all your perfect imperfections

all your perfect imperfections by ssaarah

 

"I'm here, come outside." I sighed. Travis had missed my opening and was now summoning me outside like a caveman. I should be used to it but I was still hurt.

"Uh okay." I said goodbyes to the gallery owner and the people I'd been talking to and then walked outside. It was kind of hard to be mad at someone so gorgeous. Good thing I was more hurt.

"Hi eleven." he said cheerfully, and I rolled my eyes at the nickname.

"Hi Trav." I walked over to him, kissing his cheek chastely before pulling back, "Aren't you coming inside?"

"I made a reservation for dinner and we're late already." he explained simply as he set his hand on my lower back, even though I would rather have him come in and tell me what he thought about my paintings.

"Oh. Okay." I pursed my lips together. "But you already missed the gallery opening."

"I'm sorry Lil, I had a f.ucking meeting that went on forever." he explained as he gave the address to the driver. Um. Okay. But he at least could have called. Why were we going out anyways? Didn't he know I'd rather him be with me and my work than going out to a fancy dinner? I didn't need that. "I loved your works." Travis added quietly and dropped his hand on my thigh, squeezing it gently.

"I don't understand."

"I went to the gallery yesterday during my lunch break." I softened instantly. It was so sweet I felt bad for even being upset at all. Except that he still should have called. "I hope you're hungry."

"I am actually." I nodded and Travis reached out, wrapping his arm around me and pulling me closer to him.

"Good." He leaned down and kissed my lips, cupping my face gently and making me melt against his hard body.

"Travis..." I whispered, not knowing what I wanted to say....or maybe I did and I just knew I shouldn't say it.

"You look incredible." he commented, eying my low cut bodice and then sliding his eyes down to my legs.

"I know." I agreed, biting my lip and blushing anyways. "Where are we going?"

"New seafood restaurant that opened this week." My stomach grumbled at the thought and he laughed. "Have you eaten nothing today?" I shook my head.

"I was too nervous. What if everyone had hated my paintings. New York isn't California after all." Travis gave me a look that told me he was about to be serious.

"Noone could hate your work Lila." I blinked and then gave him a smile, leaning in to kiss him softly.

"That will get you lucky later." I winked at him as the car stopped and Travis grinned.

"Careful Lil, or I'll skip dinner." he said softly against my neck, his fingers playing with my hair and causing a shiver to run through me. God the effect he had on me and my body was surreal.

"Don't tempt me, I might say yes and pass out later."

"No passing out please." he made a face and I immediately felt guilty about what I'd said...since it had actually happened before. "We'll have plenty of time for being naughty later." he added as he stretched his arm out to help me. I grabbed his hand and squeezed it as I got out.

"Do you already have something in mind?"

"I can't tell you anything." He said simply and led me inside the restaurant.

"Why?"

"It'd ruin my fun." he answered with a shrug as the host approached us. "Cole for two."

"This way." He said and smiled politely. Travis pulled his hand away from mine to set it on the small of my back as we followed the man to our table. Once we were both sitting I looked around the place. It was nice, contemporary and colorful without being too cliche.

"It's nice here." I commented softly. "How's your hotel room?" I asked a second later, thinking mine was just as nice as the new restaurant, but with an old world elegance instead of a contemporary feel.

"Probably like yours, you'll see." he smirked. "How's the gallery going?"

"Really well." I grinned. "Apparently I'm the new hot thing in art." I winked at Travis and he grinned wider.

"Does that have anything to do with your art at all?" he teased and I laughed.

"Maybe. Also might be this dress." I replied doing a little shimmy and watching as his eyes went to my chest.

"You're not wearing a bra..." he said offhandedly, almost as if he wasn't meaning to say it out loudd.

"Good observation." I smiled and bit my lip as we looked at each other with sexually charged electricity going strong through us before the waiter came to take our orders. Everything looked delicious so I just ordered the chefs special and Travis did the same.

"I'm so hungry." I pouted as I watched someone bringing food to the table next to us. It smelled so good I almost started drooling.

"I'm sure it'll be fast cutie." Travis laughed. I turned back to him and leaned in, crossing my legs and pushing back his hair that had fallen over his forehead.

"How's your trip going?" I asked politely. "Everyone in the apple offices here in ship shape?" I grinned, because I knew Travis, and I knew that he liked things done his way, or no way at all.

"Ugh." He grumbled and shook his head.

"Awww...tough day?" I gave him a fake pout. "I'll have to give you a massage later." I winked at him and wiggled in my seat. As starving as I was, I also wanted to be alone with him so bad I was aching.

"You'll give me many things." he muttered under his breath, reaching for his glass of wine and taking a sip as he looked away.

"Many things, uh?" I asked, licking my lips as I thought about what all those things could be.

"Yes, all the things I want, you'll give them to me." he replied, looking turned on at just the thought.

"You know I will." I said with a shrug, looking away and wondering if he really did think I was pathetic but good enough in bed to not walk away.

"You won't regret it." he added. I almost laughed. I certainly wouldn't. I never regrette going to bed with Travis. I regretted falling for him....but then again. I didn't really. But before I had to think of that anymore I watched the waiter appear with our food.

"Thank god, I was starving." I breathed out, "What?"

"Nothing new." he said as he shook his head before starting to eat. "You're cute."

"Oh my gooooodddd" I moaned as I took the first bite. It was easily one of the best things I'd ever tasted. Or maybe I was just real hungry. Travis smirked.

"Good?" I nodded, closing my eyes to savor all the delicious flavors.

"So fu.cking good." I admitted. Travis seemed pleased with my reaction, eating himself and agreeing it was some of the best he'd had.

"What are your plans tomorrow?" he asked politely, though I could see in his eyes how impatient he was. For me. It thrilled and scared me how much he wanted me. Thrilled me because I wanted him just as bad, and couldn't wait to explore literally everything...scared me because I loved him....and he didn't return that love.

"I have a meeting with the gallery, then I think I'll spend some time at the hotel spa before going to dinner with Declan." Travis had been listening without reacting until I mentioned the name and he looked up.

"Declan?" I nodded.

"My friend from college." Travis blinked.

"You mean your ex." he corrected me and I laughed.

"That's the one?" Travis made a face.

"His name is Declan?" He asked, looking at me with an emotion I couldn't quite read.

"What's wrong with that?" I questioned. Travis shrugged.

"I dunno." he grumbled something and I rose a brow, trying to read his eyes.

"He's a lawyer now. A junior attorney at a firm uptown." I wasn't sure why I was talking about him.

"Huh." Travis licked his lips before turning to me. "And what does he hope to get out of this dinner?" He asked, sounding like my damn brother again. I rolled my eyes.

"Company? Food? Catching up with a friend?"

"He wants to fu.ck you." Travis corrected and I rose a brow at him.

"Last time I checked he had a girlfriend." I replied. "But even if he did could you really blame him?" I asked, my eyes narrowed.

"No."

"Good." I bit back and took a sip of wine, "Getting grumpy?"

"Nope. I'm still in a great mood darling." he said back, smirking though I was pretty sure he was lying.

"Don't call me darling, I don't really like it." I bit down on my lip as I frowned a little, "It makes me feel like the others."

"There are no other eleven's." I sighed.

"If you say so old man." I finished my food and then set my fork down to look up at him. "What are you going to do tomorrow instead?"

"I'm going to work, just like the other days. No fun."

"That's a decent answer for the day, but what about tomorrow night?"

"I'll watch tv and sleep."

"Just that?" I raised one eyebrow, for all my jokes Travis was young, he was gorgeous, he should be out in the city that never slept.

"Why are you asking? To make sure you'll have a plan B if your so called friend isn't interesting enough?"

"You wish." I retorted, though I'll admit I'd thought about it. The waiter came up at that point to take our platea and I turned to speak to him. "I'd like to order a dessert too. The chocolate ganache cake, please."

"Nothing for me, thanks." Travis said when he turned to him. The guy nodded and walked away which is when Travis turned back to me with a grin. "Still hungry cutie?"

"I had to take that dessert. It sounded too delicious..." I trailed off as I leaned a little towards him from across the table. "Maybe it'll make me sweeter too."

"Christ Lila." he ran his hands through his hair and shook his head.

"I'll have to eat it really slowly...to savor it." I smirked and watched Travis' pupils narrow and sharpen with lust and frustration.

"Try it and see what happens." He dared me, making me grin as I bit down on my lip and shifted in my seat.

"Are you threatening me Mr. Cole?" I whispered, leaning in so my breath hit his neck. He growled.

"As much as you're teasing me Miss Trenton." He retorted back with barely restrained power. I leaned back in my seat.

"I kinda like it." I admitted, blushing a little as he looked at me, not knowing exactly what he was thinking but knowing I liked it. The waiter arrived with my dessert and I did a little happy dance as I slid my fork through the cake easily, the ganache sliding off the top and oozing out of the middle. I set it in my mouth in slow motion before moaning. It was decadent.

"You have 60 seconds to finish that cake." Travis said seriously, making me bristle with excitement. I laughed and set another bite on my fork, leaning into him.

"Open your mouth." I said the words slowly, knowing he'd be the one saying it to me later, the thought making my pus.sy clench and my mouth water. Travis rose a brow at my order before opening it, letting me slide the fork into that wicked mouth and then back out, taking another bite myself and moaning softly again. "It's good huh?" He nodded, taking the fork from me and eating another bite himself.

"Delicious." He agreed, and fed me a bite after having one himself. There was something ridiculosuly sexy about sharing this dessert, knowing in a few minutes we'd be devouring each other. On the one side I wanted the foreplay to never end but on the other? I needed to be fucked. Hard. And long.

"I think I have some chocolate here." I whispered in a silly voice as I pointed to my mouth with my index finger.

"Nope." he shook his head and smirked, "You're just looking for an excuse to get a kiss." I inched closer to him and stared at his lips.

"Maybe." Travis laughed and then closed the small distance between us, sucking on the corner of my mouth before kissing me, cupping my face while I dropped my hand on his knee.

"So sweet." he said, looking into my eyes and seeing him happy and relaxed, just how I liked.

"Travis?" A voice broke whatever was going on between us and I turned my head to look at a pretty brunnette, tall and much curvier than I was. Awesome.

"Kylie?" Travis blinkeda t the girl before pulling away from me.

"God, I can't believe it's you!" She exclaimed with a smile on her pretty face, then raised one eyebrow slowly, "I didn't know you were in town, Karlie didn't tell me anything." I rose a brow. Karlie? Travis opened and then closed his mouth, trying to think of something. I didn't know why he was being so weird, I knew he was no saint and he had no obligation to me.

"She doesn't know." he said eventually.

"Uh oh." She shook her head, a meaningful look on her face before she winked. "It'll be our secret." She added, glancing at me for just a moment. But not looking like she was sizing me up or judging me.

"Yeah sure." he said casually. "It's been nice seeing you."

"You too." She smiled and her eyes bounced between us. "Have a nice night guys." She added before walking away with the good looking man next to her, not getting a verbal response from Trav but just a smile back.

"Ready to go?" Travis asked, once he turned to me, tucking my hair behind my ear.

"Who's Karlie?" I asked, raising my brow. Travis sighed.

"My ex. That was her sister." I nodded slowly.

"....someone named their children Kylie and Karlie? That's quite a mouthful." I replied seriously as I got up from my table. Travis didn't say anything before breaking in to a deep laugh.

"It is a little." He smirked shaking his head. I let myself wonder why Travis would need to keep it a secret from his ex that he was in New York. Why did his ex need to know anything about him if they were ex's? But then again, it wasn't really any of my business. Travis wasn't mine, as much as I wanted him to be. But for tonight he would be and I was going to enjoy that.

"You ever think about what you'd name your kids?" I asked as we walked out to the brisk city air. Travis glanced at me.

"No."

"Really?!" I smirked. "You're the one who always says he wants kids! I didn't even know if I did and I've thought about it." Travis stared at me blankly for too long and I hit him. "What?"

"I'm deciding what to comment on." he admitted, looking amused. I laughed as he tried to hail a cab but I shook my head.

"Let's walk, it's so nice out." He nodded.

"Okay. What would you name your kids?" I grinned.

"For a boy? I like Shaun....or maybe James." I ran my hands through my hair. "For a girl i like Kiera, or Sara." Travis smiled sweetly at me.

"Those are good choices." he shook his head. "You said you didn't even know if you wanted kids. What changed your mind?" I bit down on my lip and looked at the ground before looking up at him.

"I thought I was pregnant." I admitted. Even though the timing had been terrible and it was definitly not what I had wanted....it did bring out a side of me that I didn't know I had. Travis licked his lips and nodded and we walked a block in silence. "Did I ruin our night?" I asked softly, staring at the ground as we reached the hotel. Travis looked at him, his eyes full of....god something. Something strong that I couldn't quite read.

"No." He had a way of making one word sound like a whole book and then his hands were in my hair and he was knocking the wind out of me with his kiss. Oh god his kisses were the best kind of high....

"Mmmm" I felt the wall of the building hit my back and I opened my eyes to see Travis grinning at me.

"We have two rooms in this hotel gorgeous, we don't need to make out outside." I teased.

"They're too far." he grinned wider as he kissed me again, this time pressing his body against mine and keeping my eyes on hers. I laughed against his lips and grabbed him by the collar of his jacket, arching my body against his.

"Why so impatient?" I teased, sucking on his bottom lip as I pulled away.

"Because I'm hard." he kept his smirk in place, pressing his hips against mine, making me moan.

"Your room." I breathed out, just impatient as him as I pulled away but reached for his hand as we rushed to the elevator.

"Why mine?" Travis asked as he pressed the button, giving a tug to my arm to pull me back against him.

"I have the feeling the bed is bigger." I breathed out before moaning when he turned me in his arms, running his hands up my sides before cupping my breasts and squeezing them.

"Who needs a bed." he groaned and nuzzled my neck, making a good point since I didn't care where we were. I gasped when the elevator stopped, composing myself as the doorss opened again and Travis moved his hands to my waist.

"I want to sleep with you." She admitted in a small voice, almost carefully.

"You're crazy if you think I'll let you sleep." he reached for his key card and opened the door of his suite, "Stay here and get naked." he ordered with a glance as he pulled away, heading to the bedroom.

"Where are you going?" I asked but didn't follow him, undressing slowly, liking the thought of him coming back to me naked.

"You said green is your favorite color, uh?" he asked as he broke into a grin.

"Did you buy a green tie for me?" I asked, looking at his hands and smirking back at him. He grinned wider.

"Yes. Come here." I took the three steps it took to get closer and licked my lips. Being completely naked while he was fully dressed made me feel vulnerable, but it was also so sexy, my nipples hardened with each step and I know he noticed. "Turn around. Hands behind your back." I bit my lip and did as he told, feeling the silk of his tie wrap around my wrists tight. He yanked on the knot and then gave me a little spank. "Gorgeous. On your knees." I groaned, hungry for him, desperate, sinking to my knees instantly. My breasts felt heavy and ful, and I was soaking wet. For him. All for him. I watched greedily as he slowly undid his pants.

"Hurry." I moaned, needing to get at him. He grinned.

"So impatient. What is it you want so badly?" His eyes were so dark with lust he looked almost dangerous. I loved it. I loved him.

"To suck you." I said seriously, looking into his eyes. He groaned as he let his di.ck free. He was so hard it was straining upwards towards his navel and he had to use his hand to lower it since mine were tied. I felt helpless, but in a good way. Like Travis was in charge of both of our pleasure. I trusted him.

"Open that pretty mouth Lil." I did it instantly, feeling the velvety smooth head of his coc.k slide between my lips as he groaned. "Slowly." he ordered, looking down at me and letting me explore the the length of his shaft myself. I sucked him in slowly and then licked him from root to tip over and over, loving the heady male taste and scent of him and the sounds he made as I loved him with my mouth. "Take it deep." he ordered, tangling his hands in my hair and sliding to the back of my throat. I tilted my head up to take it, but had to trust him for balance. It was erotic as hell to be so submitted to him. I was moaning and aching to touch myself as he started fu.cking my mouth at a steady pace.

"Mmmm." I moaned against him and he tighted his hands in my hair.

"So fu.cking gorgeous, your mouth is pefect....oh god you suck me so good." I sucked harder, taking everything he was giving, wanting to be the best he'd ever had and more, his words just making me harder, wetter, more determined.

"Fuck Lil." Trav roared, fisting his hand in my hair and pushing all the way until I couldn't take anything more but he knew, knew my body better than I did and he pulled back sightly.

"You have no idea of what you do to me. " he muttered in a groan, moving his hips faster as he held my head in his hands.

"Mhm." I moaned, wanting more, wanting his release, he opened his eyes and looked down at me, knowing what I wanted.

"I'm close." he warned me, thrusting a few more times before exploding in my mouth, "Oh fuck." he growled, still sliding into my mouth as he kept coming and I struggled to swallow every drop. "Oh yes...god. Fuck...fuck." I pulled back and licked him one last time from base to head.

"Yum." I said in a breathy voice, not moving, just waiting for whatever would happen next. Travis took a step back and watched me as he took all his clothes off....oh god he was so fucking hot and pefect.

"What am I going to do with you Lil?" he asked in a low tone, walking behind me and grabbing my waist to help me back on my feet. I found his erection and rubbed him as best I could in my position.

"Touch me." I moaned and arched my back against his chest, making him groan. "Let me touch you." I added. "Anything Trav, do anything you want." Travis pulled back to turn me in hsi arms and pick me up, walking to the armchair next to his bed.

"I want you to watch us." he said as he sat down, adjusting me on his lap by setting each of my legs on the leather arms and adjusting himself between our bodies.

"What are you going to do?" I moaned, shifted as well as I could.

"Watch." Travis, licked the pad of his thumb and reached between us to rub my aching clit as his other hand kept me balanced. My body jerked at his touch, the pressure both too much and not enough as I squirmed in his hold.

"Travis...." I breathed out, my head falling back until I felt a sharp smack on my as.s.

"I said watch Lila." Travis said again. I groaned and turned my head down, watching him touch me. Oh god. I could see most of his incredible body from this angle and god I wanted it all over me.

"You're so gorgeous." the words fell from my mouth in utter awe as I groaned again when he pushed a little harder. "Please....please let me touch you...." Travis grinned as my eyes met his and he shook his head, making me whimper.

"Not this time baby." I groaned again, this time at the pet name, warmth spreading through my body before I felt him slide a finger into me.

"Yes...." I groaned, and he shot me a look, telling me what he wanted. I moved my eyes to where his finger was pumping in and out of me, god it was so fu.cking hot watching him touch me. He stopped, pulling his finger out until I whimpered again, and returned, this time with two fingers, filling me up slowly.

"Do I feel good?" His voice was low and I saw how hard and straining his dic.k was between us. I nodded.

"Yes....so good." Such an understatement. I was on fire, my body his to do whatever he wanted with. I didn't even care as long as he was touching me.

"Do you like watching me finger fuck you Lila?" I felt a new surge of wetness between my legs at his words and I knew her felt it too because he chuckled. "I'll take that as a yes." He leaned forward and took a breast into his mouth, being too soft, too gentle for what I wanted, what I needed. He slowly lapped and sucked at my nipple, then turned to the other one before leaning in to kiss my throat. "This is how I should find out what you like....with my fingers inside of you, saying all the things I want to do to this perfect body and seeing what makes you wetter...." I shivered against him and groaned.

"You already know what I like Travis." I moaned, his fingers feeling so good, but they weren't enough.

"Me." The word was big and hard and echoed through the room as I nodded.

"You." I repeated, trying to move against his hand but I was still helpless against him. "Do you want me to beg? I will. I'll do anything....." I choked out, keeping my eyes on us.

"Maybe." He grinned. "What would you beg for Lila?" He tilted his head to the side and curved his fingers inside of me, making me call out but still not enough to take the edge off. He was keeping me hostage at the brink of orgasm, knowing my limits and pushing them.

"Harder.....god more....fuc.k me until I can't take it anymore."

"I know." I moved with his hands, smirking at the fact that he was basically topping me even though I was the one technically on top. I savored the use of my hands, not being able to touch him was a torture. They ran down his stomach then back up and down his arms, still moving up and down in his lap, but leaning back, giving him the view I knew he loved.

"Lil." He growled as I let out little moans every time he filled me up....god he felt so incredibly good....

"Is that what you want, uh?" I asked in a groan as I pushed my fingers a little deeper, feeling her tighten as she let out a cry that was a beg itself. "I can do that." I added with a grin, slowly pulling my fingers out of her.

"Please Trav, I need you." I waited for his next move as I tried to move myself but it was useless. Travis wrapped his arm around my hips, his hand gripping my ass to lift me up before he set his erection against me. Then he pushed me down quickly, shoving inside of me forcefully as I stretched to accomodate him.

"Ugh." I heard him groan but I was a goner already.

"Travis!" I came violently, spasming against his di.ck as it washed over me and he brought me higher and higher. "Oh my god." I moaned, bowing her head down and resting my forehead against his shoulder. My body was shaking and trembling but I still wanted more, needed more, even if I could barely move already.

"We're not done." he whispered in my hair as he moved one hand down my back, tracing my spine and making me shiver. I didn't say anything right away, just kissed his neck softly.

"I hoped so." I breathed out and rolled my hips tentatively, as much as I could. "You're so hard inside of me." Travis undid the knot of the tie, freeing my wrists finally. I wrapped my arms around his neck, holding him tight against me.

"You drive me crazy Lil."

"What do you want?" I breathed out, moving my hands to my breasts and cupping, kneading them as I let my head fall back, again giving Travis the power to balance me.

"I can't decide." His low growl sent shivers through me, and I tightened around him, causing a strained growl from his throat.

"What are you debating between?" I asked instead, still a little high on my previous orgasm. It had been so intense.

"More than a few things Lila...." He trailed off and I found his eyes, so damn hungry for me....so full of lust it was almost frightening. Though I'm sure I looked at him the same.

"Do all of them." I whispered, leaning in to kiss his lips slowly, my hips matching the pace. Travis' hands squeezed my as.s and I knew he wanted more. I sunk down onto him, taking him to the root, moaning into his mouth at the feeling of beeing almost too full. "You're so big." I whimpered, pressing into him, my breasts crushed against his chest and my hair falling into my face as I kept kissing him.

"All of them huh?" He grinned against my lips. "We might not have the time." Travis picked me up, holding himself still inside of me as he moved to the bed, pulling out only to stare at me splayed out on the bed, waiting. "You're so beautiful Lil." he whispered, almost reverantly as he climbed on top, taking a breast in his mouth as he pushed back inside of me in an easy slide.

"Oh god...." I felt like I couldn't even remember to breathe as he worshiped my body. "Make the time." I begged, needing everything from him. At this point? I didn't care if we ever left the room. If he wanted to keep me tied to this bed as his sex slave I'd do it.

Travis moved his mouth to my other breast, wrapping his lips around my nipple before nibbling, his hips still moving at a steady pace.

"I can't, work keeps me busy a lot." he grinned once he pulled back enough to look at me, being sily.

"Ass." I breathed out with a moan even though I knew I was grinning as I wrapped my legs tight around his waist, wanting him to stay this way. He ran his hands up my sides as his face leveled mine again to look into my eyes.

"My ass? I know you like my ass." he grinned wider, cupping my breasts and squeezing them, then pinching my nips and pulling as me pressed me harder against the mattress, filling me as deep as he could.

"Oh my god." my head rolled back and my nails sunk into the skin of his shoulders, "You're a smartass instead." I choked out. Travis slid a hand behind her, moving it down my back before stopping right where the curve of my ass started.

"All this talking is tempting me." he groaned, and I shivered against him, probably giving him a wide eyed look as I thought about how it would feel for him to be inside of me this way. "Not tonight." he smirked a little as he pressed his lips on mine, teasing me again as he kissed me, harder and harder to match the movementss of his hips. His hand reached for my leg and set m my calf on hsi shoulder. "God...I love f.ucking you." I moved my hands down to grip the sheets as his movements got more erratic, harder, less controled. I tightened around him and he let out a growl.

"Lila." He looked into my eyes, our gazes locked as even while our bodies were crashing together again and again.

"Please." I whispered, my plea overwhelmed by a moan when he hit my spot just right, that spot that no other man had ever been able to find but him.

"Come apart for me Lil." he said softly. "Right now, with me deep inside you. I'm waiting for you, show me what I do to you." He thrust his hips up one last time and I broke, exploding into a thousand tiny pieces again and trying to remember to breathe but when I finally found myself again Travis wass gripping my hips tight and coming so hard inside of me, filling me up. The feeling shot me over the edge I didn't know I could go over and I was coming again, the world we were on leaving us for precious minutes of pure bliss. I let out a strangled groan, too overwhelmed and worn out to think as he kept mindlessly pumping inside of me.

"Travis." I whispered, wrapping my arms around him and holding him tight against me as he let himself fall, his weight pressing into me. God it felt so good.

"That was...."

"Awesome." I grinned, finishing his sentence and looking into those gorgeous eyes. My whole body felt high and alive with him, like I could do anything. "I'm not sure we've quite worked off that cake though...." I bit my lip. "We might have to have a round two." I winked and he groaned, lowering his lips to kiss me fiercely. Fu.ck when he kissed me like this I lost all control. Travis broke the kiss and I bit down on my bottom lip before pulling his head back slightly.

"And a round three." I smirked as he pushed my hair out of my eyes.

"A round four too." I added with a smirk, knowing he could go on all night.

"I think you're getting ahead of yourself now." Travis said faking a serious expression and chuckled before I whimpered when he rolled his hips, reminding me that he was still hard inside of me.....not that I'd forgotten.

"Trav..." I shivered, my eyes closing as Travis nuzzled my neck before pulling out of me slowly.

"The break I'm going to give you is a very short one." he muttered as he rolled off me and sat up, pulling away.

"Hey where are you going?" I asked as I sat up to pres my body back against his. He smirked down at me and wrapped his arm around my shoulders.

"I'm going nowhere b-" he cut himself off and looked shocked and disgusted for a second. I blinked, wondering if I had food in my teeth or something. "Beautiful." he said finally, kissing my forehead, but seeming okay....that was weird.

"This is nice." I said softly moving my hands up and down his abdomen

"My stomach?" Travis asked with a smug grin on his lips, looking down at me and laughing as I slapped those perfect, "I know, I know." he grinned wider and reached for my body, hovering over me at first then rolling us over so that I was on top. I set my hands on his collerbone and leaned my chin against my palm.

"What are you thinking about Mr perfect abs?" He looked frightened again and I resisted rolling my eyes.

"I'm not thinking." he deflected. I rolled them again. "I'm not overthinking." he corrected and this time I just raised one eyebrow, sohe went on, offering a smile, "I'm thiking about how nice is having this gorgeous naked girl here"

"You shouldn't say things like that." I smirked rolling away from him onto my back. Travis shifted to his side, setting his head in his hands.

"Why's that?"

"Because it will make me ask you what you're thinking more often and I know how much you love that." Travis blinked at me before laughing and shaking his head.

"You're something else Lil." he replied softly. I smiled and reached out to cup his face.

"I love you." I said seriously. Travis groaned and closed his eyes, but he didn't pull away from me.

"Lila." It was a warning. The "let's not have this conversation warning." But what was the worst that could happen? I was already in love with a man who didn't love me back.

"So much." I added. "And I know that should send me flying away from you instead of into your arms every chance I get because you'll never feel the same way. But that's not who I am. I didn't know if I could ever fall in love. As bittersweet as it is....it's still sweet. So I'm going to love you. And sometimes you're going to hear about it. I'm not pulling away. If you want to go ahead." Travis stared at me.

"You shouldn't." He replied after a few moments, his words dark. I leaned in and kissed him again.

"Why? Because I'll get hurt?" He nodded.

"Yes."

"It already hurts. At least when I'm with you it hurts less." He groaned and pulled away finally.

"Because you're pretended we're something we're not. I can't give you what you want."

"...but this is what I want. Just you. I don't want you to change, don't want you to give up anything or be different. I fell in love with the man you are."

"Stop....god. Please..." Travis choked out, running his hands through his hair as he stood up and backed away from me. I followed him, sliding my hands up his chest slowly, knowing my touch was his weakness just like his was mine.

"I thought you said you weren't giving me a long break." I grinned wickedly, easily switching from the deep conversation to sex. I was better at sex anyways. "Will I have to get on my knees again?" I wiggled my brows suggestively and I could see Travis trying not to smirk, saw the wheels turning in his head about whether or not to just let me go. I wondered for the first time why he never said no to me. Why he kept coming back even though he knew I was far too attatched. Was it because he needed me like I needed him? Was it because some part of him wanted to be with me too? Or more likely....was it that he just didn't care about me at all?

"Maybe I should give you a break instead." Trav said seriously in a quiet voice, pushing my hair behind my ear before cupping my cheek as I watched him debate it in his head. I shook my head before he could say anything else.

"No." I said back, as serious as he had been, "I don't want any break." Travis reached up and cupped my other cheek, setting his forehead against mine and breathing in deeply.

"I should make better decisions." he mumbled against me. I moved my hands down his stomach, then slid my arms around his back, tugging him closer.

"See, being an old man doesn't always mean being wiser." I teased, waiting for him to open his eyes. "But if you keep frowning like this you'll get wrinkles and then you'll really be old."

"You should hate me and play with boys of your age instead." he sighed, shaking his head.

"They're no good to play." I smirked and then reached in tok kiss him slowly, softly, once, twice, then paused and kissed him again, this time letting my lips linger on his as I looked up into his eyes. "Play with me." I whispered. Travis pulled me in, letting me nuzzle my head into the crook of his neck.

"You're crazy."

"Are you saying it so that I can say I'm crazy for you?" I teased and when he pulled his head back to blink at me like I'd just said I had 5 arms I laughed, "Come on Trav! I was joking! Cheer up!"

"Okay." he said finally and picked my up, cupping my as in his hands as he carried me back to the bed.

"You're still so hard." I wriggled in his hold, biting down on my lip before laughing, "You must really like me."

"I do." he said, finally grinned as he set me in the middle of the bed before climibing next to me from behind, pulling to let my back rest against his chest.

"What are you doing now? Spooning me? You said we wouldn't sleep." I protested. Travis kissed my cheek, then my neck and my shoulder as his hand grabbed my leg and bent it at the knee before he was pushing into me fast and hard.

"We won't."

"Travis!!" I choked out as he held himself inside of me, so hard and thick and perfect. "Fu.ck." I let my head fall back against his shoulder as he placed teasing kisses against mine.

"Sleeping would be a waste of your perfect body Lila." I groaned and arched back as he started pumping slowly inside of me, teasing both of us.

"I hate waste." I let out in a breathy moan, focusing on feeling everything he was giving me, his hard body pressed against my back, muscles tensed and hot. His mouth kissing me in different places, my shoulder, my neck, my temple....his huge erection slowly stretching me everytime his hips rolled forward and I met him thrust for thrust. "God you feel good." I admitted, feeling overwhelmed by it as I tightened around him and he groaned.

"Ugh....you do. So damn good I can hardly believe it everytime...." He thrust his hips up, getting deep as I cried out and pressed up against him. "You're so fu.cking responsive Lil......every place I touch you......." His hand moved to my breast, thumb brushing feather soft against my nipple which instantly tightened and begged for more attention.

"I can't help it....." He pushed hard into me again and I groaned, needing more but knowing I'd be sore in the morning.

"I love it. I love how you are with me." he growled as he slow fu.cked me, watching me writhe and moan, so focused on me....too focused on me. It was making me fall harder, faster, deeper.

"Take me." I begged, needing him to make it about him, needing him to be selfish so I could detatch for at least a second or I'd lose my mind....if I hadn't already. "Please....." I begged, turning my head back to plead with my eyes. Travis looked into them and groaned, kissing me hard and fast before grabbing my waist, pulling me up so I was on my knees and sliding his hand up my spine to push me forward.

"Mine....." his hand ran back down my back and I shivered, waiting.

"Yes....god yes." Travis groaned as he grabbed my hips.

"Lift your perfect ass up..." I trailed off and growled, as I lifted myself up slightly and heard him groan. "Yes, like this Lil." he muttered before his hand came down firm on my ass and I moaned.

"Tell me what you want." I breathed out, setting my hands on the bed for support.

"Stay like this...let me give you all of me..." His voice was low as his fingers sunk into my hips and he started moving his own, pushing inside of me at a steady hard pace, giving it to me over and over. "Oh fuck." I arched my back instinctively reaching for more of whatever he could give me.

"Travis." I moaned loudly, tossing my head back, "Oh my god Travis!"

"Don't fucking move." Travis roared, his strong words almost pushing me over the edge. "I need you still." he added, clearly holding back, clearly about to lose it as I tried to tense an still on top of him while his dick slid in and out of me.

"I can't!" I cried out, pleasure mixed with frustration. I felt Travis' stomach press against me as he sat up, groaning with me when he got even deeper, so deep I'd never felt anything like it in my life.

"Christ." He I moaned, tightening hard as I fought to prolong the moment. Travis supported my body as he helped me start moving again, the feeling so intense I felt like I could pass out.

"Take me all Lila." he ordered, and I was all to happy to obey, moving my hips so we were moving as one again as I grabbed his hands and ran them up my stomach to cup my breasts. ,

"Lila." he choked out, so lost in me it barely even sounded like him.

"It's so good...." I choked out, my body tighting and preparing itself for an explosion I knew would be epic.

"When you cum it will be with me. For me." he ordered, his hands on my breasts were greedy, like he couldnt' get enough. I knew the feeling.

"Yes." I moaned, nodding feeling so high on him that I didn't even know where we were anymore. It didn't matter.

"You're so sexy...your skin...god it's so fu.cking soft."

"You're getting bigger inside of me Trav....I can barely take it." Tears were forming in my eyes from how badly I needed my release. I felt Travis nuzzle my neck and breathe in before nipping me there.

"I know....let go baby." He paused and groaned before giving it to me harder than before, harder than I knew was possible. "Fu.cking hell....Now!" I came with a cry, the orgasm totally overtaking my body as Travis roared, almost drowning me out. It seemed to go on for forever, the pleasure so intense it was almost too much. Way too much.

"Oh my god...oh my god...." I collapsed and Travis caught me, holding me against him as we both rode out the final waves of the most intense climax of my life, his name falling from my lips like I was a broken record.

"Lila." he groaned, wrapping his arms aroundm me, holding me so tight, kissing across my shoulders.

"If it gets any better than that you'll kill me." I joked though it was mostly true. He ruined me. Travis brushed his nose against the nape of my neck before kissing between my shoulders, making a shiver run through me.

"I'd never kill you."

"Does it mean it won't get better?" I teased as I turned my head to look at him. He was staring back at me with such utter adoration it made my chest ache. He cared about me. I knew he did. He laughed and it broke the small moment until he hugged me tight.

"I don't think you could handle anything right now." he said quietly, taking a deep breath as I furrowed my brows. He was wrong.

"I can instead." I retorted stubbornly.

"Oh really." Travis raised one eyebrow at me as he reached for my hips. "Get up." I leaned back further against his chest instead, doing the opposite.

"No, I want to keep you inside of me."

"We can't stay like this forever." Trav ran his mouth up my neck before nibbling gently. "Get up cutie." I rolled my eyes before trying to lift up onto my knees only my legs gave out and I barely had moved at all as I cursed and heard Travis start laughing.

"I told you!" he laughed more as he pulled me down with him, lying on the bed and rolling until he was on top of me, staring into my eyes with a smile as I pouted. "I'll take care of you, don't worry if you wont be able to walk for a while." he teased, pressing his lips on mine as he slid out of me slowly, making me groan.

"Oh god I've just done the impossible." Travis rose a brow at me and I smirked. "I've made your ego even bigger." Travis laughed again as I held back my onwn laugh, loving seeing him so relaxed and easy. So many people only saw him as a grumpy business man but right now? He was all satisfied man without a care. Which wasn't true...but for now? It could be.

"You do lots of things that most people can't." He grinned and kissed my nose before pulling me into his hard body.

"I'll take that as a compliment." I replied, cuddling into his side, inhaling his scent as he played with my hair and feeling like I was about to sleep better than I ever had.

"It was." Were the last words I heard as I fell asleep.