i want this hole gone

i want this hole gone by ssaarah

I slipped out of my cardigan, feeling too hot even though a few minutes ago I'd felt cold and decided I needed to sit down, maybe get a cup of coffee. Lucky for me there was a coffee shop around the corner. Unlucky for me? I ran into something big and hard when I was reaching for my wallet in my purse.
"Oh sor-" I started but then a familiar scent hit me and I looked up into the familiar eyes of Travis Cole. "Hi." I said softly.

something about the way you move

something about the way you move by ssaarah

I looked in my closet and sighed. Everything looked so. Mom. Or professional. There was nothing that really said girls night out anywhere. I used to have a hundred little black dresses but where was I going to wear them now? I gave up and got into my car, the sensible one of course, not the sporty one I'd always dreamed of having when I had the money, and drove to my baby sisters place. She opened the door and looked back at me.
"You look like shi.t." I told her seriously. She shrugged.

even when I lose I'm winning

I killed the call with Travis, sighing to myself since he was in a state he not only refused to get out from, but he refused to admit it either. That meant that tonight he wouldn't go out with him. I texted Colbie, ready for my daily dose of teasing.

"What are you doing?"

What I got back was a picture of an extremely sexy Colbie, her body wrapped in a dress that didn't leave much to the imagination. "Going out with my sister. What do you think?"

"Holy shit Colbie you can't go out looking like that!!!!" I texted her back even though, of course, she could. She was just...wow.

"Why not?"

give your all to me I'll give my all to you

I walked into the small room part of Cami's gallery which would soon become her office, bending over to grab a bucket of paint. My eyes moved to Gabe who looked super serious while he pained on the lower part of the wall, so much into his work that he didn't even notice me. Once back to the only other space of the gallery, I grinned at Cami who was staring at a wall herself, but she didn't look as serious as her son, she looked a little tired, and mostly happy.

I set the bucket she had asked me for next to her, "Do you need something else?" I asked, kissing her cheek.

"Keep working and don't get distracted." She grinned at me as she pulled her hair up in a messy bun, ready to go back painting.

I confess you are the best thing in my life.

I stared at the wall in front of me, a little tired but mostly happy. The gallery was coming together and instead of paying for someone to come in and decorate, I had decided to take care of everything on my own. Except for my boys, I hadn't asked for anyone's help and even though it was a lot to take on? I had no regrets. I had wanted this for so long, I didn't want to miss even a moment. 

"Do you need something else?" Ben asked, breaking me from my daze as he kissed my cheek.

"Keep working and don't get distracted," I grinned at him as I pulled my hair up in a messy bun, ready to get back to painting.

if you just say the words I'll up and run to you

I bit down on my lip and stopped in front of the door of Nolan's office, smiling to myself before knocking. When I didn't get any answer back, I frowned, hoping he'd be there since this was probably my last chance to do something he had been wanting me to do for months. Opening the door slowly, I peeked my head in and smiled wider when I saw him, sitting at his desk with a serious look on his face which changed as soon as he lifted his eyes to meet mine. "May I come in?" I asked, keeping my eyes on him. When he nodded, I stepped inside the room and closed the door behind me. Then I locked it, it making Nolan raise his eyebrow at me. "I have something for you and I need some privacy." I added innocently as if answering to his questioning gaze.

And I can't stop 'til the whole world knows my name.

My office door opened slowly, Eva's head peeking in as she smiled wide at me. My serious expression changed as soon as my eyes meet hers. "May I come in?" She asked, keeping her eyes on me. When I nodded, she stepped inside the room and closed the door behind her. Then locked it, making me raise a brow at her. "I have something for you and I need some privacy," She added innocently as if answering to my questioning gaze.

i need you darling come on set the tone

i need you darling come on set the tone by ssaarah 

I heard a knock at the door and my stomach did flips. Tristan was here. I checked the timer on the oven that the lasagna was cooking in and then made sure the soup was still simmering before running a hand through my hair and walking to my door to open it.
"Hey." Tristan grinned and I bit down on my lip as I shamelessly checked him out. Usually I saw him in suits, business attire and yes, he looked sexy in them but this Tristan was wrapped up in a cashmere sweater and dark jeans...I was pretty sure I was drooling.

When I wake up I’m afraid, somebody else might take my place.

"Hey," I grinned as Chloe opened the door, biting down on her lip as she shamelessly checked me out. I returned the favor and let my eyes travel down her tight body, wanting to groan for how perfect it was and how long it had been since I'd seen her naked. Too fucking long. 

"Hi," She breathed out finally, stepping aside. "Come in."