I swallowed my beer and laughed as Kolton told me about his crazy weekend. He was almost making me regret I wasn't single anymore. Almost because I had the most amazing girl in the world and she was his sister, so I knew better than say that. "God that was crazy uh?" I shook my head.
"She was...damn." He let out a whistle, "I wish I asked her number."
"That good?" I widened my eyes, kind of surprised because he was...well, just like I used to be.
"You have no idea." He shook his head, wiping the bar counter.
"She was...damn." He let out a whistle, "I wish I asked her number."
"That good?" I widened my eyes, kind of surprised because he was...well, just like I used to be.
"You have no idea." He shook his head, wiping the bar counter.
"Travis?" Lila's voice got my attention and I turned my head, finding her there with a shocked expression on her face. "What...what are you doing here? What are you telling him?" She asked, this time looking at her brother.
"It's a secret." He winked at her.
"Is it bad?" She made a face, looking genuinely worried. "I didn't know you were planning to come here at Trenton's."
I wrapped my arm around her and kissed her cheek, "I don't need to tell you everything, do I?" I teased her. Even if I meant it.
She shrugged, "I'm just surprised."
"Come on Lila, we were just talking about girls." Kolton chuckled, "Do you want something to eat?"
"Yes she does." I answered for her.
Kolton grinned at me, nodding, "I thought so too." He said and headed to the kitchen.
I felt Lila's eyes on me and the fact that she was keeping quiet was odd. "What baby?" I asked as I pulled her closer.
"I thought you were working." She started. Then stopped.
"I was but then I wasn't anymore so I stopped here for a beer before going home." I explained simply because it was that simple. I liked the place, I liked her brother too now, so it was a win win situation. "It's not the first time I do this."
"But I didn't know you were friends with Kolton." She pointed out slowly.
"Now, friends would be pushing it..." I trailed off and smirked, cupping her face with my free hand and kissing her lips firmly.
“Mmm.” Lila grinned, melting into the kiss.
“Ugh.” Kolton made a face as he appeared again, which made her roll her eyes.
“Shut up Kolt.”
He handed her her favorite Trenton’s appetizer, Nachos with everything, and stuck his tongue out at her.“I didn’t even say anything. Girls.” He shook his head at me as I shrugged.
“She’s young.” I teased.
She rolled her eyes. “Young but wise.” She replied, digging into the food and glaring at me as I tried to take a chip. “Hey! Get your own!”
“You’re not going to eat all of this!” I retorted but Kolton laughed.
“Oh yes she is.” He shook his head. "She could eat two servings of our Nachos.”
She smiled and dipped into the guacamole. My little animal.
“Fine, but when you get fat you only have yourself to blame. I tried to help.” I smirked.
“You can help me not get fat in other ways.” She grinned wickedly at me and Kolton groaned again.
“You’re just saying shit like this because I’m here aren’t you?” He asked.
She nodded with a cheeky smile. “If only you had a woman you could return the favor and gross me out.” She replied. “Oh wait. You don’t. You’re single.”
“That just means I have many women.” He winked and took one of her nachos which made her glare at him.
“I’m not sure you can call the girls you date women. It’s a little too classy.” She teased as I laughed.
"Like you were any better.” Kolt asked him. “Don’t forget I knew you before you were with my sister.”
I laughed again. “I never said I was better.” I shook my head.
“Oh god, he was worse.” She admitted, adding more shit to her chip filled with cheese. “If anything that just proves that one day a woman will come along and knock your socks off.” She replied, smiling up at him.
“Hopefully that woman doesn’t talk with her mouth full.” Kolt replied, folding his arms over his chest. She threw a chip at him.
"See that's why I can't take her anywhere." I shook my head at Kolton before looking back to Lila. "She's like a little animal."
She rolled her eyes as she swallowed, "Uh I did just fine when you took me to that fancy restaurant in New York." She protested.
"That was just because it was at the beginning. You weren't showing your true self." I teased her, very amused at this point.
Kolton laughed and Lila glared at him. "You're my brother you're supposed to defend me!"
"Nah you can defend yourself just fine." He winked at her then went back to the back of the bar as someone called him.
"God maybe I liked it better when you didn't speak with my brothers. At least the only one you could gang up with was Jackson." She paused to stuff her mouth with more nachos.
"Don't worry, I talk with Kolton only, I still don't talk to all the others." I smirked at her, finishing my beer.
She let out a sigh this time and her face changed while I wanted to kick my own face for bringing the topic up. Great job Travis, really. "Yeah."
"Let's go home Lil, I can't wait to get out of this suit." I told her softly, kissing her forehead and getting up from my stool before leaving some money on the counter. She gave me a weird look. "What?"
"You're paying?" She asked with a brow raised.
"I'll always pay your brother Lil." I groaned and grabbed her hand as soon as she got up too. Just in time for Kolton to appear again and wave at us.
We walked outside and she nuzzled against my chest. "Your place or mine?"
"Mine." I told her, hugging her and then lifting her chin to kiss her lips. "Don't drive like a turtle." I smirked, pulling back regretfully and spanking her ass in the process.
She rolled her eyes, already heading to her car. "Don't get yourself killed."
I got on my bike and kept smirking as the engine roared to life, thinking that even now, when my life seemed so dull and boring sometimes, Lila was the thing that always kept me entertained. I kept my eyes on the road, but my mind was far, I felt so restless lately. Everything was actually fine, job, family, my girlfriend, and still I didn't feel content. As if something was missing. Sometimes I didn't even realize it and I got in an awful mood, with no apparent reason at all. I parked in my driveway and lit a cigarette as I waited for Lila, weighting out the options for tonight. I didn't want to go out. Maybe a movie or maybe I could just sleep.
"What are you thinking about handsome?" Lila asked as soon as she got out of her car.
"That my girlfriend was so damn slow I was falling asleep." I told her, putting out the cigarette into the ashtray next to my door.
"Someone's in a teasing mood." She smirked as we walked inside.
"I don't never know in which mood I am." I muttered and felt that thing again. I reached for Lila without another word, my hands gripping her tiny body tightly as I kissed her hard. Now that I thought about it better I didn't want to watch a movie, I didn't want to talk, I didn't want to sleep. I just wanted Lila and my brain to stop working.
Lila sank into the kiss, pressing her body against mine. “Trav…” She whispered against my lips.
“Mmmm.” I nuzzled her neck as I pressed her body up against the door.
“Are you okay?” She asked, somehow sensing...something. Sometimes I thought she knew me too well for my own good.
“Yeah.” I kissed her again and she finally kissed me harder. My hands tangled in her hair and pulled back so I had her head where I wanted and she groaned before biting my lower lip and tugging a little. “See? You are a little animal.” I chuckled.
She grinned and wiggled her brows at me. “Sometimes.” She teased, pushing off my suit coat and unbuttoning the shirt underneath. “I recall something about you not being able to wait to get naked.” She commented.
“I think what I really said was that I couldn’t wait to get out of this suit.” I smirked as she pushed off my shirt.
“Tomato Tomahto.” She shrugged and reached for my pants too, pushing them down and them pushing me back into the living room.
“Now I feel underdressed.” I grinned, standing only in black boxer briefs.
She pulled back and bit down on her lip as she just stared at me.
“You’re staring.”
“I know it’s awesome.” She grinned. “I feel like I want to sculpt you sometimes.” She admitted.
“Do you do sculpting?” I asked, barely interested at the slight change of topic.
She shrugged. “I’m not as good as I am at painting but I took a couple of classes. Just like I did with photography and modern art.”
“Is there anything you can’t do?” I questioned and I was tempted to point out her lack of cooking skills but I knew better so I ketp my mouth shut.
“I can’t go down on myself.” She replied cheekily.
I blinked and then laughed at her. “Ahh my feisty girl.” I reached for her and pulled her closer, kissing her hard and sliding the zipper down on her dress.
“I love when you laugh.” She whispered, letting her hands slide over the skin on my chest.
“I love that you make me laugh.” I admitted. “That’s impressive.”
“I am pretty impressive.” She admitted, wiggling against my body, trying to get as close as she could. “I love you Trav.” She whispered, looking into my eyes.
"I know." I grinned and pressed my lips against hers.
She glared and pushed her hands flat against my chest but I didn't move an inch. "Trav!"
I turned her in my arms then pushed her dress down, freeing her from the unnecessary clothing, "I love you too baby." I told her, spanking her in the process.
"Travis!" She jumped a little but let me do what I wanted as usual, which I loved.
"Mhm I love when you say my name like that." I mumbled against her neck, leading her towards the couch as I pressed her ass against my erection.
She moaned, arching into me. "I can tell." She responded as she lifted her arm and wrapped it around my neck.
"I'm obvious I know." I grinned and slid my hand into her panties, cupping her pussy and feeling how wet she was. "You're just as obvious."
"We match." She breathed out as she tilted her head back, setting it on my shoulder.
"You want me?" I teased her and slid my middle finger down her clit before finding her entrance and pushing my finger inside of her.
"Yes, so bad." She rubbed her ass against my erection, only making me harder if possible.
A low growl left me as I used my other hand to bare her chest, cupping her breast next and kneading it roughly. "We match again." I muttered, moving my finger as I used my thumb to rub her clit. "I'm so impatient." I admitted.
She moaned louder. "Take me...I'm yours." She begged already, never the one wanting to wait.
"You're so ready for me." I told her and lost the little patience I had left, taking my hands off of her only to rip her lingerie, my boxers going off next.
"I always am." She whimpered, setting her foot on the couch when I lifted her leg.
"Damn you're so hot." I groaned, spanking her ass once again before grabbing it and guiding myself inside of her. "Fuck baby." I hissed.
"You kill me." She chocked a moan, almost losing her balance when I thrusted harder inside of her.
I let the feeling of having her so hot and wet around me sink in, nothing else in that moment mattered...it was exactly what I needed. When I was so deep inside of her I felt peace. I swallowed as I bowed my head down, setting my forehead against her back while my hips moved relentlessly, fucking her at a steady pace. "No please. I said simply, not wanting to talk at all right now.
Lila groaned and tightened around me, making me growl into her neck as one hand moved back to her breast. My other hand gripped her hip hard as I sped up.
“Travis…” She whimpered, her voice pleading for, well, me.
I grabbed her ankle and set it on the ground, pushing her forward over the couch and fucking her harder without a word. Everywhere my hands gripped she knew would leave marks but I didn’t care because it felt too good.
“Shhh….” I whispered, my hand spanking her ass harder than usual.
She called out, arching her back. “More.” She groaned, only fueling me with her words.
“Lil.” I groaned and turned her around, almost tossing her onto the big couch.
She bit her lip and looked up at me with wide but trusting eyes, begging me to take what I needed, especially if she was what I needed. And she was. I groaned and she went to her knees, taking me in her mouth and bracing myself against my thighs. “Fuck.” I muttered unintelligently.
She groaned at my response before my hands tangled into her hair and I moved my hips, taking her mouth. She sucked me with everything she had, groaning as she pulled back for a breath.
“I can taste myself on you…..” She whispered but before she could take more I had picked her up and had her legs wrapped around my waist. I couldn't wait a second longer.
“Take all of me.” I growled before thrusting inside her hard and deep. I watched where our bodies met as I fucked her hard, my head buried into her neck but she tangled her hands into my hair and pulled me back to look into her eyes.
“I’m with you.” She whispered, tightening hard around me and gasping as I hit the spot that made her see stars, my eyes on hers as I got lost not only into her body but into her soul too. “Oh god…..” She choked, keeping her eyes on mine.
I swallowed as I stared into her eyes, tempted to close my own but I knew she wouldn't like that so I just focused on how gorgeous she was, her face twisted in pleasure as she tightened around me. "Baby." I groaned, pulling back a little only to thrust harder and deeper inside of her, feeling so close to come but at the same time I didn't want this to end. Ever.
She cupped my neck, holding onto it as she gave all herself to me. "Baby." She repeated and moved with me.
I cupped her ass and squeezed it, the light into her eyes telling me things...she was the one for me. I had never been so in love with anyone else and the fact that she knew my needs even without me talking said a lot. "Ugh." I groaned and with a final thrust I came, hard, almost unexpected, her own orgasm hitting her as we both moaned until there was nothing left. I wrapped my arms tight around her body and let us fall on the couch. I felt exhausted. But content. For a moment the only sound in my house was the one of our labored breathing.
She allowed me to slide out of her and cuddled against my side, her hand on my heart and her lips pressed against my neck. "Did I tell you that I love you?" She asked in a soft whisper.
I looked down, kissing her lips. "I don't mind hearing it again. I love you." I said back then adjusted my head on the cushion, closing my eyes.
"Trav..." She trailed off, still caressing my body while I enjoyed the feeling of her so warm and soft against me. "What's wrong?"
"Nothing baby." I answered quietly, my hand keeping her anchored to me. My brain was completely empty and that was how I wanted it to be.
"You didn't talk much while we made love." She pointed out even though it wasn't an accusation, or at least it didn't sound like one.
I allowed myself to smirk a little. "Did you want me to talk dirty to you?" I asked, trying to distract her.
She nibbled at my collarbone, "Not necessarily silly man. You know what I mean."
"I'm okay baby." I reassured her because I didn't know what was going on with me myself how was I supposed to explain?
"You just don't want to talk to me...you're not even looking into my eyes." She said back and I heard the worry in her tone.
I opened my eyes and bored them into hers. "I got offered another job." I told her even if that didn't have much to do with my mood.
She broke into a gorgeous smile. "That's great Trav!"
"In New York." I added and her face dropped. I squeezed her against me. "I'm not going to say yes, I couldn't never leave you or my family. My life is here."
“Trav if you were going to New York I would be going with you.” Lila said seriously.
“Oh?” I smirked but I was surprised at her words. I knew I wasn't going but still, I didn't expect her to tell me she'd come. I was such an idiot for being so clueless sometimes. This was serious, I had to remind myself.
“Damn right. You’re not getting rid of me by going to the other side of the country.” She shook her head. “If anything it would be easier for me to live in New York. It’s where the art scene is.” She replied.
“You would leave your family?” I asked and she just shrugged.
“Parker owns an airline Trav it’s not like I’d never see them again. But I wouldn’t want to. That’s why I didn’t stay on the east coast after college like all her friends did.”
“You wouldn’t want to….”
“But I would rather be with you than anything else. Don’t act like that surprises you Trav. There’s no way in hell I’m losing you again.” She replied, cuddling up closer to me.
“Mmm.” I replied as I replayed the words in my head. She didn't sound clingy, just honest which is always good, but still. It was a weird feeling.
“So you didn’t take the job, but it’s clearly tempting you. I know you’ve been restless at work, maybe it’s time to find something else.”
“Oh? Like what?” I asked while I hid my surprise once again, this time for another reason. Did she notice? Of course she did.
She shrugged. “Like…investment. You’re already doing that anyways and you have the money.”
“There’s a lot of risk in that.” I replied.
“Yeah, you’ve never taken risks before.” She laughed.
“You know what U mean.” I replied, shaking my head.
She slid her leg over mine and tangled our still slightly sweaty bodies together. “Baby, you don’t have to be the person who makes the smart decisions instead of the ones you really want anymore. Your family is fine, you don’t have to worry anymore.” She said softly. We’d never really talked about my work ethic before but I suspected someone else did that with her, like my brother Jax.
“It’s easy for you to say Lil.” I replied, looking at her with meaning in my eyes.
“It is you’re right.” She agreed. “But you’re still young baby, you have your whole life ahead of you, and you don’t have anyone to take care of. I can take care of myself and it’s not like we have kids.” She said and widened her eyes a little. What?
For a second in my mind flashed images of myself, holding a tiny baby which was Lila's baby for sure. Mine too. I didn't even know how my brain had gotten there, I never thought about kids, not since Karlie, and not my own kids anyway. It was a weird thought but to my great surprise it didn't freak me out like it had done before. There was a tiny dark place in my head where the thought of having kids and a family had always been, only it had never been a real possibility. But now? I didn't know. I wasn't getting any younger and it seemed like making babies was the new favorite sport of the people around me. I was with Lila and I knew she was the one for me...but a baby? Lila was still a baby herself and I wasn't sure if she wanted it anyway. At the beginning of our relationship she didn't even want a relationship, she didn't want to get married, to have her own family-
"Travis?!" She broke the silence and I blinked at her. "Say something, you're so deep into your thoughts."
I smiled at her, running my hand through her soft hair as I kept her close to me. "Sorry." I said simply.
She furrowed her brows, "What were you thinking about?" She asked slowly.
"Nothing." I replied quickly, not ready to share my thoughts. I was going to have another niece soon and that was enough. "Everything." I added with a smirk.
She didn't look impressed and rolled her eyes, "Don't be a smartass just now."
"I think you're right...partially." I started.
"That's still a victory for me." She commented flatly and that just amused me.
"I'm not that young anymore." I pointed out, poking her nose, "You're the young one."
"Oh yeah you've been telling me that since the day we met." She sighed, setting her chin on my chest and looking into my eyes, "Find another way to prove your point."
I adjusted my head against the cushion, staring at the ceiling, "I'm serious. I'm 32 and I think I chose my path years ago."
"You did but it was your second choice baby..." She trailed off in a soft voice.
"There were no others available and there aren't now either." I said seriously.
"Damn you're so stubborn." She muttered and bit down on my chest, which got her a spank on her ass. "Ouch!" She scrunched up her nose. "Can you at least promise me you'll think about it?"
I looked at her, my mind going back to imagining a future I had never thought it could become real. "Promise."
"It's a secret." He winked at her.
"Is it bad?" She made a face, looking genuinely worried. "I didn't know you were planning to come here at Trenton's."
I wrapped my arm around her and kissed her cheek, "I don't need to tell you everything, do I?" I teased her. Even if I meant it.
She shrugged, "I'm just surprised."
"Come on Lila, we were just talking about girls." Kolton chuckled, "Do you want something to eat?"
"Yes she does." I answered for her.
Kolton grinned at me, nodding, "I thought so too." He said and headed to the kitchen.
I felt Lila's eyes on me and the fact that she was keeping quiet was odd. "What baby?" I asked as I pulled her closer.
"I thought you were working." She started. Then stopped.
"I was but then I wasn't anymore so I stopped here for a beer before going home." I explained simply because it was that simple. I liked the place, I liked her brother too now, so it was a win win situation. "It's not the first time I do this."
"But I didn't know you were friends with Kolton." She pointed out slowly.
"Now, friends would be pushing it..." I trailed off and smirked, cupping her face with my free hand and kissing her lips firmly.
“Mmm.” Lila grinned, melting into the kiss.
“Ugh.” Kolton made a face as he appeared again, which made her roll her eyes.
“Shut up Kolt.”
He handed her her favorite Trenton’s appetizer, Nachos with everything, and stuck his tongue out at her.“I didn’t even say anything. Girls.” He shook his head at me as I shrugged.
“She’s young.” I teased.
She rolled her eyes. “Young but wise.” She replied, digging into the food and glaring at me as I tried to take a chip. “Hey! Get your own!”
“You’re not going to eat all of this!” I retorted but Kolton laughed.
“Oh yes she is.” He shook his head. "She could eat two servings of our Nachos.”
She smiled and dipped into the guacamole. My little animal.
“Fine, but when you get fat you only have yourself to blame. I tried to help.” I smirked.
“You can help me not get fat in other ways.” She grinned wickedly at me and Kolton groaned again.
“You’re just saying shit like this because I’m here aren’t you?” He asked.
She nodded with a cheeky smile. “If only you had a woman you could return the favor and gross me out.” She replied. “Oh wait. You don’t. You’re single.”
“That just means I have many women.” He winked and took one of her nachos which made her glare at him.
“I’m not sure you can call the girls you date women. It’s a little too classy.” She teased as I laughed.
"Like you were any better.” Kolt asked him. “Don’t forget I knew you before you were with my sister.”
I laughed again. “I never said I was better.” I shook my head.
“Oh god, he was worse.” She admitted, adding more shit to her chip filled with cheese. “If anything that just proves that one day a woman will come along and knock your socks off.” She replied, smiling up at him.
“Hopefully that woman doesn’t talk with her mouth full.” Kolt replied, folding his arms over his chest. She threw a chip at him.
"See that's why I can't take her anywhere." I shook my head at Kolton before looking back to Lila. "She's like a little animal."
She rolled her eyes as she swallowed, "Uh I did just fine when you took me to that fancy restaurant in New York." She protested.
"That was just because it was at the beginning. You weren't showing your true self." I teased her, very amused at this point.
Kolton laughed and Lila glared at him. "You're my brother you're supposed to defend me!"
"Nah you can defend yourself just fine." He winked at her then went back to the back of the bar as someone called him.
"God maybe I liked it better when you didn't speak with my brothers. At least the only one you could gang up with was Jackson." She paused to stuff her mouth with more nachos.
"Don't worry, I talk with Kolton only, I still don't talk to all the others." I smirked at her, finishing my beer.
She let out a sigh this time and her face changed while I wanted to kick my own face for bringing the topic up. Great job Travis, really. "Yeah."
"Let's go home Lil, I can't wait to get out of this suit." I told her softly, kissing her forehead and getting up from my stool before leaving some money on the counter. She gave me a weird look. "What?"
"You're paying?" She asked with a brow raised.
"I'll always pay your brother Lil." I groaned and grabbed her hand as soon as she got up too. Just in time for Kolton to appear again and wave at us.
We walked outside and she nuzzled against my chest. "Your place or mine?"
"Mine." I told her, hugging her and then lifting her chin to kiss her lips. "Don't drive like a turtle." I smirked, pulling back regretfully and spanking her ass in the process.
She rolled her eyes, already heading to her car. "Don't get yourself killed."
I got on my bike and kept smirking as the engine roared to life, thinking that even now, when my life seemed so dull and boring sometimes, Lila was the thing that always kept me entertained. I kept my eyes on the road, but my mind was far, I felt so restless lately. Everything was actually fine, job, family, my girlfriend, and still I didn't feel content. As if something was missing. Sometimes I didn't even realize it and I got in an awful mood, with no apparent reason at all. I parked in my driveway and lit a cigarette as I waited for Lila, weighting out the options for tonight. I didn't want to go out. Maybe a movie or maybe I could just sleep.
"What are you thinking about handsome?" Lila asked as soon as she got out of her car.
"That my girlfriend was so damn slow I was falling asleep." I told her, putting out the cigarette into the ashtray next to my door.
"Someone's in a teasing mood." She smirked as we walked inside.
"I don't never know in which mood I am." I muttered and felt that thing again. I reached for Lila without another word, my hands gripping her tiny body tightly as I kissed her hard. Now that I thought about it better I didn't want to watch a movie, I didn't want to talk, I didn't want to sleep. I just wanted Lila and my brain to stop working.
Lila sank into the kiss, pressing her body against mine. “Trav…” She whispered against my lips.
“Mmmm.” I nuzzled her neck as I pressed her body up against the door.
“Are you okay?” She asked, somehow sensing...something. Sometimes I thought she knew me too well for my own good.
“Yeah.” I kissed her again and she finally kissed me harder. My hands tangled in her hair and pulled back so I had her head where I wanted and she groaned before biting my lower lip and tugging a little. “See? You are a little animal.” I chuckled.
She grinned and wiggled her brows at me. “Sometimes.” She teased, pushing off my suit coat and unbuttoning the shirt underneath. “I recall something about you not being able to wait to get naked.” She commented.
“I think what I really said was that I couldn’t wait to get out of this suit.” I smirked as she pushed off my shirt.
“Tomato Tomahto.” She shrugged and reached for my pants too, pushing them down and them pushing me back into the living room.
“Now I feel underdressed.” I grinned, standing only in black boxer briefs.
She pulled back and bit down on her lip as she just stared at me.
“You’re staring.”
“I know it’s awesome.” She grinned. “I feel like I want to sculpt you sometimes.” She admitted.
“Do you do sculpting?” I asked, barely interested at the slight change of topic.
She shrugged. “I’m not as good as I am at painting but I took a couple of classes. Just like I did with photography and modern art.”
“Is there anything you can’t do?” I questioned and I was tempted to point out her lack of cooking skills but I knew better so I ketp my mouth shut.
“I can’t go down on myself.” She replied cheekily.
I blinked and then laughed at her. “Ahh my feisty girl.” I reached for her and pulled her closer, kissing her hard and sliding the zipper down on her dress.
“I love when you laugh.” She whispered, letting her hands slide over the skin on my chest.
“I love that you make me laugh.” I admitted. “That’s impressive.”
“I am pretty impressive.” She admitted, wiggling against my body, trying to get as close as she could. “I love you Trav.” She whispered, looking into my eyes.
"I know." I grinned and pressed my lips against hers.
She glared and pushed her hands flat against my chest but I didn't move an inch. "Trav!"
I turned her in my arms then pushed her dress down, freeing her from the unnecessary clothing, "I love you too baby." I told her, spanking her in the process.
"Travis!" She jumped a little but let me do what I wanted as usual, which I loved.
"Mhm I love when you say my name like that." I mumbled against her neck, leading her towards the couch as I pressed her ass against my erection.
She moaned, arching into me. "I can tell." She responded as she lifted her arm and wrapped it around my neck.
"I'm obvious I know." I grinned and slid my hand into her panties, cupping her pussy and feeling how wet she was. "You're just as obvious."
"We match." She breathed out as she tilted her head back, setting it on my shoulder.
"You want me?" I teased her and slid my middle finger down her clit before finding her entrance and pushing my finger inside of her.
"Yes, so bad." She rubbed her ass against my erection, only making me harder if possible.
A low growl left me as I used my other hand to bare her chest, cupping her breast next and kneading it roughly. "We match again." I muttered, moving my finger as I used my thumb to rub her clit. "I'm so impatient." I admitted.
She moaned louder. "Take me...I'm yours." She begged already, never the one wanting to wait.
"You're so ready for me." I told her and lost the little patience I had left, taking my hands off of her only to rip her lingerie, my boxers going off next.
"I always am." She whimpered, setting her foot on the couch when I lifted her leg.
"Damn you're so hot." I groaned, spanking her ass once again before grabbing it and guiding myself inside of her. "Fuck baby." I hissed.
"You kill me." She chocked a moan, almost losing her balance when I thrusted harder inside of her.
I let the feeling of having her so hot and wet around me sink in, nothing else in that moment mattered...it was exactly what I needed. When I was so deep inside of her I felt peace. I swallowed as I bowed my head down, setting my forehead against her back while my hips moved relentlessly, fucking her at a steady pace. "No please. I said simply, not wanting to talk at all right now.
Lila groaned and tightened around me, making me growl into her neck as one hand moved back to her breast. My other hand gripped her hip hard as I sped up.
“Travis…” She whimpered, her voice pleading for, well, me.
I grabbed her ankle and set it on the ground, pushing her forward over the couch and fucking her harder without a word. Everywhere my hands gripped she knew would leave marks but I didn’t care because it felt too good.
“Shhh….” I whispered, my hand spanking her ass harder than usual.
She called out, arching her back. “More.” She groaned, only fueling me with her words.
“Lil.” I groaned and turned her around, almost tossing her onto the big couch.
She bit her lip and looked up at me with wide but trusting eyes, begging me to take what I needed, especially if she was what I needed. And she was. I groaned and she went to her knees, taking me in her mouth and bracing myself against my thighs. “Fuck.” I muttered unintelligently.
She groaned at my response before my hands tangled into her hair and I moved my hips, taking her mouth. She sucked me with everything she had, groaning as she pulled back for a breath.
“I can taste myself on you…..” She whispered but before she could take more I had picked her up and had her legs wrapped around my waist. I couldn't wait a second longer.
“Take all of me.” I growled before thrusting inside her hard and deep. I watched where our bodies met as I fucked her hard, my head buried into her neck but she tangled her hands into my hair and pulled me back to look into her eyes.
“I’m with you.” She whispered, tightening hard around me and gasping as I hit the spot that made her see stars, my eyes on hers as I got lost not only into her body but into her soul too. “Oh god…..” She choked, keeping her eyes on mine.
I swallowed as I stared into her eyes, tempted to close my own but I knew she wouldn't like that so I just focused on how gorgeous she was, her face twisted in pleasure as she tightened around me. "Baby." I groaned, pulling back a little only to thrust harder and deeper inside of her, feeling so close to come but at the same time I didn't want this to end. Ever.
She cupped my neck, holding onto it as she gave all herself to me. "Baby." She repeated and moved with me.
I cupped her ass and squeezed it, the light into her eyes telling me things...she was the one for me. I had never been so in love with anyone else and the fact that she knew my needs even without me talking said a lot. "Ugh." I groaned and with a final thrust I came, hard, almost unexpected, her own orgasm hitting her as we both moaned until there was nothing left. I wrapped my arms tight around her body and let us fall on the couch. I felt exhausted. But content. For a moment the only sound in my house was the one of our labored breathing.
She allowed me to slide out of her and cuddled against my side, her hand on my heart and her lips pressed against my neck. "Did I tell you that I love you?" She asked in a soft whisper.
I looked down, kissing her lips. "I don't mind hearing it again. I love you." I said back then adjusted my head on the cushion, closing my eyes.
"Trav..." She trailed off, still caressing my body while I enjoyed the feeling of her so warm and soft against me. "What's wrong?"
"Nothing baby." I answered quietly, my hand keeping her anchored to me. My brain was completely empty and that was how I wanted it to be.
"You didn't talk much while we made love." She pointed out even though it wasn't an accusation, or at least it didn't sound like one.
I allowed myself to smirk a little. "Did you want me to talk dirty to you?" I asked, trying to distract her.
She nibbled at my collarbone, "Not necessarily silly man. You know what I mean."
"I'm okay baby." I reassured her because I didn't know what was going on with me myself how was I supposed to explain?
"You just don't want to talk to me...you're not even looking into my eyes." She said back and I heard the worry in her tone.
I opened my eyes and bored them into hers. "I got offered another job." I told her even if that didn't have much to do with my mood.
She broke into a gorgeous smile. "That's great Trav!"
"In New York." I added and her face dropped. I squeezed her against me. "I'm not going to say yes, I couldn't never leave you or my family. My life is here."
“Trav if you were going to New York I would be going with you.” Lila said seriously.
“Oh?” I smirked but I was surprised at her words. I knew I wasn't going but still, I didn't expect her to tell me she'd come. I was such an idiot for being so clueless sometimes. This was serious, I had to remind myself.
“Damn right. You’re not getting rid of me by going to the other side of the country.” She shook her head. “If anything it would be easier for me to live in New York. It’s where the art scene is.” She replied.
“You would leave your family?” I asked and she just shrugged.
“Parker owns an airline Trav it’s not like I’d never see them again. But I wouldn’t want to. That’s why I didn’t stay on the east coast after college like all her friends did.”
“You wouldn’t want to….”
“But I would rather be with you than anything else. Don’t act like that surprises you Trav. There’s no way in hell I’m losing you again.” She replied, cuddling up closer to me.
“Mmm.” I replied as I replayed the words in my head. She didn't sound clingy, just honest which is always good, but still. It was a weird feeling.
“So you didn’t take the job, but it’s clearly tempting you. I know you’ve been restless at work, maybe it’s time to find something else.”
“Oh? Like what?” I asked while I hid my surprise once again, this time for another reason. Did she notice? Of course she did.
She shrugged. “Like…investment. You’re already doing that anyways and you have the money.”
“There’s a lot of risk in that.” I replied.
“Yeah, you’ve never taken risks before.” She laughed.
“You know what U mean.” I replied, shaking my head.
She slid her leg over mine and tangled our still slightly sweaty bodies together. “Baby, you don’t have to be the person who makes the smart decisions instead of the ones you really want anymore. Your family is fine, you don’t have to worry anymore.” She said softly. We’d never really talked about my work ethic before but I suspected someone else did that with her, like my brother Jax.
“It’s easy for you to say Lil.” I replied, looking at her with meaning in my eyes.
“It is you’re right.” She agreed. “But you’re still young baby, you have your whole life ahead of you, and you don’t have anyone to take care of. I can take care of myself and it’s not like we have kids.” She said and widened her eyes a little. What?
For a second in my mind flashed images of myself, holding a tiny baby which was Lila's baby for sure. Mine too. I didn't even know how my brain had gotten there, I never thought about kids, not since Karlie, and not my own kids anyway. It was a weird thought but to my great surprise it didn't freak me out like it had done before. There was a tiny dark place in my head where the thought of having kids and a family had always been, only it had never been a real possibility. But now? I didn't know. I wasn't getting any younger and it seemed like making babies was the new favorite sport of the people around me. I was with Lila and I knew she was the one for me...but a baby? Lila was still a baby herself and I wasn't sure if she wanted it anyway. At the beginning of our relationship she didn't even want a relationship, she didn't want to get married, to have her own family-
"Travis?!" She broke the silence and I blinked at her. "Say something, you're so deep into your thoughts."
I smiled at her, running my hand through her soft hair as I kept her close to me. "Sorry." I said simply.
She furrowed her brows, "What were you thinking about?" She asked slowly.
"Nothing." I replied quickly, not ready to share my thoughts. I was going to have another niece soon and that was enough. "Everything." I added with a smirk.
She didn't look impressed and rolled her eyes, "Don't be a smartass just now."
"I think you're right...partially." I started.
"That's still a victory for me." She commented flatly and that just amused me.
"I'm not that young anymore." I pointed out, poking her nose, "You're the young one."
"Oh yeah you've been telling me that since the day we met." She sighed, setting her chin on my chest and looking into my eyes, "Find another way to prove your point."
I adjusted my head against the cushion, staring at the ceiling, "I'm serious. I'm 32 and I think I chose my path years ago."
"You did but it was your second choice baby..." She trailed off in a soft voice.
"There were no others available and there aren't now either." I said seriously.
"Damn you're so stubborn." She muttered and bit down on my chest, which got her a spank on her ass. "Ouch!" She scrunched up her nose. "Can you at least promise me you'll think about it?"
I looked at her, my mind going back to imagining a future I had never thought it could become real. "Promise."
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