I don't want to get up oh, bring me what I need so, why are we losing time.

I don't want to get up oh, bring me what I need so, why are we losing time. by sassy

I closed the door of Gabe's room carefully, a quiet sigh escaping my lips as I walked towards Cami's bedroom and glanced at my watch in the process. It was 3 AM of Christmas night and despite how happy I was I also felt kind of weird. We had spent most of Christmas Eve at Cami's parents, we had had dinner there, and it had been surprisingly nice, or maybe I was just biased because all I cared about was with my family. After years making turns for who would have had Gabe a day and who the other we could finally be all together now. The official version for both our families was that we were doing it for Gabe, and it was for him too, but there was so much more to the story.

Once I stepped into the bedroom my eyes found Cami's and my lips curved into a smile immediatly. "He's finally sleeping." I announced quietly, walking to the bed and laying down next to her as I noticed that she had changed her clothes. She was now wearing some kind of nightgown, a short little thing that covered the parts I wanted to see bared but let exposed her neverending legs, I didn't know if it was because it was festive night of because I was used to see her sleep in my shirts, but she look absolutely irresistible, more than usual.
She bit down on her lip, looking at me through her lashes, "I hope so, his presents are already under the christmas tree." She said in a whisper, as if she was afraid he could pop out from nowhere and hear us.
"Well done maman." I grinned at her as I reached for her tiny body, pulling her against me and kissing up her neck. We had been in this same situation for months now, trapped in a bed that left us frustrated and wanting more, we had tried to go on a date and it had been perfect until my mom had called, saying that Gabe wanted mom really bad and she didn't know what to do anymore. So we had gone pick him up again, wondering what was happening to our boy who had always been pretty indipendent despite his age and our conclusion had been that he was living a transition phase because of school and he needed us more than usual. I didn't mind that, as long as it was transitory, both Cami and I would do anything to him, but on our side that meant no dates and, of course, no sex. It was starting to be ridiculous, then again we weren't used to be both parents and lovers at the same time, it had never happened before.
"It was a nice night, wasn't it?" She shivered as she wrapped her arms around my neck to hold me against her.
I nodded, inhaling her sweet scent, "It was." I agreed quietly as my hands reached for her leg to hook it around my waist, "Except for the part where I had to put Gabe to sleep."
"He ate too many sweets and was too excited." She said in a soft laugh that made me smile against her skin while I enjoyed the silence around us. It was nice being alone after a whole day when I had had to keep my hands to myself. "What are you thinking about?" She asked after a few seconds.
I pulled my head back to look at her, my hand reaching for her hair to push a wisp behind her ear while I considered her question. Truth was I was thinking about how much I wanted to be back with her, for real, being a couple in front of everyone, but I couldn't say that right now just like I couldn't admit the turmoil of feelings I held in my chest. "That I'm a lucky man." I said instead, meaning it, "And that you're beautiful." I added then pressed my lips against hers.
She responded to the kiss immediately, tightening her hold on me as she parted her lips for my tongue to slide into her mouth, letting me savour her. Just like every other night a kiss like that was enough for me to want to get lost into hers and never stop, but unless any other night I could feel that I had not even a little of self-restraint left in me. I shifted my body and moved it on top of hers, her legs going around my hips almost automatically as my hands slid under her nightgown, caressing her thighs, her sides, loving how every inch of her was heavenly soft and smooth yet burned under my touch.
Cami moaned into my mouth then her head fell back as she broke the kiss, breathless and shutting her eyes tightly. My lips moved down her neck. "Mmm..." She trailed off and sunk her teeth into her bottom lip, my mouth finding one of her lace covered breast at the exact moment my thumb brushed back and forth against her pierced nipple. That alone was so hot I didn't know how I'd survive the whole night, she killed me. "Ben," She said in a hushed moan, lifting her hips up to meet mine.
I pressed into her and my sweats were the only thing separating her from my now borderling aching erection. "Look at me," I said as I kept my eyes on her.
Her eyes fluttered open and she smiled as our eyes met. "Hi handsome," She said quietly, reaching for my hair and tangling a hand in it. A smile played on my lips and I flinched slightly when she moved her hips again, her nightgown already pushed up and exposing the matching panties underneath which weren't much more than a scrap of lace. "I feel overdressed right now," Her lips curved into a smirk as her hand dropped down the back of my neck, snaking when it got to my shoulders and letting her palm run along my chest.
"Did you dress up for me?" I reached for her wrist and pinned it above her head, holding it in place while her other fingers twisted in the sheets.
"Do you like it?" She asked instead and let her eyes flick down to my chest.
I brushed my nose against hers, wanting her eyes back on mine because I was obsessed, I needed to look at her and her to look at me no matter what we were doing. "I like it a lot." I said once she made eye contact again, a smirk playing on her lips when her cheeks turned pink, "But I like even more what's inside the nightgown."
She bit down on her lip again as she squirmed just so slightly underneath me, "What would that be?" She asked with an innocent tone that didn't match the look into her dark eyes.
I lowered myself onto her once again, my lips and my hands already missing her body even we were so close. "You." I said simply and pressed my lips against her neck, them leaving a trail of kisses as I moved them down her collarbone until I reached her chest where the silk of her skin was replaced by the silk of the nightgown. My hands ran up her thighs and grasped the hem of her gown to push it past her hips then further up until her navel was exposed. For a second I thought about when she was pregnant and her belly was round with our son, her whole body glowing with happiness. If I could have turn back time I would've done a lot more to keep her happy, but since years had passed now, it was useless to torture myself about the past, I needed to focus on the future instead, one I wanted to share with the love of my life.
"Ben." Cami said in a whisper, her eyes on me and her lips slightly parted as she held her breath, waiting for my next move.
"What baby?" I asked, looking at her face while I kept worshipping her body, kissing her flat stomach before capturing the hem of her panties with my teeth and yanking them down. She gasped but lifted her hips, helping me pushing the piece of lace down her long legs before I adjusted my hips between her thighs again. "You're not going to stop me right?" I added when she didn't say a word, my tone low and gentle like it always was with her. She was precious to me, and like all the precious things she had to be treated with love. In that moment I felt like when we were teens and it was our first time together, when I was waiting for her to give me a sign, anything, to go all the way.
"No," Cami replied in the same hushed tone, only her breath was getting heavier while mine left my lungs in relief. "I'd never stop you," She added, reassuring me like she knew I needed.
Without another word, I peeled the nightgown from her body and discarded it behind me on the floor. My gaze dropped down her, her perfect tight body blushing and I wasn't even really touching her yet, it was flattering. She reached for my shirt and pulled it over my head, her hands immediately dropping to the top of my sweats and trying to push them down when I grinned at her. "There's no rush," I replied even though after waiting for what felt and was forever I definitely didn't want to wait a second longer. Still, I wanted to savour the moment and her too, we'd have plenty of time for quickies, hopefully.
"I want you," She replied and bent her leg at the knee, leaning it against my hip. I tilted my head down and pressed my lips back against hers, grasping her waist when both of our hips met and a moan escaped her. My lips left hers in favor of moving down her neck, teasing her relentlessly. "God, I want you so bad..." She trailed off and closed her eyes, lifting her hips again to feel my erection.
"I'm here baby." I groaned as my hand reached for her knee, pushing it down gently until her leg was laying flat on the mattress. With my other hand I finally pushed down my sweats, getting rid of them as quick as possible before I adjusted myself between Cami's legs.
A low moan escaped her the moment our skin met while I nearly died for how close I was to be inside of her, we had waited for so long that it almost felt unreal now. "Finally." She breathed out and wrapped her arms around my neck, pushing me against her so that wasn't even an inch between us.
I pulled my head back just so slightly, my eyes finding hers and staring at her as my hand traveled down her side until it stopped on her knee, holding her leg from its back. "I can't believe it." I confessed in a low voice, feeling a little silly but I was just being honest.
Her lips curved into a smile, she didn't say a word though. Instead she leaned into me and kissed me, moaning against my mouth when I rocked my hips against her, the friction between us unbearable. With a quiet groan I shifted my body and positioned the head of my dick against her, her dark eyes widening a little in anticipation before I entered her in one roll of my hips, pushing all the way inside of her and nearly dying.
The growl that excaped me was as deep as her moan, they came from our core, and that said a lot about how much we wanted this, us. "I missed you so much." I breathed out as I propped myself up on my palms, glancing down where our bodies met as I pulled back then pushed all the way inside again, seeing stars. Nothing and no one felt as good as her, she was just perfect, and perfect to me.
"Fuck," Cami rushed out under her breath, a moan escaping her when I pulled back again, this time almost slipping completely out of her. Lifting her hips up to meet mine, she took every inch she could get, just like I wanted it. "I missed you so much," She mimicked my words as her head fell back into the pillow.
I lowered my head and she closed her eyes for a moment to catch her breath, as I moved my lips on her neck first and then her collarbone. Her eyes fluttered open just as my mouth found her breast, teasing the small piercing as I watched her closely, just looking at her like that, while I was inside of her too, was...there weren't words to describe how amazing it was. "You're soaking," I said instead while her teeth sunk into her bottom lip.
"Mmm..." She moaned, moving her hips slowly and nearly killing me.
Without another word, I slid my hand between her legs and started rubbing her clit carefully. A much louder moan left her as a grin spread across my face, "Shh baby."
"You're driving me crazy," She said in a whisper, smiling back at me and making my heart skip a beat.
"I'm trying." I said back as I kept smiling at her like an idiot, but I was the happiest idiot on earth and I didn't really care. For once I could wear my feelings on my face and not worry about it.
She bit down on her bottom lip, still looking as if she was struggling to hold back, "Did you forget how to do it?" She said in a breathy teasing voice, her own lips curved upwards as she stared up at me.
I shook my head, "I don't think so." I answered in a low tone as I reached for her leg, lifting it off the bed and in the air then pushing it towards her own body. My hips pulled back before hitting hers again, the new angle causing a new kind of friction and a pleasure that was so intense that I could have come in seconds.
Her mouth dropped open in what looked like a silent scream, her body tensing under mine and god, how I wished she could just scream instead. Lowering myself further, I pressed my lips against hers and kissed her hard, our tongues playing together as I pushed inside of her deeper and deeper at every thrust, barely feeling her nails sinking into my shoulders and leaving marks for sure. "Ben..." She trailed off against my mouth, my name had never sounded so sexy before, except for everytime it had fallen from her lips.
"I want to stay buried inside of you forever." I groaned as I moved my lips down her neck again, sucking and biting while I kept poundind inside of her.
"If you keep saying things like that, I'm going to cum for sure," Cami said honestly, her fingers tangling in my hair as she moaned into my ear. "Oh my god," She said in a whisper, her breaths hitched and her nipples hard against my chest.
"Are you close?" I asked in the same low tone she had used, groaning when she tightened around me. "Fuck."
She grinned as I groaned, tightening again, killing me. If she kept that up I didn't know how much longer I could resist without coming, fortunately I had the whole night to get lost inside of her. She parted her lips, a few seconds passing before she spoke, "I love how you feel," She said eventually.
"I love how you feel too." I said back in a whisper before locking my lips with hers, closing my eyes as I deepened the kiss. My hands moved to her knees, pushing them flat on the mattress as I spread her open for me to thrust inside of her harder.
She wrapped her arms around my neck as she moaned, her whole body tensing against mine and telling me that it wouldn't be long before she cum. "Ben." She breathed out against my lips, making me pull my head back to look at her as my hips followed only to hit hers a second later, "Ben!"
"God baby you're so amazing." I groaned when she tightened even more and I picked up a faster pace, my hands pressing on her knees and my body arching to lift my chest off of hers while my hips went back to hers again and again and again, every time deeper and harder to the point I couldn't think straight. All I had in my mind was her, how great she was in one million ways and how much I still loved her.
"Oh my god," Cami said in one quick breath, coming hard against my dick and not stopping.
My pace remained the same but it was just the last few amazing seconds of running toward my edge before falling free, my tensing up before I came, hard and long, my groans filling the room. "Oh mon dieu," I said quietly and a grin made its way onto her face as she laid my head back down on the pillow, reaching a hand for my hair and tangling her fingers in it as she guided my gaze to hers. We smiled at each other for what felt like an eternity, my hips still grinding against hers but so slowly I was almost motionless on top of her.
"Can we do that all night?" She asked and bit into her lip as she grinned at me.
I grinned back at her, looking into her eyes as I kissed her lips lazily, "All night every night?" I asked back, already knowing that one night would never be enough. We had already tried that and it hadn't ended well. Now we were in a completely different situation that made me hope for the best but nothing was ever certain in life, and surely it wasn't love.
"Thinking about the future already?" She bit down on my lip, whispering instead of talking and making me want to just never leave this bed.
I slid out of her slowly as I nodded, buying myself some time even though I didn't really need it. I was sure of what I wanted only I didn't know if it was the right situation to talk about it. Cami knew me enough to know that I'd never say something just because I was basically high on sex, or at least I hoped so. "Is it bad?" I pressed my lips against her neck before rolling over onto my side, wrapping my arms around her in the process to keep her against me.
"A future with you?" She asked and shook her head, setting her palm flat on my chest and draping a leg over mine. "It sounds perfect," She added in another whisper, almost as if she was afraid to have this conversation and I understood her. There were so many things to be scared of, being parents was a big challenge itself but if you added to that the fact that we were still young but we already had so much history together, or how our jobs didn't exactly made things easier.
My eyes flicked down to meet hers, noticing her red cheeks, "Really?" I asked, part of me surprised by her words.
"It's all I've ever wanted," She replied sincerely.
I stared at her a few seconds, wondering how I could have been so stupid not to see that. I had wasted so much time. "Does it mean...?" I let my words trail off because no matter how many times I had had that conversation in my mind, now that I had to talk to Cami all my confidence was nowhere to be found, I was too scared of ruining everything by picking the wrong words.
"You tell me what it means." She said simply, resting her hand on my chest as she stared up at me, our body motionless and the room unrealistically quiet.
"I..." I trailed off one more time as I broke eye contact. I took a deep breath then looked at her again, knowing it was the moment. "I want to be with you, go back to how we were." I paused, hearing myself, "No actually I want to build a future with you and Gabe rather than thinking about the past. You're the one for me Cami, you've always been and I'm sorry if I let you go the first time."
Cami looked at me with a big grin forming on her pink lips, taking a few seconds to digest my words but they felt like years to me. I needed to hear her voice. "Are you sure?" She asked eventually.
"I've never been so sure of anything in my entire life," I said and kissed her forehead, not having the heart of kissing her lips since I was waiting for her to speak her mind.
"I've loved you ever since we were kids," She said as a whisper, tangling a hand in my hair to guide my head back to hers. "I never stopped and I shouldn't have let you go instead."
"Cami..." I trailed off as her lips found my neck, my heart pounding hard in my chest and about to explode. It felt too good to be true, her words, her body against me...if it was a dream I didn't want to wake up.
Her teeth scrapped against my neck and I felt her breath on me. "I love you," She whispered in my ear before pressing a kiss behind it.
I pulled my head to look at her, my lips widening into a big smile that I was sure made me look like an idiot but I didn't care. She had said the words. "I love you too." I said back with no hesistation, feeling finally free since I had said but I had been thinking for...well, forever. She smiled back at me as she bore her eyes into mine and I took advantage of that moment of silence to pull her even closer to me before I angled my head to kiss her lips. I poured all myself into the kiss, feeling her melt into my arms as I finally felt relieved, it was as if there had always been a missing piece and now it was back to its place.
She broke the kiss regretfully, her lips still close to mine as she kept smiling, "What now?" She asked in a small voice and for a moment I swear she was my old Cami again and I was my old self.
I didn't resist and pressed another quick kiss on her lips, "Now everything you want." I answered simply, meaning it. Now that I had her she could ask me the world and I'd give it to her. Sure we had a lot to figure out, how to tell Gabe, how to tell to our family, but everything seemed secondary and easy now that we were back being 'us'.