baby did I mention you're the only girl for me, no I don't need a next one

“Hey baby, what can I do for you?” I heard one of the guys working with me say. grinned up at me and I flushed as I looked down at my feet.
“Colbie?” I followed the voice that was so familiar to me to find my gorgeous and sexy girlfriend. That was unexpected.
“I was across the street at a meeting.” She explained, licking her lips.
“You know this girl Cole? She’s a knockout.” The guy shot her a wink and I rolled my eyes.
“All his girls are knockouts.” Another of my coworkers said, laughing with the rest of the crew.
“Yeah, knockout drunk.” The first one teased.
“Don’t you guys have some fucking work to do?” I asked, then came from outside the zone and smiled. “I’d kiss you but I’m gross.” I shrugged.
“If you don’t kiss me I might die.” She admitted, grabbing a handful of my dirty cotton shirt and pressing her lips hard against mine, kissing me like we were alone and not caring that we weren’t.

“Colbie.” I spoke against her mouth as she tangled her fingers in my hair.
“When’s your lunch break?”
I held her tighter, smirking and refusing to pull away, "Now." I breathed out, even though I was aware that I wasn't even close to my break. But did I need a break to stay with my girlfriend? Yes. More than the lunch I'd be skipping later.
She looked surprised, blinking her gorgeous eyes at me, "Already?" She asked and I could see the surprised being replaced by enthusiasm into her gaze.
"No, but now that I'm with you I don't want to let you go just yet." I said honestly as I kissed her again, before regretfully pulling away and turning to my coworkers. "I'm taking a break!" I yelled at them, ignoring the comments and wrapping my arm around Colbie instead as I urged her to walk. "Let's go baby."
She let me guide her, leaning into me immediately, "Where are we going?"
I thought about it. A dark alley? My car? Anywhere? I was so desperate to be with her, after our weekend away we hadn't had much time for sex and it was driving me crazy already. "Where you at a meeting?" I asked instead.
"Yes, these couple accepted the offer on their new apartment." She answered, but still sounded confused. Meanwhile, wheels in my head were turning.
"I want to see it." I broke into a grin. "Is it far?"
"No just across the street..." She trailed off slowly, raising one eyebrow, "Why?"
"I'm curious. I'm thinking about moving and I want to see what the city has to offer." I shrugged even though that wasn't the case. At all. I liked my place.
She looked even more confused than before, "But it's so far from where I live." She pointed out then blushed.
"It's already taken too." I grinned at her, pulling away only to let me lead to the condo.
Once inside the apartment, she closed the door behind us, giving me a weird look, "Do you want me to show you around?"
I was on her in less than a second, my hands grabbing her by her perfect a.ss and picking her up before pressing her against a wall. "No." I said seriously before kissing her hard.
Colbie moaned against my mouth, digging her hands into my hair as she melted into my embrace. “If I had a boss I would be so fired for this.” She whispered with a smirk.
“Good thing you don’t.” I replied, my hand already on the zipper of her dress, yanking it down roughly. My eyes were on fire, and it was a version of me she hadn’t experienced yet.
“I’d risk it anyways.” She admitted, grabbing fistfuls of my shirt and pulling it over my head as fast as she could with my help, needing to feel my skin.
“The way you were looking at me when you came up to the site…the way you kissed me on the street…” I groaned and she knew what I was trying to say before I finished.
“I’m sure all girls look at you like that.” She laughed as I finally got her dress off her body and groaned at her lingerie and thigh high stockings she had on underneath.
“Fuck.” I set her down and took a step back to look at her. “Were you planning to see me today?” I asked, my thumb tracing the lace at the top of her thigh.
“No.” She said seriously. “I always wear my best underwear when I close a deal. Makes me feel like I can do anything.” She smirked at the way I was looking at her now. “When I saw you working though…You are the sexiest man I’ve ever seen in my life.” She admitted.
“God Colbie you undo me.” I rasped out, my hands moving as if they were itching to touch her and ugh they did, I wanted her so bad I was losing my mind.
She reached behind her to unhook her bra and toss it aside then walked up to me and slid to her knees as she undid my belt. My hands cupped her head, tangling in her hair, before running over her cheeks and her neck while she clumsily pulled down my jeans and then my boxer briefs, my straining erection finally free. “You’ve never cum this way….” She pointed out as she slid her tongue up the underside of my shaft, her body shivering while I was having a hard time controlling myself. Very hard.
“She won’t today either.” I gritted out.
“Will you ever?” She looked up into my eyes as she slowly took me into her mouth and to the back of her throat and then sucked hard as she pulled back, making me growl like an animal.
“You haven’t finished here either….” She said, her hands running over her neck and collar bone and then down to her breasts before fisting me as she sucked me back into her mouth, this time not pulling away and clasping her thighs together to ease the ache.
"God Colbie." I groaned, almost too distracted by how good she was with her mouth to pay attention to her words. My fingers tangled with her hair as my hips thrusted forward, allowing her to take me deeper. "We never have enough time to do all the things I want to do to you and with you." I managed to say, getting harder just by the thought of how much more I wanted for her. Waiting was driving me crazy, but it was worth it and that was why I kept waiting as patiently as I could. "But once I'll have you in my bed I'll never let you leave it." I added in a raspy voice, my mouth dry because watching her as she bobbed her head and sucked me was just the hottest thing I had ever seen.
She moaned, a shiver going through her body while she pulled back only to slide my d.ick into her mouth once again, her tongue twirling around my erection in the process.
"F.uck." I swallowed, knowing I couldn't go on like this without coming into her mouth. And I wanted to give her as much pleasure as she was giving me, but I didn't have time to reciprocate, plus I really really wanted to be inside of her. The same fingers that before were keeping her in place, pulled at her hair to force her to pull back, my d.ick sliding out of her mouth and grasped by her hand as soon as her tongue leave it.
"I want to give you all you want." She breathed out as she looked up at me with big eyes, full of lust and emotion.
"You do." I said hurriedly and just as hurriedly I forced her back on her feet, making sure not to forget about her mouth as I pressed mine against hers in a deep kiss that got her moaning.
She broke the kiss, wrapping her arms around my neck and gasping when I turned her and pushed her against the wall again, "I want to give you more." She smirked a little.
"You will." I grinned back at her as I stared into her eyes, my hand sliding down her thigh to lift it and open her for me, "Be patient baby."
"I'm not."
"I'm not either." I groaned and a second later I entered her, feeling her both stretching and tightening at the same time.
“Jackson!” Colbie called out, wrapping her leg harder around my waist as I filled her with all of me. She felt deliciously full as I slid myself inside of her, looking deep into her eyes with so much love. “I love you.” She breathed out as my eyes got even darker. “God you feel so good.” Her back bowed against the wall as She struggled for the friction I wasn’t giving her.
Finally I pulled back, moving my eyes from her face to watch me glide out and then back into her at a pace that was much too slow. “Watch with me.” I growled and she followed my eyes to watch my thick erection plunge back into her, the view so damn erotic I felt her go wet around me. “Not enough.” I said and wrapped her other leg around my waist and I started fucking her in earnest, giving her all of me over and over again and telling her how beautiful she was, how good she felt and how I’d never felt this before for anyone else. It was all true.
“Jax.” She whimpered.
“You’re tight baby, god you’re so tight and soft….” My lips found her breasts and I worshiped them, laving the nipples with my tongue one by one before biting down with increasing pressure until she was writhing against me. It was too much and not enough all at the same time. “You like that.” I grinned up at her.
“I love it…..” She admitted.
“Want you like this for hours…..don’t have enough time….not enough.” I grumbled and she nodded since She knew we were both heading to our releases too fast even though we wanted more.
“Don’t stop please…..” She begged, wanting just a little longer, just a little more of the exquisite pleasure only my body could give her.
"Not until you come with me." I managed to say, my breath erratic, my voice deep and raspy, my brain completely blank and all I could think about while I was staring into her eyes and thrusting hard and deep inside of her, was that I loved her and that I was about to cum so hard and it was going to be so epic. Like it was every time and like every time I couldn't wait and at the same time I wanted to wait forever.
She tossed her head back once again, it almost hitting the wall behind her, "I'm so close baby, so close." She moaned, her nails sinking into my back.
A low growl escaped me when she tightened around me and my hands fled to her a.ss, cupping it, gripping it, holding it as I moved my hips fast and hard, slamming her against the wall and my d.ick deep all the way inside of her. "Oh baby." I groaned, "F.uck baby." I added unintelligently, too lost into her to make a sentence with a sense and too focused on the seconds separating me from my orgasm.
She broke first, her whole body tensing and spasming as a loud moan echoed through the empty apartment, "Oh my god Jax!" My name escaped her lips a first time then again and again and again until I couldn't hear anymore because my blood was roaring in my ears and I was coming with her, it being so long and intense that it was unreal.
"Damn what you do to me." I muttered as I came down from my climax with her, my hips still moving but slowly, lazily, almost as if I didn't want to pull out of her. And I really didn't want to.
She abandoned herself in my hold, placing soft kisses up my neck as she caught on her breath, "What?" She asked in a small breathy voice that didn't hide the smile I couldn't see but I knew was on her lips.
"Make me come and make me happy." I smirked and waited for her to pull her head back as I knew she would and pressed a kiss on her mouth.
"Is that all it takes to make a man happy?" Colbie smirked, enjoying the intense physical and emotional pleasure of making love to me.
I laughed and leaned in to nuzzle her neck, still making such slow love to her that her body felt re-energized all over again. "I think this happiness is specific to you." I whispered, capturing her lips in a kiss so sweet and hot it took her breath away. I looked into her eyes as I pushed back her hair and her legs shook.
"You're my happiness too." She choked out and I could see she was close again.
"Oh baby, yes. Give me one more beautiful girl....right now...show me..." I held my gaze with hers, not moving her hands to her clit or speeding up my movements, just letting my hips take me slowly over an edge so powerful her eyes watered as I looked into her and she choked out a long moan as her body broke into a million pieces and pulsed around me over and over.
"Jackson..." She whimpered.
"God I love you." I said almost reverently, groaning as I pulled out and cursed as we started rearranging our clothes.
"We should both just quit our jobs and spend tI rest of the day doing that." She only half joked.
"Don't you tempt me." I said back even more seriously. She laughed and helped me pull up my pants, staring into my eyes as dhe did the zipper and then the button.
"I love you too Jax. So much I can barely stand it." She admitted.
I looked down at her as I tucked her hair behind her ear, my heart feeling full of her, full of love. "And you tell me I'm the dramatic one." I said and eventually broke into a smirk.
She rolled her eyes, her cheeks flushing, "Don't make fun of me!"
"I'm not." I kept smirking and pressed my lips against hers hard before she could say anything else, her mouth adapting to mine as we stared into each other's eyes. "I love you super much too and I don't mind you being super cheesy." I muttered and got back a pat on my chest and a smile. Not bad if you asked me.
"You're lucky you're so hot." She sighed as I wrapped my arms around her, my back leaning against the wall as I slid down until I was sitting on the floor and she was in my lap. "What are you doing?" She asked softly, running her hands in my hair.
"I don't feel like going back to work just yet." I confessed, leaning my head back and watching her, enjoying the simple and innocent way she was touching me.
"Do you have to?" She cocked her head to the side as her fingers travelled down and traced my jaw.
I nodded, my arm wrapping tightly around her to prove how much I didn't want to let her go. For a moment I wondered if Travis was right. No he wasn't. "I wish I could stay with you instead."
She pouted a little, "What about your lunch break?"
"This was my lunch break baby." I grinned a little, sliding my hand down until it was resting on her knee.
"But you didn't eat." She said back and grinned with me.
"I'll eat tonight." I shrugged, already looking forward to the moment when I'd see her again.
She bit down on her lip and it took her a few seconds before she spoke again. "Where?" She asked eventually.
"Your place. Now that I have the keys nothing can keep me away anymore." I said and even if I was partially teasing I was also partially serious.
"Okay. But it's Will's day to cook and he makes mac and cheese with hot dogs pretty much every time he does." Colbie laughed.
"Yum." I grinned, reaching down to kiss her again, not interested even a bit in what I'd eat.
"Do you work tomorrow?" She asked, pulling her hair up into a ponytail and looking so effortlessly sexy.
"No I have this weekend off." I replied, knowing she'd like the notice.
"So...." She started, but then just trailed off and didn't go on. In my opinion, she looked nervous.
"So..." I replied slowly, looking over at her with a mix of curiosity and a little apprehension.
"Do you maybe want to sleepover?" She asked, licking her lips.
I widened my eyes. "Where's Will going?"
"He'll be there too." She replied. That surprised me, not because it would be the first time I'd spend the night with her but because I usually snuck into her home at odd times of the night and went away before Will could notice. I moved closer to her and pulled her away from her thoughts as I pushed her hair back. "You don't have to if you think it's a bad idea." She said quickly.
"In what parallel universe I could think it's a bad idea?" I asked as I felt myself smirk, feeling almost high for how excited this was. I was no fool, I knew that sleeping together, officially for her son, was also a big step for our relationship but it was exactly what I wanted. We were moving to the right direction.
She shrugged, "I don't know." She said in a small voice, "Maybe it's too much for you." She added.
"Sure, because I didn't try to convince you to let me sleep with you for weeks now?" I grinned wider, regretting nothing about how I had acted. "I even tricked you into letting me sneak into your room a few times."
At that she let out a laugh, "Because you're bad and make me do bad things." She teased.
I pressed a nosy kiss on her lips as I chuckled with her, "Super bad." I muttered against her mouth before pulling my head back, "I still have no idea of how Will never caught us."
She made a face this time, "Thank god he didn't."
"But this weekend he's going to be fine with me spending the night, right?" I asked her, my tone getting softer and more serious as I played with her hair.
"I talked to him...so yeah." She whispered, relaxing in my hold once again.
Curiosity got the best of me, some anxiety too, "What did you tell him? What did he say?" I asked quickly, not able to hide how much I cared about her son's opinion of us, on me.
“He thought it was about time I think.” Colbie admitted, laughing a little.
“I like him.” I grinned even bigger. She leaned in and kissed me long and hard. “Colbie if we start that now….” I growled against her lips.
She chuckled against my mouth. “I’m doing nothing but giving innocent kisses.” She said back, biting her lip to keep from grinning.
“Ha.” I shook my head and ran my thumb against her lower lip. “I can’t wait for tonight.” I said seriously.
“Me too.” She whispered softly even though it was just us in the empty condo.
“You’re freaking out about it….I don’t have to spend the night..” I said, always so attuned to when she was upset.
“No.” She shook her head. “It’s not that. I just….” She let out a deep breath. “I’m scared of needing you like I do.” She admitted. “I’ve never needed anyone before.”
I nodded my head as I listened to her. I liked to think about myself as a patient man, one that rarely lose and that never let things overwhelm him. Sometimes, with Colbie, it was hard, but it was worth it too, and that was what kept me patient. "So you are freaking out about it." I said once she was done talking.
She pursed her lips together in a straight line. "Yes." She confessed eventually, though I didn't need to hear it, it was written on her beautiful face. "A little."
"I never needed anyone else before either." I said softly, trying to confort her and make her feel that we were both in the same ship, "Just my family."
"Me too." She agreed with me in a whisper and let me talk, something I really appreciated about her.
"But now I consider you part of my family too, and that means that I need you." I paused as I bored my eyes into hers, "I need you just as much as you need me."
"Doesn't it scare you?" She asked with wide eyes, watching me as I shook my head, "How can make everything seem so simple?"
"Oh baby, I'm not naive. It's not simple, not this," I motioned between us, "Not life in general. But what's the point of worrying for things that we don't even know if they'll happen? I can't do that. If something bad happens, I'll think about it when it does."
She let out a long sigh and buried her face against my chest, "I guess you're right." She muttered against me but I knew she wasn't completely convinced by my words. Unfortunately for me, she was a stubborn woman quite impossible to convince, but she was enough to convince herself, all she needed was time. I hoped.
I slid my phone out of my pocket, dialing Will's number and waiting for him to answer. "Hey Will." I said and Colbie pulled her head back to widen her pretty eyes, "Your mom told me you're going to cook tonight, do you want me to pick you after practice and go grocery shopping together?"
"Yes! I'm not sure I have all the ingredients I need." He replied and I smirked, "Can Rob come over too?" He added after a second.
"You should ask your mom, but I'm fine with that." I said simply, waiting for Colbie's reaction.
She nodded as I put the phone on speaker. “Sure but make sure its okay with his mom and dad.” She replied quickly.
“Yay! Rob we’re basically cousins now that your uncle is my moms boyfriend.” We heard him say as he hung up, laughing.
“He’s silly.” I laughed, though I was looking at her warily.
“He’s super silly.” She agreed. “It’s nice that he’s happy we’re together. I’ve only dated a few other men before you and he seemed super put off by all of them.”
I narrowed my eyes. “I thought I was the first person you were with since your husband.”
She waved her hand.  “None of them were serious, only reached 3 dates at the most.”
I nodded, her answer making me feel better. “I must be better.” I grinned down at her.
“If you’re going to waste time bragging about yourself you’re going to be late to get back to work.” She laughed, sliding her hands up my chest.
“Ahh but it’d be worth it.” I grinned, in a great mood.
“I could have gone shopping for you and Will, I’m done for the day.”
“Nah, it gives me time to hang out with him….and Rob apparently.” I laughed. “You can relax.”
She nodded. “I think I’ll see if Lila wants to get some actual lunch.” She smirked up at me.
“Good idea baby.”
"Have you seen her lately?" She asked slowly after a few seconds and I couldn't help tensing.
"Not really." I shrugged as I faked nonchalance. I still wasn't on great terms with Trav and I wasn't even sure I was okay with Lila, what I was sure of was that I didn't want to add Colbie to the mix. It wasn't like I wanted to keep her out of what happened, neither I wanted to hod things back, only she already stressed about so many things. I didn't want to add that up.
She gave me a slow look, "How come?" She asked, "Aren't you two close?"
I nodded, feeling slightly guilty and promising to myself I'd call her again later. I wondered if she would ever answer to me again. With Trav I wasn't even trying, I knew him enough to leave him all the time he needed. "We're both busy and have bad timing lately." I answered eventually. Would Lila tell something to her sister later? I'd find out tonight.
"It sounds like me and you." She said and pouted a little while I was grateful I had dodged that bulled for now.
I broke into a grin and got up, holding her in my arms first then setting her on the floor, "You made my day a lot better." I said honestly as I cupped her face to kiss her.
"It was a lucky coincidence...but now that I know where I can find you it's going to be hard not to come looking for you." She reached for my hand as we got out of the condo reluctantly.
I squeezed her hand and winked at her, "Do it then."