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4.26.2013

It gets harder everyday, but I can't seem to shake the pain.




My eyes scanned the contract, the words all blending together and making me sweat. I ran my hand up the back of my neck and tore my eyes away from it for a second to look at Jack as he continued speaking. I hadn't listened to a word he was saying, not really at least. I weighed my options carefully, bouncing back and forth between my relationship with Aurora, the band, supporting my teenage brother, my future... a better future than I ever thought possible. "I don't need an answer now," He said, cutting into my thoughts. "But I can't wait forever." I nodded my head and parted my lips as Aura walked by the studio window, catching my eye and pausing to wait for me with a smile on her face. I held a finger up to indicate that I'd be done in a minute, wondering when my life had become so complicated. The band had given me more than the amazing girl in my life, we had a summer tour booked and a European tour after that. We held number one on iTunes for a week straight and every late night show was trying to book us for an appearance. Or Aura at least. The money was better than I expected, so much to the point that I was getting more serious about taking on the role of becoming my brothers full time guardian. As good as my aunt was to him, he needed something more stable, someone who knew what it was like losing everything and having to start all over again. I was all he really had. "... a week."

"A week?" I repeated, wishing I had been listening but I was still staring at Aura who looking pretty involved in a conversation with Chloe Black, the resident hardass who was more interested in glaring at me.