I read the newspaper peacefully, enjoying the warm sun in the backyard of my house with a beer in one hand and a cigarette in the other and thinking that things were going pretty well. Except for the one thing I refused to think about. I was set on being grateful for what I had instead of what I was missing in my life. The obnoxious sound of my phone vibrating against the coffee table had me groaning but I didn't bother to even spare it a glance, Lila was upstairs finishing tidying up her things, so the rest of the world could wait. Smashing the butt of my cigarette in the ashtray I turned the page and focused on an article about economy, only to be interrupted by my phone again. This time I grabbed it and furrowed my brows when I saw Lila's face on the screen. "Why are you calling me?" I asked, vaguely amused because she could've yelled to get my attention.
"I need help, come upstairs." She said back and I knew she was pouting.
"Later. I'm busy now." I grinned as I took a swig of my beer.
"Too busy for me? What's the perk of having a tall boyfriend when he can't even help me with high shelves?!" She retorted.
"I need help, come upstairs." She said back and I knew she was pouting.
"Later. I'm busy now." I grinned as I took a swig of my beer.
"Too busy for me? What's the perk of having a tall boyfriend when he can't even help me with high shelves?!" She retorted.
I sighed and shook my head even though she couldn't see me. "Coming." I told her and hung up, dropping everything and walking back into the house.
Once inside my bedroom, our bedroom, I got this strange feeling of being in the wrong place. It was a different room than before, thanks to Jax who had managed to turn my bedroom and a part of the hallway in a bedroom with a walk in closet and a bathroom. It was smaller than before, but still cozy, the paining of Lila's and my hands was now hanging above the headboard. I liked it, only I still had to get used to it. "What's the matter?" I asked as I walked into the closet, finding my gorgeous girlfriend struggling to set a box on a shelf she couldn't reach, but still trying because she wasn't stubborn at all. She was wearing a pair of shorts and a tank top that was way too short and loose for me not to sneak a peek of her breasts. She looked so fucking sexy my dick twitched, reminding me we hadn't had sex from our baby argument. She had had her period first, then we found other ways to make each other come, never once pointing out how weird that was, but truth was I missed her. I missed burying myself deep inside of her and getting lost. Even if with a damn condom wasn't the same...I had no other choice though. I had to get over it, at least for now.
She tossed her head over her shoulder to glance at me, "What do you think?" She asked, raising a brow.
I stepped behind her, my hands reaching for the box and putting it in place while my body leaned against her, trapping her. "All done." I said, my hands running down her arms then her sides.
She leaned back into me, letting me caress her. "There's still so much to do." She sighed.
"Did I tell you that you're super sexy today?" I asked her, slipping my hands under her top and grinning when I cupped her soft breasts and she gasped. "Mhm, you smell so good baby." I groaned, kissing her neck as I pinched her nips.
"You're such a good liar, I'm a mess." She retorted in a breathy voice even though I was already feeling her giving in to me.
"You're perfect." I muttered, turning her into my arms and kissing her hard until I had her moaning. I grabbed her body, urging her down on the carpeted floor and hovering over her body.
She arched against me, her legs going around my hips. "For you." She agreed, tangling her fingers into my hair and pulling me down for another long kiss.
I groaned into her mouth as I ground against her, getting so impatient I was having a hard time not tearing her clothes apart. "Wait here." I ordered and got up then went to the bedroom to grab a condom I knew I'd use soon like I knew that if I didn't take it now I wouldn't then. I stepped back into the closet and tossed it on the floor before joining her again, her eyes studying me. "Did you miss me?" I flashed her a grin, pushing her top up past her navel and kissing her stomach.
"Trav, wait." She breathed out, going still.
I pulled my head back and looked at her, "Its okay baby, let me love you." I said her firmly before attacking her again, my mouth back on her sinful skin.
Lila arched her back into my mouth, responding to me like she always did and by doing so she was helping me erase the awful mmory of the last time we had had sex. "Travis...." She moaned as my tongue ran up her stomach, my hands holding onto her hips to hold her in place.
"Mmm?" I muttered, too busy worshipping her body to pay attention to her words. I wanted her so damn bad.
She swallowed and kept quiet, too quiet, and her body tensed, not responding to me anymore. What the fuck?
"Lila." I broke into whatever thoughts she was having.
She snapped back to reality. "Why'd you stop?"
"You were far away..." I trailed off slowly.
She licked her lips and swallowed again as she arched back into me. "I was just thinking you don't need to use that..." She trailed off, nodding to the condom.
Fuck no I didn't want to ruin the mood. I shook my head. "It's fine baby." I kissed her again and to my great surprise she didn't argue but she just reached for my shirt, pulling it over my head and then running her hands against my torso.
"I want you inside me...." She whispered against my lips. "Every way you can think of..."
I growled and ripped her clothes off so fast fhe barely blinked. This was my Lila. "Missed you..." I groaned, sucking on her neck and pressing against her hips.
"Travis don't tease me...please..."
I pulled my head back to grin down at her, shifting my body so that my hand could travel down between her legs. "Don't you want me to take my time?" I told her slowly, as slowly as my fingers were massaging her pussy, circling her clit and going close to her entrance but never close enough.
"No." She breathed out as she grabbed my wrist, trying to force me to move where she wanted, her eyes wide with lust an anticipation.
My grin widened and I moved my eyes lazily down her body, appreciating the view. She was naked, gloriously naked, her body at my mercy and her eyes begging me to do anything I wanted to do to her. "Are you impatient?" I asked, plunging one finger inside of her only to pull it out a second later, making her moan first and whimper then.
She grabbed my hair with one hand, giving it a tug. "If you want me to beg you I will." She bit down on her lip before arching again when I slid two fingers inside of her easily.
"Tell me what you want." I said in a tone that make my request sound like an order while I pumped her mindlessly, watching her moaning, hypnotized.
"You inside of me." She wrapped one leg around my hips, changing the angle of her hips.
"I am inside of you." I curled my fingers inside of her before easing them out to rub her clit again, coating her with her own wetness.
"Oh my god you're making me crazy." She protested in a breathy voice, even attempting to glare but it all died fast when I pinched her clit and she screamed my name. "Travis!"
"Tell me what you want." I repeated, keeping on teasing her with my fingers as well with my mouth that took care of her breasts, kissing, biting, licking. I was so fucking hard it hurt.
She used her feet to push my sweats past my hips, letting out a frustrated groan when she struggled with the task. "I want your dick buried so deep inside of me I'll feel it for days."
I pulled away from her, keeping her eyes on her because I didn't want her to get too into her head again. I needed her as close to me as possible and not just with her body. "That's the answer I was looking for baby." I smirked and get rid of my sweats and boxers before kneeling between her parted legs, my hand reaching for the damn condom and putting it on as fast as I could. It was fucking torture.
She swallowed, "Trav..." She trailed off and I didn't want to know what she was thinking. I just needed to feel her.
"Shhh." I hovered over her, silencing her with a kiss as I entered her, the feeling of being inside of her spoiled by the damn condom.
"Don't hold back..." She breathed out, her voice sounding desperate.
I growled, grabbing her wrists and pinning them above her head as I drove into her, my eyes on hers as I felt her stretch for me. "Damn..." I growled as She wrapped her legs around my hips, her hands moving to my ass to pull me deeper, wanting more and more and it was never enough.
"Harder..." She begged.
"Lil..." I groaned into her neck, as greedy as she was, as if I couldn't get close enough. And I really couldn't, because something was separating us.
"Take it off." She begged, crying out when my teeth bit down against her breast.
"Lila..." I shook my head.
"Please." She looked on the verge of tears.
"I want to come inside of you." I said roughly.
"I want that too but I want to feel it. Please Travis." She kept begging me and breaking me. I wished.
"It's still good this way..." I kissed her deep and she melted as every inch of my hard body pressed against hers.
"Please..." She whispered against my mouth. "I need it..."
I shook my head and closed my eyes, thinking that it was already as hard as it was without her begging me to let her feel me, feel us. "We can't...you don't want that." I muttered as I buried my face against her neck, sucking on her skin while my hips moved tirelessly.
"Travis I don't care about anything else, I just want to feel you more right now, please baby." She went on, her nails sinking into my shoulders and I could feel her trying to pull away from me even if it was impossible.
I groaned, pinning her hips on the floor roughly and looking at her again. "Don't fight me when I'm inside of you Lila." I said between clenched teeth. I was having a hard time controlling myself, acting decently instead of being selfish. But she had said she didn't want a baby, my baby, and I wasn't going to risk it.
She cupped my face gently, boring her big pleading eyes into mine. "I need to feel that there's nothing between us, dividing us." She said softly, her words and her words hitting me hard.
Fuck that. I lost it. I let out a groan as I pulled out of her, getting rid of that fucking condom before pushing my dick inside of her with a roll of my hips until I was balls deep into her. "Ugh fuck baby." I growled, the feeling overwhelming, my hands keeping her pinned to the floor roughly.
"Yes! God yes!" She lifted her hips to get as much as she could take, her eyes wide and almost watering as I stretched her.
I leaned down, pressing my body against hers and grabbing her legs to open her as wide as possible, my dick pounding inside of her at a steady pace. "Nothing feels so fucking good baby...ah Christ I missed you." I groaned, her moans driving me crazy, the way her body moved underneath me, the way she looked at me, everything.
"Yes..." She moaned, her head falling back as she gave in to everything she was feeling. "So good so good..."
"Lila." My voice was rough and her head lifted as she looked into my face but I was watching us, our bodies, where we met as I gave her all of me over and over. This was us. And it was so fucking hot.
"Hurry baby...." She moaned.
I groaned. "I'm waiting for you..." I groaned, my face held tight and my abdominal muscles working over time as I used my hips to press against her spot again and again.
"Oh fuck" She groaned as her orgasm exploded hard and everywhere until she was screaming and shaking underneath me.
"Do know how sexy you are when you come for me like this?" I growled, squeezing her breasts and nipping her neck with my teeth making it last even longer just like I knew it would. Then I was speeding up, losing total control, my hands moving over her body like I couldn't decide where to touch her, and before something I could fuck up I pulled out, roaring as I came against her stomach, spilling onto her chest. Fuck me.
"Trav!" She tried to shout but it turned out to sound more like a moan.
I groaned, my eyes roaming over her body, marked by me. "God you look sexy right now..."
"You pulled out." She pointed out the obvious and I smirked.
"Yes." I said as I tried to keep positive. This wasn't completely awful was it?
"I told you-"
I cupped her face and kissed her, knowing she would melt into me. "Don't fight with me now baby. Not now."
"There's no way I could get pregnant right now though I told you." She said seriously. What?
I blinked. "You didn't tell me that."
She made a thoughtful face, as if trying to remember that. "Oh." She licked her lips.
I groaned again before kissing me. "No way?" I asked again and I was getting hard against her hip all over again.
"If it happened it would be meant to be." She replied, killing the mood.
I parted my lips, ready to say that destiny didn't exist and even if it did t had to be helped, babies didn't just happen. Correction, they did happen by accident sometimes, but that wasn't the way I wanted to bring a baby into my life. I just shook my head instead, lifting my body from hers and getting back on my feet. "Stay still, you don't want to stain the carpet." I told her before heading to the bathroom and going back to her with a towel. Kneeling down next to her, I cleaned her body, doing my best not to think about what she had just said. "So...you're going back on the pill?" I asked instead.
She watched me closely, laying still on the floor and letting me take care of her. "Yeah, my doctor said I can, I even bought it already but I haven't taken it yet." She explained.
I reached for her hands, helping her up, "Good baby. The sooner you start taking her the sooner we can go back to our usual habits." I told her, pressing a quick kiss on her lips then heading back to the bathroom. "I'm going to shower." I announced and did as told, letting the warm water wash away all the bad thoughts, all the insecurities. I didn't even know why I was upset...maybe I just needed a few moments to sober up.
"Can I join you?" Lila appeared like a vision, sounding almost timid which was so out of character for her.
I stepped aside to make room for her. "Of course, you don't have to ask." I told her honestly.
She walked into the shower and turned her back to me, positions herself under the water we were sharing, a low moan escaping her.
I wrapped my arms around her, kissing her neck, reminding myself that it didn't matter if we weren't on the same page with the baby thing, she was still the love of my life and one day we'd have the family I had always wanted. My hands ran down her sides, my fingers lingering on the small bump on her ribs that reminded us the surgery, the accident, as if I could ever forget that.
"Do you love me?" She breathed out, her voice barely a whisper.
"You already know that I do baby." I answered quietly, grabbing the soap and starting to soap her, spoiling her like she deserved it.
She leaned back against me, "Say it." She asked.
I rose a brow wondering what the fuck was that about. I thought we were past that point. "I love you." I told her simply, squeezing her in my arms.
"I feel you far." She confessed, bowing her head and letting her hair shield her face.
"I'm here." I said softly as I turned her into my arms, cupping her jaw with one hand while I kept her prisoner against my body with my other arm when I kissed her slowly.
"I love you too." She whispered into my skin, wrapping her body around me and holding tight.
"Lil?" I questioned, hating that she was so quiet. "Now I feel you far." I replied, pushing her wet hair out of her face.
"Make love to me again." She asked softly, running her hands down my torso. "Please."
I smiled and kissed her, tangling my hands in her hair. Maybe we needed more sex to get back to ourselves. "I won't be as gentle this time."
She grinned. "Good."
I laughed and spanked her. "Are you going to pout when I pull out again?" I raised one eyebrow, knowing I had to do that.
She shook her head. "No. But you don't have to-"
I pressed my finger against her mouth and she shut up. "Shhh. Take your damn pill so we don't have to worry anymore." I said in a final tone.
She sighed and shrugged. "Okay." She paused and her eyes got darker. "How do you want me?" She grinned.
I grinned back at her, cupping her ass to pull her against me. "Any way I can have you."
Once inside my bedroom, our bedroom, I got this strange feeling of being in the wrong place. It was a different room than before, thanks to Jax who had managed to turn my bedroom and a part of the hallway in a bedroom with a walk in closet and a bathroom. It was smaller than before, but still cozy, the paining of Lila's and my hands was now hanging above the headboard. I liked it, only I still had to get used to it. "What's the matter?" I asked as I walked into the closet, finding my gorgeous girlfriend struggling to set a box on a shelf she couldn't reach, but still trying because she wasn't stubborn at all. She was wearing a pair of shorts and a tank top that was way too short and loose for me not to sneak a peek of her breasts. She looked so fucking sexy my dick twitched, reminding me we hadn't had sex from our baby argument. She had had her period first, then we found other ways to make each other come, never once pointing out how weird that was, but truth was I missed her. I missed burying myself deep inside of her and getting lost. Even if with a damn condom wasn't the same...I had no other choice though. I had to get over it, at least for now.
She tossed her head over her shoulder to glance at me, "What do you think?" She asked, raising a brow.
I stepped behind her, my hands reaching for the box and putting it in place while my body leaned against her, trapping her. "All done." I said, my hands running down her arms then her sides.
She leaned back into me, letting me caress her. "There's still so much to do." She sighed.
"Did I tell you that you're super sexy today?" I asked her, slipping my hands under her top and grinning when I cupped her soft breasts and she gasped. "Mhm, you smell so good baby." I groaned, kissing her neck as I pinched her nips.
"You're such a good liar, I'm a mess." She retorted in a breathy voice even though I was already feeling her giving in to me.
"You're perfect." I muttered, turning her into my arms and kissing her hard until I had her moaning. I grabbed her body, urging her down on the carpeted floor and hovering over her body.
She arched against me, her legs going around my hips. "For you." She agreed, tangling her fingers into my hair and pulling me down for another long kiss.
I groaned into her mouth as I ground against her, getting so impatient I was having a hard time not tearing her clothes apart. "Wait here." I ordered and got up then went to the bedroom to grab a condom I knew I'd use soon like I knew that if I didn't take it now I wouldn't then. I stepped back into the closet and tossed it on the floor before joining her again, her eyes studying me. "Did you miss me?" I flashed her a grin, pushing her top up past her navel and kissing her stomach.
"Trav, wait." She breathed out, going still.
I pulled my head back and looked at her, "Its okay baby, let me love you." I said her firmly before attacking her again, my mouth back on her sinful skin.
Lila arched her back into my mouth, responding to me like she always did and by doing so she was helping me erase the awful mmory of the last time we had had sex. "Travis...." She moaned as my tongue ran up her stomach, my hands holding onto her hips to hold her in place.
"Mmm?" I muttered, too busy worshipping her body to pay attention to her words. I wanted her so damn bad.
She swallowed and kept quiet, too quiet, and her body tensed, not responding to me anymore. What the fuck?
"Lila." I broke into whatever thoughts she was having.
She snapped back to reality. "Why'd you stop?"
"You were far away..." I trailed off slowly.
She licked her lips and swallowed again as she arched back into me. "I was just thinking you don't need to use that..." She trailed off, nodding to the condom.
Fuck no I didn't want to ruin the mood. I shook my head. "It's fine baby." I kissed her again and to my great surprise she didn't argue but she just reached for my shirt, pulling it over my head and then running her hands against my torso.
"I want you inside me...." She whispered against my lips. "Every way you can think of..."
I growled and ripped her clothes off so fast fhe barely blinked. This was my Lila. "Missed you..." I groaned, sucking on her neck and pressing against her hips.
"Travis don't tease me...please..."
I pulled my head back to grin down at her, shifting my body so that my hand could travel down between her legs. "Don't you want me to take my time?" I told her slowly, as slowly as my fingers were massaging her pussy, circling her clit and going close to her entrance but never close enough.
"No." She breathed out as she grabbed my wrist, trying to force me to move where she wanted, her eyes wide with lust an anticipation.
My grin widened and I moved my eyes lazily down her body, appreciating the view. She was naked, gloriously naked, her body at my mercy and her eyes begging me to do anything I wanted to do to her. "Are you impatient?" I asked, plunging one finger inside of her only to pull it out a second later, making her moan first and whimper then.
She grabbed my hair with one hand, giving it a tug. "If you want me to beg you I will." She bit down on her lip before arching again when I slid two fingers inside of her easily.
"Tell me what you want." I said in a tone that make my request sound like an order while I pumped her mindlessly, watching her moaning, hypnotized.
"You inside of me." She wrapped one leg around my hips, changing the angle of her hips.
"I am inside of you." I curled my fingers inside of her before easing them out to rub her clit again, coating her with her own wetness.
"Oh my god you're making me crazy." She protested in a breathy voice, even attempting to glare but it all died fast when I pinched her clit and she screamed my name. "Travis!"
"Tell me what you want." I repeated, keeping on teasing her with my fingers as well with my mouth that took care of her breasts, kissing, biting, licking. I was so fucking hard it hurt.
She used her feet to push my sweats past my hips, letting out a frustrated groan when she struggled with the task. "I want your dick buried so deep inside of me I'll feel it for days."
I pulled away from her, keeping her eyes on her because I didn't want her to get too into her head again. I needed her as close to me as possible and not just with her body. "That's the answer I was looking for baby." I smirked and get rid of my sweats and boxers before kneeling between her parted legs, my hand reaching for the damn condom and putting it on as fast as I could. It was fucking torture.
She swallowed, "Trav..." She trailed off and I didn't want to know what she was thinking. I just needed to feel her.
"Shhh." I hovered over her, silencing her with a kiss as I entered her, the feeling of being inside of her spoiled by the damn condom.
"Don't hold back..." She breathed out, her voice sounding desperate.
I growled, grabbing her wrists and pinning them above her head as I drove into her, my eyes on hers as I felt her stretch for me. "Damn..." I growled as She wrapped her legs around my hips, her hands moving to my ass to pull me deeper, wanting more and more and it was never enough.
"Harder..." She begged.
"Lil..." I groaned into her neck, as greedy as she was, as if I couldn't get close enough. And I really couldn't, because something was separating us.
"Take it off." She begged, crying out when my teeth bit down against her breast.
"Lila..." I shook my head.
"Please." She looked on the verge of tears.
"I want to come inside of you." I said roughly.
"I want that too but I want to feel it. Please Travis." She kept begging me and breaking me. I wished.
"It's still good this way..." I kissed her deep and she melted as every inch of my hard body pressed against hers.
"Please..." She whispered against my mouth. "I need it..."
I shook my head and closed my eyes, thinking that it was already as hard as it was without her begging me to let her feel me, feel us. "We can't...you don't want that." I muttered as I buried my face against her neck, sucking on her skin while my hips moved tirelessly.
"Travis I don't care about anything else, I just want to feel you more right now, please baby." She went on, her nails sinking into my shoulders and I could feel her trying to pull away from me even if it was impossible.
I groaned, pinning her hips on the floor roughly and looking at her again. "Don't fight me when I'm inside of you Lila." I said between clenched teeth. I was having a hard time controlling myself, acting decently instead of being selfish. But she had said she didn't want a baby, my baby, and I wasn't going to risk it.
She cupped my face gently, boring her big pleading eyes into mine. "I need to feel that there's nothing between us, dividing us." She said softly, her words and her words hitting me hard.
Fuck that. I lost it. I let out a groan as I pulled out of her, getting rid of that fucking condom before pushing my dick inside of her with a roll of my hips until I was balls deep into her. "Ugh fuck baby." I growled, the feeling overwhelming, my hands keeping her pinned to the floor roughly.
"Yes! God yes!" She lifted her hips to get as much as she could take, her eyes wide and almost watering as I stretched her.
I leaned down, pressing my body against hers and grabbing her legs to open her as wide as possible, my dick pounding inside of her at a steady pace. "Nothing feels so fucking good baby...ah Christ I missed you." I groaned, her moans driving me crazy, the way her body moved underneath me, the way she looked at me, everything.
"Yes..." She moaned, her head falling back as she gave in to everything she was feeling. "So good so good..."
"Lila." My voice was rough and her head lifted as she looked into my face but I was watching us, our bodies, where we met as I gave her all of me over and over. This was us. And it was so fucking hot.
"Hurry baby...." She moaned.
I groaned. "I'm waiting for you..." I groaned, my face held tight and my abdominal muscles working over time as I used my hips to press against her spot again and again.
"Oh fuck" She groaned as her orgasm exploded hard and everywhere until she was screaming and shaking underneath me.
"Do know how sexy you are when you come for me like this?" I growled, squeezing her breasts and nipping her neck with my teeth making it last even longer just like I knew it would. Then I was speeding up, losing total control, my hands moving over her body like I couldn't decide where to touch her, and before something I could fuck up I pulled out, roaring as I came against her stomach, spilling onto her chest. Fuck me.
"Trav!" She tried to shout but it turned out to sound more like a moan.
I groaned, my eyes roaming over her body, marked by me. "God you look sexy right now..."
"You pulled out." She pointed out the obvious and I smirked.
"Yes." I said as I tried to keep positive. This wasn't completely awful was it?
"I told you-"
I cupped her face and kissed her, knowing she would melt into me. "Don't fight with me now baby. Not now."
"There's no way I could get pregnant right now though I told you." She said seriously. What?
I blinked. "You didn't tell me that."
She made a thoughtful face, as if trying to remember that. "Oh." She licked her lips.
I groaned again before kissing me. "No way?" I asked again and I was getting hard against her hip all over again.
"If it happened it would be meant to be." She replied, killing the mood.
I parted my lips, ready to say that destiny didn't exist and even if it did t had to be helped, babies didn't just happen. Correction, they did happen by accident sometimes, but that wasn't the way I wanted to bring a baby into my life. I just shook my head instead, lifting my body from hers and getting back on my feet. "Stay still, you don't want to stain the carpet." I told her before heading to the bathroom and going back to her with a towel. Kneeling down next to her, I cleaned her body, doing my best not to think about what she had just said. "So...you're going back on the pill?" I asked instead.
She watched me closely, laying still on the floor and letting me take care of her. "Yeah, my doctor said I can, I even bought it already but I haven't taken it yet." She explained.
I reached for her hands, helping her up, "Good baby. The sooner you start taking her the sooner we can go back to our usual habits." I told her, pressing a quick kiss on her lips then heading back to the bathroom. "I'm going to shower." I announced and did as told, letting the warm water wash away all the bad thoughts, all the insecurities. I didn't even know why I was upset...maybe I just needed a few moments to sober up.
"Can I join you?" Lila appeared like a vision, sounding almost timid which was so out of character for her.
I stepped aside to make room for her. "Of course, you don't have to ask." I told her honestly.
She walked into the shower and turned her back to me, positions herself under the water we were sharing, a low moan escaping her.
I wrapped my arms around her, kissing her neck, reminding myself that it didn't matter if we weren't on the same page with the baby thing, she was still the love of my life and one day we'd have the family I had always wanted. My hands ran down her sides, my fingers lingering on the small bump on her ribs that reminded us the surgery, the accident, as if I could ever forget that.
"Do you love me?" She breathed out, her voice barely a whisper.
"You already know that I do baby." I answered quietly, grabbing the soap and starting to soap her, spoiling her like she deserved it.
She leaned back against me, "Say it." She asked.
I rose a brow wondering what the fuck was that about. I thought we were past that point. "I love you." I told her simply, squeezing her in my arms.
"I feel you far." She confessed, bowing her head and letting her hair shield her face.
"I'm here." I said softly as I turned her into my arms, cupping her jaw with one hand while I kept her prisoner against my body with my other arm when I kissed her slowly.
"I love you too." She whispered into my skin, wrapping her body around me and holding tight.
"Lil?" I questioned, hating that she was so quiet. "Now I feel you far." I replied, pushing her wet hair out of her face.
"Make love to me again." She asked softly, running her hands down my torso. "Please."
I smiled and kissed her, tangling my hands in her hair. Maybe we needed more sex to get back to ourselves. "I won't be as gentle this time."
She grinned. "Good."
I laughed and spanked her. "Are you going to pout when I pull out again?" I raised one eyebrow, knowing I had to do that.
She shook her head. "No. But you don't have to-"
I pressed my finger against her mouth and she shut up. "Shhh. Take your damn pill so we don't have to worry anymore." I said in a final tone.
She sighed and shrugged. "Okay." She paused and her eyes got darker. "How do you want me?" She grinned.
I grinned back at her, cupping her ass to pull her against me. "Any way I can have you."
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