asked in a silky voice, so small and cute yet so intense and sexy that all I could do was mutter a groan against her skin. She didn't give up and tangled her hands in my hair, giving it a light tug, "Don't hide..."

I smiled and pressed a kiss on the spot of her neck I claimed mine, feeling that in that moment I was fully content with my life. This was what I had been missing, the place where I belonged to. "Missing my face already?" I asked as I lifted my head up, my eyes dropping on her lips immediately and I couldn't help planting a kiss on them.

She smirked against my mouth as she relaxed in my hold, her whole face glowing and making my heart grow with pride for being the cause of that. "Maybe." She shrugged and slid her hands on my chest, eyeing her wrists.

I followed her gaze, noticing the lines left by the rope and I frowned. "Does it hurt?" I asked, concern in my voice.

She shook her head and turned her attention back to me, "Not really. But I'm sure that some cuddles will help anyway." She bit down on her lip, looking at me through her dark lashes. There was that drowning feeling I got every time her intense gaze bore into my eyes, what had changed was that I wasn't fighting it anymore and allowed her to leave me out of breath.

"I guess you deserved that." I sighed and lifted her wrists to my mouth, kissing them carefully before setting her hands back on my shoulders. I dropped my hands on her thighs, easing myself out of her and regretting every inch I lost of her. "You drive me wild babe." I added as an afterthought while I picked her up and carried her to the bed.

"I try," Aria said in a soft voice and smirked up at me as I laid her down first, my body joining her instantly and nestling against hers. She slid a hand from around my neck to trace my jawline, giving me that look that made my chest tighten again.

"I don't think you need to," I said, wishing I could read her mind since she seemed so lost in a thought.

"You're right. I'm a natural instead," A smile played on her lips as she tried shrugging her shoulders, but barely moved instead. I had just started with her, I had no idea of how she'd survive to my attacks for a week. "I love driving you wild," She whispered and tilted her head up to kiss under my chin and them along my jaw where her fingers had just been.

I let out a quiet laugh, tangling my fingers in her hair to gently tug her head back. When our eyes met, I found myself breathless. "I love how you're always ready for me," I said after a second, the words leaving my mouth and coming from way below my heart.

"I know it," She grinned, pressing her body back into mine and letting out the breath she had been holding. "We'll need to shower before dinner..."

I grinned and ran a hand down her spine, past her ass and hooking a leg over my waist. I focused on the way she felt against mine, my need for her barely under control, my body aching for her already and my heart feeling as if it was on fire for how it burned in my chest. I didn't think I'd ever get over that feeling. "Are you trying to seduce me again?" I nuzzled her neck, claiming my place as usual.

"No," She said honestly, playing with my hair. "You'd have to carry me to the shower because I'm not sure I could walk."

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