Showing posts with label RBR. Show all posts
Showing posts with label RBR. Show all posts

4.26.2013

It gets harder everyday, but I can't seem to shake the pain.




My eyes scanned the contract, the words all blending together and making me sweat. I ran my hand up the back of my neck and tore my eyes away from it for a second to look at Jack as he continued speaking. I hadn't listened to a word he was saying, not really at least. I weighed my options carefully, bouncing back and forth between my relationship with Aurora, the band, supporting my teenage brother, my future... a better future than I ever thought possible. "I don't need an answer now," He said, cutting into my thoughts. "But I can't wait forever." I nodded my head and parted my lips as Aura walked by the studio window, catching my eye and pausing to wait for me with a smile on her face. I held a finger up to indicate that I'd be done in a minute, wondering when my life had become so complicated. The band had given me more than the amazing girl in my life, we had a summer tour booked and a European tour after that. We held number one on iTunes for a week straight and every late night show was trying to book us for an appearance. Or Aura at least. The money was better than I expected, so much to the point that I was getting more serious about taking on the role of becoming my brothers full time guardian. As good as my aunt was to him, he needed something more stable, someone who knew what it was like losing everything and having to start all over again. I was all he really had. "... a week."

"A week?" I repeated, wishing I had been listening but I was still staring at Aura who looking pretty involved in a conversation with Chloe Black, the resident hardass who was more interested in glaring at me.

i'm scared to death that there may not be another one like this..

i'm scared to death that there may not be another one like this..

i'm scared to death that there may not be another one like this.. by ssaarah 





I grinned at Wyatt through the glass separating us. He had told me he had some sort of meeting about his contract at the studio today, and even though I wasn’t sure what that really meant I wanted to stop by and see him. I was supposed to be writing all day, but I found I wrote better when I was with him. Wow that made me sound so cheesy. He gave me a signal telling me he’d be out in a minute and I waited, chatting with Chloe idly while I did before she had to get back to her desk and Wyatt came out to me. 



"I didn't know you were coming in today," he smiled and pressed his lips against mine before I even had a chance to speak. 



“Mmmm” I lingered against his lips, sliding my hands up his firm chest to wrap around his neck and press my body against his. I couldn’t help it. 



“Careful.” Wyatt grinned against my lips as I pressed my hips against his. 



“What?” 



“You keep kissing me like this and I’ll have to carry you home right now.” I bit down on my lip because honestly? It didn’t sound like a bad idea. We’d both been so busy we hadn’t had much time alone and as much fun as being on tour was….you didn’t really hook up with the rest of the band on the bus. I kind of wanted to lock myself in a room with him until the tour started. 



“I'm not objecting to that.” I said honestly, moving my hands to his waist and looking into his gorgeous eyes.