it’s time to do what must be done

"I'm here, come outside." I said once Lila picked up my call, giving her time to say nothing. I hadn't seen her since we had landed in New York, which was barely two days before, but I was already impatient to see her for many reasons. For starters, all the naughty text she kept sending me, the thought alone was enough to get me hard. Ugh.

"Uh okay." She said before handing up, her voice weird. She hadn't said much but she still sounded...off.
I waited outside the gallery, finishing my cigarette and tossing it on the sidewalk as I waited for her. I didn't like waiting, but tonight, after another day spent working like a dog without any moment to even take a deeper breath, I didn't mind it, mostly because I knew it'd be a nice night. As the door opened I smiled, taking in her tiny perfect body then stopping on her beautiful face. "Hi eleven." I said cheerfully, genuinely happy to see her and just as happy to give her a compliment she deserved.
"Hi Trav." She walked over me, kissing my cheek chastely before pulling back, "Aren't you coming inside?" She asked a second later, furrowing her brows.
I shook my head, "I made a reservation for dinner and we're late already." I explained simply as I set my hand on her lower back, forcing her gently to move since it seemed like she had no intention to go anywhere. Which was odd.
She blinked her eyes at me, walking anyway, "Oh. Okay." She pursed her lips together, looking lost in her thoughts and as if she was holding back. What happened to the version of her with no filters? I liked that one. "But you already missed the gallery opening." She added in a rush, finally speaking her mind and pouting.
"I'm sorry Lil, I had a fucking meeting that went on forever." I explained in a low growl, feeling genuinely sorry about that but then again maybe it had been for the best. It had been her big night and she hadn't needed distractions of any kind. She bit down on her lip, nodding, as I stopped a cab and helped her inside before getting inside myself and giving the address to the driver. "I loved your works." I added quietly and dropped my hand on her thigh, squeezing it gently as I thought about what I had seen. I couldn't even find the words to explain how talented this girl was.
"I don't understand." She looked at me with her brows furrowed, so fucking cute I knew it was trouble.
"I went to the gallery yesterday during my lunch break." I said back nonchalantly and left it at that, not wanting to dig into the subject more. There was something about her paintings that went straight to my core, something that made me feel connected to them. It was weird as fuck. "I hope you're hungry." I added, smirking.
"I am actually." Lila nodded and I reached out, wrapping my arm around her and pulling her closer to me. I couldn't help myself damn it.
"Good." I leaned down and kissed her lips, cupping her face gently and savoring her softly, slowly, just the way I needed right now. There'd be time for being less gentle later.
"Travis..." She whispered, looking at a loss of words. Bad sign.
"You look incredible." I commented, eying her dress and then sliding my eyes down to her legs.
"I know." She agreed, biting her lip and blushing anyways. "Where are we going?"
"New seafood restaurant that opened this week." I explained and her stomach grumbled, making me laugh. "Have you eaten nothing today?"
She shook her head. "I was too nervous. What if everyone had hated my paintings. New York isn't California after all."
I gave her a serious look, not liking her words. "No one could hate your work Lila."
She blinked and then gave me a gorgeous smile, leaning in to kiss me softly. "That will get you lucky later." She winked at me as the car stopped.
I grinned. "Careful Lil, or I'll skip dinner." I said softly against her neck, my fingers playing with her hair as I breathed her in deeply. She smelt so good and her skin was so soft...the mix killed me every time.
She set her hands on my chest, chucking, "Don't tempt me, I might say yes and pass out later." She smirked as she pulled back to look into my eyes.
"No passing out please." I made a face, thinking about the time when that had actually happened and scared the s.hit out of me. She shook her head and offered a smile, leaving me wonder if our minds were in the same place as I paid the driver before opening the door and getting out. "We'll have plenty of time for being naughty later." I added as I stretched my arm out to help her.
She grabbed my hand, but when she was out of the cab and I expected her to let go she just held it instead. "Do you already have something in mind?" She asked as she shot me a wicked smirk.
I shook my head as I tried my best to act nonchalant even though I was freaking out on the inside. She loved me, it was so clear. I couldn't let her go, that was just as clear too. "I can't tell you anything." I said simply and led her inside the restaurant.
"Why?" She asked and leaned into me just to slightly, faking a big pout.
"It'd ruin my fun." I answered with a shrug as the host approached us. "Cole for two."
"This way." He said and smiled politely, though his eyes dropped on Lila's neckline for a moment. Not that I could blame him.
I freed my hand from hers to set in on the small of her back as we followed the man to our table. Once we were both sitting, Lila looked around then back at me. "It's nice here." She commented with one of her gorgeous smiles on her face, "How's your hotel room?" She asked a second later and out of nowhere, making me laugh.
"Probably like yours, you'll see." I smirked at her but I forced myself not to think about that or I'd spend the whole dinner thinking about her naked. I needed to eat instead and she needed that too. "How's the gallery going?" I smiled at her, changing the topic into one that interested me too. Oddly enough I was finding myself wishing it'd go great, that she'd get all the success she deserved. I didn't know why I cared so much, I did know that it wasn't normal though.
"Really well." Lila grinned. "Apparently I'm the new hot thing in art." She winked at me and I grinned wider, happy for her.
"Does that have anything to do with your art at all?" I teased and she laughed.
"Maybe. Also might be this dress." She replied doing a little shimmy and watching as my eyes went to her chest.
"You're not wearing a bra..." I said offhandedly, my words leaving my mouth as I noticed her nips staring at me.
"Good observation." She smiled and bit her lip as we looked at each other with sexually charged electricity going strong through us before the waiter came to take our orders. Lila just ordered the chefs special and I did the same. "I'm so hungry." She pouted as she watched someone bringing food to the table next to us.
"I'm sure it'll be fast cutie." I laughed.
She turned back to me and leaned in, crossing her legs and pushing back my hair that had fallen over my forehead. "How's your trip going?" She asked politely. "Everyone in the apple offices here in ship shape?" She grinned, because she knew me, and she knew that I liked things done my way, or no way at all. She had tried that on her own skin when we still worked together.
"Ugh." I grumbled and shook my head, thinking about how hard it was to swim with big sharks even if I was just as big.
"Awww...tough day?" She gave me a fake pout. "I'll have to give you a massage later." She winked at me and wiggled in her seat.
I forced my urge to groan. Her words, her moves, her face and the light into her eyes were a mix that left me restless and impatient. I was trying to be the best version of myself, but she was making it nearly impossible, and the only reason why we were still sitting at the table instead of being in my room was that I planned to have long hot night with her and she needed a lot of energy. "You'll give me many things." I muttered under my breath, reaching for my glass of wine and taking a sip as I looked away.
"Many things, uh?" She asked and bit down on her lip, her eyes boring into mine once I looked at her again.
"Yes, all the things I want, you'll give them to me." I allowed myself to smirk as I indulged in that thought, all the power she gave to me was something I really liked, only the price to pay was so high. Hers was higher, I wasn't the one getting hurt.
She nodded slowly before talking, "You know I will." She said with a shrug, her voice small and it was her turn to look away this time. She wasn't with me anymore, she was somewhere in her mind where I wasn't allowed to get. It was a good thing, it was bad too.
"You won't regret it." I added, lying. I didn't know if she'd regret it or not, but the thing with Lila was that I always craved her more than I wanted to protect her.
She finally made eye contact with me again, parting her lips and about to speak when a waiter appeared with our food. "Thank god, I was starving." She breathed out, making me grin, "What?" She asked with an eyebrow raised, adjusting her napkin on her legs.
"Nothing new." I said as I shook my head before starting to eat. "You're cute."
"Oh my gooooodddd." Lila moaned as she took the first bite.
I smirked, genuinely amused by her behavior. I liked how spontaneous she was. "Good?" I asked even though it was pretty obvious.
She nodded, closing her eyes. "So fucking good." She admitted.
I ate myself, glad that she was enjoying her meal which meant I had picked the right restaurant. "What are your plans tomorrow?" I asked politely, impatient to have her and wondering for how long I could take advantage of her. I doubt that one night could be enough and I worked the whole damn day, so that left a little time to satisfy my needs. If Lila hadn't been in town it would've been a lot worse and a lot better too.
"I have a meeting with the gallery, then I think I'll spend some time at the hotel spa before going to dinner with Declan."
The name got my attention and I looked up at her, ignoring my food for a moment. "Declan?"
She nodded. "My friend from college."
I blinked, connecting the dots and thinking about how naive she really was and how she didn't seem to know the true meaning of the world friends. "You mean your ex." I corrected her and she laughed.
"That's the one?"
I made a face because that made no sense to me. From what she had told me they had been on and off, nothing serious, why would you want to see a girl if you'd never been emotionally invested? The answer was an easy one. "His name is Declan?" I asked, not that the name made any damn difference.
"What's wrong with that?" She questioned, looking not a day older than 16.
I shrugged. "I dunno."
She rose a brow, looking at me weird. "He's a lawyer now. A junior attorney at a firm uptown." She said giving me information I didn't need.
"Huh." I licked my lips before turning to her. "And what does he hope to get out of this dinner?" I asked, wanting to know how naive she could actually be.
She rolled her eyes. "Company? Food? Catching up with a friend?"
"He wants to fuck you." I corrected.
She rose a brow at me. "Last time I checked he had a girlfriend." She replied. "But even if he did could you really blame him?" She asked, her eyes narrowed.
"No." I answered shortly and left it at that, I didn't want to talk about the subject a second longer. It'd be pointless anyway, she'd never admit I was right and I'd only end up getting mad, ruining our night. After all the stress I was going through because of work I didn't really need to add up more.
"Good." She bit back as she took a sip of wine, her eyes still narrowed on me but I was back eating my food instead. If he used her, she'd go back to me, if he didn't, she'd go back to me too so I didn't need to even think about it, it wasn't really any of my business. "Getting grumpy?" She broke into my thoughts.
I swallowed my last bite and shook my head, "Nope. I'm still in a great mood darling." I said back, smirking even though I still had some kind of turmoil inside of me. Damn it, this girl was fucking with my head.
"Don't call me darling, I don't really like it." She bit down on her lip as she frowned a little, "It makes me feel like the others."
"There are no other eleven's." I retorted, trying to make the mood light again. Plus, I wasn't lying, she was the best in more ways than just one, or I wouldn't be out with her instead of being inside of her only.
She sighed, but smiled anyway, "If you say so old man." She wrinkled her nose and finished her food, playing with a loose wisp of her hair next as she looked at me in that way that made my chest tighter. "What are you going to do tomorrow instead?"
"I'm going to work, just like the other days. No fun." I sighed myself, part of me happy that I was having this big chance, it was challenging and exactly what I needed and liked, but at the same time it didn't leave time for anything else. I had to focus, a lot, and it was exhausting considering how much pressure I was exposed to. My only hope was that it'd be worth it and I'd have my deserved promotion.
She broke into a smirk, a teasing one, "That's a decent answer for the day, but what about tomorrow night?"
I shrugged since my plans didn't get so far. Actually, I had no plans neither I wanted to make any. "I'll watch tv and sleep."
"Just that?" She raised one eyebrow, looking a little surprised and I wondered why. She didn't know what I usually do at night, unless it was her, and while I went out a lot while I was home I was wise enough to save my energy for my job while I was here.
It was my turn now to grin and tease, "Why are you asking? To make sure you'll have a plan B if your so called friend isn't interesting enough?" I questioned and I knew it wouldn't happen, for many reasons. I didn't want it to happen either. I couldn't deal with a drunk Lila at late night when I had a meeting scheduled the next morning.
"You wish." She retorted with a grin that matched mine, though by the look into her eyes I could see that the idea had popped into her head. She'd better stay away. The waiter came back, collecting our empty plates. "I'd like to order a dessert too. The chocolate ganache cake, please." Lila said, surprising both the man and me.
"Nothing for me, thanks." I told him and waited for him to nod and disappear before I smirked at Lil, thinking about how bad I wanted to eat her instead. So fucking bad. "Still hungry cutie?"
"I had to take that dessert. It sounded too delicious..." She trailed off as she leaned a little towards me from across the table, her eyes flaming with lust. "Maybe it'll make me sweeter too."
"Christ Lila." I muttered under my breath as I ran my hands through my hair, feeling as if time was suddenly going by really fucking slow. She had no idea of what I'd do to her, I doubted I'd be able to hold back and I was sure it'd be as epic as ever, the only thing that worried me a little was...well, I knew what it was, only I couldn't bring myself to even think about it.
"I'll have to eat it really slowly...to savor it." Lila smirked and watched me as I burned in my lust and frustration.
"Try it and see what happens." I dared her, knowing I couldn't handle that. I was already having a hard time controlling myself as it was.
She grinned as she bit down on her lip and shifted in her seat, looking as restless as I felt. "Are you threatening me Mr. Cole?" She whispered, leaning in so her breath hit my neck.
I growled. "As much as you're teasing me Miss Trenton." I retorted back with barely restrained power.
She leaned back in her seat.
"I kinda like it." She admitted, blushing a little as I looked at her, thinking that I already knew that but hearing it was always better. The waiter arrived with her dessert and she did a little happy dance as she slid her fork through the cake easily, the ganache sliding off the top and oozing out of the middle. She set it in her mouth in slow motion before moaning. It was like watching some kind of wicked porn, but I couldn't touch her or touch myself, so it was just torture.
"You have 60 seconds to finish that cake." I said seriously, tired of waiting. Despite how much I liked talking to Lila there was just this much I could take, our attraction was always too strong to get ignored for long.
She laughed and set another bite on her fork, leaning into me. "Open your mouth." She said the words slowly, making them sound off since I was usually the one who said them. I rose a brow at her order before opening it, letting her slide the fork into my mouth and then back out, taking another bite herself and moaning softly again. It was really good, I loved chocolate. "It's good huh?" She asked as if reading my thoughts.
I nodded, taking the fork from her and eating another bite myself. "Delicious." I agreed, and fed her a bite after having one myself.
"I think I have some chocolate here." She whispered in a sexy voice as she pointed the corner of her mouth with her index finger.
"Nope." I shook my head and smirked, leaning into her, "You're just looking for an excuse to get a kiss."
She inched closer to me, her eyes dropping on my mouth, "Maybe."
I let out a small laugh before closing the small distance between us, sucking on the corner of her mouth as she grinned, then kissed her lips, my hand cupping her cheek to keep her head in place while her hand dropped on my knee. "So sweet." I told her, looking into her eyes and liking the happiness I saw into them.
"Travis?" A voice broke whatever was going on between us and I turned my head.
"Kylie?" I blinked at the girl, sliding my hand down Lila's body as I created some distance between us again. She was Karlie's older sister, they looked a lot alike except she hadn't gotten the crazy gene, luckily for her and for the guy standing next to her. I couldn't remember his name, but I was sure he was the same one I had met the last time Karlie and I had gone to New York to visit Kylie.
"God, I can't believe it's you!" She exclaimed with a smile on her pretty face, then raised one eyebrow slowly, "I didn't know you were in town, Karlie didn't tell me anything."
I opened my mouth then closed it, wanting to pick my words carefully because Lila was there too and she didn't know much about my ex while her sister knew everything of course. "She doesn't know." I said eventually, which was the truth.
"Uh oh." She shook her head, a meaningful look on her face before she winked. She was a really nice girl. "It'll be our secret." She added, glancing at Lila for a moment. Lila, whose face I couldn't even bring myself to look at right now, worried for what she could ready on my face.
"Yeah sure." I said back as I smirked at her, making no big deal of this because really, it wasn't. My ex could handle herself for a few days, or at least I hoped so. "It's been nice seeing you."
She nodded as her expression softened, "You too." She smiled and her eyes bounced between me and Lila, "Have a nice night guys." She added before walking away with her boyfriend, not getting a verbal response from me but just a smile back.
Once she was out of sight I turned to Lila, who had finished her dessert in the meantime. "Ready to go?" I asked, tucking her hair behind her ear and feeling as if I couldn't wait a second longer to be alone with her. And it wasn't just for the sex part, I just wanted to be alone with her period.
"Who's Karlie?" Lila asked instead, raising her brow.
I sighed, not wanting to give her any explanation at all but knowing she'd keep pushing until she'd get one. "My ex. That was her sister."
She nodded slowly, deep in a thought. "....someone named their children Kylie and Karlie? That's quite a mouthful." She replied seriously as we got up from the table.
I didn't say anything before breaking in to a deep laugh, not expecting her response at all. "It is a little." I smirked shaking my head as I kept my fingers crossed that her questions would stop there.
"You ever think about what you'd name your kids?" She asked as we walked out to the brisk city air.
I glanced at her, wondering where the fuck that came from. Kids weren't supposed to think about kids. "No."
"Really?!" She smirked. "You're the one who always says he wants kids! I didn't even know if I did and I've thought about it." She said and I stared at her blankly for too long and she hit me. "What?"
"I'm deciding what to comment on." I admitted, looking amused. So much had changed in her since we had met for the first time and I realized that I really needed to start to keep my mouth shut before putting any more dangerous thoughts in her silly head.
She laughed as I tried to hail a cab but she shook her head. "Let's walk, it's so nice out."
I nodded. "Okay. What would you name your kids?" I asked eventually, making her talk even though I wasn't really interested in the topic.
She grinned, looking pleased with my question like I knew she would. "For a boy? I like Shaun....or maybe James." She ran her hands through her hair, taking herself way too seriously. "For a girl I like Kiera, or Sara."
I smiled sweetly at her, because no matter what she still looked adorable. It was as if she was dreaming. "Those are good choices." I shook my head, thinking about what she had said to me weeks if not months before. "You said you didn't even know if you wanted kids. What changed your mind?"
She bit down on her lip and looked at the ground before looking up at me. Oh fuck this was going to be bad. "I thought I was pregnant." She admitted.
I licked my lips and nodded and we walked a block in silence. She had thought she was pregnant of me. That would have been a catastrophe.
"Did I ruin our night?" She asked softly, staring at the ground as we reached the hotel.
I looked at her, feeling bad all over again for all the shit I was putting her through. "No." I said simply and then my hands were in her hair and I was kissing her hard, ending that conversation in the best way I knew.
"Mmmm" She moaned as her back hit the wall of the building and she opened her eyes to see me grinning at her. "We have two rooms in this hotel gorgeous, we don't need to make out outside." She teased.
"They're too far." I grinned wider as I kissed her again, this time pressing my body against hers and keeping my eyes on hers. I felt like a kid on Christmas, I hadn't even been consciously waiting for this moment, but right now? I felt like I had been waiting for fucking forever.
She laughed against my lips and grabbed me by the collar of my jacket, arching her body against mine and showing me that she wanted me as much as I wanted her. It wasn't like it was brand new information, though I didn't ever take that for granted, of course that strong attraction was always there and wouldn't disappear, but I was so much more to her and that could be a reason for her to stop seeing me. A damn good reason. She was crazy enough not to stop, lucky me. "Why so impatient?" She teased me, sucking on my bottom lip as her eyes literally shone while looking at me.
"Because I'm hard." I kept my smirk in place, pressing my hips against her, that enough for her to moan quietly.
"Your room." She breathed out, just impatient as me as she pulled away but reached for my hand. Again.
I didn't protest either let go of her hand, instead I held her tighter as we made our way into the hotel and toward the elevator. I was sure we looked...in a hurry. "Why mine?" I asked as I pressed the button, giving a tug to her arm to pull her back against me, her body adapting to my hold immediately. I didn't care if it was my room, her room, someone's else room, as long as I got to end up coming hard inside of her one, twice, thrice, we could be anywhere.
I she hurried into the elevator as the doors opened, this time her turn to press the button of our floor. "I have the feeling the bed is bigger." She breathed out before moaning when I turned her into my arms, running my hands up her sides before cupping her breasts and squeezing them.
"Who needs a bed." I groaned and nuzzled her neck, needing to breathe her in, as I felt her nips harden at my touch, her dress the only thing separating us. And it was already one thing too many.
She gasped when the elevator stopped, composing herself as the doors opened again and my hands where back to her hips. "I want to sleep with you." She admitted in a small voice, almost carefully.
I smirked as I led her to my room, "You're crazy if you think I'll let you sleep." I said seriously because I was already to that point where I couldn't think straight, where all I wanted to do was to get lost in her for as long as I could. If that meant not to sleep and to go to work like a zombie? I didn't give a fuck. I reached for my key card and opened the door of my suite, "Stay here and get naked." I ordered her with a glance as I pulled away, heading to the bedroom.
"Where are you going?" She asked but she didn't follow me.
I reached for the tie I had worn the day before, it still lying on the chair, then walked back to Lila. Who was gloriously naked, f.uck she looked like a dream. She was a dream. And I was so impossibly hard it hurt. "You said green is your favorite color, uh?" I asked as I broke into a grin, impatient to tie her wrist and have her on her knees, I had had this thought in my mind for days and I was dying to make it happen.
"Did you buy a green tie for me?" Lila asked, looking at my hands and smirking back at me.
I grinned wider, pleased with the look into her eyes that told me that she liked what she was seeing. I'd never do anything she wasn't into. "Yes. Come here."
She took the three steps it took to get closer and licked her lips. I took that small time to take in her perfect body, noticing how hard her nips were already. "Turn around. Hands behind your back." I went on and she bit her lip as did as I told, my hands wrapping the silk of my tie wrap around her wrists tight. I yanked on the knot and then gave her a little spank, unable to resist her perfect ass. "Gorgeous. On your knees."
She groaned, sounding almost desperate and sinking to her knees instantly. I watched her watching me as I slowly undid my pants, loving the heated expression into her eyes, the way her body was tense with wait and desire. "Hurry." She moaned.
I grinned. "So impatient. What is it you want so badly?" I asked, wanting to hear it.
"To suck you." She said seriously, looking into my eyes.
I groaned as I let my dick free. I was so hard it was straining upwards towards my navel and I had to use my hand to lower it since hers were tied. I was in charge, but that didn't mean I wasn't going take care of her, actually having her helpless like that meant a lot more of work for me and I loved it. "Open that pretty mouth Lil." I ordered softly yet firmly.
She did it instantly, allowing the head of my cock slide between her lips as I groaned. She was impatient, eager even, and no matter how I was sharing that delicious painful wait with her, I knew I could be in no hurry if I wanted this night to last long. "Slowly." I ordered, looking down at her and letting her explore the length of my shaft herself.
She sucked me in slowly and then licked me from root to tip over and over, the sounds coming out of my mouth low and appreciative, them the only way to explain a feeling that couldn't be explained with words. I was high on her, wanting more, more and more. "Take it deep." I ordered, tangling my hands in her hair and sliding to the back of her throat.
She tilted her head up to take it, but had to trust me for balance. It was the most erotic view I had ever seen in my life, everything about her was perfect, from the way she looked to the way she felt as I fucked her mouth at a steady pace, making her moan.
"Mmmm." She moaned against me and I tightened my hands in her hair.
"So fucking gorgeous, your mouth is perfect....oh god you suck me so good." I groaned, barely making sense, barely thinking.
She sucked harder, taking everything I was giving, being the best I'd ever had. I was seeing stars. "F.uck Lil." I roared, fisting my hand in her hair and pushing all the way until her eyes were wide, then pulled back slightly. "You have no idea of what you do to me. "I muttered in a groan, moving my hips faster as I held her head in my hands. My eyes closed and my head tilted back a little as I swallowed, feeling on an edge of an orgasm that was going to be so hard I had to take a moment, too tempted to just f.uck her pretty mouth like an animal without caring about her. I couldn't do that.
"Mhm." Came her protest as her lips pursed around my length.
I looked back at her and when our eyes met I realized that was what she wanted, my eyes on hers, just like I always wanted hers on mine. "I'm close." I warned her, thrusting a few more times before exploding in her mouth, "Oh f.uck." I growled, still sliding into her mouth as I kept coming and watched her swallow every drop of me until there was none left. "Oh yes...god. F.uck...f.uck." I repeated like an idiot, my brain empty because all my sense were focusing on how epic this girl felt.
She pulled her head back, staring at me as she licked me one last time from base to head in the process, my d.ick still so hard. It was unreal the effect she had on me. "Yum." She said in a breathy voice, her green eyes getting even darker as she kept her eyes on me, not moving an inch and waiting for my next move.
I took a step back, not knowing what to do myself because I wanted everything and I couldn't even decide where to start with. I took all my clothes off, smirking as I watched her lick her lip, her eyes taking in my body hungrily. "What am I going to do with you Lil?" I asked in a low tone, walking behind her and grabbing her waist to help her back on her feet, her hand finding my erection in less than a second.
"Touch me." She moaned and arched her back against my chest, making me groan. "Let me touch you." She added as I led her to the bedroom, groaning, "Anything Trav, do anything you want." She went on, so close to beg I could hear it in her voice.
I forced myself to pull away from her, though it lasted a second only, just the time to turn her in my arms and picking her up effortlessly as I carried her to the armchair next to my bed. "I want you to watch us." I said as I sat down, adjusting her on my lap by setting each of her legs on the leather arms and adjusting my d.ick between our bodies.
Her eyes followed mine, her breath heavy already. "What are you going to do?" She asked in a barely audible moan, shifting in my lap just a little.
She was there, on me, spread open for me to do whatever I want. It was so fucking hot. "Watch." I said instead, licking the pad of my thumb and using it to rub her throbbing clit as my other hand cupped her ass to keep her balanced. She was on fire and I was dead, gone straight to a burning paradise.
Her body jerked at my touch as she squirmed in my hold. I loved the effect I had on her, how no matter how I touched her, it was always right. "Travis...." Lila breathed out, her head falling back until I smacked her ass sharply.
"I said watch Lila." I said again, not bothering to explain why. Seeing how much pleasure I gave her gave just as much pleasure to me, it was that simple.
She groaned and turned her head down, watching me touch her, but also watching me. "You're so gorgeous." The words fell from her mouth in utter awe as she groaned again when I pushed a little harder. "Please....please let me touch you...."
I grinned as her eyes met mine and I shook my head, making her whimper. "Not this time baby."
She groaned once again before I slid a finger into her, taking my time and being unfair since she hadn't taken hers when she had sucked me. "Yes...." She moaned her eyes lost in nothing so I shot her a look, telling her what I wanted. We were playing by my rules and she had no other option but follow them. She moved her eyes to where my finger was pumping in and out of her.
I stopped, pulling my finger out until she whimpered again, and returned, this time with two fingers, filling her up slowly. I could have gone on forever, too bad my need to shove my dick inside of her was always too strong. "Do I feel good?" My voice was low and she saw how hard and straining my dick was between us. I'd never go through this torture, even though it was a sweet one, for anyone else, but Lila? She was worth it, and deserved to be treated and worshipped like the goddess she was.
She nodded. "Yes....so good." She whispered.
"Do you like watching me finger fuck you Lila?" I asked and I felt a new surge of wetness between her legs at my words and I chuckled. "I'll take that as a yes." I leaned forward and took a breast into my mouth, being deliberately soft, too gentle for what I knew she wanted, what she needed. I slowly lapped and sucked at her nipple, then turned to the other one before leaning in to kiss her throat. "This is how I should find out what you like....with my fingers inside of you, saying all the things I want to do to this perfect body and seeing what makes you wetter...."
She shivered against me and groaned impatiently. "You already know what I like Travis." She moaned.
"Me." I said quickly, as if it was obvious. It was, really.
The word was big and hard and echoed through the room as she nodded. "You." She repeated, trying to move against my hand but she was still helpless against me. "Do you want me to beg? I will. I'll do anything....." She choked out, keeping her eyes on us.
"Maybe." I grinned, considering to stop playing with her but it was just too erotic to stop. "What would you beg for Lila?" I tilted my head to the side and curved my fingers inside of her, making her call out but still not enough to take the edge off. I was keeping her hostage at the brink of orgasm, knowing her limits and pushing them.
"Harder.....god more....fuck me until I can't take it anymore."
"Is that what you want, uh?" I asked in a groan as I pushed my fingers a little deeper, feeling her tighten as she let out a cry that was a beg itself. "I can do that." I added with a grin, slowly pulling my fingers out of her.
"Please Trav, I need you." She breathed out and glued her eyes on my fingers, waiting for my next move as she tried to inch closer to me but she couldn't. A frustrated groan left her mouth and when she looked up into my eyes again I knew she couldn't really wait anymore.
I wrapped my arm around her hips, my hand gripping at her butt cheek to lift her up before I set the head of my d.ick at her entrance, a second later I pushed her down quickly, my erection thrusting inside of her forcefully and making her stretch. "Ugh." I muttered but she was gone already.
"Travis!" My name fell from her lips in a loud cry as she came hard against my d.ick, her body tensing and spasming while I moved inside of her, sending her straight to the stars and then helping her back down. "Oh my god." She moaned, bowing her head down and resting her forehead against my shoulder.
I gave her some time to recover, her body was still shaking and I knew exactly where she was, because I had been there less than an hour before. "We're not done." I whispered in her hair as I moved one hand down her back, tracing her spine and making her shiver.
She didn't reply but kissed my neck softly, letting me know she was ready like I knew she would, "I hoped so." She breathed out and rolled her hips tentatively, making me groan. "You're so hard inside of me."
I undid the knot of my tie and freed her wrists, tilting my head up to look at her in the process and, a second later, her arms were around my neck, gripping at me like it was matter of life or death. "You drive me crazy Lil." I groaned quietly, glancing at her lips before I took her mouth and cupped her ass firmly to show her how I wanted her to move on top of me.
"I know." Lila moved with my hands, smirking for some reason I couldn't care less about, too focused on how she felt and how her hands ran down my stomach then back up and down my arms, still moving up and down in my lap, but leaning back, giving me the view she knew I loved.
"Lil." I growled as she let out little moans every time I filled her up.
"What do you want?" She breathed out, moving her hands to her breasts and cupping, kneading them as she let her head fall back, again giving me the power to balance her.
"I can't decide." I groaned and she tightened around me, causing a strained growl from my throat.
"What are you debating between?" She asked instead, still breathy.
"More than a few things Lila...." I trailed off and she found my eyes, her eyes surprising because of the hunger was burning into them.
"Do all of them." She whispered, leaning in to kiss my lips slowly, her hips matching the pace. My hands squeezed her ass and she knew I wanted more. I always did, with her nothing was ever enough. She sunk down onto me, taking me to the root, moaning into my mouth. "You're so big." She whimpered, pressing into me, her breasts crushed against my chest and her hair falling into her face as she kept kissing me.
"All of them huh?" I grinned against her lips. "We might not have the time." I picked her up, holding myself still inside of her as I moved to the bed, pulling out only to stare at her splayed out on the bed, waiting. I had never seen someone so gorgeous, so perfect, someone that attracted me so much. "You're so beautiful Lil." I whispered, almost reverently as I climbed on top, taking a breast in my mouth as I pushed back inside of her in an easy slide.
"Oh god...." She breathed out. "Make the time." She begged, sounding needy.
Her words echoed in my ears as I moved to her other breast, my mouth wrapping around her hard nip before my teeth nibbled gently, my hips moving at a steady pace. Whenever I was inside of her, I couldn't make sense in my head. All my thoughts were on her, every atom of my body was pulled to her, I was high on her and I had to keep my mouth shut before saying something I could forget later. Like how time would never be enough. "I can't, work keeps me busy a lot." I grinned instead once I pulled my head back enough to look up at her, going for the silly way which was always the easier.
"Ass." She breathed out with a moan though her mouth was curved into a sinful smirk that looked as inviting as ever while I felt her legs wrapping tight around my hips to keep me buried inside of her.
I ran my hands up her sides as my face leveled hers again to stare into her eyes, the way we were looking at each other intense and filled with a mix of feelings. "My ass? I know you like my ass." I grinned wider at her, cupping her breasts and squeezing them, then pinching her nips and pulling as I pressed her harder against the mattress, filling her as deep as I could.
"Oh my god." Her head rolled back and her nails sunk into the skin of my shoulders, "You're a smartass instead." She managed to choke out, never liking not having the last word.
I moved one hand behind her and slid it down her back, tracing her spine before stopping where her perfect a.ss started, "All this talking is tempting me." I groaned, while she shivered and looked at me wide eyed. That look was enough to let me know it wasn't the right time and it was for the best, I was too crazy for her right now to take things slow or be gentle. "Not tonight." I smirked a little as I pressed my lips on hers, the kiss growing rougher as the movements of my hips did too and my hand reached for her leg to set her calf on my shoulder. "God...I love fucking you." I muttered unintelligently, the new angle killing me and her too, since her moans matched my groans.
Lila moved her hands down to grip the sheets as my movements got more erratic, harder, less controlled. She tightened around me and he let out a growl. "Lila." I looked into her eyes, our gazes locked as even while our bodies were crashing together again and again.
"Please." She whispered, her plea overwhelmed by a moan when I hit her spot just right, just like I had learnt from time one. It was as if her body was made for me and I really liked taking care of every inch of it, setting it on fire.
"Come apart for me Lil." I said softly, knowing I couldn't last much longer. "Right now, with me deep inside you. I'm waiting for you, show me what I do to you." I thrust my hips up one last time and she broke, exploding around me as I was gripping her hips tight and coming so hard inside of her, filling her up, I was seeing stars. My orgasm seemed never-ending and when I thought it couldn't get better she came again, surprising both me and herself while I kept pumping inside of her mindlessly until we were both back on earth after being so high.
She let out a strangled groan, catching up on her breath. "Travis." She whispered, wrapping her arms around me and holding me tight against her as I let myself fall, my weight pressing into hers.
"That was...." I trailed off, leaving it at that while I still recovered and took in all the feeling she was making me feel in that moment. My chest was tighter.
"Awesome." She grinned, finishing my sentence and looking into my eyes in that way that killed me a little. "I'm not sure we've quite worked off that cake though...." She bit her lip. "We might have to have a round two." She winked and I groaned, lowering my lips to kiss her fiercely.
When we were both out of breath again, I broke the kiss, letting her bite down on my bottom lip as I pulled my head back slightly. "And a round three." I smirked as I pushed her hair off her forehead, loving how glowing and perfectly beautiful she looked, "A round four too." I added with a smirk, knowing I could go on all night.
"I think you're getting ahead of yourself now." I said faking a serious expression and chuckled before she whimpered when I rolled my hips, reminding her that I was still hard inside of her. "Trav..." She shivered, her eye lids closing a moment.
I nuzzled her neck as I slid out of her slowly, already missing being inside of her. "The break I'm going to give you is a very short one." I muttered against her silky skin, my whole body tensing again as I rolled over onto my side but kept my eyes on her, smirking.
"Hey where are you going?" She asked with a silly pout on her lips, made red by all the kissing, as she scooted closer to me and glued her tiny body against mine.
I smirked down at her and I wrapped my arm around her shoulders, "I'm going nowhere b-" I cut myself off, blinking when I realized what word I was about to use. What the fuck. "Beautiful." I ended my sentence in a hurry, pressing a kiss on her forehead.
She furrowed her brows together, then smiled as she ran her hands up and down my stomach lazily, "This is nice." She said softly.
"My stomach?" I asked with a smug grin on my lips, looking down at her and laughing as she slapped me, "I know, I know." I grinned wider and reached for her body, hovering over her at first then rolling us over so that she was on top of me.
She let out a sigh as she set her hands on my collarbone and leaned her chin against her palm, staring at me. "What are you thinking about Mr perfect abs?" She bit down on her lip to conceal her smirk.
I felt alarms ringing everywhere in my mind, the b-word, the way she looked at me, how now she wanted to know what I was thinking too. "I'm not thinking." I deflected, sliding my hands down her back until they cupped her ass. She rolled her eyes in response. "I'm not over thinking." I corrected and this time she just raised one eyebrow, so I went on, offering a smile, "I'm thinking about how nice is having this gorgeous naked girl here with me."
"You shouldn't say things like that." Lila smirked rolling away from me onto her back.
I shifted to my side, setting my head in my hand. "Why's that?"
"Because it will make me ask you what you're thinking more often and I know how much you love that."
I blinked at her before laughing and shaking my head. "You're something else Lil." I replied softly.
She smiled and reached out to cup my face. "I love you." She said seriously.
I groaned and closed my eyes, but I didn't pull away from her, knowing I was already hurting her enough by not loving her back, the least I could do right now was to stay there. "Lila." It was a warning, because I didn't want to have this conversation. I had said all I could already.
"So much." She added, only making me feel worse and wonder why she loved me. I didn't give her anything, orgasms aside. "And I know that should send me flying away from you instead of into your arms every chance I get because you'll never feel the same way. But that's not who I am. I didn't know if I could ever fall in love. As bittersweet as it is....it's still sweet. So I'm going to love you. And sometimes you're going to hear about it. I'm not pulling away. If you want to go ahead."
I stared at her again, digesting her words even if it was hard, painful even, to listen to her words. "You shouldn't." I replied after a few moments, my words dark.
She leaned in and kissed me again. "Why? Because I'll get hurt?"
I nodded. "Yes."
"It already hurts. At least when I'm with you it hurts less."
I groaned and pulled away finally, wanting to put some distance at this point since I didn't really want to hurt her but, for a reason or another, I was anyway and what was worse was that I wasn't even able to stop, I was too selfish to let her go. I knew it couldn't last long though. "Because you're pretended we're something we're not. I can't give you what you want." I explained once again, knowing she wouldn't listen but still.
"...but this is what I want. Just you. I don't want you to change, don't want you to give up anything or be different. I fell in love with the man you are."
"Stop....god. Please..." I choked out, running my hands through my hair as I stood up and backed away from her. It was being too much and I was starting to panic, which was of course a selfish reaction. She was the one getting hurt after all. But I was selfish, I was the reason why she was hurt, how could she love me?
She followed me, sliding her hands up my chest slowly, knowing her touch was my weakness just like mine was hers. "I thought you said you weren't giving me a long break." She grinned wickedly, easily switching from the deep conversation to sex. "Will I have to get on my knees again?" She wiggled her brows suggestively and I  tried to force a smirk when my thoughts were far from sexy instead.
"Maybe I should give you a break instead." I said seriously in a quiet voice, pushing her hair behind her ear before cupping her cheek as I stared at her. I was debating if letting her go or not, not that I wanted to really, and knowing that I'd probably come back to her eventually. There could be other girls, ones whose names I wouldn't remember for longer than a second, whose faces would go forgotten in a heartbeat, while Lila was always there instead, printed in my thoughts, an itch I couldn't scratch.
She shook her head slowly, her hair cascading over her shoulders, "No." She said back, as serious as me, a real masochist at this point, "I don't want any break."
I cupped her other cheek too as I set my forehead against hers, closing my eyes and inhaling deeply. "I should make better decision." I added, thinking out loud.
Her hands moved down my stomach then slid behind my back, her arms encircling my waist slowly. "See, being an old man doesn't always mean being wiser." She pointed out in a silly voice and when I opened my eyes again, she was smiling. "But if you keep frowning like this you'll get wrinkles and then you'll really be old." She went on, being the adorable girl she always was and only making me want to kick my own face. I was in the wrong, yet she was there making efforts to save the night, to make the moment lighter. How could I even think about trying to be enough for her? She deserved more than a man like me, she deserved the world.
"You should hate me and play with boys of your age instead." I sighed, thought I meant that.
"They're no good to play." She offered a small smirk then kissed me slowly, softly, once, twice, then paused and kissed me again, this time letting her lips linger on mine as she bored her eyes into mine. "Play with me."
I engulfed her into a hug, letting her nuzzle my neck, "You're crazy."
"Are you saying it so that I can say I'm crazy for you?" She teased and when I pulled my head back to blink at her, she laughed, "Come on Trav! I was joking! Cheer up!"
I decided to listen to her for once, though I knew it wasn't the right thing to do but what other choice did I have? Kick her out of me room? Cut her off of my life? Tonight I wasn't willing to do either. "Okay." I said simply and picked her up, cupping her a.ss in my hands as I carried her back to the bed.
"You're still so hard." She wriggled in my hold, biting down on her lip before laughing, "You must really like me."
I finally smirked, not able to be so serious when she was so silly instead. "I do." I said simply and I set her in the middle of the bed before climbing next to her, reaching for her body to press her back against my chest.
She turned her head to a side, looking at me, "What are you doing now? Spooning me? You said we wouldn't sleep." She protested.
I kissed her cheek, her neck, then her shoulder as my hand grabbed her leg, bending it at the knee and entering her in one swift move. "We won't."
"Travis!!" Lila choked out as I held myself inside of her, the feeling of her so tight and wet almost overwhelming. "Fuck." She let her head fall back against my shoulder as I placed teasing kisses against hers.
"Sleeping would be a waste of your perfect body Lila." I said in a growl, wishing I could spend every day and every night keeping myself deep inside of her.
She groaned and arched back as I started pumping slowly inside of her, teasing both of us but also making sure we'd last enough. Then again, it was never enough. "I hate waste." She let out in a breathy moan while I gave her everything I could, keeping my body pressed against hers and my mouth kissing her in different places, her shoulder, her neck, her temple, my erection slowly stretching her everytime my hips rolled forward and she met me thrust for thrust. In bed was the only place where I could give her what she wanted. "God you feel good." She admitted as she tightened around me.
I groaned. "Ugh....you do. So damn good I can hardly believe it everytime...." I thrust my hips up, getting deep as she cried out and pressed up against me. "You're so fucking responsive Lil......every place I touch you......." My hand moved to her breast, thumb brushing feather soft against her nipple which instantly tightened and begged for more attention.
"I can't help it....."
I pushed hard into her again and she groaned, needy and sexy as she always was. "I love it. I love how you are with me." I growled as I slow fucked her, watching her writhe and moan, focused on her and no one else, not even myself.
"Take me." She begged, sounding desperate. "Please....." She begged again, turning her head back to plead with her eyes.
I looked into them and groaned, kissing her hard and fast before grabbing her waist, pulling her up so she was on her knees and sliding my hand up her spine to push her forward. "Mine....." I muttered as my hand ran back down her back and she shivered, waiting, while I realized that having her mine was something that I wouldn't mind that much. But that was only my sex-fogged brain talking, once I'd come back down again I knew that it wouldn't be fair.
"Yes....god yes." She chocked out.
I groaned, taking in the perfect view she was giving me as I grabbed her hips, "Lift your perfect a.ss up..." I trailed off and growled, watching my d.ick sliding out of her a little, so f.ucking hot I wanted to print that image in my mind forever. "Yes, like this Lil." I muttered as I spanked her firmly, making her moan and tighten. Holy s.hit.
"Tell me what you want." She breathed out, setting her hands on the bed for support.
"Stay like this...let me give you all of me..." I said in a low voice, my fingers clutching her hips tightly as I started moving my hips, pounding inside of her at a steady pace, hard and deep, my balls slapping against her everytime she took me all, "Oh f.uck."
She arched her back, sticking her a.ss up and giving her hips a new angle that just killed me. "Travis." She moaned loudly, tossing her head back, her golden hair cascading onto her skin. "Oh my god Travis!"
"Don't f.ucking move." I roared as I eyed her legs trembling, her body getting a little unsteady, "I need you still." I added between my cleanched teeth, trying to control myself but godda.mn it was so hard, my head was spinning for how high I was on her, yet I wanted to get higher and higher, taking her with me, worshipping her and making her come as hard as she had never come before.
Her whole body tensed on top of me, trying to resist to every assault of mine, my d.ick sliding in and out of her fast and hard. "I can't!" She cried out, pleasure mixed with frustration.
I lifted myself up in a sitting position, groaning when my erection pushed even deeper inside of her, so deep I didn't even thought it was possible. "Christ." I growled and she moaned, tightening in a vise-like grip. My chest pressed against her back, giving her the support she needed as I forced her to start moving again, "Take me all Lila." I ordered, my self control long gone because I just wanted to get lost in her at that point, and I wanted her to get lost in me too. When she did, making me slide in and out of her and setting her hands on mine before running them up to her breasts, I let out a sound that barely sounded human. "Lila." Was all I could say, too focused on her and how damn good she felt to make a sentence with a sense.
"It's so good...." Lila choked out, her body tighting and preparing itself for an explosion we both knew would be epic.
"When you cum it will be with me. For me." I ordered, my hands on her breasts were greedy, like I couldn't get enough.
"Yes." She moaned, nodding.
"You're so sexy...your skin...god it's so fucking soft." I went on.
"You're getting bigger inside of me Trav....I can barely take it."
I nuzzled her neck and breathed in before nipping her there. "I know....let go baby." I paused and groaned before giving it to her harder than before, harder than I knew was possible. "Fucking hell....Now!"
She came with a cry, the orgasm totally overtaking her body as I roared, coming hard, so fucking hard it was unbelievable. "Oh my god...oh my god...." She collapsed and I caught her, holding her against me as we both rode out the final waves of the most intense climax, my name falling from her lips like she was a broken record.
"Lila." I groaned, wrapping my arms around her, holding her so tight, kissing across her shoulders.
"If it gets any better than that you'll kill me." She joked.
I brushed my nose against her nape before kissing between her shoulder blades, sending a shiver through her. "I'd never kill you." I grinned against her skin.
"Does it mean it won't get better?" She asked as she turned her head to look at me, a silly smile on her face. Her cheeks were dark pink, her lips red like cherries and her eyes were shining. She was the most beautiful girl I had ever seen in my whole life.
I let out a small laugh, engulfing her in my hold since she was so tiny while I still felt high on my orgasm. "I don't think you could handle anything right now." I said quietly, taking a deep breath of her and feeling utterly content.
She furrowed her brows, like I knew she would, "I can instead." She retorted stubbornly.
"Oh really." I raised one eyebrow at her as I reached for hips gently, "Get up."
She leaned back further against my chest instead, doing the opposite, "No, I want to keep you inside of me."
"We can't stay like this forever." I smirked at her, running my mouth up her neck before nibbling gently. I wish I could stay like this more though, inside of her, with the world and all its complications outside. "Get up cutie."
She rolled her eyes before trying to lift herself on her knees, only her legs failed and she didn't move more than a few inch, only killing me. "F.uck." She muttered under her breath, making me break into a loud laugh.
"I told you!" I kept her pressed against my chest as I dragged her down with me, lying down on the bed before rolling us over so that I was back on top of her. She was still pouting when I was staring down at her, only making me smile. "I'll take care of you, don't worry if you want be able to walk for a while." I teased her, pressing my lips on hers as I slid out of her regretfully.
"Oh god I've just done the impossible." She said and I rose a brow at her and she smirked. "I've made your ego even bigger."
I laughed again as Lila just looked at me with a big smile on her face, a huge one actually. That killed me, even more than sex. "You do lots of things that most people can't." I grinned and kissed her nose before pulling her into my body.
"I'll take that as a compliment." She replied, cuddling into my side as I played with her hair. I liked having her in my arms.
"It was." I said quietly, but she was asleep already.