let me hear you say you want it all

I grabbed one more dress shirt and a few tee shirts before walking back from Trav’s closet to his bedroom, moving to fold them before setting them in his suitcase.

"The perks of having a girlfriend." he commented in a teasing voice, smirking.

"You could help me packing FOR YOU instead of laying on your bed doing only god knows what." I protested, though a part of me liked being so domestic because it meant we were really working. How we made it from lust and anger fuc.king to love was beyond me, but I loved it.

"Why? You're so much better than me." he retorted.

"Flattering won't take you anywhere." I muttered as I looked between two ties, finally settling on the green even though the blue made him look better. He was already a god he didn’t need to show it off when he wouldn’t even be near me.

"It already took me everywhere instead." he said back and shrugged, turning his laptop off and setting it on the bedside table. "Both."

"Uh?" I asked unintelligently before grinning, "Oh okay." I said, setting both ties in the suitcase instead. "Do you really have to leave?"

"It's just for a couple days baby." he answered as he stretched in the bed, "Come here." I climbed up onto his bed and straddled his lap, reaching down to tangle my fingers in his hair and kiss him softly, loving how it felt to be secure in our relationship for once.

“Hi.” I smiled into his eyes and he slid his hands up the back of my shirt to rest against my skin.

“Hey beautiful.” He nuzzled my neck and I let myself relax in his arms, neither of us saying anything for a few moments of peaceful silence.

“Will you get to do anything fun in New York?” I asked, pulling back slightly to look down at him.

“I doubt it.” He shrugged.

“No? You won’t see a show or go to a gallery or a fancy new restaurant?”

“By myself? What would be the point?” I laughed and sighed as I slumped next to him on the bed.

“Fun would be the point silly man.”

“Fun would be going back to my fancy hotel and skyping my hot girlfriend.” I felt my face flush as I grinned back at him.

“You know what? You’re right, that does sound like more fun.” Travis chuckled and pulled me closer for a longer kiss, the kind that made my whole body respond. He’d been kissing me like this since far before we were ever a real couple…how did we both not know how different we were with each other? How could I not tell he loved me even before he could say the words?

"Do we have a deal?" he asked, his lips against mine as he dropped his hands to my knees and travel up my legs and past my thighs. I nodded as I kept my eyes on him.

"I'll be waiting for my boyfriend to pop up on my laptop screen."

"That doesn't sound sexy at all." he said back, raising one eyebrow at me but still grinning with that sinful mouth.

"Everything about us is sexy!" I argued, laughing as I let my fingers trace his abs. "But I was thinking about something else you could do. If you want I mean." Travis spanked me and I jumped, pursing my lips at my silly man.

“Tell me gorgeous." he ordered, only smirking wider at my reaction.

"Ouch." I faked a frown which didn't last more than three seconds. "There are a few of my paints in a gallery."

"That's generic." he pointed out, though he seemed genuinely interested.

"I'll give you the address and everything."

"Good girl." he said nonchalantly as he grabbed the hem of my tank and pulled it up and off me as I shivered and bent back over to cuddle against his chest.

"Are you cold? Or shy?" I asked, grinning.

“Shy.” I smirked and he rose a brow at me.

“Bend over.” His voice got lower as he issued the command I was tempted to roll my eyes at.

“Why?” I asked instead, faking a way too innocent face as I cocked my head to the side and widened my eyes.

“I’m going to spank you for lying.” I bit my lip as I smirked at my gorgeous man.

“If you knew I wasn’t shy why would you ask?” A hint of a grin appeared on his face and I was suddenly tempted to trace it with my tongue.

“So that I could give you the opportunity to answer. If you’d have told the truth I would have covered you with a blanket or something.” I did roll my eyes this time.

“I wasn’t cold or shy though.”

“Shouldn’t you have bent over by now?” He asked in a voice of such authentic seriousness. I gave him a pointed look and then turned my back to him before bending over just enough to put my a.ss at his level.

“Be gentle.” I pouted as I turned my head to look back at him, loving the look on his face as he watched me.

“No.” Was all he said before a sharp hand fell against my backside, leaving it red hot before fading into a pleasure only Travis had ever given me.

“Ouch.” I grinned back at him, teasing him, and playing with fire myself, but for some reason I felt like pushing back today. I stood up way before I knew he was done and he pinned me with a dark stare.

“I wasn’t finished Lila.” He so rarely called me by my whole name but when he did? Especially in that deep sexy voice….it always made me melt for him.

“Oh? I couldn’t tell.” I shrugged, biting my lip as he glared at me. I wanted to climb him like a tree when he looked at me like that…and I was pretty sure he knew it too. Travis gave me a fake glare, pinning me with his eyes and making me shiver.

"Come back here." He ordered, but I shook my head and bit my lip as I stepped back.

"Nope." Trav rose a brow at me and I prepared myself for his comeback.

"I said. Come here." He repeated.

"If you want me, get up and take me." I smirked even wider, turning around just so slightly to give me a better view of my ass. Then I slapped it with my own hand, watching as he struggled.

"Do you want to play baby?" he asked lowly, and I felt giddy as his eyes traveled down my body. I licked my lips slowly, tempting and teasing him the best ways I knew how.

"It depends on what game you want to play at Mr Cole."

"I'm not going to chase you." He replied softly.

"Too bad." I pouted, still teasing him as I ran my hands up my chest.

"I'm going to give you 3 seconds for you to come back here." he explained slowly as he kept his eyes on me, "If you don't, I'll get up, shower, and go on with my day."

"You wouldn't do that." I retorted.

"The hell I wouldn't." he let out a low laugh, lifting his back off the bed and leaning it against the headboard. "Three." he started. I set my hands on his hips.

"I call your bluff." He shrugged and I knew we were both too stubborn to back off.

"Two." He went on.

"That's not fair!" I protested.

"One." He smirked and stood up at the same time that I threw myself against him.  

"Almost." I laughed. "Shower together, that was the plan right?" Travis spanked me harder and I let out a gasp.

“I don't know do you deserve that?" he asked.

“Yes.” I nodded, my voice breathy as Travis picked me up, walking into the bathroom.

“Mmm.” He commented, shaking his head though he was smiling.

“Stop being so hot.” I bit my lip and Travis laughed as he set my down on the bathroom counter.

“I’m not sure how to do that.” He grinned. “Lift your hips.” I lifted off the granite so he could tug my shorts off my legs.

“I’m pretty sure it’s not possible.” I replied grabbing the waistband of his sweats and pushing them down, grinning when I realized he didn’t have boxers on underneath. I hopped off the counter and sank to my knees, looking up at him as I wrapped my hand around his shaft. God he was so gorgeous I could barely handle it.

“You seem to enjoy how I look.” He said, looking down on me with so much love and heat my chest tightened.

“I enjoy everything about you.” I admitted, leaning forward to take him into my mouth, teasing him with my tongue before sinking down over him.

“Fuc.k baby….” He leaned forward to lean his hand on the wall and watch as I pleasured him, the look in his eyes fueling me on more and more. “God you kill me.”

“Why would I do that?” I asked as I pulled back, looking up as I kept my hand moving against him.

“Because you like it.” He grinned down at me and I shrugged as I bit my lip. “Come up here beautiful girl.” I stood up slowly, moving my hands up his thighs and then across his stomach, my mouth following my hands.

“I’ll miss you.” I admitted, being honest with my feelings instead of afraid of them like I’d been before.

“It’s only a few days.” He cupped my cheek and leaned down to kiss me, sliding his tongue into my mouth as he lead me into the shower.

“Just say you’ll miss me too.” I smirked as I pushed my hair back in the water.

“I’ll miss you too.” He grinned. I loved when we were like this, when he was playful and happy and I was comfortable and secure in our relationship.

“Good job.” I reached for him at the same time he reached for me, our mouths speaking so much better than our words like they always had. He broke the kiss and kept his eyes on mine.

"Always." I shot him a naughty grin and turned around slowly, my face turned so I didn’t break our eye contact.

"Now you can focus on something else." He smirked wider and his hands dropped to my hips and grasped them tightly.

"Like what?"

"Doesn't this position suggest you anything?" I asked slowly, pressing my ass against his huge erection and making him groan as water cascaded over us, "Isn't this your favorite?"

"Uh, am I becoming predictable?" Trav asked back as he moved his mouth up my neck before biting on my wet skin, making me moan lightly.

"I know you." I said back in a breathy voice so close to just grabbing him and putting him where I wanted.

"I'm still full of surprises." he spun me in his arms and picked me up with no warning, pressing my back against the tiles of the wall. I gasped and then leaned into him, biting his lip as I wrapped my arms around his back.

"I want to be full of you." I said back seriously, so ready for him I felt shaky.

"Always so impatient." he grinned but kept taking his time instead, teasing me and him too.

"Do you want to miss your flight?" I asked, faking a frown.

"No." he said simply before rolling his hips, sliding deep and fast unto me. I gasped as my head fell back against the tile and I clenched my inner walls around his thick erection.

“You’d think I’d be used to how good it is by now.” I breathed, my nails digging into his shoulders as my body relaxed to his size.

“I hope you never are instead.” He leaned down to take my breast into his mouth at the same time his hips pulled back and then lunged forward making me tighten my grip on his hard body.

“Travis!” my hands found their way in his hair and I was tugging him closer every time he shifted away, making our connection that much deeper, tighter, stronger.

“You were made for this.” He growled. “For me.” I nodded at his possessive words that weren’t about jealousy at all but about love instead.

“I know…” I nodded in agreement before our mouths crashed together. “I’m yours always.” Travis set one hand against the tile wall as my legs locked together behind his back and he held me with one strong arm wrapped around my body. I felt tiny like this but also powerful, knowing I was the one this man chose, that he needed me as much as I needed him.

“When I come back we’ll see what other ways you’re made for me.” He said in a low sensual voice, his hand squeezing my as.s suggestively as his teeth sunk into the spot where my neck met my shoulders.

“Yes.” I agreed, nodding as I rode the waves of him, the thick slide of his di.ck, feeling harder every time he pushed deep.

“Yes?” He grinned down at me and I nodded enthusiastically.

“Everything. I want everything with you.” I said seriously, and his lust filled eyes got even darker as he looked into mine which I’m sure were foggy with how good he felt. I was so close I was shaking, pulsing against and around him. He stared in my eyes which I could barely even see through the haze of pleasure and lust he was giving me.

"You always say that but it didn't happen yet." he breathed out as he sunk as deep as he could into me. I screamed, the feeling overwhelming and so fucking good it was almost too much. It erased every thought, every worry. He was the worlds best drug and I never wanted to quit.

"Your fault, not mine." I finally managed to say, choking on my own words as I tried to focus.

"When I'll come back, I'll tie to the bed and fuck this perfection until you can't walk straight." he growled as he squeezed my ass in his hands and gave me every inch of him. His words mixed with his body made me almost lose it as I clenched around him.

"F.uck!" I moaned out loudly, my nails digging into his shoulders as I clutched him. "F.uck Travis!" I felt his eyes on me as I broke, knowing he loved to watch me lose total control all because of him. I came hard and long right before he did, his growl drowning out my own.

"God, baby." he roared, moving his hips faster so that he was slamming me against the shower wall.

"Oh god-" I swallowed, going limp into his hold, "That was intense." I said as I tried to catch my breath.

"Always is." He kissed my neck softly, and slid out of me before placing me on the ground and holding me safe in his arms. "We're good like that."

“We are.” I nuzzled into him feeling the way he stared soaping up my body.

“I can do that.” I smirked, but he shot me a look and I relaxed, letting him do whatever he wanted since it was always awesome.

“Your legs are still shaky.” He commented, a hint of a smirk in his tone.

“But I can still walk.” I replied innocently, Travis’ eyes glittered down at me and now my whole body shook with the promise of what he was going to do to me.

“We’ll see.” Was all he said before he was leaning my head back into the water to rinse the soap out of my hair.

“Are you really going to tie me to the bed?” I asked, biting down on my lip as the vision of it played in my mind.

“Yes.” I opened my eyes as I started returning his favor, running soap over his perfectly sculpted body.

“With what?” He gave me a highly amused look as he shrugged.

“Whatever I can find. My tie. Or your panties.” I felt another shiver go through me. “Stop looking at me like that dirty girl.”

“Sorry.” I whispered.

“I’ll do it right now and then I won’t have time to take care of you afterwards. Is that what you want?” I shook my head quickly.

“I can be patient.” I watched as Travis rinsed himself off, enjoying the view a lot.

“Good.” He reached down to kiss me but it wasn’t a simple kiss. It was a hard, deep kiss that I felt everywhere. “I have time for coffee before I have to go to the airport.”

“I’ll go make some.” I kissed him sweetly again and toweled myself off, loving the way I could feel him watching me. I went and brewed two cups, adding cream and sugar to mine and leaving his black before walking back up to the bedroom.

"You're thinking hard." I said as I watched Travis looking at the wall intensely. I smiled at me and kissed me before taking his coffee.

"Thank you baby." he said quietly before gulping down a big sip.

"What were you thinking about?" I asked him, admiring the planes of his face, his jaw, his lips. Everything about him did it for me.

"Nothing important." He shrugged as he sipped my coffee. I nodded and blushed as he caught me checking him out.

“Do you want me to drive you to the airport?" I asked next, combing my wet hair through my fingers uselessly.  

"No, I'll just call a cab." he paused as he set the now empty cup on his bedside table, "I won't make you waste time stuck in traffic."

"The time I spend with you is never wasted." I pointed out seriously.

"Cheesy." he grinned at my in a teasing voice, grabbing my ass with one big hand when I rolled my eyes and he pulled me against him."What will you do while I'll be gone."

"The usual." I shrugged, setting my hand on his chest, "I'll cry and be desperate because you won't be with me.

"Sure." he smirked, then added, "Feel free to stay here as long as you want...you have the keys and everything."

“I’ll make sure to rifle through all your things and re-arrange the furniture.” I smirked and Travis shook his head.

“Always a little smartas.s.”

“Mmm, yeah but you knew that a before you fell for me.” Travis scooped me up in his arms, cradling my head in one big hand while the other splayed against my back. “Oh, Jax wants to go out for Colbie’s birthday the day after you get back. Adam and Liz are coming too.” Trav stiffened a little and I watched as he swallowed before speaking.

“Go out where?” I shrugged.

“There’s a party at my mom’s house the same day with my whole family but then my brothers are taking Will and Rob out and Jax wanted to go dancing or something.”

“With Colbie? Does she dance?” I laughed.

“Of course she does. You are the only person I know who doesn’t like dancing.” I pointed out. He scoffed.

“Dancing is just dry humping. We’re not teenagers.” I shook my head.

“Dancing is an art instead. For someone so cultured I’d think you’d understand that.” He rolled his eyes, probably thinking that dancing at a club was a little different than the San Fransisco Ballet, but still.

“I have a meeting the day after I get back but I can go out at night if you’re going.”

“Perfect. I can’t wait.” Travis gave me a slow grin and kissed me.

“I can’t wait to be alone with you instead.” I moaned a little and pulled away.

“Don’t start dirty talking me now Mr. Cole you have to leave.” Travis laughed and then kissed me again this time harder, sliding his tongue into my mouth and his hands holding me up since my knees felt weak.

“Be good.” He said finally pulling away and walking out the door with his suitcase.

“I never am!” I called after him hearing him laugh before the door shut. I smiled to myself as I hopped back onto his bed. Maybe I would stay here just for a little while.