we're not broken just bent and we can learn to love again

we're not broken just bent and we can learn to love again by sassy featuring 

I tried to focus on my emails, answering lazily to the ones which were more urgent, no matter how much my mind kept drifting for what the night had in store for me. Trey and I were supposed to go to this party, thanks to my parents invitation, and I was growing nervous about it. Also excited.
I glanced at the clock impatiently and as if on cue, a knock on the door broke the silence of my office. “Come in!” Trey pushed open the door and watched me from the other end of the room, making me lose all my concentration because he was too handsome to not look at. He was dressed in a tux that made him look like a walking dream, the black fabric wrapped around his hard strong body in the perfect fit. “Damn.” I bit my lip and set my elbow on her desk, using it to hold my head as I made a show of checking him out.
He smirked. “Should I start stripping for you now?” He joked, making me laugh.
I stood up, letting the soft cloth of my gown caress my legs and cover them as I walked over and slipped on a pair of heels that were next to my desk before pressing my lips hard against his. I couldn't help myself, I'd never get used to how gorgeous he was. “You’re drooling a little Trey.” I whispered, pleased with myself and the way he kept staring at me as I wrapped my arms around his waist.
“Can’t help it sorry.” He smirked, even though I could see that he was trying to hide how nervous he was. I knew my baby better than that, even if I had been ignoring him for way too long, and now I was determined to give him all the attention he deserved.

“Did you eat something before you came?” I asked and he shook his head slowly.
“I was working.”
I nodded, glad that I had guessed it right and came prepared. “I thought so.” I pulled a few take out salads from my fridge at the other side of my office and sat down at my desk with him. “Good thing I bought dinner.”
He smirked at me and I shrugged. “It’s bad to go to parties on an empty stomach. Too much champagne.” He nodded and sat down next to me, using the plastic forks seemed even sillier in our formal wear, but for some reason I loved it. He positioned his body so close to hers that every time we reached for another bite our hands would touch, waves of electricity going through my body every time it happened.
I attacked my salad, taking a few bites before turning my head to him and smiling with my lips pursed together, "How was your day baby?" I asked genuinely interested. I had asked him countless times, but after his shocking confession now the question had a whole new meaning.
He glanced at me and swallowed, taking a few moments to answer, his expression going from serious to silly. "I hated it." He admitted and let out a laugh that warmed my heart. Hearing him being sincere and opening up to me was all I wanted, mostly if he managed to make the subject light.
"Because you missed me so much?" I asked between bites, wrinkling my nose and making a silly face for him.
He nodded and pressed a kiss on the tip of my nose, a gesture that he hadn't make in years. In a way it was as if we were back to our first dates, while on the other I felt like we were settling down for good. It was weird, but I didn't complain because it worked so far. "Let's say that I'm happy to be with you tonight."
I dropped my free hand on his hard thigh, smiling like an idiot and hoping I didn't have any salad between my teeth. "I take it as a yes." I paused, feeling his hand reaching for mine and his fingers tangling with mine. "I'm happy too."
"Good." He said softly and finished his salad, reaching for the glass of water on my desk to take a gulp, "Ready to go?"
I nodded as I slid my hand from him regretfully and got up, reaching for the empty plastic bowls to toss them in the trash along with the forks. "I'm nervous." I said under my breath, the tone of my voice unsure because I didn't want him to feel worse because of me...then again, we had this new sharing everything thing going on which I thought was good for our relationship.
"I am too." He confessed as he got up and grabbed my hand again in seconds, leading me outside my office and down the long hall.
"Don't ever leave my hand and it will be fine." I squeezed his fingers, giving him a smile to reassure both us. Despite how silly my words sounded, I meant them. "I forgot my cape." I said as we walked out the building and a chilly breeze hit my exposed skin, sending a shiver through my body.
"I'll keep you warm, we don't have to go far." He smirked at me as he lifted our locked hands to wrap his strong arm around me and pull me close to his hard body.
"I feel better already." I grinned back at him, relaxing in his hold and feeling kind of hot for how good he looked in that tux. But then again, he looked good in everything and in nothing. We managed to get into the car waiting for us not breaking our embrace and I adjusted myself against his side as we started moving. "What's worrying you Trey?"
“I feel weird.” He admitted after a moment.
I nuzzled against him, glad that he was opening. “I know.”
Trey tilted my head up and smiled into my eyes. “And I kind of want to be alone with you.” He said seriously, making me scrunch my face and blush just slightly.
“Why is that?” I asked even though I had an idea of what his reason could be.
“That dress is begging to be taken off.” He said in a low voice that made me shiver.
“Trey….” I trailed off as we got out the car and walked, the thought of undressing him and him undressing me more than tempting. But I couldn't let my imagination run unleashed or we'd never get to the party. “Later.”
“Does that mean you’ll come home with me after?” He asked, his voice hesitant and hopeful at the same time.
“Your home?”
He shook his head slowly. “Our home.” He clarified seriously.
I considered the offer, wanting to spend the night with him, sleep into his arms, wake up with his kisses. We had a rule though, and I didn't want to rush things...yet. “We’ll see baby.”
He nodded and pushed through the doors to the party, the atmosphere hitting us instantly. The beautiful people of the city dressed to the nines and having polite conversation while sipping champagne and looking for potential hook ups, whether for bed or business. “This looks lame.” Trey teased me. “You must not have planned it.”
I sighed, taking in my surroundings and thinking about what I would have done differently. “I know it’s all wrong.”
“Why do they even throw parties without you?” He joked, though it didn't reach his gorgeous eyes.
I cupped his face in my hands, smiling as I pressed a soft kiss on his lips, "Because I need free time to spend with my boyfriend." I whispered and stared at him, trying to let him know that despite how much I loved my job he was still my biggest passion.
His hands dropped on my hips and he gripped them tightly to pull me against him, "Isn't it nice relaxing instead of worrying for once?" He asked quietly.
I nodded in agreement, since he was right. I was always too focused on my job to enjoy other parties, my own parties, or really anything. "Are you suggesting we should do this more?" I teased him.
He laughed lightly, his chest vibrating against mine, "Now you're pushing it."
I bit down on my lip to stop myself from grinning like an idiot, "I tried." I said and caught the sight of my parents with the corner of my eye, "I want to dance."
"We just got here, shouldn't we drink first?" He asked with an eyebrow cocked.
"Please." I pouted and dragged him on the dance floor before he could argue. It wasn't that I wanted to avoid my family, not at all, but I wanted Trey to be prepared. His arms wrapped around my waist as mine sneaked around his shoulders, our bodies moving in perfect sync to the slow music and it reminded me of when we had been forced to go to dance lessons for my brother's wedding. Any other boyfriend would have argued about it, maybe even said no, Trey instead had laughed and agreed to come, turning out to be a great dancer too. "What was the hurry?" He asked, breaking into my thoughts.
"I wanted to dance." I said innocently but when he raised one eyebrow I blew out a breath and spilled the truth, "My parents were walking over us."
"So what?" He asked, his eyebrow still raised as a puzzled expression crossed his face, "They know about us...right?"
"They do." I nodded and slid my hands on his strong shoulders, letting him leading me. My parents had known Trey way before he became my boyfriend and they liked him, only now they were worried about me and I couldn't really blame them even though I knew that everything was going to be fine eventually. The only one who was still brooding over the whole situation was Sean who, being an overprotective brother, still resented his friend no matter how many times I had told him to stop.
"I still don't understand." He said in a calm voice even though I could see into his eyes that his mood was being shadowed by new worries.
"I wanted to give you some time before throwing you to the wolves." I joked with a smile on my face, reassuring him.
“Oh god.” Trey ran his hands through his hair and winced. “You didn’t tell them everything did you?”
“No….” I trailed off slowly and looked away from him, because I knew that my parents wouldn't be a real problem.
He tilted my head towards him and looked at me. “But…” He asked.
“I told Sean everything.” I said seriously and he groaned.
“Awesome.”
I ran my hands up his chest and I felt guilty even though I was sure that I wouldn't have changed that because confiding in my brother was something I had always been used to do. “I'm so sorry baby….I was upset and it all came spilling out and-“
He put a finger to my lips. “I'm not mad at you Jules. You had every right to bad mouth me to everyone you knew and you didn’t. You’ve always been close to Sean. I'm mad at myself for ever letting myself hurt you.”
I reached up and pressed my lips against his softly. “I hurt you too Trey.”
He shook his head. “Things are different now. I’ll do anything I need to prove to your family that.”
I shook my head too, not wanting him to feel under pressure mostly when I wanted them less involved as possible. “You don’t have to do that Trey. I already know and that’s all that matters.”
He nodded. “But it matters to me.”
I cupped his face gently, touched by his words. “You’re being wonderful.” I whispered and he lowered his head to kiss me.
"You are wonderful.”
I let my lips linger on his a few seconds until we were both smiling, then pulled my head back, "We match." I said softly.
"Isn't that why we're together?" He asked as the expression on his face softened, the worry gone so I allowed myself to relax again.
"Yes." I nodded, relieved for how things were going between us. We were being honest and working hard on our relationship, I thought it was amazing. When I realized that the music had changed I ran my hands down his strong chest, "I'm thirsty."
"Let's go get something to drink babe." He pressed a quick peck on my mouth, leaving me beaming at him, and reached for my hand, leading me to the bar. I could see all the women's heads he made turn but I wasn't bothered because he was mine again and I needed to believe that no one else would come between us this time. "Martini?" He asked with a grin on his face, knowing me better than anyone.
I licked my top lip and nodded, "I think so. Everything's going fine and I feel like celebrating."
Just a second later, a voice I knew two well came from behind us. "Julia!"
I turned around slowly, pursing my lips together as I looked at my mom. Damn my mouth. "Hi mom." I said as I forced a smile on my face before looking behind her to see if my dad was there too. Thank god he wasn't.
She didn't even bother to look at me for more than a second and focused on my boyfriend instead. She had always been his biggest fan, even when he was just one Sean's friends and I could see why. He was always nice, polite and made her laugh, which were the qualities that a man had to have to win a girl's heart, her words not mine. Of course she was pleased that I had got this wonderful man and when I had told her about our breakup she had almost hinted that it had to be my fault. "Trey, I'm glad to see you here too."
"It's been a while Mrs Cooper." He gave her a smile as he wrapped his arm around me, the warmth of his body spreading over mine.
She frowned, "Lisa, call me Lisa." She said seriously, like she always did whenever the two met, but Trey insisted to stick to her formal name.
"Okay Mrs Cooper." He replied and made her laugh, while I just smiled, happy that nothing had changed between them.
"I have to go find your dad, I'll talk to you later." She sighed before disappearing.
I turned my body back to Trey, looking up at him, "I think I want to go back to our home tonight." I said seriously, guessing that we deserved that. Now that my parents were out of the picture I only had to pray that we wouldn't run into Sean and our night would be an amazing one.
“Yeah?” Trey smiled wide and I nodded, before I noticed Sean walking over us and my eyes went big and I moved quickly to stand in front of Trey.
I couldn't believe that just three seconds after hoping I'd avoid my brother he appeared out of nowhere. Talking about bad luck. “Sean not now.”
“Move away Jules.” He said with a flat annoyed tone, not even bothering to glance at me but looking at my boyfriend as if he wanted to kill him.
Trey swallowed. “It’s okay Julia.” He said softly.
“No it’s not. I’ve made enough fucking scenes in public lately.” I said seriously, stressed and so close to start screaming at my brother. I knew that he was worried because he was my overprotective older brother, I couldn't really blame him for that, but I just wanted to spend a night away from all the drama...just one damn night, I wasn't asking much.
“So we’ll go outside.” Sean said through my teeth.
“Look I deserve whatever you’re going to say to me….” Trey started off and I sighed, exasperated.
“Oh for fucks sake.” I grabbed my boyfriend's hand in mine and used the other to grab Sean by his arm and slowly walked them out of the side door into the alley next to the building. I knew that I had no chance to stop them, at least we could save the rest of the guests from the show. In my opinion it was just ridiculous.
“Go back inside Jules.” Sean said, his eyes narrowed on Trey.
“No way in hell. You can say whatever you want to say with me here to defend him.” I glared at him, ready to take my boyfriend's side no matter his mistakes in the past. What we had done was our business, my brother had no say in it.
“Why the hell would you defend him?!” Sean exclaimed, walking up closer to Trey. “I fucking trusted you! With my baby sister!!!”
“To be fair….you didn’t really trust me….” Trey trailed off, choosing the worst thing to say considering the circumstances. He was right, but still.
“Are you seriously saying that to me right now?! I knew it! I knew how you were and you fucking hurt her Trey!”
He nodded. “I know. I know I did.”
“You CHEATED on her!!!” Sean's voice got louder and I didn't know if I wanted to slap him, hide or just go away and leave the two men get over it with.
Trey snapped his head back up and looked him dead in the eyes. “I never cheated on her. Not once.” He said seriously.
He just laughed, acting like a total jerk. “Why are you even trying to-“
Trey stopped him. “You listen to me Sean. I know I fucked up, I know you might not be able to trust me anymore and our friendship is probably shot to shit…..but I swear on everything that I never cheated on Julia. I love her. I love her with everything that I am and I am going to literally grovel, on my knees to make it up to her.”
Sean just started at him for a second, leaving me holding my breath. “Jules?” He said finally.
“It’s true Sean. And it wasn’t just him. I was….I was a terrible girlfriend in the end. I hardly would have blamed him if he had strayed…” I started blabbing, hating to stir that up. I wanted to be done with the past and just look at the future. With Trey.
“Don’t be silly baby.” Trey said shaking his head. “We both made mistakes and-“ And Sean's fist hit his jaw and made him fly backwards.
“SEAN!!!!” I shouted at him, my anger exploding.
“You trust him again? For real?”
I had already run up to my boyfriend and held his jaw in my hands. “SEAN! What the hell?!?!”
“Tell me. Tell me it’s better this time.”
I nodded as my frustration reached a whole new level. “God Sean! YES! It’s better!”
Then he pointed at Trey. “And YOU. You swear to me that you will be her slave if she wants it.” He ordered. He was absolutely out of his mind and I felt bad for his daughter for when she'd be a teenager.
“Oh god, I don’t want that, that’s just ridic-“ I started but Trey stopped me.
“I promise.” He said seriously.
Sean took a second to look at him and then held out his hand to pull him back up. “I don’t like it. But god is Jules miserable without you. She must love the hell out of you.” He shook his head. “I told you I could kick your ass by the way.” He added with a slight grin.
Trey rose my brow at him. "I wasn’t even trying!”
“Still. That’s going to sting for a while. Remember that.”
I snorted and glared at both of them, crossing my arms against my chest, "Are you two serious now? Are you going to argue about who's stronger?" I said while my annoyance showed in my voice.
"I was just proving my point." Sean shrugged and grinned, not taking me seriously. He never did, for him I was always the little sister who couldn't think or take right decisions on her own.
"Your point is that you're an asshole!" I shouted at him this time as I stepped closer to him, my eyes flaming with anger, "You had no right to hit Trey, he's my boyfriend and whatever happens between us is our problem, not yours!"
I felt Trey's strong hands wrap around my waist as he pulled my back against his chest and nuzzled my neck, "Shhh it's okay baby."
"No it's not!" I retorted, still glaring at my brother who looked amused more than anything.
"Calm down Jules, we're fine now. Unless Trey decides to fuck up again." He smirked at me as he poked my nose like I was a baby and not a grown up woman. He was infuriating.
"I won't, you have my word." Trey said seriously.
"Good." My brother paused as he started walking away, tossing his head in our direction, "Greta wants you two to come over for dinner this Saturday."
"No way-"
"We'll be there." Trey cut me off, making my brother nod in approval as he make his way back to the party.
I turned in my boyfriend's arm, studying his jaw which was starting to get swollen. I lifted my hand and brushed my finger tips against his shaved skin, making him wince, "That bad?" I asked quietly, slightly worried.
He swallowed and turned his head a little to kiss my fingers instead, "I'm fine."
I let out a loud sight, feeling incredibly guilty, "I'm so sorry baby...so sorry. We shouldn't have come." I paused, biting down on my lip and shaking my head. Then I stared at him, knowing what I had to do. "Let's go home and let me take care of you. You need some ice."
“We can go back in if you want…” Trey trailed off, not really looked sure of his words but I knew that he was trying for me.
“Are you kidding? With your face looking like that?” I shook my head and he smirked.
“You don’t think I'm handsome anymore Jules?”
I rolled my eyes. “Oh yeah that’s what I said.” I grabbed her wrist and pulled him into the street, raising my hand for a cab. “Do you see how Sean treats me?! Like I'm a child!” I set my jaw as I waited for the cab to stop and he slid in next to me, not saying a word. “Are you listening to me?!” I exclaimed and he shook his head.
“No.” He admitted. “But I do like the way your lips move when you talk. And when you get upset your face scrunches all up. Fucking adorable.”
I glared at him before her face softened. “I just hate how he sees me as a little girl instead of a woman.” I said leaning against him.
He wrapped his arm around my waist and ran his thumb against me slowly. “He’s your brother. That’s his job baby. It’s my job to see you as a woman.” He added smirking and moving his fingers upwards to almost cup my breast.
“TREY!” I exclaimed but I was smiling at him.
“What? It’s true.”
"You can't feel me up when I'm talking about my brother!" I protested but kept smiling because I loved that despite everything he was still in a good mood.
"Then stop talking about him." He said and pressed a kiss on my lips, making me frown. Was I talking too much now? "Or you can keep talking and I'll keep my hands on you anyway." He added and squeezed me.
I sighed and looked out of the window, shifting against his body, lost in a thought. "Tonight has been a disaster, I'm okay with forgetting everything about it so yeah I'm done talking about my brother." I said eventually as I glanced at him, finding him watching me closely.
"Actually I thought it had been pretty good." He shrugged.
I widened my eyes, that made no sense to me, "Are you serious?"
He shrugged again as his lips widened into an adorable smirk, "I mean yes, I got punched in the face, but despite that? It could have been worse, at least now we won't have to worry about your family anymore."
I stared at him as I processed his words. Then I laughed, "You're something." I shook my head.
He raised one eyebrow at me, "Something?"
"Something unique." I smiled and kissed him again before waiting for him to pay when the cab stopped. We climbed out of the car, our hands laced together as we made our way to our apartment building and I peeked up at him, mentally patting myself on the shoulder for having a boyfriend who was so handsome that even with a swollen jaw was still irresistible. "I'm going to spoil you tonight." I announced, biting down on my lip.
“Spoil me?” Trey asked slowly, his eyes shining for my choice of words.
I just nodded and he grinned. “You deserve rewards for being so good to me tonight.” I said seriously, leaning into his body suggestively.
“For being so good do I get to be bad?” He asked, laughing at his play on words and watching me laugh heartily.
“How bad?” I asked, my eyes sparkling as I slid my arms up his stomach. I was loving how we were now relaxed and playful, since we had got back together we had spent some nice nights, but now the air between us was different and for the first time I felt that our bond was as strong as it used to be.
“Stop talking like that or it’ll start right here in this hallway…..” He said seriously as I licked my lips on purpose and he groaned. “You make me nuts you know that?”
“I do.” I grinned.
He leaned into me and kissed the hollow in my neck before kissing up to my ear. “What are you wearing under that dress?”
“I can’t tell you.” I teased, biting my lip and making him pout at me.
“Tell me now instead.” His voice was even lower as we made it to the elevator and I shook my head.
“If I tell you then I won’t get to show you.” I pointed out, pulling my hair out of the knot it was in and letting it tumble over my shoulders.
“You….are the most beautiful woman on earth.” He said simply, a part of his body getting harder than others and making me blush a little.
"No why thank you Mr Turner." I grinned up at him and pressed my body hard against him before pulling away when the elevator pinged open and I walked out the doors, taking everything in me to not glance at him. I didn't need to seduce him because he was already mine, but I liked teasing him, playing a little, that was what kept a relationship spiced up even though ours didn't really need that.
I felt him follow me towards our apartment, his hand resting on my hip while the other unlocked the door, "This dress is really sexy Miss Cooper." He growled in my ear, sending a shiver through my body as he opened the door for me.
I stepped inside, tossing my head over my shoulder and biting down on my lip, "My boyfriend helped me to pick it." I said as I turned around to face him again.
"He should help you to take it off too." He said seriously and before I could realize it he was already working on the zipper, his body pressed against mine and his eyes filled with desire. He was so hot he left me breathless every time.
I shook my head and forced myself to pull away, faking a serious expression. "I need to take care of your pretty face first."
He smirked and didn't let me go, being much stronger than me. "You can do that while you're naked."
"Who said I'm naked under all of this fabric?" I asked as I finally escaped from his hold, kicking my heels off and literally running to the kitchen.
"You can run as much as you want baby, I'll catch you anyway." His voice echoed into the apartment, followed by his footsteps approaching.
I unzipped my dress quickly and bent on my knees, emerging from behind the kitchen isle in nothing but a strapless tulle corset and matching thong. "I surrender." I said with a grin on my face as I looked Trey's eyes widen when he walked into the kitchen.
"I'm so happy you decided to come home with me, or all that would have gone to waste." He stood still, running his hands through his hair as his eyes kept moving up and down my body.
"I might have decided to spend the night with you long before I told you." I confessed, even if it wasn't exactly true. I had hoped that our night would have had an happy ending, but I wasn't sure...I had come prepared though.
He grinned as he reached for the handle of the fridge and opened it, there was nothing inside but a bottle of champagne, "It's time to celebrate."
My lips curved into a smile as I realized that I hadn't been the only one who had done something just in case we'd spend the night together. "I agree." I said quietly and walked over him, opening the fridge instead and grabbing a pack of ice, "Come here first." He popped the bottle open and took a sip straight from it with a pleased look on his face. He was happy, I could see that, and it made me incredibly happy too. "Classy." I pointed out but smirked, reaching for him and pulling him close enough for me to put the ice on his jaw.
"We have no glasses." He said with a shrug, wincing a little.
I raised one eyebrow, wondering if he had taken away all the dishes too, "Why's that? Your dad's loft needed new ones?"
"I was mad and I broke them." He explained with nonchalance, setting his hand on mine to hold the ice while he offered me the bottle with the other.
"Thank god they were cheap." I sighed and took a sip myself as an idea came to my mind. "You should drink from me."
Trey looked at her for a second as he processed my words and then smiled slowly. “Turn around.” He ordered.
I smirked, biting down on my lip as I did what he’d told me, so turned on I could die. He grabbed the bottle from my hand tossing aside the ice and reached out to slowly unhook each hook of my corset as he breathed against my neck. “Trey…” I moaned impatiently, needing him so much it almost hurt.
“Yes?” He whispered, pressing a soft kiss at the nape of my neck as he unhooked the last hook and tossed it somewhere.
“What if I get cold?” I asked with a smirk on my face.
He just chuckled, running his hand up my spine. “I wouldn’t worry about that.” He said honestly, grabbing the champagne bottle and tilting it slowly so a stream ran down my back. This man was going to be the death of me, I was craving his mouth on me and every second felt like an eternity. He leaned over me, licking his way down my skin to follow the champagne.
“Oh my god…” I moaned and he grabbed my waist, lifting me up and setting me on the counter behind me. He just took me in for a second, watching me set my hands behind my body and thrust my chest out at him, my nipples puckering and begging to be taken into his mouth. “More…” I said it in a breathy voice but it was no less an order. I was determined to get what I wanted.
“Bossy.” He teased tilting the bottle over my neck and watching a stream of liquid fall towards my breast. He set his hand on my lower back and I arched towards him as he slowly licked his way from my shoulder, down to my breast, lapping up the sweet liquid. This was a dream, he was a dream. “Lay down.”
I bit down on my lip, my eyes glittering with anticipation, laying on the counter. He poured champagne down my stomach and followed it again with his mouth, sucking around my navel, licking across my skin as I writhed against him. “You’re going to make me come before you even touch me…..” I breathed out slowly and he grinned as he stopped devouring my body.
“That would be something to brag about now wouldn’t it.”
I moaned and arched my hips. “More again Trey……”
“You’re so impatient baby…..are you ready for me right now?”
I looked at him through my lashes, the look on his face so incredibly sexy that I felt hot all over. "Yes...so ready..." I trailed off, running my hand down my stomach and between my legs, moaning when my fingers massaged my clit through the lace covering me.
He reached for my hand to bring it to his mouth, biting me gently, "Should I check?" He asked with a grin on his lips.
I nodded quickly, not able to wait a second longer, "Do it, please..."
He grabbed the sides of my thong as I lifted my hips, pulling it down my legs and letting it fall on the floor before he wrapped his strong hand around my ankle to set my foot on the edge of the counter. "Please? That's not something I hear often from you."
"At this point I'd do anything." I confessed, meaning it. Everything about this moment was perfect, our problems were behind us and we were back to being playful, happy, craving each other...but mostly happy.
"Anything, uh?" He raised one eyebrow as he shot me a smug grin, pouring more champagne on my knee and positioning his head between my legs so that the moment the liquid got to my inner thigh he was ready to lick me, bite me and drive me absolutely crazy.
"Oh my god Trey, stop teasing me!" I protested between moans, my tone showing how frustrated I was.
"You don't like this?" He asked as he looked up at me, using the tip of his tongue to lick my clit just so slightly.
I gave up and moved my hips to take as much of his mouth as I could, my hands running up my stomach and cupping my breasts while my moans got louder just like his licks got more insistent. "I love this." I breathed out, almost feeling lightheaded because I was sure that all my blood had drained to my lower parts.
"You're so hot like this." He said in a low growl and pulled his head back, making me wait once again.
When I lifted myself up in a sitting position I watched him closely as he got out of his jacket, his movements fast, "Look who's being impatient now." I smirked and licked my top lip, keeping my eyes glued on him as I toyed with my hard nips.
“God you’re sexy….” Trey said seriously watching me touch myself and smirk but my eyes didn't leave him as he ripped off his bowtie and started working on the buttons. “Why is it that when people dress up it takes less time for a girl to get naked and more time for the guy?” I asked slowly, my eyes filled with lust for the little show he was giving me.
“That’s a good question gorgeous. But I'm not really complaining.” He admitted, his eyes never having stopped taking in my body as he removed the rest of his clothes.
I trailed one hand down to my pussy, needing to give him a reason to hurry. “Me either. Mmmmm….”
He groaned and shook his head. “If you come without me I will not be happy Julia.” He told me seriously.
My eyes went darker and I thrust my hips against my hand, my mind clouding with images of us tangled together in all the possible and impossible ways we could. “What will you do?” I breathed out as he got down to his boxer briefs, running my eyes all over his hard body and stopping at his erection straining against them.
“I will not. Be. Happy.” He repeated walking up to me and grabbing my wrist, setting it behind my back. I knew my baby and when he used that tone? He meant business. He tangled one hand in my hair and pulled back to tilt my head up towards him.
“I only want to make you happy baby….” I whispered against his lips.
He smirked and he spoke against my lips as I strained to kiss him but I kept her where she was. “Good answer.” He whispered back, letting his free hand slide up my stomach and brush against my breast.
“I want you….” I whispered again, softly, whimpering as I arched my hips.
“How do you want me?”
“Inside of me….please Trey!”
He gave me a look and I groaned in frustration. "You’re going to have to be more specific baby.”
I arched my hips again, unable to stay still with him so close but yet so far. "I thought I was trying to make you happy Trey….” I leaned forward and rubbed my hand against his erection and he groaned.
“It would make me happy to give you exactly what you want. Tell me now.”
I tilted my head to press my lips against his ear, knowing how to get my boyfriend all worked up and well, get my way too. "I want you to make love to me." I purred, grateful that he couldn't see the smirk on my face or he'd totally punish me for using my tricks on him. Or maybe he knew anyway but he was letting me play him.
"Love uh?" He said in a low tone, his chest vibrating against mine with a groan as I trailed my fingers further up to slip my hand into his boxers. Damn he was so hard and so big...not that it was a surprise, but I was never tired of finding out.
"Yes." I breathed into his ear as my fingers wrapped around his erection, stroking him slowly and eliciting a groan out of his mouth every time my hand ran from the base of his dick to its head. It was crazy how touching him always gave me almost as much pleasure as it gave to him, I could feel myself getting wetter and wetter. When he didn't say anything with a sense but kept making low appreciative noises, I nibbled at the lobe of his ear, knowing how that sent him straight to the place where I wanted him to be, a place when he got more impatient than I was and determined to make me come hard and long. "Isn't it unfair that you're getting all the touching?"
He finally broke out of his daze, his erection even harder in my hand and his boxers getting uncomfortably tight, "Are you complaining?" He asked as he pulled his head back to look at me.
"Never." I answered seriously and smiled before biting down on my lip, forcing myself to let go of his dick and pushing his boxers down. There were times when I was content with focusing on his pleasure only, taking in every sexy growl I was able to get out of him, feeding my ego with the way his eyes burned with lust or rolled back when he was about to come, watching him unfold for me was almost as hot as watching him taking care of my sexual appetite. But there were other times when I just needed him inside of me, buried deep into my body, and tonight was one of those times. "But my pussy is missing your d.ick, so much." I added as I felt a familiar heath creeping on my cheeks, I was positive I was blushing which was weird since he was my boyfriend and I was allowed to talk dirty to him, only it happened so rarely that I couldn't help feeling a little shy.
He broke into a huge grin as his hands landed on my knees, pushing them further apart as he stepped between them to get closer to me. "Long time no see, uhm?" He said, his voice vaguely amused.
Our weekend rule allowed us to sleep together only 2 days a week, which meant I was lonely and frustrated for the 5 nights left. Having him now, on a working day, was a luxury and I was enjoying every second of it. Weird how spending every night together was normal before and now we were like two kids on christmas, excited for the extra night we agreed to have in each other's arms, I guessed that he was right every time he said we had used to take things for granted. I nodded and reached for his erection once again, my eyes staring into his as I rubbed the tip of it against me to make him feel how wet I was for him, "Too long." I agreed then I tilted my head to the side, giving in to the pleasure that was slowly starting building inside of me, "Make love to me, love." I said softly, smiling at him.
Trey let out an incomprehensible sound as I kept rubbing him against me, not adding a word. “Speechless?” I whispered.
“How is this not killing you?” He choked out, his eyes glued to where our bodies almost met.
“Trust me…it is.” I admitted, groaning softly as he grabbed my hips and pushed all the way into me in one fast stroke.
He growled and I gasped before tightening around him from the inside, making him groan again. He held himself there before letting his eyes trail up my body until he met my own eyes and I smiled, the moment just perfect. “I love you.” He said sincerity, pouring the love into the sound of his voice and then into the movements of his hard body, moving inside of me as his hands ran up my thighs and grasped my ass.
“Mmmm” I sighed and moved my hips with him, never one to just let him do all the work.
“And?” He asked, pulling out of me almost completely until I was whimpering.
“I love you too!” I rushed. “More now please….”
He grinned and resumed his previous pace, speeding up slightly every now and then to take me to the edge and then pull back again to make it last. I was going crazy, every time I groaned in frustration and that only made him smirk wider. He bent over my body to capture my lips, sliding his tongue into my mouth and swallowing my moans until he pulled away slightly to speak. “I could devour you Julia……” He whispered. “Easily.”
My hair fell over my shoulders as I moaned. "Is it a promise?" I asked in a breathy voice, my eyes staring into his gorgeous ones and getting lost in all the feelings I could read into them. That and the fact that I was getting closer and closer to come.
"Yes." He groaned when I tightened around him, "I'll never get enough of you."
"I hope so." I managed to say before tossing my head back, my hands clutching at his shoulders as I sank my nails into his skin.
"I know so." He muttered then I felt his mouth on my neck, biting and kissing my skin eagerly as the grip he had on my ass got stronger and the pace of his thrusts faster. I didn't know if it was possible, but he was fucking me even deeper, every inch of him from the base to the head of his dick filling me and sending me over the edge.
"Baby..." I warned, wrapping my legs around his waist tightly and pressing my heels against his ass to pull him even closer to me until our chests were pressed together. I couldn't think straight, the only thing in my mind was Trey, how much I loved him and how epic and perfect he felt. "Oh my god!" I moaned loudly, not able to wait a second longer.
One of his hands left my bottom to run up my back and cup the back of my head, forcing me to look at him, "Fuck Jules." He growled, pressing his forehead against mine as he pulled out slightly only to slam back inside of me full force.
"Trey!!!" I screamed, my orgasm ripping through my body as his name fell from my lips again and again and again, his climax following mine a second later. His groans mixed with my moans, our bodies melted into each other's to the point I didn't even know where I began and where he ended.
He held me there, safe in his arms, as close as two people could physically get for as long as he could. “I can’t lose you again.” Trey whispered into my hair.
I squeezed him back and pulled my head back to look into his gorgeous eyes. “You won’t.” I replied softly, pushing his hair back and cupping his face before pressing a kiss against it.
“Promise?” He sounded vulnerable, and it wasn’t something I was used to, but I just felt the same way. Sometimes showing your weakness made your relationship stronger and I hoped this was the case.
“Yes baby.” I whispered, pressing kisses down his neck and feeling really good about not only this moment but about the future too. “I love you.”
He set his head against mine. “I love you too.”