i like to push it and push it until my luck is over

i like to push it and push it until my luck is over by ssaarah

 

 

 

Travis slid his hands up my arms to pin them above my head.

"I have a dinner to go to in 20 minutes." I teased. He gave me an amused look as he pressed his hard body against mine.

"Oh do you? Like I had yesterday?" He asked, making me remember how I'd tricked him into staying inside of me instead.

"I'm not as easily seduced as you." I tried not to laugh even when he did, a low sexy laugh that always sent chills through me.

"You know better than to lie to me Lil." he replied, his mouth capturing my breast and tugging with just the right amount of pressure to make me squirm as I held back a moan.

"I'll never learn with orgasms as my punishment." I smirked, wrapping my legs around his waist and flipping our position.

"Oh yes, I forgot you're too young to learn for yourself." I shot him a smile that probably just looked ridiculous, but for some reason it warmed my heart whenever we teased each other.

"You forget a lot being so old." I said back, using my leverage to slide off of him and walk from the couch to the fridge, grabbing a waterbottle. One of these days we were going to have to have enough patience to make it to a bedroom. Not that I really cared one way or the other.

"I know, wisdom comes with a price." he said casually and I felt his eyes on me as I walked back to the couch and his attention turned to his phone.

"Bad news?" I asked as I opened my water and took a sip.

"What?"

"You got all serious all of a sudden." I replied, not wanting to seem clingy or too curious. "What is that about?" I pushed in spite of myself.

"I'm making plans for tonight." he said simply, shooting a text back to whoever he was talking to. I poked him.

"Are you really letting me go to dinner?" I teased. Trav tossed his phone into the pile of his clothes and then looked back at me as he ran his hand through his hair.

"I thought you had to go." he pointed out with a smirk on his too handsome face, watching as I shrugged and pouted. That made him laugh and pull me into his lap, "Make up your mind beautiful."

Travis reached out and held my head in his hands before kissing me long and hard, his kisses always so different from the way we had sex. In a good way, but it was pretty confusing.

"I do. I have a hot date." I winked at Trav and he shot me a look.

"Oh so you invited me over as insurance that you wouldn't put out on the first date?" I laughed.

"How do you know it's a first date?" I teased before pressing my breasts against his hard chest. Travis groaned and moved his hands to slowly move up and down my bare back.

"I don't really care Lil." He said offhandedly, an obvious response from him.

"Then don't ask." I reached forward and kissed him quickly as I swept my hair up into a messy bun and then walked to my closet, hearing him get dressed. That was a shame, I should have stayed for the show. Watching Travis put clothes on was almost as sexy as taking them off. Almost. I walked out and held out two dresses, one black one cobalt blue.

"Which one says fu.ckable but you're not actually getting any tonight?" he rose a brow.

"Neither." he slipped into his leather jacket and I shrugged, slipping the blue one over my head.

"Not wearing underwear usually is a clue you're DTF Lil." he teased and I turned to grin at him as I stepped into a pair of heels.

"I usually am." his eyes traveled over me and he stepped forward, reaching for my waist to haul me into him again.

"With me." he added, and I might have been hallucinating when I noticed a hint of possesiveness in his tone. "However I want you." I licked my lips slowly.

"Do you think you're the only man I'm sleeping with?" I asked him, tilting my head to the side. "I'm not so naive to think we're monogomous Trav."

"Whatever you say beautiful." I resisted the urge to sigh. He was the most complicated man who tried to be uncomplicated. I slid my hands slowly under his jacket and rested them against his chest.

"Are you saying we are instead?"

"I don't really care Lil." he said predictably, "You can do whatever you want, I don't even want to know. We're just fucking." I opened my mouth to protest. I might just be a fuck buddy but he better as hell not put me in the same grouping as his one night stands. "Yes I know, I know. I like talking to you too so it's a plus." he cut me off, reading my mind.

"You're not that good at talking." I said after a few moments of silence. Trav pressed a quick kiss on his lips, reaching for his helmet with one hand and setting a cigarette between his lips with the other.

"I make up for that plenty. Have a nice night Lil." He smirked at me and then left, leaving me to slip into some new shoes and brush out my hair, applying some light makeup before heading out to wait for Dan to pick me up. Travis was still there, smoking."Out already?"

"I'm waiting for my date to pick me up." I explained simply and shrugged, avoiding his gaze and looking at the street instead, not wanting Dan to know I'd had Travis over before, not that he would care or understand....but still.

"What a gentleman." he commented nonchalantly, his words coming out from his mouth mixed with smoke and a hint of amusement.

"How is it you make that disgusting habit sexy?" I glared at him and he just smirked wider.

"Talent." I heard my phone vibrate and pulled it out of my pocket.

"Awesome." I shook my head as I read it. A blow off text message from my date. I was worth more than that wasn't I?! I threw Travis a weak smile.

"Have a good night." I turned to go back into my apartment, embarrassment mixed with anger coursing through me.

"Hey." I turned back, not wanting to admit to Mr. Sex god that I was apparently the girl you cancelled a date with by texting her.

"Yes?"

"Where are you going?" I swallowed and ran my hands through my hair.

"I'm getting stood up." I admitted finally. That was another weird thing about Travis. He made it hard to lie to him. Like I wanted to throw all my shit onto him because he didn't really want to date me so I wasn't scared he'd get scared. And I knew he lusted after me enough to come back later. He rose his brows.

"His loss." He said, though I could tell he was thinking something else.

"Why do guys cancel dates right before them anyways?! That's such a do.uchebag move!" I felt like throwing things, which was silly because honestly? I didn't even like the guy much. This shouldn't bother me! "I mean is it so hard to just spend an hour at a dinner small talking and probably picturing me naked?" Travis laughed.

"That could be a torture for some men." He replied, his eyes glittering with intimate knowledge of me naked. I sighed.

"I give up. Dating is overrated. I have awesome sex with a guy I barely like why bother dating?" I tried to joke.

"Barely like?" he gave me a fake wounded look. "I thought we'd at least moved on to mutual affection." I tried not to smile but I couldn't help it.

"Well you're better than text message blow off guy I'll give you that."

"I'm better than many guys, trust me." Travis retorted with a smug grin plastered on his face. I rolled my eyes, a habit I'd formed while hanging out with Travis.

"Damn you and your huge ego." He just shrugged.

"I deserve it." he said, as I ran my hand through my hair and looking at my keys "What are you going to do now?"

"I'll get into my pajamas and watch tv I guess." I admitted, always honest with him as I wasnn't with anyone else. Who knew why. I watched as Travis slowly, casually and unapologetically checked me out, his eyes taking in my whole body and making me hot and shaky.

"That'd be a shame, you're all dolled up." he commented with heat in his gorgeous eyes.

"What are you suggesting Mr Cole? It's hard to find a date last minute."

"You're right, you can't find someone to go on a date with." he said back, always sure to remind me we weren't dating, which was kind of an asshole move because I already knew it. "But you can come with me."

"That sounds like a date to me." I teased, playing the same games he was, knowing how to push his buttons.

"I made plans with my brother." he explained. "You can join us, or I can come upstairs with you again."

"I don't want to ruin your plans-"

"It's saturday night, you can't stay home alone." he cut me off as he tossed the cigarette on the sidewalk, "You just have to pick the option you like more."

"Can we combine the two?" I asked giving him a slow grin. He smirked.

"You mean you want me to come over after?" I nodded and walked over to his bike.

"Do you think your brother wants to date me? Call him up." I teased Travis who laughed.

"He doesn't date either." I got him an overdramatic roll of my eyes as I eyed the bike.

"Your married brother must be adopted." I commented. "Or have one hell of a wife."

"Both." Travis replied with amusement peppering his tone. "Get on."

"I'm glad I put on panties after all." I sighed as I maneuvered myself so I was straddling his back and holding on tight.

"Huh....I"m not." he teased as he pulled off and I fought the urge to yell at him for his complete disregard of all traffic laws. We pulled up to a popular club that had to be his brothers choice because it wasn't Travis's style at all. I eyed him as he helped me off my bike and he shrugged.

"Wasn't my idea." he replied as if he read my mind. I didn't mind, I'd been to the trendy place a few times before with girl friends and it was total club cheesy but it was better than being home alone tonight. Travis set his hand at the small of my back as he led me in and I wondered why. He made a point to say this wasn't a date, I figured he'd want to be seen as unattatched even if he was going home with me. I felt a little stab of self-loathing at the thoguht of being so easy....and I hoped Travis didn't think of me that way. I'd had more sex with him since we met than in probably my entire time at college. It wasn't about just being horny. It was about us. Together we could win the sex olympics. That was worth being slu.ty over.

"Lila." Travis' brother lit up as he guided me to a table in the back. "Good to see you again." He grinned his boyish smile that I'm sure brought women to their knees all the time. Jackson Cole was smoking hot, with the personality I usually went for in a man. Too bad my body basically belonged to tall dark and moody instead.

"You too." I grinned and let him pull me into the booth and kiss my cheek suggestively, probably trying to get a reaction out of Travis. Both of us knew it wouldn't work.

"I didn't know he was taking you too." Jackson said once he gave all his attention back to me.

"I'm all about surprises, you know me." Trav smirked at him as we got comfortable.

"Yes sure." He shot him an amused look then turned towards me with the more than charming grin on his face that looked so much like Travs.

"So tell me Lila, did he trick you into this just hoping you'd go back home with me? Because I'm telling you, I'm a lot better than him..." Travis laughed and I bit on my lip as I blushed.

"Actually he was nice enough to save my Saturday night and ask me to join you two." I said simply with a shrug.

"Nice?" Jackson widened his eyes in mock shock before looking back at me, "Tell me what you had to promise him back?"

"Guess." Travis cut into the conversation with a smirk on his tempting lips that went from ear to ear. Jackson laughed. I blushed deeper.

"Of course. I was silly to ask in the first place." He said as I glared at Travis. "I'm just jealous you get her...I'll have to find someone for myself too."

"Something tells me you won't have any problem with that." I replied seriously, sure that Jackson had no trouble finding women.

"Smart and gorgeous, you win Trav." He said to his brother with a serious face before breaking into another grin, his eyes moving from him to something behind him. More like someone. "That one." Trav and I followed his gaze to a decently pretty brunette.

"Since when you go for a 6?" Travis asked.

"Do you give votes to girls?!" I shouted at the boys, glaring at them.

"Don't worry darling, you're a 10."

"An 11." Jackson added, winking at me. I rolled my eyes at both of them.

"Men."

"Are you telling me you don't judge men based on attractiveness?" Jackson asked while still maintaining the eye fu.cking session he had going on with the brunette.

"Sure." I nodded. "If you'd sleep with him he's good enough, if you wouldn't he's ugly. Personality aside." I shrugged. Both Jackson and Travis started laughing.

"No way, girls are way pickier than that." He smirked.

"Once you open your mouth sure." I tried not to laugh as the brunette walked up to us. Jackson really could do much better. The girl had probably never been with a guy so good looking in her life. When she came close enough she noticed Travis and she visably preened. Travis on the other hand, wasn't even a little impressed. But he was the one who didn't have a girl sitting next to him.

"Hey." she grinned at Travis. "Wanna dance?" He rose he brows. I wondered if Travis danced. I'm sure he could, the man had no problems moving his body.

"No." he replied, keeping his eyes on me. It was hot as hell how he managed to make me feel like his hands were all over me even when he wasn't touching me. Like he didn't even need to touch me to let everyone know I was his. At least for now.

"Oh. Okay." she turned to walk away and I looked at Jackson.

"You're going to let her pout like that?" Jack shrugged.

"The more vulnerable she is, the easier she is." Travis laughed lightly while I shook my head.

"Yes, I'm sure it's so hard for you to get into girls pants. So much work saying hi, come home with me."

"So you're saying that in your system I'm good looking? You'd sleep with me?" He grinned with that boyish charm mixed with wicked intent that should have had me shivering in female delight. It just amused me.

"If I didn't know you and I was going through a slutty phase." I teased. "Maybe."

"If you keep hitting on Lila I doubt you'll find a girl to take home." Travis said to his brother, though he wasn't really mad, more like he found it funny. We all knew I was Travis', that Jackson could never get me, so it was silly that he was trying.

"What's the point of taking someone home when you're the one who's getting the eleven anyway?" He asked dramatically, being super silly as always. I laughed.

"Oh you stop it." I shook my head, "You have a lot to learn from your brother." I told Trav.

"I have to learn nothing." he smirked widely, "I got the eleven." Travis laughed at his own joke and I rolled my eyes at him.

"Stop calling me that."

"You should be proud of what you are instead." Jackson said back as he winked at him, for once being on the same side. I sat up with a long sigh.

"I think it's time to drink." I said seriously.

"Damn I like this girl Trav!" Jackson exlaimed as he wrapped his arm around me and smirked at Travis, "Can I borrow her?"

"Hey!" I pushed him away playfully, and Travis got up to reach out for me.

"Get your dirty hands off her."

"Your hands aren't any cleaner." He retorted, both boys grinning like morons as I got up and they followed.

"She likes it dirty." Travis shrugged as he got hold of my hand.

"Travis!" I chastised him and the brothers laughed, "How old are you?" I added, shaking my head.

"Much older than you." Travis moved his hand from mine to my back, the seemingly innocent touch anything but. Jackson started chatting up the brunette at the bar and I sipped my martini while Travis moved his thumb in slow circles against my back, a move that took no effort on his part but was seducing me fast.

"The girls at that batchelorette party over there are eyeing you Mr. Cole." I teased. I heard his low sexy laughter behind me.

"Are you trying to pawn me off?" I turned in his arms, pressed up against his hard body, setting my hands on his chest.

"No just enjoying being the bit.ch who's going home with the 11." I gave him a silly grin and he smiled, a real Travis smile that melted me.

"You're cute Lil." he pushed back my bangs and I pressed harder up against him.

"Dance with me." I offered pulling him backwards onto the dance floor. He shook his head.

"I'd rather get you tipsier." He teased, knowing by now how much dirtier I got when I was a little drunk.

"We have time for that too." I grinned. "I'm a good dancer though....you'd be missing out if you turned me down." I shot him a pout that usually got him to at least contemplate what I wanted.

"I think I'll live." he said with a smirk as he lifted his thumb to brush against my bottom lip. "And this won't work." I shot him a fake innocent look and pressed harder against me.

"What are you even talking about?" I asked looking up at him as I nibbled his finger. He rose a brow and grinned, still clearly amused as he dragged me back towards the bar.

"You should really stop acting all innocent Lil, it doesn't fit you. I shrugged nonchalantly,

"So what? You barely fit me and it's still a good thing." I heard Travis groan and from the look in his eyes? I thought for a moment he'd drag me to the nearest dark place and just fuck me here.

"I need a drink." he sighed and I grinned, loving how I had the same effect on him that he had on me...sexually anyways. I wriggled out of his hold to walk towards the bar and lean against the counter.

"Can I buy you one Mr Cole?" I asked as I tossed my head over my shoulder and gave him a naughty grin that matched me muh better than the innocence I'd been faking earlier. I felt Travs chest against my back, his hands on his hips, always touching me if he could. I was never big on PDA, even when I'd actually been dating Riley I liked my space in public. WIth Trav? I craved his touch. No matter where we were.

"No." he said against my ear. I grinned wider and sqirmed in his hold, starting to say something before the guy next to me spoke.

"Lila?"

"Dan?!" I blinked as I took in the good looking brunette....who had stood me up not more than two hours ago.

"Fu.ck." He was obviously already a little drunk, why else would he have up to me at all. "Shi.t you look amazing." I folded my arms over my chest.

"Yeah I usually do. Hows working late?" He gave me a sheepish grin and ran his hand through his hair.

"I um....I forgot I had told a friend I would go out with him...."

"So you'd rather be a wingman than be with me?" What did I see in this guy anyways? "And lie to me about it."

"Um."

"You're a moron. I wouldn't have been upset if you had told me right when you found out? Or maybe you could have at least hidden when you saw me instead of pointing out your lie?"

"You don't seem all that broken up about it." He commented, glaring at Travis.

"I'm not. Have fun going home alone." Dan parted his lips, but before he could say something else Travis stopped him in his deep voice.

"Leave her alone." he said coldly, his hands tightening on my waist, whether posessively or protectively I wasn't really sure. The guy muttered something under his breath and then walked away as I turned in Travis' hold.

"Why did you do that I could take care of it on my own." I glared, feeling it was sweet he stood up for me, but not understanding why. Trav laughed and slid his hands down my back to let them rest on my ass, his favorite place to hold me.

"I didn't want you to start a fight. You were pretty scary." he said in a fake serious tone. I rolled my eyes but I guess he had a point, though It seemed to work on that idiot.

"And that's your thing only right?" I teased and he spanked my ass cheek lazily, "Trav!" I protested. Kind of.

"What?" He grinned wider, tilting his head down and kissing me, coaxing me into melting into him before pulling away as I moaned. "You're welcome." This time it was my turn to laugh.

"Am I supposed to thank you for a kiss now?"

"Nope." he shook his head, damn smirk still in place, "You should thanking me for saving you from spending the night with a 3."

"He wasn't that bad."

"Don't lie to me or I'm going to spank you harder." he raised one eyebrow at me, playing games even though he knew he didn't need to. But it meant he was in a good mood and I loved that.

"How's that going to stop me from lying exactly?" I asked, turned on by the thought of him spanking me over and over...god he drove me nuts.

"Oh look at you two getting all cozy." Jacksons voice cut into the conversation with his usual bad timing, the smirk on his face looking scarily alike to Travis' but with a little more charm where Trav's was all ego.

"Still no luck with girls?" Travis asked, ignoring him.

"Never said that." he glared at his brother and again I saw the insane resemblance between them.

"Is your other brother as attractive as you two?" I asked Trav, tilting my head to the side.

"No." Travis and Jackson said together as I broke into a laugh.

"Your parents must be gorgeous." I replied, using the same silly line I'd heard girls tell my brothers over and over. Then again, my parents were.

"Good genes." Jackson winked and I tried not to laugh at the personality difference from a man who looked so much like the one wrapped around me.

"Mmmm." I looked up at Trav who had so much heat in his eyes I was getting wet just thinking about what he'd do to me when we got....well whereever we got before we couldn't wait anymore. Sometimes we didn't get in a building at all. "If you're not going to dance with me you should take me home." I told him, licking my lips and basically ignoring his brother.

"That's not going to make him want to dance with you." Jackson laughed, though I already knew that.

"Unless you want to hear me start talking dirty to your brother you should go find your own girl Jackson." I replied, not taking my eyes off Travis, who though he hadn't said much yet, was saying books full with the way he was looking at me. He wanted me, his patience was waning fast. Jackson grumbled something and I heard him walk away, probably towards the batchelorette party on the other side of the bar.

"You have a mouth on you tonight." Travis said, moving his hand to my cheek and running his thumb across it softly.

"I do. Wanna find out what else it can do?" I wiggled my brows at him in a silly suggestive move and he laughed.

"I think I already know Lil." I pouted and then turned in his arms to down the rest of my drink, pushing my ass up against his erection.

"I think there are still things about me you don't know......" I replied, looking over my shoulder and almost stripping right there from the way he was looking at me. Trav leant into me, stopping when his lips were just an inch from mine to smirk instead of kiss me.

"I think it's time to find out." he said slowly, my eyes moved to that wicked mouth before looking back at his eyes.

"Now?" I asked, breathy and turned on.

"Yes." he answered as he pulled away, starting for the exit, knowing I'd follow him. "Let's go."

"Okay Mr Cole." I reached out, temptation getting the best of me as I lightly spanked his fine ass. "Ops I couldn't resist. Feel free to reciprocate." I grinned, blushing a little, but not really sorry. Travis laughed, surprised but clearly amused.

"You're feisty tonight. I like it." he said quietly as we walked out the club.

"What else do you like?" I asked and shivered at the cool night air, stopping next to his bike. Trav took of his jacket and helped me put it on, it swallowing me up, but warming me too. He pulled me closer in the process, letting his hands rest on my ass.

"Maybe one day I'll tell you." I turned in his arms and he wrapped his around me, embracing me with his large body.

"Mmm." I looked up into his eyes and smiled at the silly sexy look on his face.

"What?" He asked, raising a brow. I bit my lip and shrugged.

"You're very good looking." I replied, itching to get him naked and inside of me. He was hot in his casual wear but nothing.....nothing beat Travis naked.

"Tell me something I don't know." He smirked wider and I rolled my eyes.

"Take me home Mr. Ego." I hopped onto his bike and waited for him to slide infront of me, grabbing my hands and wrapping them around his stomach. I moved them down.

"Lila." He growled as I stroked him.

"I'm not above starting now, so you better drive fast." Travis groaned.

"I always drive fast....this time you can't complain."

"Deal."